Banished Twilight Sky

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In the blink of an eye a few weeks.

There are a lot of bamboo forests in Kanagawa. Although I have heard about it for a long time, I still have feelings when I set foot on this land for the first time.It was still early before the time agreed with my brother, Caiqian slowed down and was not in a hurry to take the tram, so let's just walk like this.

Not far after walking out of the newly built station, Cai Qianguang seemed to be summoned by something.After seven turns and eight turns, we arrived at the old station more than ten years ago.

There was no one around the old station in the early morning.

Several silver-gray light and shadows were projected on the deep and shallow grass, and the light spots were focused on the ground and then gradually spread out, dyeing large areas of paleness.The faint rustling is the sound of birds and insects.

"In spring, the twilight is the most, and the top of the mountain that gradually turns white begins to show a little light." This is the beginning of "Pillow Grass".

The overlapping green is warm and slightly cold, gradually fading from near to far, and the transition is just right.The transparent water droplets also reflected a light green color, and fell little by little along the tip of the green grass. At first, it was a continuous line, which became thinner and slower, and then became intermittent points.Occasionally, one or two chirping birds can be heard, which are tactful and resentful, and lingering, as if missing a place that no longer belongs to it, or an existence that will never be touched.

This is not the top of the mountain, but the bamboo forest.Just Bamboo, Phyllostachys pubescens, Palm Bamboo, Phoebe Bamboo, Water Bamboo, Phoenix-tailed Buddha-belly Lucky Bamboo...just "bamboo"

There are so many different types of families.Under the "teaching" of senior Shiraishi, Cai Qianguang, who used to know nothing about plants, now knows a thing or two about plants, but it is still difficult to break them down.

The team uniforms of the Sitianbaosi Tennis Club are very unique - the yellow and green base is paired with bamboo poles, full of vitality and freshness.Caiqian doesn't know exactly when this costume was designed, but every member of the club appreciates it very much.

"Green is the most eye-protecting color. Take good care of your eyes and don't be like Xiaochun..." When Minister Baishi began to "educate" the younger generation earnestly, the golden Xiaochun always twisted his body behind Baishi and made various gestures. The members who listened inadvertently strained their faces tightly to prevent themselves from laughing, but Senior Shiraishi showed a smile on his face, apparently he knew what Jin had done without looking at it... The members no longer held back their laughter, and suddenly burst out— - Leaning forward and backward together.

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When talking about why he would go to the bamboo forest next to the old station with his camera every now and then, Ming always smiled and said nothing.

"Maybe it's just looking for some kind of memory, or maybe, if I go a few more times, I will be able to meet what I expect."

Akira's hometown is close to the old station. At that time, there was also a "bamboo forest", although it was small and there were few varieties, it could not be called a bamboo forest, and it was incomparable with the real "Kanagawa Bamboo Forest" today.But a person's liking for something is itself a complex experience, and it cannot be told to others.After all, in Ming's view, it is unreasonable to compare something that you once liked and still like with the new things around you now.

Instead of carrying a heavy SLR, I carried a simple hand-held camera for the convenience of movement.The size of the distance, the close-up of the group portrait, the green bamboo, and the endless shooting.

Ming has applied for a 30-day overseas study trip qualification.It was supposed to be something worth celebrating, but suddenly there was a little melancholy. Generally speaking, I was happy, but I wanted to take something with me before I left.

Not long after settling down in Kanagawa, I "fly away" again. Although the one-month deadline is very short, it is after all going to a truly completely unfamiliar place, which is not comparable to "Osaka" or "Kanagawa".

"Maybe I was born to walk around a lot, and that's all right."

Qing Yuanming, who was walking and taking pictures, was running at high speed in his mind. It seems that the problem of "overthinking" still exists.

"Oh... so sleepy..."

"It's not safe to fall asleep in a place like this...but it's really sleepy..."

Qing Yuanming tried his best to restrain his tiredness, and walked out of the bamboo forest quickly...

In a trance, I felt that there seemed to be someone following behind me, and I couldn't help being surprised.

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"Miss, did you fall asleep just now?" A gentle female voice rang in my ears.

