I want to break every day

Just after dawn, tiny raindrops began to fall.Xia Ruoruo stood up and took a few steps to move her body.

I came to the courtyard and looked up. After a while, the drizzle began to become rapid. With the lightning in the sky, it was a heavy rain.Xia Ruoruo looked at the red brick path in the yard, the road surface was soon soaked by the rain, and little drops of water scattered in all directions.Tears accompanied the rain, Xia Ruoruo's heart was as cold as the rain.

Is this God crying for grandma?

The girl clasped her hands together, closed her eyes and silently prayed for her grandma.I hope she can go to the kingdom of heaven in peace, and there will be no more pain and troubles.

Xia Changchun put a white coat on her daughter, and stood under the eaves, like a statue.The shrill cries in the mourning hall were mixed with the sound of rain, which made people feel chills in their hearts and wanted to plug their ears.The trousers were already soaked, Xia Ruoruo moved her body and said slowly, "Dad, it's cold, let's go back."

"Okay, okay, okay, let's go into the house."

The father and daughter went back to the mourning hall and offered three sticks of incense to the old man.The incense burner was filled with incense, and the whole mourning hall was filled with smoke. After smelling it for a long time, I didn't feel that the incense was choking, but I thought it smelled good.

The sky is already bright, according to Xia Liang's arrangement yesterday, the boss is responsible for collecting the gift money, the fifth brother who is good at calligraphy writes the gift book, and the remaining brothers help to receive the guests.Xia Ruoruo had already been grinding ink beside her, occasionally pouring a few drops of water into the inkstone to prevent the ink from solidifying.As the grandson of Xia's parents, Xia Tian is in charge of waiting at the door, and if he sees someone coming to express his condolences, he will immediately set off a small hanging firecracker.The function of hanging firecrackers is to inform everyone that they are ready to welcome guests;

Following the arrival of several uncles and grandpas who often walked around, the small firecrackers in Xia Tian's hands never stopped ringing.Sad music sang over the old house, and great sadness enveloped the family.Si Niang knelt behind Li Shuyue, covering her face with her hands and weeping, but she couldn't see a tear.Li Shuyue put her hands on the ground, thinking of the old lady's confusion during her lifetime, she gritted her teeth and became angry with her greedy mouth.If the old lady wasn't greedy, how could she suffer from cerebral thrombosis, and how could she be hemiplegic.

It's a pity that the old lady has left, and the dead are the most important. Thinking of the kindness the old lady treated her daughter during her lifetime, Li Shuyue shed tears again.Although the old lady was not good to herself, she was good to Xia Ruoruo.A well-behaved and cute child raised in front of my eyes, even if I dislike her as a girl, but after getting along for a long time, the feelings will naturally become stronger.When the old lady was healthy, she said she wanted to watch Xia Ruoruo get married, but now she can't.

You Zuixue was the second group to visit.

Dressed in a black suit, in Xia Ruoruo's eyes, You Zuixue was like a god, walking in front of her slowly.The raindrops dripped on her long hair, mischievously blending with her, Xia Ruoruo couldn't help being envious.Probably because of the pair of bracelets in her pocket, Xia Ruoruo felt that there was a little deer hiding in her heart, and she was playing around mischievously.Xia Ruoruo greeted her casually as if she was pretending to be like usual, but when she met You Zuixue's doting eyes, her heartbeat speeded up unconsciously.

Spring is sprouting?Xia Ruoruo, you are really terrible, you have concealed it well before, why can't you help it all of a sudden this time?Be calm, yes, calmly accept the gift money, calmly bow... Wait, cousin, where are you looking? !

Xia Ruoruo took You Zuixue's hand and dragged her towards the mourning hall under the surprised eyes of everyone.With a grand reason in his mouth: "Axue, you don't know how to get there, do you? I'll take you there."

No, I'm not a road idiot.

Looking at Xia Ruoruo's angry little face, You Zuixue narrowed her eyes and said cooperatively, "Thank you Miss Xia for guiding me."

Xia Tian tilted his head blankly, why did he feel something was wrong?He just forgot to wear his glasses, and couldn't help leaning forward when looking at people. Doesn't his sister think wrongly?

Xia Ruoruo took a quick look at You Zuixue, of course she couldn't say that she was jealous, who made her always be heartless in front of A Xue, so she could only go carelessly.This disturbing feeling is really annoying.

After entering the house, You Zuixue bowed to grandma, and the Xia family brothers also accompanied her to return the salute.Xia Ruoruo took the filial cloth from the uncle, walked up to You Zuixue and lowered her head slightly, her voice mixed with shyness: "Axue, let me tie it on for you."

You Zuixue spread out her arms, allowing Xia Ruoruo to wrap her arms around her back, looking from a distance as if Ruoruo was embracing her.In addition to the clear fruity fragrance, Ruoruo's body was also mixed with a bit of smoke and fire, which made her dizzy for a while.The feeling of rapid heart beating and brain congestion attacked You Zuixue's body again.She watched Xia Ruoruo's serious movements, and when those hands were knotted in front of her waist, she couldn't help holding those little hands.

