In your eyes, a sea of ​​stars

As the night fell, the stars dragged out a bright galaxy, and the silver-like light fell on the mountains, covering the silent small village under the night sky.

A little boy was lying on the low roof. He was wearing a well-tailored suit, and the shiny leather soles on his feet were covered with mud. Dirty, but it can still be seen that he is out of place with the village.He secretly ran out to play with his parents behind his back, climbed up the mud wall along the loofah shelf where the bacon was hung in the small courtyard, and then tiptoed to the roof, finally got a little breath, turned over and looked at the sky full of stars.

"So lovely."

He has not seen such a clear night sky for a long, long time in the city he lives in. The stars hanging high in the sky are within reach. He stretched out his round hand to grasp the void, and the stars flicked across. Bright Tail playfully and He said hello, and the little boy exclaimed, "It's a shooting star!"

"Brother, what is a shooting star?"

The sudden sound frightened the little boy's legs and feet, and he almost slipped down from the roof. He hurriedly grabbed the weeds on the eaves below him, and his palms and fingers were covered with mud.He looked in the direction of the voice, and unexpectedly, that sticky, melting voice unexpectedly had a pair of clear eyes.

Behind him were the boundless stars, and in front of him were eyes staring intently at him. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was the sea of ​​stars reflected in his eyes, or his eyes were the sea of ​​stars.

It took him a long time to remember that the one with the muddy face but the bright eyes was the kid next door who chased after him all day and called him brother?

The two children were about the same age, so he didn't think there was anything wrong with calling a kid of the same age a kid.He was born like a little adult, even in a kindergarten in the city, he is the master of the kindergarten. From childhood to adulthood, he must dominate one side.

"Brother, what's your name?" He wasn't angry when he didn't get an answer. He just thought that the little brother in front of him was very good-looking, prettier than everyone in the village, and couldn't help but want to get close to him.

The little boy felt that it was a shame to show timidity in front of a small fan, so he straightened his posture immediately, pretending that I don't want to care about troublesome people, coughed a few times and said, "My name is Tian."

The little fan tilted his head and asked, "Why is it called God?"

The little boy pointed to the North Star and said, "Because sooner or later, I will grow wings and fly to the sky."

The eyes of the little fans were full of admiration, and the sparkling pupils almost suppressed the light of the stars, "It's amazing!" He said sincerely.

The little boy smiled at the admiration of the fans, and asked with the mentality of coming and going: "Then what is your name?" After all, he is a fan who was collected in the field, and he will tell his younger brothers when he returns to the city.

The little fan immediately said: "My name is Di!"

Little boy: "Hahaha, why are you called Di?"

The little fan was very serious, and said word by word: "Because when my brother is tired from flying, he can fall on the ground and rest for a while."

The little boy didn't expect this answer. He always felt that something was about to explode in his heart, and it felt warm to the touch, driving away the chill in his body.After a while, there was whimpering sound from the corner of the wall, a yellow dog poked its head out from the grass, jumped to the side of the little fan and hugged him. Then he turned to the little boy and said, "Brother, where are you from?"

Little boy: "I come from a distant star."

The little fan exclaimed: "Wow! Are the stars beautiful? Will there be many, many stars dancing around you?"

The little boy looked at the jumping light in the little fan's eyes, frowned, and said softly, "It's beautiful. It's very, very beautiful."

"Is that star far away from us?"

"It's not far, it's not far, as long as you catch the wind, you can fly there in the blink of an eye!"

"Brother, if one day you are blown away by the wind, can you take me with you?"

"Okay, okay, the wind will take us away together!"

……

Lin Qin woke up from the cold.

He opened his eyes, and after slowly adapting to the impenetrable darkness of the bedroom, he sat up with his arms propped up.Sure enough, last night must have been a dream. I slipped and fell on the side of the road, crying and chasing the car going away. By the way, I rolled out of the bed and lay under the bed in an extremely twisted posture all night.