"Yeah, I'm really sorry..." Qingyuan Ming hurriedly agreed, but couldn't help but yawned, rubbed his eyes, and looked around, it was so cute.

"Now that you've woken up, then..." A cup of gentle honey rose citron tea, a vegetable salad, a plate of cod, and a small piece of cake appeared in front of Ming's eyes like magic, "These are all things that have been paid for." If you have passed the payment, please use it slowly."

As he spoke, a mischievous smile flashed across the waiter's face, revealing the taste of gossip.

"Hey, have you paid the bill?"

"Yes, after you fell asleep, your...boyfriend sent you here and ordered a good meal for you. He didn't eat anything himself, so he probably had something to do, so he went on his way. He looks like a careful boy What, haha!"

"What? I don't have a man...?" The sleepy Qing Yuanming stretched his waist, and a coat with a yellow background and green bamboo pattern slipped off his body.Ming hurriedly bent down to pick it up——

Isn't this four days... Team uniforms...

"That's it, I understand. Thank you very much!" Ming's eyelids that were still fighting just now parted, and he turned to thank the waiter.I patted the dress, folded it carefully and put it in the bag, took it out and put it on my lap after thinking about it, as if afraid that it would disappear soon, took several photos from various angles, and then Keep it.After tossing for a while, I finally started to "eat".

Moderately sweet and sour, warm and pleasant honey rose citron tea.

A refreshing and delicious vegetable salad.

Fresh and delicate cod meat.

Fluffy and delicious cake.

They are all things that I like to eat very much.This meal, Qing Yuan ate very slowly, savoring carefully and recalling the taste that he has always liked.

A few days ago, due to an unknown reason, I felt the problem of eating with a bitter taste, but I didn't feel it at all.

The author has something to say: I am back O(∩_∩)O

☆、He said she was bitter bamboo

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Bitter bamboo, also known as umbrella handle bamboo, has the effects of clearing heat, detoxifying, cooling blood, and clearing phlegm.

The word "umbrella handle" easily makes people think of words like "shelter". Although bitter bamboo has the word "bitter", it is indeed very "kind" in nature.He said she was bitter bamboo, not only because she likes bamboo, but also because...

Who knows.

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"Minister, I lost my coat, and I'm applying for another one." A few days later, in the ministry's lounge, a faint voice said, "I'm sorry."

"Well, such a small matter, no problem." Baishi responded casually, "But it's really not your style to be able to lose our four-day team uniform~"

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Zaizen had nothing else to say, he stood up straight, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he looked at the cat.

"Oh, Guangchan, this is not your usual style..." Xiaochun hung half of her arm on the shoulder of Caiqian, who was much taller than him, "Did it be quietly taken away by a girl who had a crush on you?" Or was it used as a cheerleading flag by your 'support team'?"

"Senior, you think too much." Caiqian took the golden Xiaochun's arm very lightly but quickly, turned around and took the tennis racket and stuffed it into Xiaochun's hand, "Senior, it's time to practice."

Without looking back, he walked quickly to the field.

Qian, who was on the side, gave them an awkward look, then turned around and called Shota to practice together.Seeing that she was bored, Yuji was no longer around at the moment, she rolled her eyes in embarrassment, twisted her body in dissatisfaction, and quickly smiled into a flower and ran towards Caiqian: "Ah Guang, Ah Guang, it's okay to practice by yourself. Can become stronger. Let me practice with you, and in return you have to answer my question just now..."

Xiaochun didn't say anything, a small yellow ball landed heavily at his feet.

"bring it on."

"So Aguang, do you mean you agreed? Come on, let's immerse ourselves in the wonderful world of tennis, and don't forget your promise!"

"Ah."

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"Are you going to Kanagawa?"

"Yes."

"Meet your brother?"

"Ah."

"Did you meet anyone else besides brother?"

"Pedestrians on the road."

"Aren't you dishonest, Ah Guang?" Xiaochun's eyes were slightly "ambiguous".

"Senior Xiaochun, what exactly do you want to investigate?" Caiqian turned his face away, not looking into Xiaochun's eyes.

"... Hehe, I can see that your facial expression has changed. In fact, you don't need to be rude to me. I'm thinking about the future pillar of our Sitianbao Temple..."

