You who cannot be touched in memory

"Ji Ming, are you done?" Mr. Lu's voice rang in my ears.

"It's all right, the bills have been settled, and the reports of several attending doctors have also been brought over. They are all in English, and I can't understand them. You should do it."

"Ah."

……

"How is it? What's written on it?"

"...It says that Ling Xi's cerebral cortex has been oppressed, and a large part of it has been necrotic. In other words, he now...should have no memory. Moreover, the nerves in the brain are also damaged to varying degrees...even if When I wake up, there is also a cognitive impairment..."

"Cognitive impairment? What does that mean?"

"That is to say... His current comprehension ability may be similar to that of a four or five-year-old child..."

"Ah, mentally retarded? Sorry, I'm being blunt, but don't be too sad, Qixuan, at least now we know that he can hear us, right? As for whether he can respond, it depends on his future fate." .”

"Yeah." Mr. Lu paused for a moment, and then said, "Ji Ming, how is the domestic affairs going?"

"Oh! It's all done according to your wishes, that is, at the police station, and there are a little..."

"Is Jiang Zhengming playing tricks?"

"good."

"He..." Mr. Lu sighed for a long time, "Go and help me contact Yi Hanmin and ask him to come to the United States immediately."

"Old Yi! All right! Is he alone enough?"

"I have my own way."'

"Alright, there is one more thing, Qixuan, I have contacted Gu Lingxi's own sister."

"what………"

A moment of silence.

"Does she know Ling Xi's current situation?"

"No, I didn't tell her. I guess she doesn't know that her brother is with you. After all, she is just a street girl. It is said that she has not contacted Gu Lingxi for several years."

"Well. Send someone to watch her. She is Ling Xi's only remaining family member. I don't think Ling Xi wants anything to happen to her."

"Okay, Qixuan, then go ahead, I'm going out."

"Ah."

The door was closed, and only Mr. Lu and I were left in the room. Since I regained consciousness, he has been holding my hand. Unknowingly, I have gradually gotten used to his presence.To be more precise, he has been regarded as an indispensable existence.Once I can't feel his touch and hear his voice, I will become extremely anxious.It's as if he's my link to reality, and if he's gone, nothing will appear in my empty memory.

completely blank...

That was probably the scariest thing for me. There was nothing in my consciousness, no sound, no movement, no picture, as if I was isolated in a completely independent world.And in that, my existence will also be reduced to nothing.

can not be like this.I do not like this.I'm alive.Mr. Lu is the proof.

When I didn't realize it, Mr. Lu didn't know what he did to me. The quilt disappeared, and my body seemed to be wrapped in a more snug cloth.He picked me up and placed me on a flat surface with a backrest.There seemed to be a line added to my waist and chest, making my weak body stick firmly to the soft surface behind me——I sat up.Even though he was tied up, his head was tilted to one side.

"Ling Xi, it's sunny outside today, I'll take you out for a walk."

Mr. Lu added a soft cushion to the back of my neck, and then moved the plane behind me back a little.I was half lying down, and then I was covered with several layers of blankets, and my head was also wrapped in a soft cloth.The light coming through my eyelids gradually became brighter, and my eyes felt stinging again. Soon, Mr. Lu covered my eyelids with something.

"I'm sorry, Ling Xi, I have to cover your eyes. The doctor said that your eyes can't adapt to the sunlight yet, so...you can't see the scenery outside. But I will tell you. "

Hearing his voice, I slowly calmed down from the anxiety I had just suffered from the sting.What did he just say?I?you? "I" should be Mr. Lu, so "you" should be me?He's talking to me...ah, that's good, he remembers me...

Because the eyelids were covered with something, I couldn't perceive the changes in the external light, and even my sense of direction became worse.After a while, the warm light fell on my face, so comfortable...

"Ling Xi, we are in the garden now. There are sunflowers, lavender, and roses. Do you smell the aroma of lavender? Just to your left, there is a large field of lavender. Isn't it very fragrant?"

Mr. Lu caressed my cheek, his hand was still so warm.

"Ling Xi."

This time, Mr. Lu's voice came from in front of me. I don't know when he came in front of me, or that he was always in front of me?have no idea……

"Ling Xi, do you still remember the fairy tale about the Flower God that you told me six years ago? You said that every April 28th to May [-]rd is the Flora Festival in Italy. I will decorate myself with roses. When you are well, I will take you to Italy, and then we can also celebrate the Flora Festival. There is also that Titian oil painting about the Flora, have you always wanted to see it? I I will take you there, as long as you like it, I will take you there. So promise me, get well soon, I will always be by your side..."

I felt my body being hugged tightly by him.His weight is on top of me, it's so heavy... it hurts... I can't breathe...

He moved away from me just as I was about to lose consciousness.It hurts... like needle pricks where the body was pressed.I barely had the strength to listen to what he said afterwards, and finally had to let him carry me back to the bed and take off the layers of fabric that had been surrounding me.

"...Ling Xi, did I hurt you? I'm sorry... I was too strong just now... I'm sorry." He kissed me lightly, and then gently rubbed me just now being pressed by him over skin.

"It's okay...it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt."

The pressure from his hands gradually stretched my body, and even though I knew I wasn't moving, it still kept me entertained for a while.

After that, he scrubbed my body, turned me over, and moved my body parts.

The light in front of me became very dim, and I knew it was time for him to sleep again.This time he didn't hug me, but lay beside me, holding mine gently with one hand.

"Ling Xi, when you recover, I'll take you on a trip, okay? Let's start from the United States, and then go to Europe..." As he said this, his voice gradually became weaker until it disappeared.I felt a panic, but fortunately his hand was still under mine, and I could still feel the warmth from his hand.Well... I'm still alive... At least he remembers me, that's good, that's good...

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