I want to break every day

I don't know who said that the experience of life is a process of continuous loss.

When chasing the goal, we gradually lose the innocence of youth and become cunning; we lose the frivolity of youth and become as steady and stable as others say; we lose the care of our elders and learn to open our hands to protect ourselves; I lost my first love like honey, and learned to use firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.When we are old, we will become like the old people back then, caring for the younger generation and moving forward until we are too old to walk a step, and then pass away.

This is a process of constant loss. We have gained a lot and lost a lot.

He came into this world empty-handed, and left this world empty-handed in the end.Only our ideas and knowledge remain in this world, which can prove that our journey in this world was not in vain.

The process of moving forward is painful, and it is not too much to describe it as frustrating.Many people can't make it through, choose to give up when they are still close to the door, and end up living their lives in mediocrity.

Xia Ruoruo was silent, and You Zuixue was by her side, not saying a word.

Xia Ruoruo is a bit baby fat, which is the main reason why You Zuixue likes to pinch her cheeks the most.But now she is rapidly losing weight, and her pretty oval face is like a disjointed bamboo, starting to sprout and grow.You Zuixue looked at her sideways, as if admiring a priceless treasure.This treasure was covered with dirt before, but after being polished, it is slowly glowing with dazzling brilliance.In order to match this treasure, You Zuixue needs to build a kingdom, and then take Xia Ruoruo into her backseat.

Habitually propping up her head, her curly eyelashes are reluctant to flicker, the quiet Xia Ruoruo is like a painting of a lady, maybe not that noble, but more elegant.This was brought to her by Xia Liang. After many years of nurturing in ancient books, the breath of that book was mixed into Xia Ruoruo's blood, and gradually mixed with her.It's ridiculous to say that Xia Liang has so many grandchildren, but the one who finally inherits his literati spirit is this greedy granddaughter who likes to be coquettish and clingy.

This is probably what Xia Liang never expected.

Accompanying Xia Ruoruo back to her hometown, although the shock in Xia Liang's eyes was short-lived, You Zuixue did not ignore it.Originally thought it was a stone, but turned into rough jade, now seeing that it is going to become a beautiful jade, I don't know if Xia Liang has regretted his original choice.If he hadn't been so partial back then, if he had been more fair back then, the Xia family would definitely be more prosperous now.

Grandma lay quietly in the coffin, and the hired mortician had finished trimming her face and body.With the end of the work of the mortician, grandma's already cold face came back to life, and the long-lost rosy cheeks climbed up again, just like grandma's appearance when she was healthy.Xia Ruoruo had never seen it with her own eyes. The family stipulated that the encoffining time must be within 24 hours, and because she fainted, she could only kneel outside the mourning hall and kowtow a few times.

Because she is a granddaughter, grandpa told her not to keep a vigil.Xia Ruoruo insisted on refusing to do so, and she would kneel at the main entrance for as long as the uncles were guarding in the mourning hall.It wasn't until Dongfang's sky began to turn pale that Xia Ruoruo realized that she had been kneeling all night unknowingly when she looked at the photo of her grandmother.

Xia Liang walked slowly to her side, patted her on the shoulder to make her get up: "It is enough for your grandma to know that you have this filial piety, get up and walk with me."

"Ah."

Xia Ruoruo wanted to stand up, but found that her legs were numb.Supporting the ground with both hands, he gritted his teeth and moved his calf little by little, and stood up by himself after refusing You Zuixue's help.Xia Liang glanced at You Zuixue, this girl said she was Bao'er's classmate, but he didn't feel comfortable.The old man's sense is always keen, he always has a feeling of being watched by the little wolf cub.

There will be six more days of vigil, and his granddaughter can't collapse here.

The house has become plain white, and the air is mixed with the smell of burning candles, which is not pleasant.Xia Liang looked at the rose flowers in the courtyard, and there were a few creases on his old face: "People are gone, and the flowers in the courtyard are no longer energetic, old, old."

Xia Ruoruo followed beside her grandfather, pursed her lips, her small face was tense and did not speak.

Xia Liang looked down and sighed in his heart, his granddaughter is really stubborn after all.It just rained a little last night, and she actually knelt on her knees all night.

No one can persuade them, and no one can pull them away.

Tears flowed as soon as I said it, and I just held back without saying a word.Xia Liang knew that Xia Ruoruo was holding back a fire in her heart and didn't let it out.But what can he say, who can he blame, the old wife has already left, is he going to tear this family apart again?So he can only take his granddaughter to exercise. Only when a person is physically exhausted will he not have the strength to think.What Xia Ruoruo needs now is a good night's sleep, she doesn't have to worry about anything else.

"Your grandma always likes to look at flowers, but she doesn't know how to grow them. No wonder she's a young lady, and I'm an old farmer." Xia Liang supported the wall pillar, and the familiar environment in front of him made him close his eyes and recall the past. scene, felt Xia Ruoruo's hand holding his arm, heaved a sigh of relief, "Come with me somewhere."

If Xia Liang hadn't pointed at the ground, Xia Ruoruo would never have believed that there was still a secret compartment hidden under the Westinghouse.The pull ring on the secret compartment has been corroded by rust, when the secret compartment was pulled out, a small box full of dust was held in the palm of Xia Liang's trembling hands.Gently wipe off the dust on the box, and the exquisite carvings on the box will reappear in the world.Xia Liang's lips trembled as he looked at the engraved bird facing the phoenix on the box and the familiar switch. This was something that his old wife tried her best to protect.

"Take it, this is what your grandma left for you."

Xia Liang put the box in Xia Ruoruo's hand, and touched the box reluctantly, as if she was stroking the hand of an old wife: "It was said that I would give it to you on your wedding day as a dowry. Now, your grandma can't see it, grandpa I'll make the decision and give it to you first. Hold it carefully, don't be seen by your empresses, good boy, grandpa's good boy..."

Xia Liang staggered out of the west room, looked at the eldest daughter-in-law approaching sneakily, and shouted coldly: "Boss, call your daughter-in-law back and kneel down!"

The grandfather outside the door stood under the eaves, as resolute as a mountain.Even a dying old wolf will desperately bite off a piece of flesh from the enemy when he is thinking about his descendants.At this moment, he is supporting Xia Ruoruo. Didn't you say that she is sick and won't live long?The old man wants to let you know that the inheritance of the Xia family, the old man has identified this girl!

Even a sick child is better than a pack of white-eyed wolves.

Xia Ruoruo who was inside the door hugged the box, crying like hell.