"It has nothing to do with tennis or school."

"Why do you say that... This is a big event, a life-long event... Besides, how can you concentrate on playing basketball if you are absent-minded, and how can you say that it has no effect on your studies? I won't be around the corner. Tell me, see Have you arrived at Ming Xuemei? Do you still like her? I told you a few days ago that I understand the heart of this girl best. Maybe she is waiting for you there, but girls are shy Some. Although Ming is not the kind of character who is easy to be shy, but this kind of girl with strong self-esteem does not know what you think, so she dare not take the initiative to come to you. Besides, it is such a long way from Osaka to Kanagawa, a girl I am not as safe as a boy like you. Also, don’t keep a cold face, I am a girl who has been 'disheartened' by your cold face... So... ..."

"Senior, you talk a lot. What's the point?"

"Are you...playing stupid...let me ask you...have you seen Ming?"

Caiqian hesitated for a while: "I don't know."

"I don't know? What do you mean by not knowing? Then let me ask you again, where did your dress go? Is it really missing or is it?"

"I don't know. It's where it should be." Caiqian turned his face to look at Xiaochun again, and the "ambiguous" eyes just now seemed to have become "serious" at this moment, "Senior Xiaochun, you are tired, I treat you to eat ..."

"Haha, I still have something to do, I'm leaving first... It's great if you understand my intentions, Mitsu-chan..." It turned out that Yuji Ichishi passed by after finishing his work, and Xiaochun was immediately sucked away.

Looking at the back of Xiaochun going away, Xiaoguang showed a relaxed smile, and at the same time sighed lightly, bowed his head slightly, "Thank you, senior." There was a sense of gratitude and relief.

"I like her. Do I like her? No more."

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It's the first time to observe this "Green Bamboo Clothes" so carefully for a long time. To be honest, it is the best-looking team uniform I have ever seen, bar none.

In fact, the uniforms of Lihai, Bingdi, Qingxue and other famous tennis schools all have their own merits. Ming has a special liking for this green bamboo. Of course, the more important thing is the owner of the clothes.

Wash it clean, smooth out the wrinkles carefully, dry it, don't know where to store it, then pick out a light green hanger, and hang the clothes up——

Where should I hang it?

Small living room?This definitely won't work, how can anyone hang clothes in the living room.

Small balcony?This is too casual, what if it gets dirty with dust or even blown away by the wind.

At the desk?What if there is ink or something that accidentally touches it.

In the end, it was hung next to Ming’s bed. The wall next to the small bed was not very big, and the lower left corner was the bamboo that Ming himself painted with paint for fun—unexpectedly, it became a good decoration as he painted and painted.In the upper right corner is the "Sitianbaosi" tennis team uniform of "unknown origin".

But it was hung in such a conspicuous place, and within a few days, it was discovered by Kurihara Sinai who came to visit.Kurihara-senpai, who claimed to have "love experience", soon discovered the extraordinary significance of this dress to Ming Fei-more importantly, the owner of the dress.

Under Sinai's hard work, the "cold and unintentional" Kiyohara told Sinai all the things that had been hidden in his heart before.

"Actually, you also have a girlish side! This is a good thing. You were lying to me when you said that you have no one you like. You are really... so what you described, maybe this... Cai Front light? Since the clothes belong to him, it means that you still have something to do, which is a great thing!" Kurihara Sinai became more and more happy as she spoke, she stood up and circled around Ming, making two scissor hands and waving in the air After two clicks, he sat down again.

"I'm going to go abroad for a study trip soon." Ming's tone couldn't tell whether he was happy or sad.

"What are you afraid of when you go abroad? It's not that you won't come back. You'll be back soon, right? Besides, now that technology is so advanced, it's not impossible to 'telephone' or something. It's easier for girls to take the initiative. Boys are stronger. ,Moreover……"

"Maybe he doesn't want to talk to me right now. I know he's a nice, caring guy."

"Oh, my sister Ming, what are you thinking about? Why are you thinking so much? Promise me, I will contact him right away, and I will take the initiative to find him after you return to China. Quick, promise me!"

