Running with the ball, daddy boxer

It's almost September, and Xingkai Lake hasn't frozen yet, but the scenic spot has started to snow artificially.I squatted next to a pile of artificial snow to find the feeling. It turned out that I really came back, and the land under my feet was China.

Xingkai Lake used to be seen from Russia to China, it is so beautiful.

But even though I have three-quarters Chinese blood, my Chinese heart is just like that, and I can't get used to Chinese food.Summer is too hot and uncomfortable, and the whole person seems to collapse.Why is it still so hot in September?

"Don't look! Let's go!" A person in the distance called me a few words, and when there was no movement, a stone was thrown towards me.

"Here we come." I didn't have time to think about the temperature issue. I met those people in the border areas, and I usually hang out with them.I don't like wandering, but I have nowhere to go. My dad said to find someone to take me back to China, to Beijing, to go home, but the person just left me in Heilongjiang.

He gave me a sum of money and said that if he wanted to go back to Russia, he could go back by himself.I didn't leave, even if no one wanted me in China, I didn't want to go back in disgrace.Because I came here with big words at the beginning, and I swore with A Luo that I would definitely take him over when I got along.

I am also a little unwilling, why do you pick me up and I will come, and you tell me to go away?My name is Qiao Yi, also called Yekaterina Igorvich Anastasia, my mother gave me my Russian name, I really don’t know why she and my contradictory father gave me a girl’s name.

Maybe they wanted a daughter in the first place?I didn't know, and followed the group of people back without a goal.

In the group rental house, each person sleeps on a folding bed, and the only privacy is under the bed. We live in groups, eat and drink, and turn upside down day and night in a smelly environment, like social animals that defy civilization.Pull out the T-shirt from the suitcase, and choose the cleanest pair from the pile of shoes. Before I go out, I look in the mirror, and there is no foreign face in the mirror. After all, only a quarter of them are mixed, and they are basically Asian. looks.Except for the eyes.

Blonde hair, dyed.Cut, how the hell can I be blonde?I don't remember when I started to dye my hair, maybe 13 years old?

"Qiao Yi, let's go!" The big brother who rented a house called me, and I quickly followed.He scolded me for not being able to speak Chinese, so I didn't bother to talk to him, but I understood everything.

He takes care of my board and lodging, and I only need to give him a little money every month, so I call him Big Brother.He doesn't care about me anymore, can I call him an idiot?Anyway, what he got us to do was pretty stupid.

What are you doing today?Grab the supermarket.The frontier is very chaotic, there are only two kinds of people in this place, the poor and the rich.The poor are homeless, and the rich are on vacation. I am the poorest of the poor.

Walking on the side of the road, I smelled the smell on my body. It's summer, so it doesn't smell very good.I like winter, even if I don't take a bath in winter, it won't smell bad.

So I'm not only unwanted, but also dirty.

But I don't want to be dirty forever, and I want to find a way to get out of the current predicament, but I haven't thought of how to do it yet.I haven't finished high school yet, I can't find a stable job, maybe going back to Russia is the best way.

Let's talk about it, sometimes people are not willing to fall, but they have not found a suitable rope to climb up. I haven't found the rope yet, so I will fall first.

Almost at the entrance of the supermarket, a couple came across, holding their lovely child.A boy, a girl, I almost die of envy.If I had parents myself, it would definitely not be what I am now. I want to be the most obedient child and cling to my parents every day.

When people fall, they are used to making excuses for themselves, and it's all their fault.

But even if this is an excuse, there is still a dream.If I become a father myself in the future, I will be the best father in the world, take care of my children every day, and never let go.I give my children all the love I have never had, buy them toys I have never touched, and buy them big scones.

Do you want a boy or a girl?I thought about it, forget it, it's not important, the important thing is that I may not have anything to eat tonight.I'm really going to degenerate, I don't deserve to be a good father, let alone I like men.

Unless there is high technology in the future that allows men to give birth to children, I can only adopt or rob other people's homes.

