Superstar is a system

After Xue Fei came to the United States, wherever Lin Xin was filming, he followed him wherever he went, and it was considered a tourist.

Seeing President Xue follow Lin Xin like an assistant every day to greet Lin Xin, the crew knows what true love is.

In front of Xue Fei, Lin Xin was like a big pet. She had to be fed, hugged, and patted to boast. Every time she finished filming, she had to go to Xue Fei to ask for snacks and praise. like a dog.

Xue Fei was like a dog slave, never repeating what he praised Lin Xin.God knows where he got so much vocabulary.

The crew saw these two dogs playing sex every day, Gavin laughed and said, "Lin Xiaoxin, I'll pay you the marriage registration fee, you two should get married soon."

Lin Xin nodded immediately: "Okay, okay, Brother Fei, what do you think?"

Xue Fei hurriedly said: "What's good, don't talk nonsense."

Lin Xin immediately languished like an eggplant beaten by frost.

Seeing Xue Fei's reaction, Gavin was too embarrassed to continue booing.

He secretly looked at Xue Fei curiously.Xue Fei clearly shows that he likes Lin Xin very much, why does he immediately change the topic of marriage when he mentions it?

Could it be that President Xue is a non-marriage advocate, no matter how good the relationship is, he doesn't want to get married?Then Lin Xiaoxin will suffer a little in the future.

It's just a relationship between two people, and it's not easy for others to interfere.What's more, except for the issue of marriage, Lin Xin and Xue Fei have a very good relationship, and they can't let others intervene.

Gavin was worried for a while, and was relieved after being narrowed down by the director friend.Although Xue Fei is indeed a multinational CEO, Lin Xin is still a big star.Even if the relationship between the two of them becomes unstable in the future, and Lin Xin is not a starlet being taken care of by a financial backer, her future will be ruined.At worst, Lin Xin would just change someone else.There are many people who like Lin Xin.

Seeing that Xue Fei changed the subject again, Lin Xin thoughtfully stopped bringing it up, but there was always a bit of melancholy in her eyes.Instead, it gave the director some more inspiration, and gave Lin Xin another set of women's clothing styles.

Lin Xin's mood became even more depressed.

Xue Fei saw that the hasty answer this time hurt Lin Xin.He was anxious, knowing that his current state was not right, but he hadn't adjusted yet.

One was in a low mood, and the other was a little evasive. The relationship between Xue Fei and Lin Xin began to be somewhat awkward.

The people in the crew were also worried, feeling really anxious to see the two fall in love.

The current tangled atmosphere is not as good as throwing dog food wildly before.

Soon Xue Fei's vacation ended, and before leaving, Lin Xin asked for a day off to send Xue Fei to the airport.

At the airport, Xue Fei looked at Lin Xin who had been languid for many days, couldn't help but hugged Lin Xin into her arms and rubbed her, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm a little confused. I'll wait until you return home after filming this movie." When I come to pick you up at the airport, can I give you the answer?"

Lin Xin lit up for a moment, then dimmed again: "What do you mean give me an answer? Is there a negative answer?"

Xue Fei couldn't laugh or cry for a moment.This kid really knows how to catch loopholes: "Don't talk nonsense."

Lin Xin snorted coldly, hunched over and hit Xue Fei's chest with his head, like an angry child.

The force of Lin Xin's impact was not light, and Xue Fei let out a muffled groan.

Xue Fei rubbed his chest with a wry smile and said, "Internal injuries, broken bones."

Lin Xin turned her head angrily and left.

Xue Fei rubbed his chest again and sighed.Although he knew that he should apologize, but now he was in a mess and didn't know what to say to apologize, which might make Lin Xin even more angry.Or wait until your mentality is adjusted, and then...

Well, let's send a text message to apologize first.

Lin Xin looked at the text messages on her phone and couldn't help laughing out loud.

The assistant glanced at Lin Xin who was giggling from the rearview mirror, thinking that this person in love is really unreasonable.I was angry just now, and now I'm laughing again.

