nowhere to confess

I lived in a single ward. Once Zheng Xuelian left, there were only me and Tutu left in the ward.The nurse came again in the evening, pulled the needle out of my hand after the infusion, and told me to pay special attention to the wound and not to inflame it. If there is an emergency, please notify the nurse on duty. The doctor will come to check the ward tomorrow morning. Take a look at the blood test indicators, as long as the indicators are qualified, you can be discharged from the hospital.

After the nurse left, Tutu turned off all the lights in the room, leaving a small wall lamp by the bed, poured another cup of hot water and put it on the bedside table, then sat down and stared at me intently.

I saw that she was still very nervous, and comforted her with a smile: "It's okay, skin trauma, it's not that serious."

Tutu hesitated to speak, a thin layer of water appeared in his eyes, and after a long while, he said in a low voice, "The doctor said that the artery was only cut by one millimeter..." As he spoke, his face also turned pale. It was as if my artery had literally been cut.

I moved my fingers and said with a smile, "Don't worry, I'm destined to die so easily." Tutu leaned down and covered my mouth with his hands, "Can you not say... this? I suffer Don't be scared..."

I saw that her eyes were red again, and her eyelashes were wet. My heart moved, and I held her hand, a little dazed.

Tutu was probably a little embarrassed by me, she lowered her head and blushed slightly.

I pulled Tutu closer and looked up at her carefully. She looks so pretty now... I felt my brain start to heat up again, and I heard a "dong dong dong" sound in my ears, as if someone was beating a drum. I turned my ears and found that the sound was originally from my own chest.

"Tutu—" I called her.

Tutu raised his head, stroked my hair, and said softly, "Are you sleepy? Go to sleep."

"Well, you sleep together too." I replied, holding on to her hand, Tutu smiled, "You sleep first, I'll just lean on you." There was only one hospital bed in the room, and Tutu meant that she wanted to Spend the night in a chair.

"You go to sleep." I said.How uncomfortable it is to spend the night in a chair.

Tutu's face turned red again, and she whispered, "No need, I'll just lean on it." I guess the shadow of being kicked out of bed by me before is still there.

I grabbed Tutu's clothes: "I won't sleep until you come up." I started to play tricks.

Tutu couldn't do anything with me, so she bit her lip: "Well, you go to bed first, I'll go wash up, and I'll be right back."

After Tutu went out, I picked up the phone again and sent a text message to Zheng Xuelian. She had just arrived home, and I told her not to tell Lin Su about my injury.I said that if Lin Su found out, if he left his work and ran back, wouldn't this delay his business?I also said that if Lin Su knew about it, she would definitely tell my mother. I didn’t tell my mother about the big fracture last time, just because she was afraid that the old man would worry.Only then did Zheng Xuelian agree, and then asked me if I wanted to eat pork neck, and bought it for me tomorrow.I said you can buy some pork head meat yourself.After speaking, he turned off the phone.

As soon as I turned off the phone, Tutu came back, with a fresh mint smell on her body, her hair on both sides was slightly wet, and a few strands of hair stuck to her cheeks, I motioned her to come closer, and raised my hand to stroke her aside Going up, Tutu smiled, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

"Wait for you." I said.The rabbit's face seemed to be red again.

Tutu sat on the edge of the bed, took off her coat, revealing a close-fitting nude lace suspenders inside, she began to take off her trousers again, the pant legs were halfway down and looked up at me, I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.After a while, I felt that Tutu lifted the quilt, quickly covered it, and tucked the corner of the quilt for me.

I opened my eyes when Tutu lay down completely, and the moonlight came in through the gap in the window. The night light in the room was adjusted to the weakest light, probably because Tutu was worried that I might be in trouble at night, so I didn’t turn it off.The wards are all single beds, and the beds are very small. Although I have made room for a lot, it is still a bit difficult to completely sleep two people.Probably afraid of crowding me, Tutu changed his posture, turned his back to me, and raised his hand to pull his loose hair towards his chest.

My eyes have already adapted to the light in the room. Under the moonlight, Bunny's long black hair is piled behind his head, and his white neck exudes a faint fragrance, which makes me slightly drunk, and a few strands of hair are on my face Sweeping back and forth, I felt a little itchy, I followed the position of the hair and blew, the rabbit seemed to feel it, and shrank back again.I saw that she was leaning against the edge of the bed, and there was actually a gap between us. I guessed that if I took another breath, she would fall, so I stretched out my hand to pull her.

As soon as it touched the arm, Tutu shivered as if frightened, I quickly retracted and said softly: "Come in, don't fall."

