Wanmi love letter

The weather gradually cooled down in November, and on the [-]nd, the company held a large security-themed meeting. The background was the hijacking incident by insiders four years ago today.

For most of the employees, it was just to join in the fun and go for a formality, but for Yan Mingyue, it was tantamount to uncovering her scars again and sprinkled a handful of salt.Because today is not only the fourth anniversary, but also Yu Anran's birthday.

She was praised at the meeting, made a speech without pain, and then went home early, curled up in the small space of the guest room, and remembered and healed alone.In the blink of an eye, the person she loved had been away for so long, and she belatedly found various reasons, only to find that it was the hijacking accident that directly caused Yu Anran's mental disorder.

If it wasn't for flying tomorrow, she must use alcohol to numb the sting of the wound...

Tang Wei didn't dare to disturb her all day long, and huddled in Zhuo Yi's place. Although she was still practicing the interview process, she was always absent-minded. She didn't want to leave Yan Mingyue alone at home, and she didn't want the other party to know that she was going for the interview. thing.

"If a passenger is still talking on the phone loudly before the plane takes off, how can you persuade him to turn off the phone?" Zhuo Yi pretended to be the examiner, and asked all the questions that might be asked during the interview.

Tang Wei's answer was not satisfactory, she stammered, and she was distracted. After asking a few times in a row, Zhuo Yi became unhappy and pouted, "Tangtang, if you are like this, even if you pass the first test, what should you do for the retest?"

"I…"

"Concentrate, be serious, be confident, be generous."

Tang Wei lowered her head in embarrassment, and twisted her fingers, "I'm sorry, Yiyi, I'm really worried about Xiaoyue... Today is her ex-girlfriend's birthday, and such a serious accident happened again, I..."

"..."

"It's getting dark now, I'd better go back first, and I'll come back tomorrow." Tang Wei stood up, took off her white dress and black dress in front of Zhuo Yi, and changed into her own clothes. Put it all here.

Zhuoyi didn't stop her either, knowing that she couldn't be stopped, she simply helped her organize her outfit, including the documents, "Okay, yes, I've already changed shifts with my colleagues, and the ticket is not available for the nine o'clock in the morning on the [-]th." If there are too many, buy them quickly, and the captain of that flight is..."

Tang Wei rushed back with all her heart, agreed repeatedly, and left in a hurry. Before Zhuo Yi could say anything, the door was closed. In fact, what she wanted to say was that the captain of that flight was Yan Mingyue.

The huge house was pitch-black, Yan Mingyue was sitting on the floor of the guest room, with a big birthday cake in front of her, with 27 candles stuck in it, and the warm light shone in the dark, making Yan Mingyue's face somewhat terrible.

——If An An was still alive, this would be her 27th birthday.

Yan Mingyue looked at the candlelight with joy, and hummed "Happy Birthday" softly, over and over again, singing so intently that she didn't even know someone opened the door in the living room.

"An'an, happy birthday. Guess what this year's gift is? I won't tell you, just hurry up and make a wish, and then we will eat cake."

"Do you know that every time I fly into the sky, I can see you smiling at me. Some time ago, I met a flight attendant who had just released No. 4. It was much like you at that time. She was also scolded and cried by the flight attendant. But I didn't help her out."

"Because I just wipe your tears, fool."

Yan Mingyue was talking to herself in front of the new photo frame. Under the illumination of the candlelight, her voice was hoarse, and her lonely figure was so desolate.Following the sound, Tang Wei gently pushed open the half-covered guest room door, and listened to these words from the bottom of her heart word by word, feeling infinitely desolate when feeling emotional, distressed but helpless.

In Yan Mingyue's heart, Yu Anran has always occupied an important position. As for her, she can't tell what she is. It seems that all the hard work these days has been in vain. His strength was defeated.

Tang Wei covered her mouth and sobbed, and accidentally let out a sound. Yan Mingyue turned her head and glanced at her fiercely, making her tremble with fright, and quickly explained: "I... I didn't mean it, I'll go right away..."

In the candlelight, she could clearly see Yan Mingyue's red eyes and tears all over her face. She really wanted to hug this woman tightly, even if she was used as a substitute like last time.But she is even more afraid of being rejected, and she can't have a second time to break into the "forbidden place" by mistake.