"Okay——" Sinai didn't expect Ming to agree so readily, Ming pursed his lips and blinked his eyes, "But when I go abroad, I have to bring this beloved dress with me...don't laugh at me..."

"Haha, look at you, I saw pink girly heart bubbles all over the sky..."

The author has something to say: This chapter has a lot of dialogue, haha, and the other Shitianbaosi team uniforms are described according to the comics, so there are green bamboos.

☆, the prologue of the finale

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"Mr. Caiqian, I will be traveling for a month. I have something to return to you. When will I have a chance to return it to you?"

Before going to bed, I "checked" Caiqianguang of various social software as usual, and received such an email.

The fingers hesitated on the keyboard for a long time, typing and deleting, typing a few more words, and then deleting.At the end there is only one short line left:

No need.safe journey.

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No need.

Qing Yuanming glanced at it, quickly moved the mouse to the red cross in the upper right corner, and stopped looking at it.

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Study, club activities, study, rest, study, study... The high school life according to this rhythm is actually the true portrayal of Qing Yuanming's life.So the pictures in my memory are often willfully switched directly to after the entrance examination, pretending that nothing happened before, maybe I will feel better.

In the next few days, I will take the initiative to contact Guang every now and then. Perhaps in order to avoid the relatively silent situation of chat software, emails can give the other party more time to think.But no matter whether Ming sent a few sentences or a long narrative every time, he always received a few words, which were the same. He mentioned less and less about what happened in his own life until later, only a few words do not mention.

Maybe there is really no common language so they can't communicate, or... is there something unspeakable?

The latter often appears in some movie works, but in reality it is mostly the former. Although it is uncomfortable, it is also very helpless.

When it comes to the dress again, it seems that there is no such thing in Caiqian.

Are you still thinking too much?

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What impressed me the most was the Haiyuan Festival in the first grade of high school. It was two months after returning from the Mingxiu school trip. grand event.

Akira Kirihara was also forced to dress up as Cinderella in a cute tutu dress, and everyone kept a copy of the photo.At the same time, the Lihai Tennis Club also invited several tennis teams from places where there are quite a lot of intersections. Putting aside tennis and competitions, it is simply to visit and enhance friendship.

Of course, Shitenbaoji Middle School is also among the invited ones, and the appearance of the four-day live treasures known as funny must have their own characteristics-according to Kenya's explanation, they are called "Osaka specialties".With all the staff dressed up as maids (Shiraishi meant to recycle the props of the maid cafe when he was still in junior high school), he made a lot of heads along the way.

But there is one exception, wearing orthodox men's clothes, the most legitimate reason is that "the clothes before growing too much can no longer fit."This man is clearly rich.

Akaya Kirihara, who once had a "friendship" with Zaizen and then a "same roommate", was very excited when he saw the handsome Zaiqi, and risked being raped by Sanada's father, Fengleishan, while rehearsing a drama During the break, I went to "see" Caiqian alone.

This is nothing, the most terrible thing is that Kirihara is holding Kiyohara instead of Fujikawa (you can see in the previous article == Xiao Akaya’s GF) to meet Caiqian together, Kirihara, who thinks little, holds Kiyohara’s hand without hesitation. As if afraid she would run away.

"Akaya, who is it that you took me to meet?"

"A handsome guy who fits the type of boy you like! As a reward for helping me all these days, I want to introduce this handsome guy to you. He is your fellow townsman~"

From the perspective of Caiqian, the picture is a bit subtle.

However, none of these would cause any misunderstandings. Kirihara's advantage was that he spoke directly, and he thought he was smart enough to create opportunities for them to be alone.

But just like a friend reunited with Xiaobie, he said a few words that were not painful. What can a 16-year-old high school student say? I don’t know what the road ahead will be like, how much we can meet, what will become of each other, I don’t know...

don't know, don't know, don't know...

Too many unknowns are infinitely sharpened by the two people whose thinking is biased towards the rational side, like a solid transparent wall.

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That was probably the last time we met before.

Only the unopened music box and the team uniform have been talking quietly.

The author has something to say: This chapter is a transitional chapter...the number of words is too small Orz...if it doesn't end like this ah ah ah ah...

The author stupidly left his handwritten outline in the school in the imperial capital, and now he is writing from memory...

