unforgettable, reluctant

The more you don't want to meet, the more you can meet.Lin Nian went shopping in the supermarket that day, and unexpectedly met that person who didn't cherish him, and now doesn't know that he didn't regret it.The man held his daughter with one hand and pushed the shopping cart with the other, and slowly followed behind his wife, who had a slightly protruding belly.

It was not that person who first saw Lin Nian, but his wife.

"Lin Niannian..." At that time Lin Nian was picking fruits, when he heard someone call his former name, he looked in the direction of his name.

"Oh, what a coincidence, isn't this Mrs. Bu?" It's that person's wife.

"When did you come back, why didn't you say anything?" This was obviously a greeting, but in Lin Nian's eyes, she was showing off, showing off as a winner.

"I just came back not long ago." Lin Nian saw her slightly swollen belly and asked, "How many months?"

With a happy smile on her face, she caressed her lower abdomen and replied, "Three months, almost four months."

"Congratulations." Congratulations without any emotion.Lin Nian put the selected fruit into the shopping cart, walked to the side of the person and asked, "Bu Wang, do you love her?"

The person named Bu Wang didn't speak, but just responded to him with a nod.

Lin Nian asked again: "Then do you regret it?"

Bu Wang still didn't answer, and looked at Lin Nian fixedly.

"Forget it, it's useless to ask, anyway, regret is your own fault, you deserve it." Lin Nian pushed the shopping cart and quickly left the place where he didn't want to stay any longer.

From the beginning to the end, Lin Nian didn't look at Bu Wang directly, because he had already firmly remembered the person's voice, appearance and appearance in his heart, and he knew what he looked like without looking.He, Bu Wang, was the person Lin Nian deeply hated and never wanted to see again.

After returning home, Lin Nian tidied up his emotions and prepared to send the crabapple fruit to Mr. Ying.Mr. Ying said that when he was young, he especially liked to drink rock sugar crabapple, and now he misses that taste very much. Lin Nian said that he would make it, and wanted to see if he could make the taste that Mr. Ying remembered.

Lin Nian was busy in the kitchen, while Mr. Ying was the "supervisor" chatting with him.

"Tell me about your girlfriend." Mr. Ying asked.

"His surname is Jin, and his name is Haitang, the Haitang of Haitang fruit."

"Golden Begonia, a nice name, I believe she treats you well."

"A good horse deserves a good saddle, and a good man deserves a good name."

"Don't look at you saying that you don't like her, and that you just got together because it fits, but in fact, you like her."

"At least he showed up when I was in the most difficult time." Lin Nian showed a very meaningful smile, "Old man, can you do me a favor? Tell me a word to someone."

"I don't understand what you're talking about."

"It's broken, it's broken, there's no room for redemption." The fruity aroma of rock sugar crabapple wafted out, slightly sweet.

"You know all about it?" Old Man Ying was very surprised, Lin Nian smiled and said nothing, then Old Man Ying sighed, "Hey! I wrote it down."

"Come on, old man, taste it quickly and see if it suits your appetite." Lin Nian took a spoonful of rock sugar crabapple and blew it, and brought it to old man Ying's mouth.

"Well, that's right, that's the taste!" Mr. Ying squinted his eyes, as if recalling the past.

"That's good. Thank you, old man."

"Hey, why are you thanking me? I should be the one thanking you." Lin Nian's "thank you" confused Mr. Ying.

"Because you are always worthy of my thanks. Old man, I am kind to a person because he is worthy of my kindness to him, and it has nothing to do with anyone."

Lin Nian has experienced the feeling of being loved, and also experienced the feeling of hating someone.It's enough to have tasted bitterness, hotness, sourness, and love and hatred.Lin Nian thought, after attending Yiyi's wedding, hurry up and go away without looking back, and never come back again.For some reason, Lin Nian now misses the person who walked into him when he was in the most difficult time, and wants to see him right away.

"Haitang, Haitang." Lin Nian poked the wall with his finger.

"Do your fingers hurt?" asked the other end of the phone.

"It doesn't hurt."

"Little guy, why do you poke the wall every time you talk to me?"

Lin Nian asked back, "Then why do you know that I'm poking the wall every time you talk to me?"

"You don't feel uncomfortable if you don't poke it." The other end of the phone gave a perfect answer

"That's because I'm thinking of you." Lin Nian put down his finger that was poking the wall, and put his head against the wall, "Haitang, Haitang, can you come over? Come and accompany me to send Yiyi to get married, and then take me with you after she is married. Go, you can go anywhere, as long as you can stay far away from this city."

"No, little guy, are you... all right? Don't scare me..." Haitang became nervous.

"I'm fine." Lin Nian said in a low voice, "It's just... I miss you all of a sudden, I miss you so much..."

Haitang was silent for a while, and then said: "Hey, little guy. When I finish my work here, I'll go over to accompany you, always by my side."

Forever, how far is forever?Someone once said to Lin Nian: It will always be the blue sky, boundless; it will always be the grassland, vast and boundless;

A gust of cold wind blows into the house, blowing up the white bay windows.

"I'll wait for you, forever." Lin Nian responded softly.

"It's getting late, time to go to bed. Then say good night, little one."

"OK, good night."

God is indeed the most fair and reliable. When someone closes a door for you, you don't have to ask God, God will open a window of "help" for you.If Bu Wang is the closed door, then Haitang is the "help" window God opened for Lin Nian.What if I lose you?Look, you are not the only one who treats me well, I am not alone; so what if I can't forget you?Look, there are other people with me, I am not afraid.