Wanmi love letter

Zhuo Yi fell into deep confusion.

It's not for anything else, just because she found that Su Ye dyed his hair, his shoulder-length black hair turned brown, and his face was a little whiter, with delicate and slender eyebrows, and he looked more energetic.Among the bottles and jars she brought back, Zhuoyi saw cosmetics, but she didn't know where it started.

At the beginning, Su Ye moved out of the dormitory suddenly, in order to tidy himself up and change his image, and he didn't want Zhuo Yi to know.But she didn't expect the silly roe deer to care so much about this and move out with her. Since that's the case, she can only do these things secretly.

Her hair was long enough to be tied up, her skin no longer looked so haggard and sallow, and she started experimenting with skirts and high heels, which Zoey found out too late.And when she realized it, Su Ye had suffered so much for it.

It was the first time to wear high heels, the heel height was five centimeters, which made Su Ye feel so uncomfortable that she could hardly move her legs. She walked on the road like a funny clown, and her feet hurt after walking for an hour, so she had to start with a heel height of three centimeters practise.Wearing a skirt for the first time, she pressed her hands nervously on both sides of her thighs, for fear that the hem of the skirt would suddenly fly up. Very uncomfortable.

In addition, she has to get up earlier every morning, and wash her face carefully like MEL, with a lot of water, milk, cream, and essence.The most stocked in the refrigerator are tomatoes and lemons, as well as cucumbers, bananas, apples and dragon fruits. There are bags of red dates and goji berries in the cabinet. She has never eaten a bite of all the snacks at home.

I don't know when she started, she forced herself to go to bed at ten o'clock, unless she had to work the night shift, and she didn't know when it started. In her computer, all the songs and movies that Zhuoyi loved to listen to, except those related to airplanes, were downloaded. In addition to my book, I also read some other books.

Recently, she has started practicing eyeliner and doing homework online, and her world is no longer just about airplanes.

One can imagine how difficult it is to change the habits of more than two decades, and very few people have achieved it, let alone persist.But Su Ye not only did it, but also persisted, getting better and better every day.She thought that she should thank Zhuo Yi, thanks to this silly roe deer for letting her discover a better version of herself.

When Zhuoyi realized this, the Su Ye in front of her eyes became strange, as if he was no longer the dull and rough master before, but approached a certain established image little by little.There was an indescribable loss in her heart, a kind of sadness that came to light but it was too late, she suddenly realized that she no longer knew Su Ye like this.

"Let's practice the left hand first."

The two sat in front of the piano. Su Ye took her left hand and placed it on the keys. While correcting her hand shape, he read the scores while she played them one by one.

The rhythm was very slow, not smooth and coherent at all. Zhuoyi became familiar with it after several repetitions. airplane.

A few strands of brown hair stuck to Zhuo Yi's face, mixed with the pleasant fragrance of shampoo, which entered her nose a little bit, but she suddenly became nervous, feeling that the person sitting beside her was not Su Ye, but another her. unfamiliar person.

"Master..."

"Huh? What's wrong?"

Zhuoyi looked up at her, hesitated to speak, shook his head, and opened a small distance.She obviously has a lot to say, but she doesn't know how to say it. First, she has no position, and second, she has no qualifications.

During this period of time, she went to Su Yalin's house to learn piano with Jiajia when she was free, but what she hoped most was that Su Ye could teach her personally and enjoy the learning process.As she gets along day by day, she feels more and more that Su Ye attracts her all the time, just like she was obsessed with Yan Mingyue back then. At the same time, she worries that this is just a novelty for a while, and she will return to the previous state of wandering around at any time.

Now, she can't remember how long she hasn't seen a handsome guy, one month, two months...

"Yiyi?"

Su Ye put his hand on her shoulder, the little guy was so cute in a daze, he really wanted to kiss her.

"what?"

"What are you thinking? Do you find it difficult..."