Lin Xin: Xiaoguang, what do you think Brother Fei is hesitating about?He seemed distressed.

Optical Brain: You ask me who I ask, he thinks in his head, and I can't read his thoughts, don't embarrass me.

Lin Xin: I was just talking to you, but I didn't really ask you for an answer.

Guangnao: ... Are human beings so boring?

Lin Xin: Probably?

Guangnao: ... I will become like this in the future?

Lin Xin: Maybe?

Guangnao: Let me be quiet.

Lin Xin scratched the back of her head, huh, it seems that she feels a little disgusted?It must be an illusion.

． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ． ．

The publicity of the film continued as the filming continued, and the audience has been hung up by the crew, waiting for the moment when the film's screening time will be announced.

During this time, apart from Lin Xin, Gu Meng finally made headlines once.He has changed from an outdated actor to the boss of a well-known listed company.

Now no one said that he was a starlet who was raised by Tan Feng.Everyone said that their marriage was a match made in heaven, and they were rightly matched.Gu Meng was extremely proud, this time, the show of affection finally surpassed Lin Xin.

Lin Xin ignored Gu Meng's villain Dezhi.Now that his movie is finished, he has hurried back to China, and asked someone pretending to be an ostrich to pick him up, and listen to the answer by the way.

Xue Fei has recently lost a few pounds due to anxiety. Seeing Xue Fei's appearance, Lin Xin thought that he had become a hard-working president like his elder brother.

Lin Xin couldn't bear it.He hesitated for a moment, and said, "If you really don't want to, I'll give you some more time? I don't particularly want to get married now."

Xue Fei smiled wryly, and said: "If you drag it on, Lin Qin will come to attack you. Even though he can't beat me."

Lin Xin said, "Okay then, what do you want to tell me?"

Xue Fei said: "Go somewhere with me first?"

Lin Xin's face collapsed immediately: "Ah, I just came back and I have to go out again? I still want to stay at home and play games for a few days. I have an appointment with Dameng."

Xue Fei: "..."

Xue Fei raised his forehead: "Then are you going?"

Lin Xin said with a sullen face, "Go. I'll talk to Dameng first."

Xue Fei felt that the courage he had finally mustered up was about to dissipate again.

Lin Xin went home to rest for the night, then dragged her luggage and Xue Fei to a nursing home in the hinterland of Southwest China.

That sanatorium is a high-end sanatorium for mental patients, located in a natural scenic spot surrounded by mountains and rivers.Both the environment and facilities, as well as the professional service attitude of the medical staff, are all top-notch.Not only Huaguo, but also rich people from all over the world visit this nursing home and send their relatives with mental problems here for treatment and recuperation.

Looking at the destination, Lin Xin somewhat guessed the purpose of this trip.

Xue Fei smiled wryly in the car: "You should know who I took you to see without telling me. It's still too late for you to refuse."

Lin Xin said, "Why should I refuse?"

Xue Fei didn't speak.

Why?Because what I want to see is the murderer who almost killed you.

Although you are awake now and are living a good life, the sufferings of the past cannot be wiped away just by smoothing them over.

But this person is his mother.Even though the pain this mother gave him far exceeded the warmth, and even hurt the people he loved the most, the only people who gave him family warmth, but he still couldn't let go of this person.

Xue Fei has seen some psychological analysis and seen a psychiatrist.Some people, the more they lack something, the more they look forward to, especially in terms of family affection.Just because I receive very little love from my parents, I look forward to the love from my parents even more.

It's like when he was young, he knew that his mother only had his father in her eyes, and she didn't have him as a son.He would still sit in the piano room for a few words of praise from his mother, practicing for several hours, more than ten hours, until the skin of his hands and fingers were worn out, blood formed scars, and finally formed hard calluses.

His mother had gone mad, and the only warm place he had ever lived was destroyed.

He felt that he should hate his mother.

Although he knew that maybe the root of the pain was the playful and irresponsible father, but he couldn't help hating his mother even more.

