Conscientiously making soy sauce

Brought back to the orphanage, looking at the dizzyingly long notices, Zhuang Yuan didn't hesitate long before deciding that he would take care of Xiang Yuhan himself during the recovery period.It wasn't that he was worried about those aunts, after all, there were too many things to pay attention to, and there were so many children in the orphanage, it was impossible for the aunts to concentrate on one person.

Anyway, it took less than a month for Zhuang Yuan to shake the list, and Xiang Yuhan was so obedient and sensible, so he wouldn't tire himself out.Besides, his life in this world has been smooth and smooth, so why don't he die if he doesn't find something for himself to do?

He usually collects dividends, well, Zhuang Yuan is very aware of his weight, being a small shop owner is okay, but if he really manages a company with hundreds of people, he can go bankrupt in minutes, believe it or not.

Basically, the industry is not a big deal now, and the orphanage is not ready to accept more children. After all, taking care of Xiang Yuhan is a small change in the smooth melody, a little more different.

Of course, Zhuang Yuan never liked to force others. Even if there was a little boy in front of him, he still squatted down and looked Xiang Yuhan in the eye to listen to his opinion.

"Why don't you sleep with me first these few days?" Zhuang Yuan thought for a while, and asked, "I might not be able to notice some things here if you are in the dormitory. Of course, it's okay if you don't want to."

"I am willing." Xiang Yuhan replied immediately, afraid that he would appear too eager, he lowered his head again, and said softly to his fingers, "It's just that I'm afraid to trouble the dean, who is usually so busy and tired. I'm actually fine, and this The second time, the dean helped me find a hospital to find a doctor. I knew that the dean spent a lot of money, and I didn’t know what to do to repay the dean. From now on, I will study hard and earn money. When I grow up, I will I will definitely help the principal."

"Now, I have to trouble the dean to take care of me again." He raised his head, his bright black eyes couldn't see to the bottom, and his fingers were twisted together. "Dean, will I trouble you too much?"

"How could it be?" Zhuang Yuan laughed, his smile lit up the ordinary facial features that were only pleasing to the eye, his eyes were particularly clear and free from mundane turbidity, making people feel so clear in black and white. Comfortable and clean, to put it in a sentence, it is like lighting a drop of black mercury in a flawless white jade basin, which is beautiful and clear.

And Xiang Yuhan's eyes have a little obsession, small and superficial but paranoid like a super-strong PE fiber fishing line, which can't be seen at first glance, but has extremely strong toughness and transparency in the transparency. Persevere, one thin strand can drag a person into hell.

It's so beautiful, his dean is so beautiful, the more he looks at it, the more he can't let go of his eyes.So clean, so clean that he wants to seize and occupy it completely, so that no one else can see it.

Thinking of the words he heard in the hospital before, and the eyes some nurses cast on the young man, he gritted his teeth and hated him.Why is he so young now, why doesn't he have any abilities.

Even he hated the other kids, hated the Dean with the same tenderness he had given to those playing in the mud as he had treated him.He knew very well that in the dean's heart, everyone was the same! !He has even seen the dean show the same gentle eyes and the same caring attitude when he meets stray cats and dogs outside.

Fortunately, there were no other close people around the dean, otherwise he really didn't know what he would do.There is no innocent child in his heart, but hideous and terrifying monsters.

Zhuang Yuan felt embarrassed when he heard that the boy was so sensible and well-behaved, and lightly slapped Xiang Yuhan's head, "It's okay, I don't have too many things to do. Besides, it's only been about a month, and you'll have to recover before you recover." good."

"Later I will go to your dormitory with you, and get some things you are used to. I also have other things in my house, um, let me take a look." Zhuang Yuan lowered his head and looked at the list, muttering in his mouth, "Don't eat too much soy sauce, seafood Touch less fish and shrimp, um, if you eat less drinks, it will be cold for nothing? Oh, and this um, I’m going to buy some. Well, there is still a rest to ensure, there are not so many precautions.”

Looking at the dean like this, the boy showed a faint smile again, slightly diluting the darkness in his eyes that was so thick that it was almost real.

Still the same small bed, still the same room, Xiang Yuhan greedily imprinted all the details into his mind again.Counting it, he hasn't been here for a while, and even if he usually goes to the living room on the first floor, he can't go to the second floor at will.

"Uh, why haven't you slept yet?" Zhuo Yuan rubbed his wet black hair with a big towel, and casually looked out the window.In the dead of night, you can hear the cheerful croaking of frogs. After all, this place is remote, the ecology is really good, and there are many wild animals. At night, the sonata of frogs and mosquitoes is always a moment.He went to the window and drew the curtains, the loose pajamas made the young man look thin.

"You are still young, if you don't sleep, you will not grow taller." He smiled and patted the boy on the head.

"Well, I'm going to sleep now." Xiang Yuhan looked at the young man who was blushing from the steam and his eyes were wet, suddenly pursed his lips, and quickly lay down on the bed, the air conditioner was pulled, and it was turned off in an orderly manner Eye.But the tip of the nose still lingers with the faint sweet fragrance of milk, and the eyes still look like a young man just out of the bath.

For a month, Zhuang Yuan cared about Xiang Yuhan with all kinds of attention. After he went to the hospital to show his peach blossoming doctor friend, the friend doctor raised his eyelids and said that the maintenance is good, and there is no need to pay special attention in the future. , you kneel down.Back at the orphanage, Zhuang Yuan took the boy to pack his things and went back to the dormitory.