"No." Zhuoyi shook her head, leaned against her shoulder, rubbing her arm, "Master, will we always live like this, living together?"

"You do not want it…?"

Zhuo Yi didn't answer, Su Ye's heart rose in an instant, and he let her lean on him carefully, his palms were sweating from nervousness.She didn't expect the silly roe deer to suddenly think about this question, she had never thought about it, and after saying this, she was startled and realized, what is the relationship between two people, how long can the current state last, some words , Is it necessary to hide it for a lifetime and not say it?

She thought that Zhuoyi was tired and bored, and with this silly character who loves freedom, maybe it should have been shown to her long ago that holding back what she said until now was to give her a great deal of face.

Su Ye couldn't help tightening his arms around Zhuoyi, and swallowed the words again, wanting to hear what she had to say.Then I saw Zhuo Yi shaking her head again, suddenly smiled, leaned up and kissed her face, "I like staying with Master the most!"

There was a smile in those black eyes, full of pure and true nature. Su Ye felt her cheeks were hot to the ears, and she was so ashamed that she didn't know where to look. Her mind was hot, and she said seriously: "Yiyi, actually I already…"

In the middle of speaking, Su Ye slammed on the brakes again, looking at the anticipation and curiosity in Zhuoyi's eyes, she was immediately discouraged... She lowered her head, and smiled perfunctorily under Zhuoyi's questioning, "It's nothing."

But the moment she lowered her head, she didn't see the disappointment in Zhuoyi's eyes.

In December, the weather became colder, and the temperature across the country dropped sharply. Zhuoyi put on a woolen vest, put it on over the shirt, and put on a uniform jacket. Even so, every morning on duty, she was so cold that she couldn't stand it. trembling.

There is no snow in city A in winter, and the wet and cold weather makes this season even more difficult. Whenever Zhuoyi stands under the plane and shrinks his neck, he will be grateful. Fortunately, Su Ye has been transferred to a regular inspection, and works indoors, no need to stop Blowing cold wind on the ground.

She hadn't seen Qiao Yuhan for a long time, so when she saw this person's name on the schedule, she couldn't react.Qiao Yuhan seemed to have lost weight several times, and her body was so weak no matter how she looked at it, Zhuo Yi didn't know what happened between her and Su Yalin, but she could feel that the bright and confident Qiao Qiao, who used to love to talk and laugh, had become It got more and more dull.

They sat in the cockpit and waited for clearance, Qiao Yuhan stared at the airfield outside the window in a daze, her eyes were blurred, making it hard to see through, Zhuoyi received two internal reports that the passengers were very irritable, so she didn't dare to call her a word.In the past, this guy would have rushed out to "broadcast".

"Hey, it's the end of the year again, I don't know where my last flight will be this year..." Zhuo Yi seemed to be talking to himself, but in fact he kept glancing at the people around him.

Qiao Yuhan withdrew his gaze, smiled lightly and said, "Are you waiting for the year-end bonus?"

"Hey, this is the time of the year when you get rich~ You can get several months' salary at once!" A certain money fan's eyes were shining with gold, imagining the appearance of sitting in the pile of banknotes.

"four years ago."

"what?"

"time flies."

"..."

Qiao Yuhan just smiled, pale and powerless, without explaining the reason for her feeling, "Yiyi, after today's flight, I'll treat you and Lao Yan to a meal."

"Okay, what to eat?" A certain roe deer will always focus on food.

"Eat what you like."

After finishing speaking, Qiao Yuhan picked up the microphone and started broadcasting. Her tone was rare and gentle towards strangers, unlike her usual violent temper. Today, she seemed to be very patient.

As for Zhuoyi, he only cared about what to eat in his mind.

It's a pity that Yan Mingyue didn't get the meal that Qiao Yuhan wanted to invite. Their schedules were different. When Qiao Qiao landed on the field, the poor captain Yan Da had just taken off. I didn't come back until midnight.