It was too immoral to snatch it, so I decided to be a depraved but moral person.In fact, I also know that I am comforting myself. The unrealistic idea of ​​raising a child is too far away, and I have no money.

The supermarket arrived soon, and they got in one by one, leaving me outside: "You watch the door outside, and call if you have any situation."

"Okay." I agreed, but they wouldn't let me in, probably because they were afraid that I was inexperienced.

I have been to this supermarket before, and I still had some money in my pocket at that time.Supermarkets sell imported food, I like to eat, because Russia is very cold, in order to resist the severe cold, most of them eat oily and fatty food, I feel sick to my stomach if I eat too vegetarian.

No big scones, rice every day, no, it's very un-Soviet.Sino-Russian friendship can last forever, but if I don’t eat meat, my face will turn green.

My groupmates pretended to buy something in the supermarket, and I stood outside, irritated like a bear waking up from hibernation without finding a salmon.There are still two cigars in my pocket, but I can’t roast them now, and my smoking method is also very stingy. At first glance, I look like a poor ghost who has never seen the world.

After all, the first time Arlo got this, we smoked it like this, and we couldn't change it.

There was movement inside, I guessed that the eldest brother and the others were about to act, so I looked at the door seriously.At this time, a person came over and opened the supermarket door in front of me.

I wrinkled my nose and tried to stop him, but then I caught him looking at me.

I look at him too, and he looks at me too.

I froze for a moment and tilted my head, why is he still looking at me?So I started watching him too, since we didn't know each other anyway.He was taller than me, with wider shoulders, and I began to wonder if I could beat him.

I have an old friend in Russia, his name is Victor, he is a soldier who retired from the special forces.He taught me how to fight, and how to estimate the enemy's combat strength, but I can't calculate the one in front of me.

He is indeed taller than me, but I don't hate him looking over, why?Because he is tall and handsome.But Gao Youshuai immediately went into the supermarket, and it was my turn to look at him in a daze.

He was wearing a white shirt so clean it made me feel ashamed.Living in a kennel group rented house full of smoke, alcohol, and foot odor, I like clean people.

I was worthless, and forgot about the major event of robbing the supermarket. After a while, I haven't seen enough, and my eldest brother has already started to act.There was chaos and screaming in the supermarket, and someone was trying to grab the cashier with a knife.

Got a knife?Make such a big fuss?I really panicked, thinking it was just grabbing some food, but it turned out that they wanted to grab money.The Chinese girl standing at the cash register was so frightened that she was pointed at with the tip of a knife.

idiot!rogue!robber!I have never seen a person who bullies a woman, then barges in out of his wits, pulls up the white shirt hidden behind the shelf and runs out without looking back.

It's over, I didn't keep my promise to guard the gate, and I will probably be beaten when I go back.But I couldn't stop. The white shirt looked at me just now, and I looked at him too, so I had to fish him out.

While running, I turned my head to see if the person behind me was very scared. I should tell him not to be afraid, but I can't speak Chinese fluently.His shirt was so clean, so clean that he wanted to see it again, like thin white paper.

Run, run, I forgot that I can run.Curled up in the folding bed to sleep with legs rolled up, I wonder if I can grow taller if I go on like this.

Russian men are quite tall. I am not tall, and I still have to be beaten when I go back. At that time, no one could beat me.

The person behind me was taller than me, and seemed to be running quite fast. I looked back at him while running, saw his short black hair blown up by the wind, and looked at his black eyes.

I have golden eyes, but I don't like them, I just like black ones.This pair looks great.

After running a long way, I finally let go of him. No matter how beautiful it is, I can only look at this part of the road, because I have to go back to guard the goal.what is this?AWOL?Big brother was robbing, I ran away, and because of these eyes, I threw them all away.

It's worth it.I took another look, turned and ran back.

But he stopped me, standing in the road like a thin white paper, I was stunned.

I didn't expect him to stop me because I was dirty.

"Don't go back!" His eyes fell on my face again, and he insisted on stopping, "Those people are robbing! They have knives! What are you going back for?"

