Ding Cheng really couldn't answer this question, but he could empathize with Qi Ling.

He also lost his mother when he was young. When he saw other mothers joking and playing with their children, even he couldn't help being envious, and couldn't help thinking that if his|mother was there, he wouldn't treat him like this.

"Qi Ling..." Ding Cheng called softly, he held Qi Ling's hand tightly, looked around again, and then continued, "I think my mother has tried her best, she and my mother, they are together in the sky Look at us."

In Cheng Susu's original intention, she absolutely didn't want Qi Ling to leave any shadow of embarrassment, but for Qi Ling, it was not so easy to do.

"I know..." Qi Ling replied in a low voice. In fact, he also thought that he had put it down a long time ago, but he didn't want these old things to completely evoke those feelings that he had gradually forgotten tonight.

They didn't speak any more, and walked slowly back to their home like this.

Under the light, Ding Cheng looked at the person again, and it seemed that Qi Ling had recovered.

"I'm going to take a shower first." Qi Ling rubbed Ding Cheng's hair. He took his clothes and went into the bathroom, while Ding Cheng stroked his chin thoughtfully.

Qi Ling came out of the shower, but Ding Cheng didn't change into his pajamas, but put something in his backpack and put it on his back. He walked over and took Qi Ling's coat, "You accompany me Go somewhere."

Qi Ling glanced at Ding Cheng, not knowing why, but he still nodded, changed his clothes, and then they went downstairs, and then out of the house, around the back door, Ding Cheng led Qi Ling to the small forest behind Ding's house go.

Ding Cheng held up the flashlight, and held Qi Ling's hand tightly at the same time. They were silent all the way, and no one spoke.

Keep walking, keep walking, until Qi Ling noticed something strange, he asked softly, "Aren't you there yet?"

As far as he knows, the woods behind Ding's house are not that big, but he has already been dragged a little tired...

"No," Ding Cheng replied, and then pulled Qi Ling to continue walking. At the same time, he also turned off the flashlight. In the summer night sky, the moon hangs high, and the moonlight and stars are falling. I can go.

Qi Ling didn't ask Ding Cheng again where they were going, they kept walking for about four or five hours, Qi Ling finally stopped Ding Cheng, he hugged him, "Thank you, That's enough, let's go back."

He couldn't vent it, Ding Cheng seemed to help him vent it in this way, he was indeed feeling much better than before, but going on like this was actually quite irritating.

"Then, I won't leave after walking for a while."

Ding Cheng hugged Qi Ling back, muttered something, then he took Qi Ling's hand and took him to a wooden house in the middle of the woods. After growing up, there are not many people who love to come.

Ding Cheng was very clear about the layout of the house. He found a stump of candle, then took out a lighter from his bag, and lit the candle. He glanced at Qi Ling and wiped the sweat from his forehead and the fallen leaves on his shoulders.

Qi Ling's perception of time was a bit off because of something on his mind. In fact, they had been walking in circles for almost six hours, from seven o'clock to one o'clock in the morning, and the physical exertion was quite heavy.

"I'm going back to sleep. You can continue walking if you want to, but don't go too far, okay?" Ding Cheng pressed Qi Ling's shoulders and let him sit on the small stool. After tidying up the rocking chair, he planned to leave.

He thought that Qi Ling might want to be alone, this place is better than his study alone.

This grove is very safe, he took Qi Ling for so long, they basically visited every place, no matter how absent-minded Qi Ling is, he won't fall or other things.

Qi Ling looked at Ding Cheng, and when Ding Cheng's hand was about to leave, he gently pulled him back, and then pulled him back forcefully, then he hugged Ding Cheng's waist tightly, "Chengcheng, don't go... …stay."

And he didn't want to be left alone, by Ding Cheng.

Hearing this, Ding Cheng didn't say he wanted to leave again. He gently rubbed Qi Ling's hair, stroking it a little, trying to make Qi Ling feel comfortable. He didn't even ask Qi Ling to talk to him. He just stood like this and let Qi Ling lean on .