Tutu moved in symbolically, which meant he didn't move.Seeing that she was still trembling a little, I sighed in my heart and said, "Don't be afraid, I won't kick you, come in again."

Maybe my words aroused Tutu's courage, as if to prove something, she turned around and looked at me, her dark eyes were shining in the dark night: "I'm not afraid."

She probably doesn't know how much her posture and expression, including what she just said, are harmful to me.I took a deep breath, and there was a strange feeling spreading in my body. Zheng Xuelian said that I can talk about every relationship without water, so how could I have this kind of physical desire for my good friend again and again?

I swallowed my saliva, my mouth was already parched, there was no water for me to swallow.

Tutu leaned over again, approaching me, I smelled the faint scent of her body, this scent was like a catalyst to mobilize the emotions that were just around the corner before. "Are you thirsty?" She asked, lying next to my ear, her voice sounded like a bug that got into my ear and crawled into my veins. Seeing that I didn't answer, she stood up again, trying to fetch water for me drink.It doesn't matter if I hold on, the hem of the clothes that were originally close to the skin floated to my face, and the smell of her body engulfed me, like being possessed by a devil, I stretched out my hands and hugged her tightly .

The air suddenly froze, and Tutu's half-kneeling body was also frozen in the air. To be precise, it was in my arms. I suspect that all her strength was used to strengthen her position.I gently pulled her into my arms. At that moment, I remembered a poem I read when I was a child, "Rather than exhibiting on a cliff for a thousand years, it is better to cry on the lover's shoulder for one night." One autumn night, it collapsed, so completely, so resolutely, like a wisp of green smoke, gently falling into my arms.

I protect her like holding a treasure in the world, I dare not knead her, for fear that if I use a little force, she will be crushed.She was lying in my arms, so delicate, so weak, I gently touched her smooth skin, I don't know if my hands were too thick, or her skin was too tender, her body became hot like being burned by a fire.

I lowered my head and held Tutu's lips. Her hand climbed up to my neck, but when it touched a thick layer of gauze, it flicked away like a bunny in an instant. Putting her hand on her chest, she tightly grasped my collar, probably a little lack of oxygen, and she began to breathe lightly.

I let go of her, and the moonlight shone on her face and body, and shone into her watery eyes. When she saw me looking at her, she lowered her head shyly and buried her in my arms.

I lowered my head and kissed her again, and moved my hands back and forth on her body. As the strength in my hands increased, her body began to undergo drastic changes, and her breathing became more and more rapid. I felt hot all over, and covered her body. body, lowered her head to hold a lump on her chest, she couldn't help but let out a low cry, holding my head tightly with both hands: "Shen..."

Once the desire that has been hidden for too long is called out, I can no longer control it. I can no longer figure out whether it is driven by my own desire or her body is calling. The last piece of fabric on her body fell off, and after a long journey, there was already a vast ocean. I stayed in the water, pacing back and forth, rubbing and kneading with my fingers. She seemed unable to bear this torture, her legs were tight Wrapped around me, with low urges from her mouth, I kept kissing her, but my fingers stayed in place for a long time.

Just when I was hesitating, Tutu panted and opened her eyes, the corners of which were still red, she looked at me fixedly, rubbing me into her eyes, her body, her blood inch by inch... Then, she took my left hand and gave it a hard push.

"Y/I." She whispered in my ear.

When I entered her body, I was still a little dazed, my fingers didn't know what to do, my fingertips touched a thin barrier, but in an instant, I broke through that barrier and entered a warmer and more secretive world.

Tutu bent her legs, as if she was struggling to endure some kind of pain. Her low voice came from my ear, and I slowed down until her warm tightness wrapped me up... I felt like I was about to lose control, The strength of the left hand increased slightly, and as the strength deepened, her breathing in my ear became more and more rapid.

Suddenly she grabbed my back tightly, her legs tensed, her body trembled violently, a rush of warm current rippling through my fingertips, "Mmm... Shen..."

I hugged her, still buried my fingers in her chest, until her hands embedded in my back hang down weakly, and her breathing gradually calmed down, then I gently pulled them out, and when she came out, her body trembled again.

Probably because it was too intense, a thin layer of sweat broke out on Tutu's body, she seemed to be extremely tired, curled up lazily in my arms, her eyes were misty, as if covered with a layer of mist.

Seeing her pitiful appearance, I couldn't help but lower my head and kiss her. She took a breath, pressed the two lips together, bit my tongue, and sucked it lightly.After being entangled like this for a long time, I felt a faint pain in the wound on my neck, probably because I pulled the wound with force just now.I let go of Tutu, turned over and lay on my back on the bed.