Running with the ball, daddy boxer

The room is surprisingly quiet, and the white shirt on my body has magic power. After I put it on, I don't want to make a fuss, and I want to be an honest and good boy.Shen Yu's grandfather... What kind of person is Shen Yu's grandfather?I was bored alone, standing by the window and looking out.The sun was shining brightly, and the glass was slightly hot from the sun. Envious of my grandpa, I put my hand on the window and imagined the feeling of basking in the sun with Shen Yu.

That is probably the happiness that is warm and melted by the sun, right?

I don't like basking in the sun very much, because of the heat, but I prefer the snow, and the bigger the snow, the happier I am.It often snows heavily in Russia. When I was a child, I read a piece of news that someone drove out in a blizzard. In the end, the car froze and the person froze to death.But snow makes me happy, and I drink when it's cold.

I drank very early, and the first time I tasted alcohol was given by Lao Wei.He has the shape of a bear, can drink and eat, and in winter he takes my slender arms and swipes them in the ice water until he gets used to winter swimming.I have always believed that I am not afraid of the cold because I was frozen out, and I feel uncomfortable all over when I get warmer.

I spent the winter in Heilongjiang at the beginning of this year. It wasn’t very cold. It was the first time I stood on the side of Kaihu Lake in Daxing and saw the ice platoon. The huge white ice nearly two meters high squeezed towards me, and I burst into tears .

It’s so beautiful. I used to only be able to stand on the side of Xiaoxingkai Lake, which is the source of the wind blowing. I could only see the broken ice, but I couldn’t see the spectacular ice running platoon.I can only imagine, imagine my little lover giving me gifts, imagine my family here in China, and hope they haven't forgotten me.

I don't want to, I haven't been so satisfied in a long time. I have food in my stomach, clean clothes, a shower, and a bed.If Shen Yu doesn't come back, I'll sleep obediently and not cause him any trouble.

Sleeps lightly during the day and does not sleepwalk.It's hard to say at night.I climbed onto Shen Yu's bed and tried not to mess with his things, showing that I was a good tutor.

Opening my eyes again, I saw Shen Yu's face, and I sat up straight in response.This happens when you live in a group rented house for a long time. You are not used to waking up with people staring at you, and you want to touch the knife in your bag for self-defense.

"Scared you?" Shen Yu held the quilt in his hand, as if he was going to cover a stray dog ​​who didn't trust humans, "You don't have to be afraid."

Afraid?Afraid of you?I frowned, although I had lost more than a dozen catties in the past few months, it was still more than enough to defeat Shen Yu, even if he had a height advantage.

"You have been asleep for several hours, are you hungry?" Shen Yu asked, I didn't believe it, but I was dumbfounded looking at the wall clock on the wall.Really fell asleep?Still sleeping until noon?

"Are you hungry?" Shen Yu asked again, when he approached, I wanted to smell if he had been exposed to the sun.

"Hungry..." I guess it's really exhausting to be able to sleep for so long. The group rental house is always noisy and there is no time to calm down.

"Get up and eat when you're hungry, come." Shen Yu stretched out his hand to pull me up, and I grabbed my hand like a rope.His voice is soft, but his anger is too strong, and his voice is extremely anxious.

The palm of that hand was moist, and suddenly my mouth became dry and I wanted to smoke.So I made a request and said that if you don't like the smell of cigarettes, I can go downstairs to smoke.But Shen Yu didn't, he asked me to go to the bathroom, but remember to turn on the exhaust fan.

I got in and impatiently knocked out a cigarette, but it took me a long time to light it.He pulled me up by the hand, and I missed the feeling of his holding my hand, which conveyed trust and warmth.I took a sip of the cigarette, and I looked up and spit it out, thinking about what else I could talk to him about.But the smoke drifted back and forth and finally settled down, lingering in front of my eyes.

Facing the mirror, I smiled awkwardly, finished smoking and straightened my hair.The question of what to talk about can be put later, the most urgent thing is what to do tonight?It is impossible for Shen Yu to take me in, and I am too embarrassed to stay here.