About half an hour later, Qi Ling let go. He got up and sat on the recliner, and let Ding Cheng sit on it too. He hugged him, pulled the blanket that Ding Cheng brought to cover him, and lay down again. They still didn't talk, but they didn't sleep either.

Ding Cheng was concentrating on being with others, while Qi Ling was sorting out his thoughts.

In fact, he was not sad for a long time, even more clearly than at any time in the past. He tried to recall the details of his relationship with Cheng Susu when he was seven years old in his mind, details that he had never noticed before.

During the period before Cheng Susu committed suicide, she was actually living a normal life, even better than before. She planned some future things for him, prepared things for Ding Cheng who was not yet born, and even said that she would continue to study. .

"A Ling, Mom will start over with you. We don't want those from the Cheng family, those from the Cheng family. Mom will try my best to give you the best, okay?" What Ling said.

Qi Ling agreed and believed it. When he was trying to grow up and protect Cheng Susu, she committed suicide in the bathtub in their bedroom. The bright red blood soaked the water in the bathtub, tick tock... that sound like a nightmare .

Sweat broke out on Qi Ling's forehead. Thinking about it, it was still very difficult for him. His hands unconsciously tightened slightly, and he hugged Ding Cheng even tighter. Ding Cheng felt that he still didn't move.

This may be the heart that Qi Ling has to go through. Only when he really walks out, can Qi Ling completely get rid of the shackles in his heart, and he can really let him feel at ease.

"Huh, huh..." Qi Ling's breathing became a little quick |, he sat up holding Ding Cheng, and then coughed heart-piercingly, "cough cough cough... vomit..."

After another moment, he retched directly, which startled Ding Cheng.

"Qi Ling, Qi Ling, don't think about it, I'm here, Qi Ling, I'm here with you," Ding Cheng patted Qi Ling's back, then lowered his head, wanting to take a look at Qi Ling's face His face was still unclear.

"Chengcheng..." Qi Ling yelled, and he raised his head, his face was terribly pale, as if he had been fished out of the water.

"I'm here." Ding Cheng felt extremely distressed. He half squatted in front of Qi Ling, and then gently hugged him, "Qi Ling, I'm here, I didn't leave."

"Someone killed her!" Qi Ling's voice was low, hoarse and unpleasant, but he was basically certain in his heart.He clearly recalled all the details in the bathroom in his mind, even including the details of Cheng Susu's expression.

These are the things that Qi Ling couldn't think of in the past no matter what, even when Jiang Ziyun asked someone to help him, he couldn't think of it, but at this moment, he couldn't remember it at all.

Cheng Susu didn't commit suicide, but was murdered, someone took her away from him.Then she pretended to commit suicide, and let him discover the death of his biological mother when he was young.

"I smelled something different from the perfume. She was very scared, very scared..." Qi Ling said, his forehead hair was completely soaked with sweat, his body stiffened uncontrollably, and trembling uncontrollably.

It seemed that he was also pressed in the water, unable to breathe, and extremely uncomfortable.

"Qi Ling, Qi Ling, can you see me? I'm Ding Cheng, I'm your Cheng Cheng," Ding Cheng wiped Qi Ling's sweat, and then gently shook him, Qi Ling's state was very wrong, It almost made him helpless.

However, Qi Ling seemed unable to hear Ding Cheng's words, he growled, "Qi family, Cheng family, they can't escape!"

Even if they didn't participate, they still knew part of the truth. Cheng Susu's death was so strange, but they used a postpartum depression suicide to cover it up.In their hearts, they probably all wanted Cheng Susu to die, and they all regarded her birth as a shame.

"Hahaha..." Qi Ling suddenly laughed loudly, coughing and retching seemed even more abnormal than before, but this was some venting and reaction after the accumulation of emotions to the extreme.

"Qi Ling, are you okay?" Ding Cheng put Qi Ling's hands on his ears and covered his ears, then tightened his body and hugged Qi Ling tightly, feeling distressed, worried, and afraid.