Xiang Yuhan didn't say a word, and didn't coquettishly say that he would stay.He knew too well that although his dean seemed to be soft-tempered and easy-going, accommodating and caring for others, if he made a decision, no one would be able to persuade him to come back.No matter how coquettish he is to please him, his dean will use the same gentle tone to persuade him to go back to the dormitory, and will not agree to him staying no matter what.

The boy couldn't help thinking, is there anyone in the world who can make his dean change his decision?But if it was someone else, he... killed that person. ,

Time passed quickly, and it jumped to August, and school was about to start.

Because it was done well before and because of the relationship with that school, there is no problem in enrolling in elementary school. Even the principal chose Xiang Yuhan a better class for Zhuang Yuan's sake. The teachers are experienced and the students in the class are basically all Well-to-do background, simple family.Before school started, Zhuang Yuan took several children to the supermarket to buy things.

Raising a child is really costly, not to mention the clothes and shoes that are changed once a year, the schoolbags and stationery also need to be changed and bought frequently.In fact, Zhuang Yuan himself has no problem shopping online, but he is really not confident in his obsessive aesthetics, and he needs to respect his children's choices.

There are so many children in the orphanage, and some of them are also in elementary school. Of course, he can't favor one another when the same school starts. In his heart, there is not much difference between Xiang Yuhan and other orphans.

Equal treatment, sometimes it is fairness, fraternity and gentleness, but sometimes it is a kind of silent cruelty that is too rational and cold.

Going out with other children, Xiang Yuhan felt more and more that he was not as familiar with the principal as others. The other children had lived for several years, and their attitudes were more familiar and willful.

He could see that the Dean looked at them with gentle eyes and a smile in his voice.

Same with him!Same.Every time, every day, he will be reminded of this matter.

Where is his dean's heart?Why don't people have more feelings for someone than him?Why is it so gentle, the gentleness makes him feel a little alienated?

Every time his dean smiled and said that he didn't ask for anything in return, and he didn't want them to remember any kindness in the future, why not?Only when you don't expect or expect will you not care about anything, and only if you don't care will others remember or forget.If you have concern and care, how can you not ask for anything in return?

His dean, doesn't he care about anyone at all?No, this must be his illusion, the dean is so kind and gentle, it must be that he is too kind and kind and too holy father.

There are more children, so Zhuang Yuan basically bought some stationery and notebooks. Of course, he didn't forget to choose a new schoolbag for Xiang Yuhan.After buying something good, I took a group of chattering kids to eat at KFC. The kids all liked that stuff.He just paid special attention to Xiang Yuhan when he saw that he was a little restrained and a little out of joy.

"The ice cream here is also good, let me buy you a new matcha ice cream. It looks refreshing when you look at the color." Zhuang Yuan said softly.

"I, I'm not used to it." Xiang Yuhan lowered his head a little, "I don't quite understand what they said."

Zhuang Yuan understands, "It's okay, you will gradually understand in the future. How about this, if you feel embarrassed to ask, you can ask me secretly."

He smiled, "Of course I won't hide from you what I can answer."

Zhuang Yuan got up and lined up to buy ice cream, the boy kept looking at him.

"Since the dean likes me to be obedient, and likes to see me obedient. Then I will be obedient, and you will look at me more, will you, dean?" The boy's voice was soft, and only he could hear the wind, "As long as you look Look at me, if you can see me, I won't go crazy. Everyone says I'm crazy...and I know I'm crazy..."

He is a lunatic, he knows the darkness in his heart, he knows his madness, he knows how paranoid he possesses the dean, this is the only light in the dark world, the treasure he found, the only person who treats him well, why doesn't he Can take possession?But no, not yet, he can't scare the dean.

There was a mature lunatic in his heart, a paranoid lunatic, a lunatic who came from the darkness to absorb all the darkness.His dean is too kind and innocent, his dean has never been in the abyss, never himself is the abyss.His dean couldn't see his essence at all.

He is the abyss, which is so dark that no light can penetrate it.

only……

"As long as you don't know." The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and he looked at Zhuang Yuan who came over with ice cream, his eyes curved into crescent moons.

"Thank you, Dean." The shy, introverted and sensitive look made Zhuang Yuan feel more distressed, and he looked at the things he bought again. Although there were many things, it seemed that Xiang Yuhan's was missing something.

"Tomorrow I will bring you to buy some more. You are in the first grade of elementary school. Well, I will help you buy new clothes and go to school in good spirits. Don't tell other people, lest they come and say that I am partial."

The child nodded, his eyes were shining, hey, such a well-behaved appearance made Zhuang Yuan feel even more distressed.

On the day of school, Zhuang Yuan personally delivered it to him. At the door, he told Xiang Yuhan to tidy up his clothes and handed him his schoolbag, "If you have anything to say at school, it's the same if you are bullied. Now you have Home, do you know? Don't bear it by yourself."

The boy smiled happily, "Dean, I see."

"Well, study hard, as long as you have the ability, I can always pay for your college education. Don't worry about tuition fees. Well, sometimes I will be careless, and my aunt will pay attention to what is missing." Zhuang Yuan raised his wrist and looked at the time." Okay, I won't be long-winded. Go in, it's time. Chengcheng has a bad appetite these days, and I will send her to the hospital later."

"Goodbye, Dean." Suddenly the boy asked, "Then... I'll go back..."

"Oh, go back, the aunt in the courtyard will come to pick you up, don't worry. People from the family will come to pick you up every day, so you don't want to leave first, you know?" Zhuang Yuan waved to him, "Goodbye."