I tilted my head and looked at him. What am I going to do?The clothes I wear clearly belong to them.

So dirty, the last time I took a bath was half a month ago.Apart from having a place to live, I'm no different from a homeless beggar on the street.

So I dodged him and still wanted to go back, but he stopped me again, looking anxious.

"Don't go back, it's against the law for them to rob!" He yelled at me, "I'll call the police now!"

They rob?It's not them, it's us, we're all in one.I don't know if Bai Shirt really couldn't see it or if he ran stupidly. In the end, he left him where he was, and I ran back the same way.

Because we are not from the same world, I fished him out and looked at him more, which is an equivalent exchange.If I need to pay to see him, I will save money, and I may come back to see him.

They stole a lot of money on this trip, we had fun in time, bought food and drinks, enjoyed a few hours in the group rented house, and then we were all arrested.But the moment the police rushed in, I was thinking about the white shirt today.

He said that he wanted to call the police, and if he really called the police, I would go with the police.

Those few days in the detention center were very difficult, and I kept thinking about why I had fallen to where I am today.After thinking about it for a long time, I felt that this matter mainly depends on myself. The fall of a person is like riding a slide.

It has nothing to do with my parents.There are many people who have no father or mother, and no one is as dirty as me.

I was a first-time offender and a minor with a foreign passport, and I was not involved in the whole process of robbery. I was released within a few days, but I left a criminal record.After I came out, I went back to the group to rent a house to find the rest of the people, and asked them to pay me back all the money they owed.

I used to have some money, but they borrowed it. I didn't have an IOU, so of course they didn't pay it back.Not only did they not pay back, they even beat me up.Although I am good at fighting, it is still not enough to fight so many people.

I can see that this group of people, when they are rich, they think I am in the same group, but in fact they are all waiting to degenerate to death together.I didn't fight back, I packed my suitcase and prepared to leave. Inside the suitcase were Russian souvenirs.It doesn't matter if you hit me, and it doesn't matter if you don't pay back the money, because I'm leaving, and I'm different from you.

I'm looking for a white shirt.

I really want to look for him, but I don't know where he is.After leaving the group rental house, I was born again. First, I changed my clothes, found a free faucet, and washed it carefully.

The T-shirt probably wasn't clean, so I started washing my face again, bought toothpaste and a toothbrush with the remaining money, and even cleaned my sneakers.He is so clean, I can be dirty, but not so disgusting.

Don't wash the trousers, I only have this pair of trousers, I don't have to wear them after washing.I'm nobody, but I don't want to be walking down the street in my underwear yet.Finally, I managed to clean myself up, so I was going to find a place to wait for him.

It was the same supermarket that was robbed, so I went to the vicinity.There are many hot spring hotels around here, and they are all places where rich people come. I have never soaked in hot springs, and now I only want to soak in white shirts.

Next to the hotel is the viewing point, covered with patches of artificial snow, very real, and cold to the touch.But I miss the snow in Russia, I need a real snow to clean me up.

With the last money I bought food, I didn't want to starve to death.Just ordinary bread, I sat in the snowdrift and ate it, hoping that Jesus would give me a miracle and throw a rope down when I was the most depraved, so that I could climb up.

Lao Wei said that Jesus exists, just pray with your heart not to do bad things.I've almost done bad things, I don't know if this son of God still cares about me.

Two days later, the white shirt actually arrived, apparently running on the side of the road next to artificial snow.I was suddenly scared and slightly panicked, wondering if he still remembered me.

The Chinese he spoke that day was also pleasant to the ear, like an ice cube in Xingkai Lake cracked.I used to lie on the frozen lake and listen to the cracking ice, with my ears glued to it.From today Xingkai Lake is no longer my little lover, I want to change to another lover.

After eating the last bite of bread, I wiped my mouth and stood up.White Shirt finally recognized me and stopped.

"Why are you sitting here?" he asked me.I just laughed and didn't dare to tell him. In fact, at that second just now, I even thought about the name of the child we will adopt in the future.

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