don't pass time

Yan Lang was kicked out of the kitchen by Lu Yuan.

His wound was not caused by an ordinary weapon, and the person who injured him was not weak in spirit. Even though he was naturally strong as a hunter, the wound was still difficult to heal, and it was still oozing blood from time to time after a week.Lu Yuan, who had almost recovered, looked a little anxious, but he didn't show it, and just silently took care of all the housework.Yan Lang knew what he was thinking, turned around and left the kitchen in a calm manner, and said flatly: "His injury is not much better."

Turning his back on Lu Yuan, he thought to himself, if it wasn't because the Demon Slayer Knife was not in his hand, he wouldn't have been hurt by the thing wearing Mo Yu's skin, and he didn't know if he was a human or a ghost, a demon or a demon.

Hearing Yan Lang's words, for some reason, Lu Yuan's mind flashed the long-haired man he saw on the road that day, and then remembered the day when he came back and saw Yan Lang's face scratched, and he was so lost.

Soup was stewing on the fire, and all the dishes to be prepared were prepared in advance. Lu Yuan leaned against the kitchen door and saw Yan Lang sitting cross-legged on the ground with his back against the coffee table, holding a book in his hand.It was an extremely relaxed posture, and it was completely different from when he first met him. This difference was not because Yan Lang was on guard before, he was too powerful, and he didn't need to be on guard at all, but because Yan Lang appeared at this moment. A gesture that you only have at home—no gesture at all.

He hesitated for a moment, walked over and sat down in front of Yan Lang.

Yan Lang didn't move, he was still flipping through the book in his hand, waited for a while to catch a glimpse of the opposite person motionless like a statue, then looked up at him suspiciously, and bumped into a pair of bright eyes.

Lu Yuan had been watching him just now, and Yan Lang felt a little hot with this recognition.

"What's wrong?" His voice couldn't help being soft and low.

"Teacher, your injury." Lu Yuan paused, as if he was thinking about how to express himself, "The time your face was cut, did someone come to your house?"

Yan Lang has been an old fox for a long time, and upon hearing this, he only looked on as usual and did not express himself, but Lu Yuan caught a glimpse of his hand holding the book slightly tightened, and then relaxed back, thinking, yes.He looked at Yan Lang seriously, with the expression of waiting for an answer, Yan Lang opened and closed his lips, and pondered for a while: "There is still soup on the fire."

Lu Yuan's eyes darkened when he heard this irrelevant answer, he staggered his gaze, and lowered his head slightly.

Sometimes you are willing to share the burden for others, but it depends on whether you have the qualifications. Probably, maybe I am not the one who can stand beside him.This feeling of not being needed by someone you need.

Lu Yuan felt that he could almost hear the sound of his heart sinking. He restrained his expression, said "um", stood up and walked towards the direction where Yan Lang's back was turned.Yan Lang turned his head to look at his back as he was walking towards the kitchen, and blurted out, "I'll tell you after dinner."

Lu Yuan turned around and looked at him in surprise, he smiled: "I'm hungry."

Normally, the two of them would go out for a walk to eliminate food, but today Lu Yuan sat down opposite Yan Lang as soon as the kitchen was cleaned up.The two people sat in exactly the same position as when Lu Yuan first came to Yan Lang's house.

After being silent for a while, Yan Lang said: "Actually, I don't know that person. I probably offended someone or beheaded some monster in some life. In this life, I came to seek revenge. The two who tempted Xu Yao The demon might be with him, he was the one who tripped me up when you had an accident that day."

"The day your face was injured, and after that," Lu Yuan searched for words, and finally said bluntly, "The state is very abnormal."

Yan Lang closed his eyes and rubbed the space between his eyebrows with the back of his hand, knowing that he couldn't hide it from him.

He has an extremely decisive temperament, no matter how gentle he is in this life, and he has killed too many evil things, the hostility in his bones cannot be removed. Even if Lu Yuan can't see anything, at least he understands that his mind is as firm as his, You won't lose your sense of proportion when you meet a little demon looking for revenge, and disappear for two days.

When he opened his eyes again, Yan Lang seemed much calmer, and he simply smiled with a frank attitude: "In my first life, I had a few close friends around me, and one of them died at a young age because of an accident. I don’t know where that person learned about this, but he changed his appearance to trouble me. In other words, there are always many people and monsters who trouble me, and there are many things that want to eat you. Maybe there are some Creatures in the dark world want to kill me, but also want to eat you. It just so happens that we live together, and we just pack it up, buy one get one free haha."

What kind of physique is this person, and he still remembers things from his first life?Lu Yuan was terrified, he didn't care about his not-so-funny joke at all, and he had a more pressing question in front of him, so he tried to be calm: "Is that friend called Zhizhi?"

Yan Lang had done mental training before, so when he heard the name, he suppressed his emotions more easily than usual, and just nodded: "His name is Mo Yu, and the name is from the letter."

Sure enough, Lu Yuan clenched his fists.

"His influence on you seems a little unusual?"

He regretted it as soon as he said it, no matter how he heard it, he felt that he was offending other people's private territory, but he was a little unwilling, as if there was a voice in his heart saying, I must get the answer.

Yan Lang smiled and shook his head, not knowing what he was denying: "In the first life, I was a bit miserable, and there were only a few people who were good to me. He was almost grown up by me, and I always regarded him as a My brother. To me, he is very important."

"Is it more important than me?" Lu Yuan blurted out, and then shut his mouth in embarrassment as if biting his own tongue, with a hard heart, feeling that he shouldn't have said everything today.