Probably because the child's concept of right and wrong is very weak, although the father is irresponsible and playful, he is really kind to him.His mother hurt him the most.

After growing up, the concept of right and wrong became stronger.His hatred for his mother gradually diminished, and he knew that his mother was involuntary, that she had a mental problem, which was not her intention.

He began to alienate his father, not knowing how to face this irresponsible man.

He gradually returned to the piano room in his childhood in his dream.Although it was very hard at that time, to the point of pain, it was the only one among the many memories of him and his mother that made him feel warm and "happy".

He could see his mother's smile, hear his mother's praise, and feel her warm hands rubbing his head.

At this time, he was already a successful CEO of a multinational group, and he seemed to have returned to his childhood. He was uneasy and uneasy. He tried his best and only hoped that his mother's eyes would stay on him for even a second longer.

Please look at me, please love me.my mother.

After waking up, he only felt that this mentality was disgusting, and his heart was full of guilt.

Xue Fei felt that it was sinful for him to still have expectations of his mother.This woman ruined a happy family, the family that was best for him.The child who used to pull his clothes and sweetly call him brother is still lying on the hospital bed, with terrible tubes inserted all over his body, and has been lying there for many years.

The couple who have no blood relationship with him, whom he called mom and dad, cried for their children every day, and the friends who used to compete with him for his younger brother became extreme and gloomy.

It's all his mother's fault.

No, his mother was mentally ill, and it wasn't his fault.It was his father's fault.

But after he was born, his father didn't go out to spend time and drink anymore. His mother's mental problems were the reason for her own paranoia, and his father seemed innocent.

Actually...it was my fault.

Originally, it was me who deserved to die, Lin Xin replaced me.

When he was wearing clothes that couldn’t be buttoned up one size smaller and sweatpants that looked like capri pants, and was shyly hiding behind the door and unwilling to come out, he was wearing loose clothes with sleeves and trousers rolled up, and a peaked cap Lin Xin greeted her mother with a smile and called "Mom".His mother bent down and hugged Lin Xin, smiling brightly.

At that time, he thought to himself that his mother must have been amused by Lin Xin's funny appearance.Then when he walks out, will my mother laugh more happily when she sees his funny appearance?

But this is really embarrassing.

Xue Fei hesitated, watching the smiling mother walk to the window sill with Lin Xin in her arms, watching her let Lin Xin sit on the window sill, and then push the confused Lin Xin down.

This scene, and the scene of practicing the piano in the piano room, kept appearing in his dreams alternately.reminded him of his sin.

If he didn't change clothes with Lin Xin, Lin Xin would be fine; if he even ran out, Lin Xin would be fine.

In fact, all this is his fault.

It wasn't his deranged mother's fault, it wasn't his mother's misunderstood father's fault, it was all his fault.

Sometimes Xue Fei thought, it would be great if he was crazy too.Crazy is easy.

But he can't be crazy, he must atone for his sins.

He helped Lin Qin start a business, worked hard to make money and secretly hired a better doctor for Lin Xin.He knew that Lin's father and Lin's mother would not ask for his money, and he had to act with the doctor to make the doctor feel sympathetic to Lin Xin, so he only asked for a low price.In fact, he is giving the other part of the money.

Xue Fei paralyzed himself with busy work and sent himself to the hospital several times.

When he looked at his father and grandparents who were guarding his hospital bed, he realized that it was not that the relatives around him didn't love him, but that they were too busy with their own affairs.It's just that he valued the woman who didn't give him much warmth more.

He cannot break down, loved ones will grieve for him.

Xue Fei used these beliefs to support Lin Xin until she woke up.

When Lin Xin woke up, his life immediately changed from black and white to colorful.Just like before when Lin Xin was still awake.

His life is getting better and better, everything he lost comes back, and he even has more.Every day is like living in a beautiful dream, and he dreams less and less of the past.

But when happiness is within reach, the previous nightmare reappears.