Originally, I thought Xia Ruoruo would be shocked, but who would have thought that in those early morning eyes, apart from a hint of shyness, there was also a touch of sweetness, which made her heart suddenly excited.Although Xia Ruoruo quickly broke free from her hand, she really wanted to hug him and tell her how fast her heart was beating and how happy she was.Standing not far away, watching Xia Ruoruo dressed in filial piety, her soft eyebrows drooping suddenly and then raised, her meticulous and serious attitude, as well as her soft tone, all fascinated You Zuixue.

How much she wanted to hug this person. When she opened her eyes, she kissed her eyelashes carefully and told her how much she loved her.The embrace that she has longed for for many years is the harbor she wants to rest.

As time went by, Xia Ruoruo took over the task of writing the ritual book.Different from my little uncle's strong and powerful font, her handwriting is more elegant, revealing the elegance of my daughter's family everywhere.In order not to stain her clothes, Xia Ruoruo rolled up her sleeves bit by bit, exposing her fair arms, and writing flamboyantly with a brush in her hand.You Zuixue likes to watch Xia Ruoruo write, especially when she writes calligraphy, the elegance of her body makes her more like a poet than a house girl.

The rain was still falling, and the road was already a bit muddy. Xia Ruoruo put down the brush and breathed a sigh of relief.At this time, probably no one will come, right?

"Tread, step, step"

"Tap, swat, swat"

The cane tapped the ground lightly, making a nice sound.Xia Tian threw out the firecrackers and was a little puzzled watching this group of people walk into Xia's house. Is there such a relative in the family?Why has he never seen it.

Xia Ruoruo looked up at the person who came, showing a surprised expression.The person who came saw her chuckled, and signaled to the young people around him not to worry, picked up the brush and wrote down the name stroke by stroke.

"Grandpa Yang."

poplar.

The top leader 20 years ago has now retreated to the second line.There is a daughter and a son, both of whom are in charge of important affairs. Their nephew is the Secretary of the Disciplinary Committee, and their nephew is a judge in the civil division of the court. The family is very remarkable.

Yang Shu flipped through the gift book, looked at the beautiful characters on it and nodded: "Little girl's calligraphy has improved again, Xiaotian, you need to learn more from your sister."

The frail young man coughed a few times and nodded awkwardly: "Grandpa said so."

Xia Ruoruo lowered her head shyly: "I can't get this handwriting out, grandpa, stop making fun of me."

After receiving the news, Xia Liang came out, looked at the poplar tree holding an umbrella, her eyes couldn't help turning red again: "Old brother."

Yang Shu took a step forward and held Xia Liang's hand, his lips trembling uncontrollably: "Brother."

Back then, Xia Liang's parents died young, so she was fostered by her aunt's house in desperation, and became good brothers with her aunt's son Yang Shu.The two went to and from school together, and were admitted to university together, and their relationship was very close.If it wasn't for Xia Liang's bad composition, he would be in the same position as Yang Shu now.

Because of this, Yang Shu always felt sorry for him, but Xia Liang comforted him, and he was very contented to be able to teach and educate people.

Now that the two meet again, it is actually on such an occasion, which really makes people feel that the world is impermanent.

"I haven't seen you for three years. You are still the same." After incense, Yang Shu was invited by Xia Liang to rest in the east room. Xia Ruoruo stood behind him, facing the young man far away.

Yang Shu patted his thigh: "Now I'm being naughty by these kids when I climb the stairs, really, I'm not that old yet!" After speaking, he looked at Xia Liang with worry in his eyes, "Brother, can you Take care of yourself."

Xia Liang laughed, pointed at Xia Ruoruo and said, "Don't worry, old brother, I can't bear to let this girl fail."

Yang Shu looked around Xia Ruoruo, Xia Ruoruo felt a little uncomfortable, the old man's eyes were like searchlights, as if she knew everything she was thinking at a glance.But she didn't dare to move, because once she moved, it would mean that she was afraid, and she couldn't embarrass grandpa.It's just that her pink face is slowly turning red.

It took Yang Shu a long time to look back, he was very puzzled about what his brother was thinking.Back then, when Xia Liang knew that Li Shuyue had given birth to a daughter, she stayed behind closed doors. How could she be optimistic about her now?

When the two of them were talking, Yang Shu brought up the question. He was worried that his brother would be stimulated for a while and make a muddled decision.

Facing the poplar tree, Xia Liang shook her head freely: "Old brother, don't you see that among the children in our family, Bao'er is the only one who can do it? Let's not mention the rest."

Yang Shu took a sip of tea: "You still have four grandchildren..." Even if the eldest grandson is useless, there are still three, why are you in such a hurry.

Xia Liang shook her head regretfully: "I can't wait any longer."

Yang Shu was startled, half of the water in the teacup was spilled: "What's going on?!"

Xia Liang rolled up his sleeves, pointed to the scars on his body and said, "The doctor said I won't last three years." So he couldn't wait any longer.

Yang Shu straightened his clothes sadly, but his hands were trembling, and he couldn't get it straight, so he couldn't help but read out: "How could it be, how could it be, what is going on..."