But I was wrong, when I came out of the bathroom, Shen Yu was hugging a new quilt.I looked at him, and he looked at me, and told me in a normal tone that he could sleep on the floor at night.

Oh My God!I was so happy that I didn't know what to do, but I said thank you anyway.I also want to say that I can actually sleep on the floor since I was a child, but I was afraid that Shen Yu would think that I was too busy to take care of me, so I quickly agreed.

After dinner, I wanted to chat with him a little more, but Shen Yu was about to leave soon.He said he was going to take care of his grandpa, and in the afternoon he would take a walk with him, soak in hot springs, and watch TV.He told me to keep quiet and hide in the house obediently, so that my grandpa would not find out.It's okay even if you're discovered, with him around, it's okay.

"Thank you Brother Shen, I'm very good." I nodded, and couldn't help imagining what it would be like for him to take a walk, soak in the hot spring, and watch TV.

I really envy my grandpa.

He left the room and I was alone again.That's bad, I can't fucking stand being alone?I force myself to calm down. If I don't calm down, I will act rashly and appear very immature.

Ridiculous, I have nothing but want to appear mature.I had nothing to do and lay back on the bed, and accidentally found Shen Yu's textbook under the pillow.

There are several books, one in English and one in mathematics.When I opened them, I could barely understand English. The densely packed English passages in the textbook were all marked, and a lot of Chinese was written.

These must be Shen Yu's class notes.He is very serious, and his academic performance must be very good.I can't understand the other one at all. Mathematics is really difficult.

What are these?I looked over and over again, but I still couldn't understand the formulas and graphics.These are too difficult for me, I really should study hard.

Everything in the room was so clean. I sat by the bed and read a book of mathematics that I couldn't understand a dozen times.The moment the numbers and symbols disappeared from my eyes, I couldn't understand why Shen Yu was so relieved of me.

Isn't he afraid that I will steal his money?Isn't he afraid that I'm a liar?Isn't he afraid that I will be a fugitive or something, and do something to hurt him and his grandfather?

People who can live in this hotel must have a good family. Isn't he afraid that I will steal a few expensive items and then disappear?Thinking of this, I looked around and found that there was not a single expensive item.

No wonder I have to be afraid, it seems that rich people don't reveal their wealth.I continued to read, as if looking at him.

Shen Yu didn't come back in the evening, probably having dinner with his grandfather outside.I fell asleep and woke up when I heard a sound outside the door.I eavesdropped on their chat through a door, eavesdropped on the voices of people talking on the TV, and only hoped that Shen Yu's grandpa would get sleepy and come back.

But the old man was sleepy very late, and it was almost 9 o'clock when Shen Yu came back.He asked me if I was hungry, I was hungry, but I shook my head.He looked tired, took his pajamas and went to take a shower.An inexplicable excitement rose in my heart.

Shen Yu secretly kept me in the house!Thinking about it this way, I feel like there is some kind of relationship between us, that we did bad things together.

Shen Yu took a shower faster than me, and came back with the smell of water all over his body.Maybe there is no smell at all, but I think it smells good, and I think it is water.He looked really tired. He lay down on the floor and was going to sleep. Before going to bed, he had a brief chat with me.

"Brother Shen, are you sleepy?" I lay on the bed and looked at him.He slept on the floor, leaving the bed to me, lying on his side covered with a quilt, with one arm pressed against the curve of his waist.

"Sleepy, can't you sleep?" He turned towards me, and I suspected that the sky outside the window had already dawned.

I nodded and retracted under the quilt, only showing two eyes staring at him.I saw him laughing, he kept laughing, and finally he could only turn his back to me: "You are still young, don't think too much, go home when you figure it out. Go to sleep, and wait until I bring you back to Beijing. I'll take you back."

I want to mutter a few words, I am not young, I will be 3 in three months, and I will not return to Beijing or go home.But in the end it was just a good night.

Good night, Brother Shen, I peeked at him like watching the beautiful Xingkai Lake freeze, and I couldn't bear to blink.But he's going to sleep, so I have to be good, don't make a sound, even if I keep my eyes open to see the dawn.

