nowhere to confess

The world slowly appears in the eye of the storm, and the joys and sorrows in the world are all peaceful here.

I saw another "me" lying on a stretcher, and the medical staff in full armor carried "me" into a small room with white walls and various instruments around it.There was a group of people outside the wall. I knew all of these people. Julie, my assistant, and the new friends I met in Africa. Qin Zhaoming also came from China, with a sad expression on his face.Someone came up to talk to them, and I leaned over to listen, but I couldn't hear anything.After the man finished speaking, the group of people also dispersed.

Now, it's just me.

I looked at the "I" lying quietly in the room, and felt a strange emotion in my heart. I wanted to go forward and tell her, don't be afraid, death is not as scary as people imagine, but quiet, serene, and vast.

Soon, another person came, and she walked in a hurry, like a child who just learned to walk, who obviously didn't have any obstacles under her feet, but she walked stumblingly.

She walked to the door, stopped, and put her hands on the glass window. From her angle, she could only see the part above the neck of "me". He beat on the window with his hands.

I was worried that she would break her hand, and wanted to step forward and hug her.I ran my arms through her clothes, across her body, and that's when I realized that I could never hug her again, never again.

The doctor rushed over when he heard the sound, and before he could stop her, she stopped by herself, turned around and said a few more words, the doctor looked at her dubiously, turned and left.

She stood at the window like a statue.

I walked through the wall, walked into the house, bent over and looked at myself, I wanted to shake "me" awake, tell "me", the person you were waiting for is here, she is here, she is here to see you.

But I can't do anything, I look at "I" lying down, and then at her outside the window.

Is this the separation between heaven and man forever?

I looked at myself quietly, and I saw two lines of tears flowing from the corners of "me" eyes, flowing down the cheeks to the temples, and wet the hair on both sides.

I reached out, trying to wipe the tears from her face, but in vain.She and I have never had and never will have an intersection.

"I" must have known that she was coming, no matter how painful it was before, "I" would not shed a single tear.Now the waiting person came and cried.

"I" lay inside for a few more days, and she sat on a chair outside for a few more days, and was persuaded to go to sleep for a while, and came back after a while, guarding the door and refusing to say anything. leave.

Consulting experts came one after another, and finally one day, "my" knuckles moved slightly. Although it was only a slight change, it was still captured by the 24-hour surveillance camera.

"I" woke up, and I should go too.

The first time I saw her, I thought I was still in a dream. I remembered that the "I" in the dream had already left, and she was so real in front of me. I stretched out my hand, but my hand didn't listen to me at all, and stayed there without moving. , until she reached under the quilt and held my hand tightly.

I moved my lips, but when there was no sound, I moved again.

"I know..." She leaned over and choked in my ear.

What do you know?I haven't even said it yet.

A few days later, I was taken back to China by Qin Zheng, and I stayed in Ruijin Hospital for a while, and was not discharged until I fully recovered.

When I first returned to China, my body was extremely weak, and all the friends who came to see me were cautious, for fear of accidentally telling me the past.When Zheng Xuelian and Lin Su came in, their eye circles were red, and they looked at me strangely, as if they were looking at an African gorilla, and then turned their heads and ran out. When they came back, their eye circles were even redder than before. up.

When I got better, the situation took a sharp turn for the worse.First, Zheng Xuelian, who didn't know what kind of hatred I had, pointed at me and scolded me for two hours before it stopped. The nurse who came to give the injection couldn't stand it anymore, and warned her that if she did this again, she would be asked to leave.The nurse was smiling when she said this, and Zheng Xuelian, the flower butterfly, really shut up obediently, and followed the nurse's ass and said that she wanted to learn injections from her.

Lin Su and Mr. Ding originally came in hand in hand, but after entering the door, Mr. Ding's hand was thrown away by Lin Su. It seems that Mr. Ding's status is still not very high.

"Chen Huashen! ￥#...&*——" Boss Ding started again.

Everyone suffocated their stomachs.

"I heard you changed your name?" Lin Su's starting point is always so special.

I froze.

"I also heard it from someone." Lin Su glanced at Qin Zheng, then turned around and called out, "Julie—"

Julie? !

"Little Leopard, it's great to see you!" The Frenchman was so enthusiastic, he threw himself on me and gave me a kiss.I glanced at Qin Zheng, she was quite stable, with a steady smile on her face from beginning to end.

"Julie, welcome to China." I stretched out my hand to hold Qin Zheng, "This is my girlfriend Qin Zheng."

The two had already met in Africa, but they were out of shape at the time and had no communication.

Julie smiled and said, "Miss Qin, hello! We met, do you remember?"

Qin Zheng nodded: "Miss Julie, welcome to China."

"Miss Qin, you are very beautiful, not as emaciated as before." Julie said seriously, "In Africa, Shen kept telling me about you. She loves you very much."

"Thank you." Qin Zheng glanced at me, his eyes were much gentler than before.

I breathed a sigh of relief, Julie really is, a god assist.Why didn't I think she was so cute before?

"I envy you, Miss Qin. I like Shen too, but she only likes you."

I……

The heart that had just been let go began to tremble like walking on thin ice again.

Qin Zheng smiled and said nothing.

"Little Leopard," Julie came up and poked me on the shoulder, "You need to get better soon and be as full of energy as before. By the way, I have some good news for you. Our company has taken on a new project in Shanghai, and it was Mr. Qin who helped me Introduced. From now on, we can be in the same city again." She looked up at Qin Zheng with sincere eyes, "Your father is a good man, please thank him for me."

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No.1 said writing was a bit hurtful.