don't pass time

My name is Fang Yiyue, the "January" in "A January in the mountains, a thousand years in the world".

I had a master and a senior brother since I was a child, and later I learned that I also have an older brother.

The man who always walks ahead of me is my dream.

He was strong and warm, and he would always hold me in his arms when I had nightmares, but for a long, long, long time until I was desperate, he forgot about me.

But I'm not angry at all, I just feel sad because I made him forget me on purpose, and he really can't remember me anymore.

The three of us lived together on Shangnan Mountain, and the master rarely cared about me. As long as I can remember, it was the elder brother who was leading me to grow up.

My senior brother taught me boxing and kicking skills, formation spells and spells, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and hunting for birds and fish.

When training weapons, my brother always likes to let me use the long sword. He said that it is the most suitable weapon for me, but in fact I like to use the short sword the most.Because he's powerful with the long sword and clean and light with the short sword, it makes me feel like I'm perfectly matched with him and that I'm in control.

Yes, I enjoy it very much, and I am also obsessed with the powerful feeling of having a laid-back face, but everything is under control.

Soaking in my own imagination and being accompanied by my seniors made me feel happy.

All happiness ends at the age of 12.

One day I strayed into the forbidden area of ​​Shangnan Mountain and broke into one of the caves. I saw a transparent coffin inside, and there was a beautiful woman lying in the coffin.Just as I was fascinated by her, she suddenly opened her eyes and looked at me. I was surprised to find that I knew her.

I saw her eyes in the water that night while I was grooming, and her eyes were on my face.

I didn't disturb the master, nor did I go to my brother, although I desperately wanted to tell him all the excitement, touch and fear in my heart.

On the second day, the senior brother went down the mountain.

Back then, the master had another identity. He was the master of Qiushuitai in the human world. He heard that Qiushuitai was very influential in spiritual practice.This year is the autumn event of the spiritual energy world, and he is going to preside over the overall situation. Although he doesn't have to show up, he still has to show up.

I hardly begged for help since I was a child, but after knowing that my brother would appear at the grand event, I begged Master to take me down the mountain.

There I saw a man, they said he was the young master of the Mo family in the spirit world, although the young man hadn't grown yet, I could see that his facial features were almost exactly the same as that of the woman in the cave.

He has the same eyes as mine.

For many years after this, the senior brother seldom went back to Nanshan. He heard from the master that he is the only mirror envoy in the world, and he shoulders a heavy responsibility to protect the spiritual world and protect us at the same time.

I thought that would be great, he is the unique mirror envoy in the world, I am the unique Fang Yiyue in the world, and he is my unique senior brother.

That's great.

For the seven years after the spirit world grand meeting, I stayed in Shangnan Mountain and never left.Sometimes I would sneak to the cave to see the woman, but I never saw her open her eyes again, so I couldn't help but suspect that it was my illusion.

Finally one day, the master caught me coming out of the cave, I was uneasy, but he didn't blame me, he also told me that lying in the coffin was a night monster, and this night monster, is my mother.

I am a child born after my mother died.

Fang is her surname, and January is the name she gave me before she died.

This name was given to me because she had a dream to bring her child and her husband to live together on a mountain where no one can find it. In this way, we lived on the mountain for a month, and we are already in each other’s hearts and in the world. thousands of years.

But she didn't have this chance.

She died a terrible death while still pregnant.

So I am a child born with blood, and my birth is not suitable for this world.

"Who is the father?" I asked.

The master said, "It's the brother who is the master."

"Does the name belong to me alone?" I asked Master.

Master shook his head.

I asked again, "Does brother know about this?"

Master shook his head again.

This day is my 19th birthday, but my brother is not on the mountain, maybe in some gentle village, I guess.

It was also that day that a mirage I raised got lost.

The next day I went down the mountain and went to the Valley of the Dead. The master said that I would have a chance to find a way to revive my mother there. It's not that my mother died, she just couldn't wake up.