Stretching his waist, he heard the unbearable sound coming from his joints, and stumbled to the bathroom to wash up.Lin Qin did not turn on the light, and moved freely in the dark. He skillfully touched the faucet, unscrewed it, flushed his face with cold water, grabbed the balled towel and wiped it all over.Until the coldness washed away the drowsiness and laziness between his brows and eyes, and with a mouth full of mint-flavored toothpaste, he scratched his head and remembered something, and with a toothbrush in his mouth, he accurately avoided the messy boxes and scattered drink bottles, and walked to the dilapidated building. In front of the writing desk, a small dim light was turned on.

The white plaster on the wall has been mottled for a long time, revealing the dark red bricks. Lin Qin spread a large sheet of waterproof cloth on the wall, and pasted a lot of briefings and photos on the cloth. In the middle are two mud monkeys. The little boy grinned while clasping his shoulders, and squatting at his feet was a majestic big yellow dog.Subtle clues are connected by thumbtacks and lines, just like the evidence wall used to lock the suspect in the movie.He picked up a pen that was about to run out of oil, added one day to the number of days displayed on the calendar, and then turned off the light with a bang as if he had completed his mission, and the room suddenly fell into darkness.

Immediately afterwards, Lin Qin scratched his head and turned on the light again. The dilapidated light bulb was overwhelmed and flickered twice in protest. Lin Qin rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find a red pen, and added a heart to the number of days. , and then turned off the light with satisfaction.

He picked up a half-drunk bottle of mineral water, drank it down in one gulp, and threw the bottle away in the dark without blinking. The water bottle was snugly stuck in the gap of the plastic bottles piled up on the side of the wall. , happened to stabilize the crumbling momentum.

After a while, there was a light knock on the door, and someone paused outside for a moment before asking in a low voice: "Lin Qin? Are you ready? It's time to go to the hospital."

The man's voice was a little cramped, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, but the words contained expectations for the upcoming meeting.As soon as he finished speaking, the door was opened, and the sun that had already been high was shining on a tall figure, making Lin Qin warm in the bear doll costume that the staff of the amusement park often wore.

"Let's go." His voice was muffled, through a layer of heavy clothes, not to mention the sun, even the pervasive wind would never touch his body.

Lin Qin was wearing a heavy doll costume. He walked on the road in an even and stable manner. Apart from attracting a lot of attention, he didn't feel any discomfort. He was used to this. Pretty bear.The people around him followed him step by step, but their words were blocked by the extra bear skin, and Lin Qin didn't respond.

The small courtyard where Lin Qin lives is a wide road. Although it will be occupied by small vendors at night, because the road is already open, the traffic flow is smooth.Today is a working day, the students of the high school next door are in class, and there are few pedestrians on the road.The car they were going to drive to the hospital was parked on the other side of the road, when the man opened the door, Lin Qin asked, "You don't need to go to work?"

The man immediately said: "No, no, dad has already said hello to his colleagues. Your mother is really inseparable from her side. She is coming too. Don't blame her."

Lin Qin's indifferent voice came through the bear hood, and the temperature was not contaminated under the hot sun: "No, you don't have to come, I can go to the hospital by myself."

Father Lin watched Lin Qin sit in, and said, "How can I let you go by yourself, we finally... finally..."

Lin Qin interrupted him impatiently: "Let's go, the doctor is waiting for us."

Father Lin saw that Lin Qin was covering his lap with his hands, looking like he didn't want to talk, he couldn't help letting out a disappointment, and slowly closed the car door.

There were not many cars on the road, and the drive went smoothly all the way to the hospital. Father Lin looked at Lin Qin in the rearview mirror from time to time. The bear's head had barely moved, and it maintained the same posture on the road as it did when it got in the car, like a statue.The fluff on the bear's head looked very warm under the sunlight, which added a bit of warmth to Lin Qin, but the atmosphere in the car was still tense. Father Lin thought for a while and said, "Lin Qin, you are blaming me and your mother?"

Lin Qin didn't speak, and Father Lin continued: "Back then, your mother and I did have a bad time, but we didn't abandon you on purpose. It was you who ran to the yard to play, and was..."