He went back to the piano room when he was a child, and saw the moment when Lin Xin was pushed down by his mother.

Xue Fei knew it was wrong to think this way, but he still couldn't help thinking, he was guilty, could he really be with Lin Xin?

After her mother was sent to a nursing home, Xue Fei took time to visit her every year.Just quietly, watching her from a distance.

After Lin Xin woke up, he would find time to visit him secretly.

He kept it from everyone, as if he was afraid that others would know that he would go to see his mother.Subconsciously, he thought that going to see that woman, and constantly missing and looking forward to that woman, was also a crime that would be accused by others.

But if he wanted to marry Lin Xin, he didn't want to keep this matter from him.

He wanted to get out of his sins, and he didn't want his relationship with Lin Xin to be mixed with other impurities.

It's not for redemption, he really loves Lin Xin and wants to be with him forever.

But after Lin Xin knew his heart, would she still choose to be with him?

Would Lin Xin hate herself for going to see his murderer every year?

Xue Fei's head was in a mess.

Lin Xin didn't notice Xue Fei's poor mental state. He looked around, curious about everything in the nursing home.

Is this a sanatorium for human beings to treat mental illness?Are all mental patients living here?

Mental illness, a disease that only humans can suffer from.Even in the future, it is not a strange disease that can cure all patients.

Unlike the system, if there is any problem, you only need to kill the virus, and the big deal is to reinstall.

The human mind cannot be detoxified, nor can it be reloaded.If it is broken, you can only rely on medicine and recuperation to straighten it out bit by bit.

It is clear that the technology in the future is already advanced enough, but it can only cure pathological problems, but when there are problems with the human spirit, sometimes it is because of heart disease.

Heart knot is hard to solve, heart disease is hard to get rid of.Even if there is a panacea, if human beings can't figure it out, even if they can save this time, they won't be able to save their lives.

Humans are really strange creatures.It's nothing more than an abnormality in the biological body, and they can actually "think" themselves to get sick.Even through the mind, can affect the condition of the living entity.

Full of curiosity, Lin Xin followed Xue Fei into this nursing home, and listened to Xue Fei asking about his mother Wu Cui's current condition.

The attending doctor showed Xue Fei the most recently treated cases, and Lin Xin saw Xue Chen's name in the visitor list with sharp eyes.

It turned out that Xue Chen would also come here to see Aunt Wu.Lin Xin thought.

Xue Fei seemed to have known that his father would come to see his mother for a long time. He looked at his father's name without any fluctuations in his expression. He read the treatment records so far at a glance, and then said to Lin Xin: "I'm going to see my mother. ,you……"

Lin Xin said, "Can I go and see? It won't affect Aunt Wu, right?"

Xue Fei seemed a little surprised by Lin Xin's indifferent attitude.He hesitated for a moment and looked at the attending doctor.

The attending doctor said, "You are Lin Xin, right?"

Lin Xin nodded.

The attending doctor said, "I'll go with you."

This person is probably the reason why Wu Cui's condition worsened.I don't know if Wu Cui's condition will get better or worse after seeing him appear.

Now Wu Cui completely sealed off her spirit and refused to communicate with the doctor.Although her quiet demeanor was much easier to get along with than the other patients, it was of no use to the therapy.

Before Lin Xin left, she took Xue Fei's hand and said, "Don't be afraid."

Xue Fei froze for a moment, the panic in his heart seemed to be slowly soothed by a pair of big hands.

He held Lin Xin's hand tightly, took a deep breath, and said, "Okay."

The attending doctor's eyes flickered.

So this is ah.Although I want to say congratulations, Xue Fei must be under a lot of pressure.I hope he can get out of the mental block.

With Lin Xin by my side, there should be no problem, right?

This young man looks very innocent and kind, so he should be able to heal Xue Fei's heart, right?

Lin Xin didn't know that she was labeled as "simple and kind" again.He held Xue Fei's hand and walked through the long corridor.