Qi Ling's crazy and ruthless eyes suddenly lowered, and he looked at Ding Cheng. The haze suddenly dissipated a little, and he asked softly, "Chengcheng, do you mind? I am not the head of the Qi family, not Qi Ming." President..."

"Huh?" Ding Cheng was puzzled for a moment, and then he realized what Qi Ling asked him, and he sat up angrily, "Qi Ling, do you think I would mind?"

When Ding Cheng was asked such a question, he felt angry, no, very angry.

He put his hand on Qi Ling's shoulder, looked into Qi Ling's eyes by the light of the candle that was about to be extinguished, he felt that all the efforts he had made after he came back were gone tonight, and Qi Ling had returned to his original state Qi Ling.

"Qi Ling, it doesn't matter if you don't believe me, it doesn't even matter if you don't love me, but you have to remember that you are yourself, you live a good life, live a happy life, everything else is not that important to you or me .”

No matter whether Qi Bai or Wang Dan wants to plot something, if Qi Ling doesn't accompany them, it's useless for them to think about it.On the contrary, the more Qi Ling wants to investigate, the more likely he will be dragged into the quagmire by those vicious people.

This was the last thing Ding Cheng wanted to see, and it was what he was always worried about.

"You are the jade in the sky, they are the mud and stones in the ground, they have no right to touch you at all!"

Ding Cheng spoke very seriously and was very angry. He didn't like to see Qi Ling like this, Qi Ling who was trapped by those inexplicable shadows and couldn't be happy.But even so, he still won't leave, he would wait before, but now he will accompany.

"I tell you, I don't mind! Qi Ling, did you hear me?"

Ding Cheng let go of Qi Ling's shoulder and asked again, then he stood up slowly, he was so angry that he almost wanted to beat up the person in front of him, and even wanted to beat up all the members of the Qi family and the Cheng family.

The evil results of the previous generation have already harmed Cheng Susu, and now they are going to harm his Qi Ling!

Qi Ling was shocked again and again by Ding Cheng's words, he leaned forward slightly, took Ding Cheng's hand, and pulled him back a little, he didn't like the distance between Ding Cheng and him.

Pulling it back was not enough, he slowly hugged Ding Cheng who was still angry again, he frowned slightly, "Chengcheng, are you angry with me?"

There is no doubt that Ding Cheng was angry, Qi Ling settled his emotions for a moment, and he said again, "I am not, you are..."

He is not a gem, Ding Cheng is, but he who is loved by Ding Cheng is not qualified for their "collision".But what overwhelmed those angry emotions at this moment was that he was more worried about Ding Cheng and him being angry.

Qi Ling paused, and then said again, "I'll listen to you."

He will burn everything because of Ding Cheng, but it is still necessary to remove all these mud and rocks.

"Well," Ding Cheng nodded. He didn't know why he got so angry. He raised his hand and hugged Qi Ling. After thinking about it, he kissed Qi Ling's lips again. His anger dissipated. Go, and turn into distressed again.

"I'm not angry anymore...but are you really healed?" Ding Cheng didn't just talk about him in front of him, but also Qi Ling's heart disease. Are those really healed?

Now he can be stimulated by these old things, and he may be stimulated by similar things in the future.

"I don't know," Qi Ling shook his head lightly. He hugged Ding Cheng tightly, feeling that those piercing chills had gone away from him a little, and he whispered, "For a while, I really need Cheng Cheng to take care of him." I'm..."

The ruthlessness and determination in his eyes flickered, and soon disappeared without a trace.

"Qi Ling, this is my honor, I am willing to support you for the rest of my life..."

Ding Cheng didn't understand the decision behind Qi Ling's words, but his words were not meant to please Qi Ling.From the moment he saw Qi Ling again, everything about him belonged to Qi Ling, and he decided to love Qi Ling with all his might.

Qi Ling hugged Ding Cheng, they slowly lay back on the couch, and continued to wrap themselves in blankets.

