nowhere to confess

Like a precise garbage collector, I automatically filter out the essence of what Tutu said, and stubbornly grasp the vague words behind: "I have a girlfriend, and she loves me." These words are like a The shuttle flew the knife, and the knife pierced my heart.

I took a few steps back first, then stepped forward and hugged her tightly.My emotion and hearing were out of touch again, I hugged the girl in my arms tightly, her tears burned me, I don’t know why she was crying, was it because I was too fierce to her, or because of Lafite, or just the lacrimal glands were blocked. Alcohol catalyzed and shed tears, I couldn't figure it out, so I stopped thinking about it and just hugged her tightly.

Tutu continued to push me, but she couldn't move. She gave up struggling, and the tears in her eyes were faltering.

I let go of Tutu and promised repeatedly that I would never touch her, so Tutu agreed to let me send her back.

When I got in the taxi, I felt a little hot, so I rolled down the windows, and the driver asked in front, "Is it hot?" Then he turned off the air conditioner.

I took off my coat and put it on Tutu, who kept looking out the window.The wind blew in, and the heat in my body was gradually blown away by the wind. I suddenly realized something——I decided to continue to be friends with Tutu, a good friend who will never be separated for a lifetime.Love can be talked about one after another, and the friendship between Tutu and I will last forever.

Tutu kept his face away from looking at me. He glanced at me quickly after getting out of the car, and said to me in an extremely cold tone: "You don't need to come down." I opened Alipay to pay the fare, and said: "I It will be ready soon, just wait for me." She was still standing at the door of the car, but when I said the word "wait", she turned around and walked into the community.

I chased Tutu all the way to her door.She took out the key from her bag and stared at me coldly without opening the door.I touched my head: "Then... I'm leaving." Halfway there, I stepped back, and Tutu was still standing at the door with the key.I asked her: "You and Lafite are getting better again, right?" Tutu didn't answer, and there was no disturbance in his eyes. "That's good," I said with a smile, "you've been together for so long, and I haven't seen her in person yet. I'll borrow a big car on weekends, and I'll come pick you up and go there together. There are so many people."

On Friday, I left work early on purpose. When I went out, I met Mr. Ding walking over in high heels and carrying a small golden bag. I told her that I had something to do and left first. Mr. Ding smiled and told me not to play too much High.In fact, President Ding is not more than two years older than me, but she likes to be one step ahead in every way.

I stood at the exit of the airport, and this time it was Lin Su who discovered me first. She said that she saw me the first time she came out, "Because you are so handsome, so you stand out." This time she used handsome instead of beautiful to describe it. I.This satisfied my vanity a little. I patted Lin Su on the back lightly, and the eyes of people passing by glanced at me from time to time. Time to hold back.

It's strange to say that Lin Su's business trip not only did not shorten the distance between us, but instead put the simple "citizenship" relationship on the ambiguous side. A subtle feeling grew quietly between the two of us.I took Lin Su home and told her frankly that Tutu had stayed in her room for one night before. Lin Su looked at the newly changed sheets and quilt, smiled and said, "I know."

"You know?" I asked, "Tutu told you?"

"I guess." Lin Su put his hands on my shoulders, "Don't underestimate a woman's sense of smell...and intuition."

My heart moved slightly, what did she mean by that?

Lin Su picked out a lot of things from the bag, saying they were gifts for me, and the other three gift boxes were for Xiaoman, Zheng Xuelian and Tutu.I was a little moved, and saw that the gifts Lin Su brought were expensive, so I kept one of them: "I will accept this, and you can use the rest yourself, or send them to your parents."

"I've prepared all of them. Do you think these things are suitable for me?" Lin Su guessed that I would refuse, so the ones I bought were all handsome and cool, which didn't match her feminine style at all.

"If you don't accept it, I will be sad." Lin Su was a little coquettish.

"Then, I'll accept it this time. Don't buy it for me in the future. It's a waste of money. Your business has just started, and you need to spend money in many places."

Lin Su smiled but did not answer.I suddenly had the feeling that Liu Qianshu was "reborn".

On Friday night, Lin Su dug out two couple sweaters from nowhere, explaining that he would wear them when he went to Suzhou to eat crabs.I think it's too childish, there is a little dog lying on the chest, the little white dog on the black clothes, and the little black dog on the white clothes.Lin Su started acting coquettishly again, saying that she thought it looked good, and that it was very suitable for eating crabs.