Yan Lang was stunned when he heard the words, Lu Yuan looked at his expression, ignored the disappointment that was getting heavier in his heart, and smiled embarrassingly: "I'll just ask casually, just kidding."

"No, it's not the same." Yan Lang answered irrelevantly. Of course, he didn't lie. When Mo Yu was still alive, he really treated him as his own brother, and Lu Yuan...

Lu Yuan thought about it a few times, and then asked in a joking tone: "Why do you still remember things from your previous life? How many years have you lived? Are you an old monster?"

Yan Lang looked a little dazed, and when Lu Yuan changed the subject, he chuckled and said, "I'll be 28 this autumn, and I don't think I'm too old. But I hold the Demon Slayer Saber in my hand, and as long as my soul is immortal, I will continue to bear the burden." It is the responsibility that has been carried from the first life."

"Other hunters are like you?" Lu Yuan was a little surprised.

Yan Lang chuckled: "Of course not. Those who enter reincarnation must drink Mengpo soup. It's very rare."

Lu Yuan felt that he still had a lot to ask, but he couldn't grasp the clue, so he didn't know where to start. He just felt lost from head to toe, and his whole body was dragged down.After a long time, he still plucked up the courage to ask: "Have you and I met in the previous life?"

Here comes, Yan Lang's fingers trembled slightly and violently in a place that Lu Yuan could not see, the wind raised the curtains, the already fading sky became brighter and darker, ambiguous and mottled, and the cicadas that had stopped occasionally squeaked a few times , sounds far away.Yan Lang's voice remained steady: "I've never met you before, this is the first life I've known you."

At that moment, Lu Yuan finally saw clearly the disappointment and unwillingness in his heart, but there was nothing he could do.

"Then why are you being so nice to me?" The words were choked in his chest but he couldn't speak out. Lu Yuan finally found a tactful way to ask: "Am I similar to him?"

Yan Lang shook his head: "It's completely different."

After the silence, Lu Yuan stood up: "It's so hot, I'll take a shower first."

After he finished speaking, he stepped out in a hurry, as if he wanted to escape from the space surrounded by bookshelves, which became a little cramped and depressing at the moment.Just after taking two steps, Yan Lang's voice came from behind, clear and firm: "It's different."

Lu Yuan looked back at him, and heard him continue to say: "He is indeed a very important person to me. He died for me back then. It has been almost 1000 years, and I have always kept it in my heart. But you are different. This is our first life."

Lu Yuan didn't know what he wanted to emphasize, but he replied with some sarcasm in his heart: Yes, yes, it's different, he has a deep relationship with you, and I'm just an accidental burden of your life, and I will leave sooner or later.

Thinking of this, Lu Yuan couldn't help laughing at himself: "So?"

Yan Lang closed his eyes, thinking that Lu Yuan drank Qianye's medicine. In a short period of time, maybe in this life, he would not remember the past. There is enough time for him to find a way to completely erase the past. It's a good opportunity to start over.

He made up his mind, got up and walked in front of Lu Yuan, looked at him very seriously, and said with some imperceptible sadness in his voice: "I'm sorry for him, but he is him, and you are you. You are also very important to me Important people, these are two different kinds of importance.”

He slowly stretched out his hand and caressed Lu Yuan's cheek. Lu Yuan felt that he should avoid it, but he couldn't move.Yan Lang's voice is very soft, but he feels that every word is like thunder in his ears: "I take care of you not only because of responsibility, but also because you are the person I want to have."

The world is silent, the sky is dim, and tired birds have no nest to return to.

"Do you understand? I have not only feelings for you, but also desires."

Lu Yuan looked at him in disbelief, Yan Lang put down his hands and took a step back.

"You must feel disgusted to hear this. I am your teacher, or your distant cousin. The point is, I am still a man." He smiled wryly, "I am not a coy person, but this I don’t dare to say anything about it. I finally said it today, and I am relieved. Of course, you can pretend that you have never heard me. If you really feel uncomfortable, you can move out. I will continue to protect you, but not will appear in front of you to annoy you."

Yan Lang Xuxu's voice was a little vague in Lu Yuan's ears, and he thought confusedly: Is what Xu Yao said true?Is he saying he likes me?But why me?Isn't it the same person that lives in his heart?What good am I?

Seeing Lu Yuan's preoccupation, Yan Lang stopped talking, as if he was afraid that he would get bored, and took another step back.

He didn't lie. In the first life, he thought that he only had confidant feelings for Mo Yu, but later, later, he recognized the feelings that he didn't recognize before in the long millennium.This feeling slowly surfaced after living with Lu Yuan, and finally overflowed at this moment in a slow and irreversible manner.

put all one's eggs in one basket.

Yan Lang took a deep breath, turned and left, and after taking a few steps, Lu Yuan suddenly called out to him: "Teacher!"

He paused, didn't look back, but said calmly: "I know you are soft-hearted, don't worry about me, I'm a big man, and I won't do anything just because you don't like me. You will meet a girl you like in the future, I don't want to be your bondage."

He didn't stop after he finished speaking, and he had already walked to the door of the room in a blink of an eye, only to hear Lu Yuan say in a low voice behind him: "There won't be such a girl."

He turned around to look at him, Lu Yuan was still standing where he was just now, with a bookshelf between them.Lu Yuan felt that Yan Lang seemed to be smiling.

With a soft bang, the bedroom door closed, and my heart sank to the bottom of the sea, almost unable to breathe.