Qi Ling patted Ding Cheng's back lightly, and he had already patted the remaining anger and worry to sleep, and he also sorted out everything that needed to be sorted out.

In the previous life, he realized that these things would only be more crazy and decisive. Now he is also more crazy and decisive, but the direction is completely different. He wants to destroy them, but he wants to preserve himself better.

He has already made Ding Cheng sad in the previous life, and he must not let the person in his arms suffer again.

It was dawn, and Qi Ling stayed up all night, but his mental state was unprecedentedly good, all those details were not sorted out, and after venting his emotions, his thoughts were unprecedentedly clear and clear.

He is the same as before, and he seems to be completely different from the past.The invisible shackles that once entangled him also appeared one by one, and now he only needs to raise his "knife" and cut them all off.

This night, a certain transformation occurred in Qi Ling's body, a transformation that he could really detect himself.

"Chengcheng, let's go back to sleep." Qi Ling gently rubbed Ding Cheng's hair, but turned to carry him on his back. Ding Cheng rubbed against him, and was carried for a long time in the state of being on the verge of waking up. , he finally figured out why he was being carried away by Qi Ling.

"Do you want me to carry you..." Ding Cheng mumbled and asked, he had never slept, but Qi Ling had been dragged by him for so long on foot like a madman, and it seemed that he hadn't slept, and now he carried him on his back , This physical strength should be in the end.

"No need," Qi Ling replied, taking a shortcut to Ding's house first, and then carrying Ding Cheng back to the new Qi's house.

Ding Hande, who woke up early, rubbed his eyes, with a strange expression on his face, and then he yelled, "Why did these two boys go last night?"

No one answered his question, even the housekeeper Zhang Jing's family didn't know that Ding Cheng and Qi Ling went to the grove last night... Cough, it's easy to think too much when you think about it.

He didn't answer, and hid in the kitchen. He had to ask the servant to bring some nourishing soup to him. The woods were very humid, so he had to get rid of the cold in time.

Ding Cheng didn't get enough sleep, Qi Ling didn't sleep at all, they continued to sleep after returning to their room, and they wanted to have a banquet today, but it was after four o'clock in the afternoon, what should be explained was explained yesterday, and it was still incomplete Yes, there are also the elders of the Ding family.

Ding Cheng and Qi Ling slept until one o'clock in the noon, and they got up to eat.

Ding Cheng drank the soup, his round eyes thought he was quietly looking at Qi Ling's expression, Qi Ling looked very calm, and he didn't feel anything unusual, but even so, Ding Cheng still couldn't help being a little worried.

"I guess it has been left for a long time, the smell of the medicine is a bit strong," Ding Cheng drank the soup from the kitchen, couldn't help trembling, and then picked up the rice, he didn't notice it when he was absent-minded before, but the last sip made him astringent.

"Eat slowly," Qi Ling raised his hand and rubbed Ding Cheng's hair, and picked some vegetables for him.

They still didn't eat at their own home, but walked over to Ding's house to eat. Mama Zhang's cooking skills are really good, and Ding Cheng loves her dishes. They walked here in a few minutes.

And Mr. Ding and Ding Hande, who had eaten for a long time, were also in the dining room. Ding Hande moved his mouth, but he didn't say anything, but he also brought food for Ding Cheng and Qi Ling.

Mr. Ding was looking at Qi Ling. After watching for a few seconds, he looked at Ding Cheng, who was taken care of comfortably. He shook his head in his heart. He had a vague feeling that something was wrong before, and he seemed to have nothing to worry about.

With Ding Cheng around, Qi Ling will not be lost in the past. He should know what is most important to him at this time, and he should pay close attention to it.

Old man Ding also really began to feel that his original decision was not right, and that Ding Cheng and Qi Ling were indeed quite suitable.Qi Ling is Ding Cheng's heart disease, but Ding Cheng is Qi Ling's heart medicine.

"Play a game of chess with me later," Mr. Ding said, and took another sip of his tea.