"Stop talking." Lin Qin said, "I don't want to hear it."

When mentioning the past, it was like a knife was stabbed in the heart, and the pain went into the bone seam.

Father Lin sighed inwardly, but he heard Lin Qin say, "I made things difficult for you, didn't I?"

Father Lin hurriedly said: "No, Lin Qin, you will never embarrass us. You are the most important baby for me and your mother."

Lin Qin: "I'm sorry."

Although Lin's father denied it, Lin Qin still felt that he was causing trouble to his parents.He really didn't want to be trouble if he could.

The car stopped slowly, Lin Qin opened the door and walked out.Without waiting for Father Lin, he pressed the elevator alone, recalled that the doctor's information on his mobile phone went up to the thirteenth floor, and pushed open the door of a certain office.The nurse on the side had just sorted out the patient's medical records, and immediately said: "Hey, you, where is your medical record? You can't go in without a queue number."

Father Lin arrived panting, quickly took out the medical records and said, "Sorry, sorry, we have an appointment with the doctor. We are the only ones to see this morning. This is the doctor's signature."

At this moment, Lin Qin had already closed the door, Father Lin dropped his shoulders in frustration, and sat on a chair beside him to breathe.After a while, he took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Lin Qin's mother.

In the office, Lin Qin was sitting opposite the doctor. The doctor was very elegant. I heard that he was over 40 years old, but his appearance had not been sculpted by the years, but his temperament had a calmness that young people did not have.When he saw Lin Qin coming in, he was not in a hurry to talk to him, but continued to slowly flip through the documents in his hand. Lin Qin didn't ask, and he didn't answer. The two sat peacefully, neither disturbing the other.

Half an hour after the doctor finished reading the materials, he put away the materials, folded his hands on the table, and his curled fingers were slender and beautiful.The doctor looked at Lin Qin and asked, "Do I need to lower the temperature?"

Lin Qin: "No need."

The doctor smiled, "Thank you for understanding me. After all, I am old and my physical fitness is far inferior to those of you young people. To be honest, although the summer in Nancheng is terribly hot, I didn't open it all summer when I was at home. Too cold."

Lin Qin: "Yes."

The doctor asked, "Have you still had nightmares recently?"

Lin Qin raised his head, and the thread on Xiong's ears became loose, as if it was about to fall off with a sudden movement.

"It wasn't a nightmare, I didn't have a nightmare, and I wasn't sick." Lin Qin's voice was a little fierce, and he pressed his fingers on the desk, "In your words, I had a bleak childhood, and I don't deny that. And The scene in my dream is the only brilliance of my childhood, please don't insult it as a nightmare."

"Lin Qin, usually we classify nightmares as sleep disorders. When people are haunted by nightmares during sleep, they will panic and even be unable to fall asleep for a long time after waking up. You really don't have the performance in nightmares, but I'm more inclined to turn your obsession with what happened in your dream into an emotion that makes you restless."

Lin Qin sneered: "I'm not fidgety, let alone obsessive. I sleep well and I'm not sick. With all due respect, doctor, I have seen countless well-known psychiatrists before you. They analyzed a bunch of things, and the content was nothing more than my psychological shadow about my childhood."

"Their words are the same, and the medical records they write can almost be copied and reused." Lin Qin sneered, and sneered at the suffering he had suffered in the past six months, "But I didn't. I have nothing to fear, and nothing worth losing."

Lin Qin stood up and said softly: "It seems that you are similar to them. Let's stop here today. A patient like me is not worth wasting your precious time."

"Lin Qin, since you think you are fine, why did you come to see me again today?"

Lin Qin stopped, and the doctor's voice was very gentle, but Lin Qin could clearly hear the trembling when he was pressed against his throat by a sharp gun, he said: "Because you expect to find a solution, such as letting the things in your dreams Make it a reality, like being able to see the people you want to see again."

"Lin Qin, let's make a bet."

The author has something to say:

Because of being too busy with work and sick, I delayed posting until now.

Anyway, this is a sweet story, I hope you like it =v=