The nursing home should be quiet in the morning, but sometimes there will be sudden howls like beasts, or creepy laughter or cries, adding a bit of horror to the peaceful atmosphere.

Under such circumstances, Lin Xin couldn't help but tighten her heart.

The attending doctor looked at Lin Xin's unnatural expression, and said in relief, "The patients here are taken care of by special staff, so don't worry."

Lin Xin frowned and asked, "Wouldn't it be uncomfortable for you to live in this environment?"

The attending doctor was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "We have a long rotation and regular psychological treatment."

Without these, it will definitely not be able to support.

Lin Xin felt that Xue Fei was holding her hand tighter.

He shook Xue Fei's hand back, kept walking, and continued to follow the attending doctor through corridor after corridor, and came to a small independent courtyard.

Xue Fei didn't go through the gate, but pulled Lin Xin to a bush.From here, through the gap between the railing and the trees, one can see a woman sitting on a wicker chair in the yard.

The woman looked no different from ordinary people, as if she was basking in the sun leisurely.But if you look closely, you can see that she is muttering something in her mouth, and her eyes are also dull and lacklustre.

Lin Xin asked softly, "What is Aunt Wu talking about?"

Are you apologizing to him, or are you saying your child's name?Since Aunt Wu's condition worsened because she accidentally dropped herself, it should be because she never forgets herself and Xue Fei, right?

Xue Fei's eyes dimmed and he didn't answer.

The attending doctor sighed and said, "I'm thinking of Mr. Xue Chen."

Lin Xin was puzzled: "Uncle Xue?"

Xue Feiqiang said calmly: "Mom's consciousness has returned to when she was in love with Dad. She seems to be able to see a young dad that we can't see. Every time I come, she is chatting with that invisible person. , looking very happy."

Lin Xin fell silent.

Aunt Wu's heart disease is Uncle Xue after all.She ignored Xue Fei before, but now she simply forgot about Xue Fei.

Lin Xin thought, I thought he was Aunt Wu's heart disease, as long as he appeared, Aunt Wu might wake up?

Now it seems that there is no way.Even if Uncle Xue appeared, Aunt Wu did not wake up.

She rejected all information from the outside world, rejected the misunderstanding and pain she encountered after marriage, and brought her consciousness back to the happiest time.

Lin Xin couldn't help but said, "I'm sorry, Brother Fei, it seems useless for me to come?"

Xue Fei froze for a moment, and said, "Why do you apologize to me?"

Lin Xin said, "Didn't you bring me here to cure Aunt Wu?"

Xue Fei was stunned: "Huh?"

Lin Xin said: "Aunt Wu went crazy because of me. If I'm fine, Aunt Wu will be fine. But you're worried that I hate Aunt Wu and don't want to come to save Aunt Wu, that's why you're in such pain, isn't it...isn't that so?"

Xue Fei's black line: "Of course not..."

Lin Xin tilted his head like a duck in a daze.

Xue Fei sighed, and said: "Look, my mother once caused you...and caused your family to be so miserable. And I can't abandon my mother, I will still try my best to treat her, and I will visit her every year..."

Lin Xin said: "Ah, isn't this a matter of course? Of course you should try your best to treat her, come and visit her."

So what exactly is Brother Xue worrying about, Lin Xin continued to behave like a duck with his head tilted in confusion.

Xue Fei was speechless.

The attending doctor was listening, and couldn't help turning his head and shoulders trembling.

Lin Xin looked at his brother Fei with confused eyes.Feige, what are you thinking?I don't understand.

Xue Fei understood what Lin Xin meant, and suddenly felt powerless.

He said weakly: "Let's go back."

Lin Xin had a confused face: "Huh?"

Xue Fei said weakly: "Go back and get the household registration book and register for marriage."

Lin Xin:? ? ? ? ?

Hey, why did you suddenly agree to get married?Don't you still have to think about it?I don't understand, I don't understand.

The attending doctor suppressed a smile and said, "Congratulations... congratulations... poof."

Hahahaha this couple is so funny!