[Comprehensive] The correct posture of fooling the savior

When Harry worked so hard to untie his godfather's Silent Charm, Binding Curse, and Mandatory Animagus Curse, and cut off the tight ropes that bound him, he could finally say goodbye to his godfather , what won was the wailing of his godfather.

He was crying so sadly, like a child crying unscrupulously; and it seemed that his heart was full of unspeakable pain and entanglement, and he was desperately venting it.

Harry patted his godfather's back lightly, and the anger gathered and gathered as Sirius cried, licking his internal organs and rushing straight to the sky.

When Sirius finally stopped his tears slightly, Harry hurriedly asked, "Sirius, is anyone torturing you? Who is it? Is it Narcissa Malfoy?"

Sirius stared at him with teary eyes, and seemed to want to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything.He picked a topic sullenly and said, "No, Narcissa is taking good care of me. She is my cousin after all."

Harry frowned and said seriously to his godfather, "If something hadn't happened, why are you crying like this? I've never seen you cry so hard! Sirius, be honest with me please Okay? I will definitely help you get revenge—"

"Harry," interrupted Sirius, "you...how did you get here?"

"I left the scope of the Hogwarts anti-apparition spell, went to a corner of Hogsmeade, and directly apparated here," Harry said in a nonchalant tone. "Whew, it's very easy."

"Harry," this handsome man who was tortured by Azkaban for half his life but still looked very handsome stared at his godson, "then you can go back now, I can go with you, you shouldn't leave me alone." Here, we can always find a way to leave together."

"Ah..." Harry was a little surprised by Sirius' words, and he said awkwardly, "It's not..."

Under the gaze of Sirius, Harry couldn't express those secret thoughts and surging emotions.

For a while there was an eerie silence in the room.There seemed to be some flame in Sirius' eyes, and the flame grew bigger and bigger as time passed, until it was so obvious that it was directly in front of his eyes.

Sirius finally opened his mouth. Contrary to the burning anger in his eyes, his tone was suppressed and dignified: "Harry, if I heard correctly, you promise that you are willing to take the initiative to stay by the Dark Lord's side?"

Facing such stares and questioning, Harry could hardly answer "yes".

——But he always has to face all these, to face his relatives.

Harry secretly encouraged himself, and said, "Yes."

Sirius' eyes slowly became calm under Harry's forced calm attitude, he looked at the outline that was almost exactly the same as James with a little sadness, and said solemnly: "Harry, you know you are Do what? Do you understand what you chose?"

Harry looked directly at his godfather and nodded earnestly, "I see."

"Do you really understand?" Sirius yelled suddenly, and he could almost hear the rage surging and colliding, "No! You don't know! You are so young, what do you understand! What do you think this is? Play house? This is the Dark Lord, the Mysterious Man, You-Know-Who whom people dare not even mention their names! So many people died under his hands more than ten years ago!

The man who had been struggling for half his life was almost shouting at the top of his lungs: "The most important thing is that he killed your parents, your parents! Li, Li! Zhan, Mu, S!"

"I know, I know," Harry raised his voice too, tears welling up in his emerald eyes, "but!"

Harry paused, his voice involuntarily lowered, choked with sobs: "But...but you are more important..."

He stepped forward to hug his godfather and comforted the irritable man: "Sirius, you are more important. To me, you are even more important than my parents. I have lost so much. I have never I have never enjoyed the warmth of a family for even a moment, until I met you. I cannot bear the pain of losing you, and I am willing to give up everything for you..."

Sirius hugged his godson back, tears welling up again.

Harry said he had lost so much that he couldn't bear to lose him; and why didn't he?

At the age of 16, he ran away from home, and his parents, who had not completely given up on him even after entering Gryffindor, finally despaired of him and removed him from the family tree.At that time, he was unscrupulous and rebellious, thinking that he was pursuing free will.

However, how much misfortune did a teenager's rebellion bring to the family?His younger brother Regulus had to join the Death Eaters before he graduated. He was only 16 years old at the time, and he had to face the killing, torture, and death that Death Eaters often did.During those days in the Azkaban cage, all the pain and guilt rolled in the darkness, and he could always see his younger brother's immature but desperate face in his dreams at midnight.

Not long after Regulus died, his parents also passed away in despair. When they met again, only the sharp, mean, and crazy portrait of his mother was left, which was completely different from the noble and indifferent woman in his memory. , he couldn't even have a proper conversation with his mother's portrait, and what he received was always only insults and curses.