The people in Minggu didn't know that I was the son of the saint, they only thought that I was the illegitimate child of some unruly night demon who was born outside.I never defended myself, but those who spoke of me behind their backs all died in my hands. I was afraid that my dagger would be dirty, so I didn't use weapons when I did these things.

Later, I stood in a seat where one person was under one person and over ten thousand people, and I was greeted by a man named Mo Yu who had the same eyes as mine.

He crawled out from the pile of dead people, I can smell that smell, and I also know that my brother also has that smell.

Master asked him to kill Mo Yu, but he didn't.

I know everything, and I also know that if he kills Mo Yu, I will be next.

In the battle of Yanshui, he beheaded half of the enemies by himself. Our enemies are not his.

The hands holding the demon-slaying knife were covered with blood. The master said that he was going to a place of eternal doom, because he used to be the guardian of the spiritual energy world, so after he turned his back, he would be more vulnerable to all kinds of evil than a natural villain. People's scolding is also more likely to be punished by heaven.

I asked, "Then what if I should bear the burden?"

He fulfilled me.

Brother said goodbye to Mo Yu at the edge of Yanshui, in fact I was right beside them, but they didn't see it.He sank into the water to wash away the injustice, I thought it was funny, he made the injustice and purified the injustice at the same time, I thought he was very tired and I could do something.

Since he wants to be a good person, leave the evil to me.

Mo Yu returned to Minggu and summoned me, I know he already knows who I am.

Brother.

He is going to Nanshan for his senior brother. What he doesn't know is that I will follow him to Nanshan as well.We are for the same purpose, but I know his, but he doesn't know mine.

Maybe I can get my brother back if I go.

This thought is the first and last time I am innocent in my life.

In the end, he did not go to Shangnan Mountain, but erected a barrier in Yanshui, and then died on the top of Kunlun Mountain, where I heard that he and I were born.

It was only after a thousand years that I knew the reason for all this, and it was only after a thousand years that I knew why my mother had to die, and why my brother and I were so out of tune with this world.

Because my mother's husband, our father, is the God of Kunlun Mountain, a god who will only show his trace once in thousands of years.

And God cannot tolerate the defilement of a witch.

Then, I secretly retrieved my brother's body.

Then I became the loneliest person in the world, and then I was locked up with spiritual power by a mortal named Dongfang Ke, and fell into a deep sleep for thousands of years.

Then I woke up and lived in my elder brother's body. The cave seemed to be only one month. A thousand years have really passed in this world. Lu Zhuoying after a thousand years, he doesn't know me.

He remembers everything from his previous life, but he doesn't recognize me.

He didn't recognize Fang Yiyue.

He only remembered that this body belonged to a person named Mo Yu, and he completely forgot that there was once another person in this world, no, there was another half-demon who also had such eyes.

What can I complain about, this is my wish.

We actually bid farewell by Yanshui again, he liked my brother more than me, I always knew that.In fact, I'm not angry at all, I just want his gaze too.

But all his eyes were on his brother.

Love is not right, hate is not right, before it dissipates, I think, what I am nostalgic for has always been the warm embrace after having a nightmare when I was a child.

But what does it matter, I have been in debt to him, which is something my brother has never done.

He is the unique mirror envoy in the world, I am the unique Fang Yiyue in the world, and he is my unique senior brother.

None of these brothers have ever owned them, so I can't take away what he has.

Then forget about it from today.

Because there will never be a mirror envoy in the world, and there will be no Fang Yiyue in the world.

My name is Fang Yiyue, the "January" in "A January in the mountains, a thousand years in the world".

This is the name my mother left behind before she saw me and my brother, because she once had a dream that she lived with her husband and children in a certain mountain that no one could find, and they lived every day. The month we stayed together has been thousands of years in each other's hearts and in the mortal world.

The author has something to say:

It's over, thank you for being here.

The extra episode is for my favorite Fang Yiyue. It is now 7:17 on July 0th. I just finished modifying the last word without feeling sleepy, and went to sleep after setting the publication time.May everyone be happy!