Because I am afraid to sleep.In the past, even if the door was locked and the key was hidden in Russia, it was useless.I have sleepwalking, when I have a seizure, I will look for keys in things, and I often walk on the road as soon as I open my eyes, walking to places I don’t know.The more terrifying time was walking on the ice.

If at that time the ice cracked and I fell, no one would save me in the middle of the night, and I would surely die.

I didn't know what to do, I was scared, and to be honest I was scared of a lot of things.Arlo accompanied me to the doctor, and the doctor said that sleepwalking mostly moves within the familiar range of the patient.Fuck, I'm pretty sure this doctor is lying because I can walk to a different traffic intersection every time.

But the doctor also said that sleepwalking mostly ends in adulthood, and the symptoms will disappear after puberty.So I believed him again and hoped that I could get better.

Now I am not afraid of frightening myself, I am only afraid that sleepwalking will frighten Shen Yu.It's almost dawn, and I should go to bed too.

It's so comfortable to sleep in a bed, I'm so satisfied, I don't even bother to open my eyes when I hear the sound of Shen Yu getting up and washing up.He left quietly and put the quilt and pillow he had covered for the night beside my bed.

Sleeping here is more comfortable than any other day, and Shen Yu also has a magical power. If I get close to him, I will not fall again, and I will be saved.

I kept sleeping and sleeping, and I made up sleep as if I hadn't slept, until I was awakened by a sudden knock on the door.I knocked for a long time, so long that I thought someone would rush in the next second and kick me out as a burglar, call the police, and then find out that I actually had a criminal record.

But the knock on the door still disappeared, but I didn't dare to sleep anymore. After washing up, I picked up the textbook again, pretending that I could understand it.

Shen Yu came back after lunch, carrying many fast food boxes. "Wake up? I thought you weren't up."

"Brother Shen." I concealed my fear, "I woke up when someone knocked on the door."

"Someone knocked on the door?" Shen Yu didn't seem to believe it. He went out to look around, and finally came back to unpack the fast food box and put all the food in front of me, "You eat first, maybe I forgot to hang up Do Not Disturb, the waiter will be the guest room Services."

"I didn't cause trouble, and I didn't make any noise." I picked up a piece of bread and gnawed on it, muttering softly, "Thank you Brother Shen."

"You're welcome, I will find a way." Shen Yu pulled up a chair and ate with me.I used almost all my energy to observe, to see which dish he likes to eat, and how he uses chopsticks.

I don't use chopsticks well, but Shen Yu didn't laugh at me.It's okay to be laughed at, I'm used to it, but I'm really happy not to be laughed at.

He eats very little, always stops after a few bites, and says he is full after eating one-third of my meal.All the rest of the food is mine, and I don't waste a single bite.At this time, Shen Yu saw the math book spread out on the bed, flipped through it casually, and wrote a fill-in-the-blank question with a pen, as if the question inside was easy.

I ate hard, and at the end I started to feel full, but I was still reluctant to put down my chopsticks.Turning 18 in a few months, I've never been more eager to grow up.

To grow up, to learn to use chopsticks, to live a life that will not be laughed at like Shen Yu.

"Is your English good?" Shen Yu turned around and asked.I shook my head and told him my Russian was better.

"Russian...Which side do you prefer, Russia or China?" After Shen Yu asked, he lowered his head and read the book. I struggled repeatedly like a hammer. He asked me to choose the country, but I felt that I was choosing the future.

"I prefer China." I replied. This answer has been hidden in my heart for a long time. I dug it out together with Shen Yu, and it turned out to be a little sweet.

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Yuzai: The younger brother I picked up always peeps at me...

感谢在2020-04-2614:47:33~2020-04-2715:11:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 Wurongmu;

Thanks to the little angels who cast the landmines: 2 for Little Sweet, Lingluohuayue; 1 for Puppy Lovers, Mo Xuwu, and Nanfeng;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Puppy Lover, Wurongmu; 2 bottles of Migaloo and Tu Mitu; 1 bottle of meat floss glutinous rice balls and rice dregs;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!