He has lost almost everything, and he will watch his younger brother disappear quietly with adoring eyes. The parents who once loved him so much died of illness at home with great disappointment in him, and will leave all the inheritance to himself, support His uncle has long passed away, and he is the only one left in the entire Black family. The robbery group of four is torn apart, and his best friend James Potter died because of his arrogance and negligence...

He's always doing wrong, whether it's about his family, or his friends.When he finally learned that James died because of Peter Wormtail's betrayal, for a moment he wanted to die himself.Really, everything worthy of nostalgia is gone, why is he still alive?

At that time, the flame of vengeance was the only force that supported him to live. He desperately chased and killed Wormtail Peter, and finally drove him to death in the street.At the moment when he thought his revenge was successful, his heart was extremely empty.

What is he doing alive?What else is worth living for?

So he faced Auror's pursuit without resistance, so he faced Azkaban's trial without fear.

He paid such a high price for his youth and recklessness, he really should atone for his family, for his friends, for everything he has hurt.

However, he was wrong again.

When he found out that Peter Wormtail was still alive, hatred almost raged in his heart.He breaks out for revenge, and then he discovers what he missed—

His godson Harry, who should have been responsible for killing James and Lily, was completely forgotten by him!

He thought that Harry could spend his life happily without the company of the godfather who killed his parents. After all, he had the reputation of killing the Dark Lord and was protected by Professor Dumbledore, and the Dark Lord is already dead, then even if Harry's parents pass away, he can have a peaceful and happy life;

As a result, as a result, what he saw!

What he saw was that Harry lived in a Muggle family, and his uncle and aunt abused him and ignored him since he was a child; The real Regulus was much younger—he had faced the threat of the Dark Lord countless times, and there were always various life and death crises around him.

And at those times, the godfather who was supposed to be by Harry's side and make up for his happy childhood didn't know anything about it!

Even, at a time like this, it was actually his godson who came to the Death Eater Manor on his own initiative...

Sirius strangled Harry tightly, almost strangling him to death in his arms: "Harry, I failed to protect you...again..."

"Godfather..." Harry also hugged his godfather tightly, "I've grown up, it's not your fault, I came here voluntarily."

Harry put his head on his godfather's shoulder and said, "I've been through so much, I faced the Dark Lord head-on in first year, I defeated the Basilisk in second year, I fought off so many dementors in third year Strange, when I was in the fourth grade, I went through the fire dragon and the maze, and won the championship medal of the Triwizard Cup. I watched the resurrection of the Dark Lord with my own eyes, and I saw the Order of the Phoenix with my own eyes. I am not a child anymore. My experience is far more than this Most adults in the world are rich."

Harry let go of his godfather, looked Sirius straight in the eyes, and said to his godfather in his most sincere voice, "Trust me, I know what I'm doing, okay?"

Sirius was in a trance for a moment, and Harry's silhouette and James' silhouette crossed for a split second.Old scenes came to mind one by one: he met James on the train back then, hit it off right away, he even hesitated when asked by the Sorting Hat for this friend, and finally entered Gryffindor; The happy time when he was carefree and domineering; the earth-shattering when he learned that James died; the anger when chasing and killing Wormtail Peter; the guilt when facing his godson Harry who was forgotten by him at the time; facing Harry The sweetness of the amazing treasured moment; all the wonderful, happy times spent with Harry...  

The Dark Lord killed Lily and James?

In his heart, it was actually his arrogance and arrogance that killed James. He was the one who proposed to change the secret keeper. He was the one who didn't notice the change in Wormtail. No relatives accompanied him through his childhood.

What is gone is gone, what is still alive stands before my eyes.

Harry is still young, he is still young, Harry...Harry came here on his own initiative because of himself.

"Harry...you are my

The author has something to say: dearest relative...", Sirius closed his eyes, "I will always stand behind you.I will always fight for you..."

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dark little theater

Inside the room, Harry talks to his godfather.

Outside the room, the peeping Dark Lord withdrew his magic, feeling satisfied.

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Note: Here is an interpretation of Sirius entering Azkaban without any resistance, and giving up raising his godson. Before that, I couldn’t understand Sirius giving up Harry and entering Azkaban. Later, I felt that he should think Harry If Li leaves him, he will live like a little prince under the protection of Old Deng. After all, he still has the aura of the boy who survived the catastrophe. After escaping from prison, he finds out that Harry is living a miserable life...