The next day, I put on my little black dog white sweater and went to the garage to drive out the large SUV I borrowed. As soon as I was on the road, Zheng Xuelian called: "Tutu and the others won't go, you can go directly to the expressway, we are on the road." Meet at the toll booth."

The weather was fine that day, the sun shone through the glass into the bedroom in the morning, shaking on my face, I lay in bed and thought happily that today six people can order three dozen crabs, one dozen and a half male crabs and one dozen and half female crabs , Tutu likes to eat crab roe from female crabs, I like to eat crab paste from male crabs, Zheng Xuelian and Xiaoman are both male and female, so order two dozen female crabs and one dozen male crabs, if there is not enough, order more.I'll ask Lin Su what flavor he likes later... I just got up happily facing the morning sun, I never thought that the sky would be cloudy before I drove to the toll booth, it might look like this for a while It's going to rain.

"Is it because Tutu doesn't want to come or Lafite doesn't want to come?" I was getting angry into my earphones while driving.

"How do I know? No, is it important? People and rabbits have said it all, and I can't come because I have something to do." When I heard Zheng Xuelian's sour Beijing accent, I became angry, and my speech changed every day. People from Beijing got mixed up.

"You said it well last night, why can't you come today? There is a sudden incident, and it suddenly happened in the middle of the night!" I patted the steering wheel.

"That might be. As the saying goes, a young couple is better than a newly-married couple. If something happens to a young couple in the middle of the night, why don't you report it to me?"

I pulled off the earphones, Lin Su picked it up with his head down, and patted me on the back twice. I realized that I was a little too emotional just now, so I turned my head and smiled at her. Maybe my expression was too awkward. Lin Su actually laughed.

"You look so cute when you get angry!" Lin Su said with a smile.

The trip to Yangcheng Lake ended quickly in a violent storm. Only [-] of the [-] big crabs were eaten, and the remaining [-] crabs were packed by Zheng Xuelian and said to go home at night to warm up and drink.

"This thing can't be eaten twice, it's poisonous." I threw Zheng Xuelian's packed lunch box back to the table.

"I have a good physique, and I can't die from poison." Zheng Xuelian reached out to take it again.I got angry: "Aren't you taking your life as a joke?"

Zheng Xuelian was dumbfounded by my yelling, the key is that the content of my yelling was a bit of a mouthful, which didn't match my rough tone.Zheng Xuelian withdrew her outstretched hand: "Don't shout so loudly, be careful not to be overheard, toothache."

Lin Su squeezed my arm again, and Xiao Man looked out of the window with a half-smile. The lake was hit by big raindrops to create puddles of various sizes, which made crabs dare not come out to bubble.

"It's raining so much, how can we go back." Xiao Man looked at it for a long time and sighed.

"It's still Tutu who has the foresight. I guess she is secretly having fun at the moment. No, I have to post a post on Moments to envy her." Zheng Xuelian quickly posted Jiugongge @兔兔, the subject of which is all crabs, Live crabs, cooked crabs, crab claws, crab legs, crab roe, crab paste, plus two photos of people, one is Zheng Xuelian hugging Xiaoman and feeding her crab roe full of crab shells, and the other is Lin Su Leaning on my body, holding a pair of crab legs in his hands, the little white dog stood under the crab legs, staring lewdly at the little black dog on my chest.

Even though Zheng Xuelian @tutu, Tutu still has no comments.

In the next two weeks, Lin Su didn't go on a business trip, and basically stayed with me outside of working hours.In addition to kissing and sleeping, we did everything else a couple can do, including hugging, holding hands, and once Lin Su even touched my cheek.

I gradually got used to staying with Lin Su, especially on weekend mornings, the two of us sat on the floor back to back, read books, listened to music, and shared interesting things in our respective circles of friends. In my arms, I pulled my sleeves and drew circles on my palms. I hugged her like this many years ago. At that time, she was Xiao Linsu, a cute and sweet little girl. She was lying in my arms, pointing at her little fingers The sun outside the window, the sun leaked in through the fingers, shining on her rosy little face.

The words "time is quiet and good" came to my mind.

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Well, EQ is negative, so I can only eat 'vegetarian'...