Probably it will be a period of time after I grow up... The timeline has reached after the entrance exam at the beginning...

Then I personally set that Zaizen’s obsession with music is greater than his obsession with tennis...

☆, at the end of the song (end)

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With Sydney as the center, the line extends outwards and can connect to 37 beaches, large and small.

"Excuse me, what's your name?"

"Clear."

"Andyou"

"Light."

The sea waves gently beckon the returning seagulls, and the blue and white tones are bright and soft.The coastline is twists and turns, changing its shape every second, but the subtle movements are hard to detect.Standing near the sea, after a while of ecstasy, I felt that my feet, which were originally on the dry sand, were soaked in a piece of warmth and humidity, and only then did I realize that the sea water was slowly spreading over.In fact, whether it is a big wave or a small change, it is formed after a little bit of movement.

Quantitative change is a necessary prerequisite for qualitative change.Qualitative change is the inevitable result of quantitative change.Only the speed is different.

After sunshine, the sea water is warm, and the sea breeze is also gentle. The huge difference in specific heat capacity between sea water and sand makes Kiyohara feel a subtle sense of rhythm.

The sand touched by the waves is obviously different from other places. You can feel the subtle stickiness and momentary stagnation when you swipe your fingers, just like the kind of resistance that is imperceptible but does exist.More and more people are getting used to it and summing up experience. Those edges have become common sense, and over time they have become closed words. There is no need to ask why.

It's just that the sand gets wet with water.It's like a person walking through a time tunnel, changing little by little without knowing it.Don't look back and ask why.

Because there is no answer.

A little girl with short hair that is soft and gentle like the sunset, walks barefoot on the beach, carrying colorful plastic buckets, mini shovels, and molds of various shapes in her hands.Half-kneeling on the beach, draw patterns on the sand pile as you like, and then carefully knead to form a bumpy and textured shape.She said it was called sand painting.

Looking at her work, the little girl smiled with satisfaction, and turned her head to greet the little boy beside her.It turned out that they were playmates.

Clear, this is the little girl's name. Light, this is the boy's name.It's a very good name, very beautiful and very distinctive.

——Sister, are you a foreigner?

——Yes, my sister's home is in another hemisphere, where it is winter now.

——Sister, then you must be homesick, come and play with us, okay?

- That's great, I'm very happy.

The careful little girl turned her gaze away from her work, and then noticed Ming who was lonely and hesitant.Qing Yuanming, who often likes to come here alone to enjoy the sea breeze.

Qing Yuanming can do sand painting, but only a little bit, and she doesn't have any tools in hand.It's not that she didn't play with sand when she was a child, but that was only when she was traveling in Kyushu. She lived a reclusive life in Osaka, and even more so in Tokyo, staying at home, being casual and natural is the most beautiful.After learning the real skills, there is an added taste of conformity, which is very beautiful, but it is a pale beauty framed in a frame. A work knows what it will become before it starts. This kind of playful plot And the way, just like her life, the result can be basically expected before it starts, or the result is forced to know.But I don't know what to do next, or what I want to do, but its feasibility is unknown. Thinking is just fantasy, it is better not to think.Sand paintings can change their shape with a single touch on a picture, and the ever-changing changes can be held in the palm of your hand. Even if you don't want to change it into something, you can let your thoughts flow naturally.Life is different. Once you have conceived it, you cannot change it. Even if something changes, you must accept it.

It has been half a year since Qing Yuanming came to Australia.

The little boys and girls around them are appreciating their works in style.

20 years ago, she played with the sand alone, but now she holds a handful of sand by herself, and still let them flow from her fingers bit by bit.

She said she wanted him to sing to her.The melodious accordion is accompanied by the immature voice of a child.A feeling of deja vu and incomparably far away.

She asked him if he believed in The Little Mermaid, and she said she didn't like Isabella.She told him, if you are that prince, you must treat the little mermaid well, and you must marry her, and you cannot marry anyone else.

—Well, I will definitely be the best for the Little Mermaid.

They all said that she was happy, what they could see was the smile on the corner of her mouth, what they couldn't see was that she was crying in her heart.She laughed because he was happy to see the prince.But the prince will never know how much she loves him.