Yan Mingyue was not angry, let alone angry. After seeing Tang Wei, her guarded eyes relaxed a little, and called her, "Come here."

"Uh…?"

"Eat cake with me."

Tang Wei froze for a few seconds, then walked in cautiously, thinking that she was being used as a substitute again?She didn't dare to say anything, she wiped away her tears silently and went to sit down. Yan Mingyue stared at the candlelight for a while, then bowed her head and blew it out in one breath. Without the last light source, the room suddenly fell into complete darkness.

Time passed in silence, Yan Mingyue didn't cut the cake, and didn't speak, Tang Wei didn't dare to breathe too much, and sat quietly with her, feeling the atmosphere that belonged to Yu Anran in this room.

"We met on the plane."

Finally, Yan Mingyue spoke, her voice was very low, intermittent and hoarse, with a bit of nasal sound.

"That day was her maiden flight, and she was taken by the purser. It was inevitable that she made a small mistake for the first time. She was scolded by the purser and cried, and her makeup was all over. The first time I saw her, it was when she was in the most embarrassing state. At that time, but at that time, I felt that she was different from other girls, and I couldn't explain that feeling."

Saying that, Yan Mingyue started cutting the cake, cut a large piece, put it on a small plate next to it, handed it to Tang Wei, motioned her to eat, and then cut a piece for herself.

Tang Wei accepted it obediently, and continued to listen to what she had to say...

"She is a very kind and simple girl, so kind that she forced herself into depression, so simple that she believed my initial disguise. I forced her to do things she didn't want to do, and seduced her and made her fascinated Goofy, dizzy, I'm a sinner."

"But I know, I like her, and then I fell in love with her. I wanted to give her a sense of security and protect her, but these have become her burden. Until today, four years ago, she was crushed by the last straw. , Since my accident, her psychology has changed a lot, but I didn't know it, which led to her becoming like that..."

Yan Mingyue put down the cake, turned her back to Tang Wei, lifted her clothes to expose her shoulders, then grabbed Tang Wei's hand, and gently stroked the shape of the scar on her back.

"The person who hijacked the plane was the purser who took her on the first flight. This scar was left by the life-saving axe. Although the purser died in the end and there were no passengers casualties, An An and I can't go back to the past."

A slight bump was touched under the fingertips, it was very faint, although Tang Wei could not see its shape clearly, but Tang Wei could still feel its ferocity, imagining the scene of blood flowing like a river at that time, and her heart was suffocated.

Putting down her clothes, Yan Mingyue picked up the cake and continued while eating: "She thought she had hurt me, so she ran away. At that time, everyone was blaming her for escaping, including me. No one thought how much psychological pressure she had. So much so that when she finally came back, she also changed.”

"She became more sensitive, more timid, more cranky, decreased appetite, often suffered from insomnia, and had nightmares. I saw all of these, but I just thought it was my problem. I don't know when it started, she When I was alone, I would talk to myself, laugh and cry suddenly, and cry without warning. By the time I realized the seriousness of the problem, it was too late."

"and then…?"

"Then, as you can see." Yan Mingyue raised her head, smeared her mouth with cream, and stared at Tang Wei intently, "She committed suicide many times and went to the hospital. The last time, you and I witnessed it with our own eyes."

- Bah!Tang Wei shuddered, and the cake in her hand fell to the ground. She was stared at with sorrowful eyes and her back felt cold. She wanted to say something, but her throat was choked.

After a long time, Yan Mingyue looked away, finished eating a piece of cake, cut another piece for herself, and ate it leisurely.

"When she left, she was full of food and sleep, and she was ready to leave." A drop of crystal liquid fell into the cream, and the fork in Yan Mingyue's hand stopped, "I hated, hurt, and despaired I did, but now I understand that death is the best relief for her, and I have no right to be sad, because I am the one who caused all this."

"no…"

Tang Wei wanted to say that it had nothing to do with her, as it is usually the case with people with mental illness, but Yan Mingyue obviously didn't want to continue this topic, raised her hand to tell her to shut up, and even smiled at her, "Thank you that night, you gave She ate her lollipop and said it was very sweet."

"..."