"Okay," Qi Ling nodded, he continued to eat with Ding Cheng, maybe they had been hungry for a long time, their appetites were very good, and both of them had another meal.

Afterwards, Qi Ling and Ding Cheng played chess with Mr. Ding Ding Hande for another two hours before they returned to their home to change their clothes and prepare to welcome guests.

Ding Cheng couldn't help but quietly looked at Qi Ling again, and then he was cupped in the face and kissed his lips.

"Chengcheng, I'm fine, I promise," Qi Ling kissed Ding Cheng's cheek again.

In the past, he never thought that he would have such an emotional outburst in front of a person, but until now, he didn't feel it was wrong, exposing his fragility to Ding Cheng didn't make him feel awkward or insecure. Cheng is different from anyone else to him.

"Well," Ding Cheng nodded, he leaned against Qi Ling for a while, then grabbed Qi Ling's hand and kissed him, he said softly, "Mom's death is not your fault, mother's blessing, I Accept it, and you accept it too, okay?"

Qi Ling never said it, but Ding Cheng knew that he had always attributed part of Cheng Susu's death to himself, but Cheng Susu liked Qi Ling, and she should never regret giving birth to him. She wanted to leave it to Qi Ling. What you want is a blessing, not a lifetime of haze.

This must be done by Qi Ling himself, not by punishing someone.

Qi Ling's eyes fell on the top of Ding Cheng's head, and he felt some obscure meaning in his throat. After a long time, he nodded, "Okay."

Hearing this, Ding Cheng smiled softly, put down Qi Ling's hand, and hugged him again, "It's okay, we can take our time." The knot in his heart is difficult to solve, but as long as Qi Ling opens his heart, he will surely succeed.

"It's almost time, let's go down," Qi Ling rubbed Ding Cheng's hair, he took Ding Cheng's hand, they came downstairs, and neither he nor Ding Cheng could see any abnormalities on their faces.

Not long after they came downstairs, Mr. Ding, Ding Hande, who had also changed his clothes, and Ding Bo, who came back from the company early, all came through the small door first, and they would help receive the guests together.

The lawn was set up yesterday, and trays of water and wine were brought out in the kitchen. The banquet this time was self-service, and a dance was arranged in the second half. At the same time, there were tea and music for the older elders. side hall.

"Sir, the Patriarch of the Bai family and his wife are here." The male servant came in and reported, Qi Ling and Ding Cheng went outside to greet them first, and then Ding Hande and Ding Bo went to greet them.

Mr. Ding is mainly responsible for sitting in the living room. He is a senior, so these people come to say hello to him. It is rare for him not to hide in the study.

After the Bai family came, it was the Li family, and then the Qin family... Qi Ling sent invitations this time not only to the old-school families, but also to the new families. He also sent invitations.

He wanted to let all the old and new families in Beicheng know about Ding Cheng's existence and where the new Qi's house was.

"This is my lover Ding Cheng," Qi Ling introduced Ding Cheng to them again, and Ding Cheng is not the kind of stage fright person, their smiles are all decent, but when they look at each other, there will be some different.

"It's almost there, let's go in and have something to eat," Ding Cheng held Qi Ling's hand, he took some pastry, ate half of it himself, and then fed the remaining half to Qi Ling, um... that's what he did on purpose .

Don't think that he didn't notice some people coveting his position, and he is not only Qi Ling's partner in name, but also Qi Ling's very affectionate lover. If you want to rob him, there are no doors, windows and chimneys Don't even think about it.

"Ah..." Ding Cheng fed Qi Ling again, and then he ate the rest with a smile.

Qi Ling felt that Ding Cheng was different from his usual hospitality, so he didn't think about showing off. He also picked up a piece of fruit and fed it to Ding Cheng, "Open your mouth..."

After feeding Ding Cheng, he wiped the corners of his mouth naturally, "What else do you want to eat?"

"I'll eat whatever you feed," Ding Cheng was not afraid at all of showing their affection, he didn't need to express his happy and sweet appearance at all, and he couldn't hide his eyes and expression at all.

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