The little mermaid turns into foam and floats on the sea. The whole world has her figure, and the whole world likes her.But these are not important to her, as long as the prince understands her, as long as the prince loves her most.

——You can't let her cry secretly by herself, okay?

Now, okay?

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In the middle of the last century, a large number of young Japanese girls were transported abroad as Kabuki.Rather than going abroad, it is better to say that it is sold to a foreign country.Compared with the dancer in Kawabata Yasunari's works who returned to Hofokao, Oshima to act, her fate was much worse. After all, the difference between the two different generations was decades.Modern people's understanding of Kabuki is very different from that of a century ago.Standing in the spotlight wearing a large dance skirt made of organza, or dancing in the attic of a well-decorated tavern, dancing with hands that do not touch the spring water, what is exuding is not inferior cosmetics but high-end perfume the taste of.

Cai Qianguang often encounters such people.Of course, it is not often. After all, as a music creator, he still tries to close himself up and concentrate on creating, just like when he practiced against the wall in the middle of the night alone until his index finger cramp.It is said that he is a genius, but anyone who can stand in that position is a genius, or a person rich in talent.After that, no one has more than anyone else, and he has to exchange his own sweat or even blood, just like placing a bet, no one can guarantee that he will succeed, but everyone knows that if you don't work hard, you will definitely not succeed.

Those who can hide their secrets.

This sentence has been his motto for so many years.So while he was affirmed, he was also considered a person with potential ambitions.Once he was considered coveted Grand Slam.Now he is embarking on another "Grand Slam" road.

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He was told that he had the opportunity to set foot on land far away in the other hemisphere.

The Sydney Opera House in Australia.This is almost something he never dreamed of.It is both a responsibility and a reward.Walking out of the Shinli International Theater in Tokyo, Japan, in the eyes of the people around, this is equivalent to stepping on the red carpet in Vienna.

"Austria Salzburg Music Festival Hall"

"Toronto, Canada Four Seasons Interpretation Center"

"Italy Milano Scala"

"Mariinsky Theater, St. Petersburg, Russia"

He happened to be heading to Australia.This is not something he can choose.

This opportunity may only come once in a lifetime.It does not refer to foreign exchange performances or advanced studies.

Set sail from Japan on January 2021, 1, when the Kawa River was frozen.

Australia at this time is just the opposite.

The four seasons of the year may be just a few days.

Southern summer and northern winter.

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Benilong, the capital of New South Wales, Australia, is home to the world-famous Sydney Opera House.

A sailing ship that is about to set sail, carrying the dream of all musicians, sails to the blue coast.This is the shape as seen from a distant perspective.Looking closer, it looks like a huge platform, with beautiful shells laid out in a regular manner, and the shells are also vying to look at the sun.Inside the four pairs of shells arranged in series is the large concert hall.

Climb up the big steps with a width of 97 meters at the southern end.After only walking a few steps, Cai Qianguang turned his back to the steps and looked into the distance.An open space surrounded by water on three sides.This is Sydney Harbour.The sea breeze blows towards the face with a faint salty taste, the kind that has been washed by the waves.

Opera Hall, Concert Hall, Belaming Restaurant.

Granite, sand, sea shells.

Seagulls, waves...

There is also a bright future.

Cai Qianguang supported himself with one hand on the cold handrail painted in cream color, and all the items were taken care of by special personnel.Carry only mobile phones and clocks and other objects.

"The Nun of Tranquility Who Looks Upwardly"

This is the reputation given to the Sydney Opera House by people all over the world.

Cai Qianguang slightly raised his head and looked into the distance, what was reflected in his pure black pupils was pure to transparent blue, but with a bit of coldness.

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Clear and Light's family lives near the sea.They are not brother and sister, nor are they siblings.They are just neighbors.

At the kind invitation of the two little angels, Akira Qingyuan decided to accompany them to "the place they want to go".

Where do they want to go?

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in the hall.

Maybe it's because of her preference for pure-color girls' clothes and the same hairstyle as Girls' Generation, Ming's appearance doesn't seem to have changed much.

"Miss Qingyuan, you are still so beautiful." When we met again, the words of the mature Mr. Caiqian made Ming startled, feeling as if he was wearing some wrong clothes, very uncomfortable.