That night they were sitting in the hallway chatting, accidentally revealing their sexual orientation to each other, and then Tang Wei gave her a lollipop, saying it was for the young lady in bed 32.In fact, Yu Anran didn't eat it, because after waking up from that long sleep, before Yan Mingyue had time to give her the candy, she jumped off the fifteenth floor.

It's just that Yan Mingyue guessed that if An An ate that lollipop, she would definitely say it was very sweet.

But Tang Wei didn't understand why Yan Mingyue suddenly wanted to tell all about the past. She thought that she would always be just a substitute for comfort. She just wanted to be by that person's side quietly.

After that day, they all changed, and the invisible and intangible changes were all kept in their hearts.

On the morning of the [-]th, Tang Wei lied to Yan Mingyue, saying that she was going to Nanjing to find a friend, thinking that the other party would respond lukewarmly like before and take it seriously.But this time, Yan Mingyue insisted on asking detailed questions like checking her household registration, and Tang Wei could only make up things...

"Coincidentally, I fly this flight."

Yan Mingyue stood in front of the full-length mirror wearing a tie, her white shirt was ironed without a single wrinkle, once she put on the uniform, she was the captain, and her face unconsciously became serious.

"Ah?? Why didn't Yiyi..." Tang Wei exclaimed inadvertently, covered her mouth quickly, and looked at her guiltyly. Sure enough, Yan Mingyue stopped her hand and turned her head to look at her, "Yiyi is You came here on a shift change, why, you know?"

"Um…"

"It seems that you have a good relationship."

"Um…"

Yan Mingyue didn't speak any more, she straightened her clothes, checked the documents in the flight case, and the two of them went out together.

For Zhuoyi, today should be a happy day. The "pre-stewardess" she "trained" was about to go for an interview, and she still took her own flight, which gave her the illusion of being arrogant.Others send friends by car, but she flies a plane.

But after getting on the plane, she was upset because she found out that No. [-] was the woman who made things difficult for Su Ye before.

She didn't think it before, but now she can't tolerate anyone bullying Su Ye. Thinking of the time when the two first met, she couldn't wait to stand up for each other, which is quite naive.So she plans to pretend to be deaf and dumb today. Everyone is kind and happy to cooperate.

It's a pity that she has the heart to reconcile, but others don't have the heart to give up.

It was flow controlled on the ground for more than two hours before the launch. The cabin was restless. It was not easy for the flight attendants, but it was also not easy in the cockpit. As usual, No. [-] was supposed to bring in water and wet towels, but there was no movement at all.

Zhuoyi complained a few words, a little bit impatient, but Yan Mingyue next to her was not at all emotional from the beginning to the end, she sat quietly in her seat, waiting for the tower to give her time.Suddenly, she turned her head and looked at Zhuo Yi, "Tang Wei is in the cabin, do you know?"

"Ah... just found out (●—●)!"

There was something deep in that gaze, Zhuoyi didn't understand, this is a goddess, she was nervous talking to the goddess.

"You changed shift because of her?"

"Uh, no! Coincidence..."

At this moment, Zhuo Yi was guilty and nervous, she didn't expect the Goddess to ask this question, she didn't talk to Tang Wei beforehand, and she was afraid that she would slip up.Then she quickly changed the subject, saying: "I'll go out and add some water, and get a wet towel by the way, I don't know what the third number is doing, really..."

Saying that she stood up, Yan Mingyue stopped asking, and calmly looked back, "Bring me a bottle of mine, thank you."

"Okay~"

After escaping from the cockpit, Zhuoyi took her water glass and ran to the kitchen. When she passed by the economy class, she saw Tang Wei sitting in 45D, wrapped tightly in a windbreaker, for fear of being seen that she was wearing an interview attire .

Tang Wei was introducing herself, using her hair to cover her smile, Zhuo Yi walked past her and shook her hand in front of her, causing her to raise her head in fright, "Yiyi, why did you come out?"

"Bring water to your captain~"

Thinking of Yan Mingyue sitting in the cockpit, the smile in the corners of Tang Wei's eyes was a bit shy, but before she could get enough of her shyness, Zhuo Yi leaned over and whispered in her ear: "She asked me just now, did she know about it earlier?" You are on the plane, I said no, if she asks, don't wear clothes."

"Oh, yes..."

Tang Wei nodded blankly, a little surprised, that person would actually take her matter seriously?