Night voyages are always long and lonely, thick clouds cover the lights of the city, there are no stars and seas, no moonlight like waterfalls, and there is only a pitch blackness where you can't reach your fingers.The lights of the instruments in the cockpit illuminated Yan Mingyue's face, reflecting the deep tiredness in her eyes.

From time to time, the scene of a certain day was played back in her mind. She pinched the girl's neck and roared hoarsely. What she saw were tears of despair, and what she heard was helpless crying. Everything pointed out again. She is crazy.

The tragedy of four years ago seems to be happening again, and she is still the culprit.

The girl just ran away, but didn't cut off all contact with her. She tried to send WeChat and call repeatedly, but she couldn't get any response.She admitted that she regretted and was afraid, and had to live in endless self-blame.

After landing, Yan Mingyue opened WeChat, clicked on Tang Wei's profile picture, hesitated for a moment, and sent her a message, then put her phone away, anxiously waiting for the vibration.I can't remember how long I haven't had this kind of tension in my heart, she has never been a passive person...

After waiting for a long time, the phone didn't vibrate. On the way back to the company, she was anxious all the way. After handing in the documents, she got into her car. She couldn't wait to take out her phone to have a look. Just like these days, she only saw her own green frame. No reply.

Looking at this time point, maybe he fell asleep?She comforted herself in this way, and sent another one:

--Good night.

Putting away the phone again, she leaned back on the chair weakly with her neck up, closed her eyes gently, and let out a breath.She didn't want to go home tonight, the empty room was so quiet that it was maddening.

Tang Wei did not sleep.

She was sitting in the house she rented before, holding her mobile phone, staring at the simple words on the screen for a moment, as if something firm in her heart collapsed, and her eyes were blurred with tears.

She couldn't deny that she was such a "slut", thinking about everything related to Yan Mingyue every day, that woman's bright and gentle smile, her cold and indifferent voice, her deep and unpredictable eyes, and her hysterical madness, like It is countless movie shots, and every frame is unforgettable for her.

Wanting to reply, she typed a few words with her fingers and deleted them again. Tang Wei put down her phone, patted her face, lay down on the bed, and let the tears flow into her ears...

After lying down for a long time, the chaotic images in her mind became blurred, her tears gradually dried up, and she fell asleep unknowingly, but the sudden knock on the door woke her up again, she sat up in a daze, and walked to the living room. In front of the door, he looked warily at the cat's eyes.

The figure of Yan Mingyue was outside, and the pair of golden epaulets were particularly conspicuous. Tang Wei was taken aback, thinking that she was dreaming. While hesitating, Yan Mingyue's voice came from outside, "If you don't open the door, I will leave tonight." Sleeping on the street!"

Tang Wei immediately became angry. This woman is still overbearing and unreasonable as before. Why force her to open the door?You obviously just sent good night not long ago, didn’t you?Knowing that she is soft-hearted, she still wants to "threat" her like this...

Originally, Tang Wei wanted to open the door, but now, she decided not to.

"Then you can sleep on the street!"

"Sure enough, I didn't sleep, open the door!"

"not open!"

"Tang Wei...Tangtang..."

"Not open!"

The two of them yelled at each other through the door, thinking of Yan Mingyue treating her like that, what is it to harass her now?In a fit of anger, Tang Wei turned and went back to the room, slammed the door, and simply ignored that person.

She covered herself with a quilt, put on headphones to play music, and didn't listen to the sound outside, anyway, she wouldn't be upset if she couldn't hear it, and she didn't believe that woman would really sleep on the street, she must be scaring people.

Even though she couldn't bear it at this moment, she had to restrain herself and avoid "being cheap".

Tang Wei slept very restlessly at night, woke up two or three times, fell asleep again, and heard nothing again.Early the next morning, she got up in a hurry to go to the new job interview, packed up and opened the door, and there was a person huddled in the corner against the wall on the floor, which startled her.

That proud and domineering woman actually just sat at her door all night...