The tall and handsome young composer seemed to be drunk, completely uncharacteristically, stood up abruptly in front of the public, grabbed a young lady with two children, and said some ambiguous words.

"This gentleman..."

"Caiqian..."

"..."

Qing Yuanming, who seemed to be stopped speechless by some supernatural power, walked over and put another hand on Caiqian's chest as if he remembered something, bit his lips and tried to control his emotions to let him His voice didn't sound trembling, and he turned his head to face the "disturbed" people around him:

"I'm sorry everyone, I really disturbed everyone. My male partner is not in a good state of mind. I'm really sorry..."

At this time, Caiqian's assistant had also arrived not far away.

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"When I was in my junior year of high school, I gave up tennis for something I liked more."

"Although it's really... sad to give up, but only a stupid person would want to do everything until nothing is achieved in the end."

"To be honest, I think my liking for you at that time was just a joke."

"Because we have so much to do."

The assistant arranged a small guest room for them to have a "private conversation", closed the door and left.

At the moment, only the two of them are left alone.

"You talk more now than before." Ming's words seem to have become less.The fact that Cai Qianguang became a composer was completely within Ming's expectations, and even meeting him in the "Sydney Opera House" was reasonable, although the probability was pitifully low.

The Mr. Caiqian in front of him seems to be very different from the little boy in his memory, especially the scene just now——

The day of goodbye is the time when I stop thinking about you.

Ming smiled wryly in his heart, perhaps it was true.Keep looking out of the window, the sun has already slanted to the west, but the sunset is hiding behind the thick clouds, and the supposedly gorgeous colors have dimmed a lot.

When I imagined meeting him again countless times, I wanted to tell him when and where I saw what, when and how much I missed him, wanted to tell him how I searched for him, and wanted to ask him why he was here. She disappeared after the college entrance examination, making herself like a tragic heroine in a dog blood drama.She thought that after seeing her, she would throw herself into his arms without any scruples and make him responsible for her dull youth that was "not much richer than a nun in a monastery".

At this moment, Qing Yuanming just felt that the imaginary self was extremely stupid.

"Well, it's just a...joke...that's..."

Ming, who had always been able to control his brain, forced a polite smile, but some kind of moist liquid oozed from the corners of his eyes.

"Ming..." Mr. Caiqian on the side hesitated for a moment, and handed over two tissues. Ming was just about to reach out to take them, but Caiqian didn't give them to her. Instead, he moved closer and pulled her into his arms.

"There must be quite a few people who handed you tissues over the years, it's more appropriate to use my clothes to wipe your tears."

Ming didn't say anything, although there were still a lot of things in his heart that he wanted to say but couldn't say, he was much calmer now.

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"Dear Ming, I know that my behavior yesterday may have scared you, or it may have made you think that I am no longer the Cai Qianguang you remember. But after reading this text message, you will find that I have indeed changed a lot .

Since I chose the path of music, I have been constantly changing.After a long and dark time, I seem to have no interest in anything else, and feel that everything can be something that hinders my progress.

I lost a lot of things. When I look back, I realize that no matter how high my achievements in this area are, I am not a complete person after all.

I said that my liking for you at that time was just a joke, because I thought it was ridiculous to be so irresponsible.But it is true.To be honest, in the days when I thought you were far away from my life, I also had the idea of ​​finding someone to start a family, so I married music and devoted myself to it.Reuniting with you made all the thoughts I had accumulated burst out, although I think saying such a nasty thing will give you goosebumps.Now I am ready enough to give you a home and make up for what you have lost since birth. I want to turn the 'joke' into a 'fairy tale'. Come back with me, okay?

I have been separated for many years, and I don't know if there is still a possibility with you.I don't know if you are married to □□□, if so, thank you very much for saving me yesterday, and I also apologize for my faux pas. "

When Ming borrowed the letter from Cai Qianguang's assistant, the young man with gentle eyes and quiet eyes stood at the door and did not leave.Until Ming had finished reading the letter, he suddenly said: "Miss Qingyuan, Mr. Caiqian wants me to ask you a question first, and he wants to know immediately.