[Qizi fan] Xing Shen

Fei Jing grimaced in pain.He was so frightened that he almost lost his wits, and the next second he desperately caught the blade with his bare hands. He still used his right hand, and the wound was deep enough to see the bone.

Taking advantage of Tayun's distraction, he reluctantly broke off the opponent's fingers, grabbed the dagger, threw it far away, and then scolded his head and face: "Are you sick of your brain? What do you think? Crazy! I didn’t even say a word, but you’re so miserable that you can’t stop nagging, and you committed suicide? Is your life so cheap and worthless? I was wasting my time trying to save you, right? Is it? Heh, I thought you were so good at stepping on the cloud, but unexpectedly, you are a coward who dare not take responsibility and face up to the past! You are useless!"

Ta Yun didn't say a word, and let him scold him, and then he cried more and more, tears falling down patter.

Fei Jing let it out in one breath, coupled with the stimulation of pain, his mind cleared up a lot.He moved over and sat next to Tayun, calmed down, and said in a calm voice: "I did hate you and blame you before. I naively thought that as long as I left Tianxiu at that time, what was waiting for me was freedom, and I could go to Any place I want to go can realize my dream in my infancy. Unfortunately, I found out later that 100 EAU is the farthest distance I can reach. Probably because of my immaturity, my soul traction is more serious than others Much worse, when I approached the third star of Tianxiu, I was so weak that I could hardly walk independently. Only when I really arrived in the universe did I realize how shallow my knowledge is and how small my strength is. In the past [-] years, I It’s not ridiculous to say that I hide around the Tianxiu star in embarrassment all day long, and I don’t even count as leaving Tianxiu. At this time, I have lost even my only dream, and I really have nothing.”

Tayun listened blankly, weeping silently.

"When I was desperate, it was Taiyin's companions who found me, provided me with a place to live, and promised that one day the experiment would be successful, and I would be free again. The price was to be their experimental product. At that time, I had no Other choices, otherwise, I can't find the meaning and goal of living anymore." Fei Jing lowered his head slightly, "Although I am not an admirer of Tai Yin, and I don't agree with what he did to Shang Yang, but In the past 30 years, we have been living together, have a common goal, and can even be said to be comrades-in-arms. So, everything he did to me, I don’t hold grudges.”

"But, Tayun," Fei Jing raised his head, staring at him with clear eyes, "I risked being arrested and returned to Tianxiu that day, and my original intention was not to support Tai Yin."

"That... what?" Ta Yun asked with a choked voice.

"Yes... to see you." Fei Jing deliberately concealed the part related to Yingfeng, because he was afraid that Ta Yun would think too much, after all, the other party was extremely fragile and sensitive at this moment.

Ta Yun opened his eyes wide in disbelief, "For, to see me?"

"Yes. It was only later that I found out that something happened to Tai Yin before I found you. I just said that our relationship is equivalent to that of comrades-in-arms, so I temporarily planned to save him first, and then find a chance to come back later, but I didn't expect , and you will be there too."

"Then, do you regret saving me?" Ta Yun asked, sniffling.

Fei Jing silently lowered his eyes and shook his head.After a long while, he let out a long sigh and said, "100 years is almost half a life on the Langsu people. And even for us, how many 100 years can we have in our life? After so many years, I am no longer The me in the past, and you are not the you before, we have all changed. I have hated and resented for 100 years, and I am really tired. If this is the case, there is no reason for this resentment to continue. Tayun, from Starting today, let's not hate anyone anymore, okay? Don't hate yourself, okay? Let's just, like you said before, be happy and spend the rest of our lives happily together, okay?"

Ta Yun covered his face with his hands, nodded his head once and for all, weeping uncontrollably, and because of the reaction of his soul, he looked as if he could faint at any time.

I don't know how long it took, Tayun cried a lot, his mood calmed down a lot, his mind was not confused, and he finally came back from the dead end.

Panting for breath, he suddenly felt that what he did today was really embarrassing, especially when he saw Fei Jing sitting on one side, propping his head with his hands, staring at himself and smiling warmly.

"You, what are you laughing at?" Ta Yun couldn't hold back his face, "Also, you didn't even comfort me after saying those words!"

"Why do you want to comfort you?" Fei Jing's expression was a bit bad, and he said confidently, "I've never seen you cry, and you cried so much that you were about to pass out, it's amazing... I think we'll be happy every day, you There is no chance to cry, so take advantage of this rare opportunity and appreciate it."

Ta Yun: "..." Fuck, I don't want to lose face?

He wanted to kick Fei Jing hard, but he caught a glimpse of his blood-stained palm. Although the blood had stopped a long time ago, and the deep crack had begun to heal, it couldn't stop his self-blame and heartache.Ta Yun got up silently to get the medicine box, and gave him a brief treatment.

Fei Jing picked up the dagger, wiped off the blood on it, put it in the sheath, and returned it to Ta Yun.

"What are your things for me?" Ta Yun asked puzzled.

"Give it to me, what do you do?"

Ta Yun was puzzled: "I use my own."

Fei Jing thought that he only carried a dagger, but he never thought that he always carried his own dagger with him.He suddenly remembered something and groped around with his left hand. "By the way, this." He took out something from his close pocket and showed it to Ta Yun. It was a black spar with silver decorations on it.

"Isn't this..." Ta Yun almost forgot, "Is it the soul stone I gave you?" The stone is still a stone, but the silver ornaments around it seem to be different from the previous ones.

"Yes." Fei Ding nodded, with an apologetic tone in his tone, "I used to sell this thing for money, which helped me survive the most difficult time. But after a while, I redeemed it back , but the appearance has changed a bit, and I can’t get back to the original appearance myself.”

"It's okay, it's pretty good, and it can help you at a critical moment, so it can be regarded as making up for the mistakes I made." Ta Yun smiled, and asked again, "Why do you want to redeem it?"

Fei Jing lowered his eyes, stroked the soul stone, and said, "First, I just want to keep it in mind. I really had nothing at the time. This thing belonging to Tianxiu can at least bring me some comfort. Second, it is as a relic. When I was on the Caravan, I didn’t know whether I could survive to see the sun of tomorrow. I thought that if I died and my soul returned, other people would see this, at least they would know that the soul that flew away was me.”

Ta Yun lowered his head and covered his palms with his hands.This hand has no temperature, no pulse, but it is still sensitive and powerful. "Thank you, Feijing."

Fei Jing looked at him, his heart skipped a beat. "Tayun, actually I... don't dislike you."

"Huh?" Ta Yun suddenly raised his head, not quite believing his ears. "What did you say?"

Fei Jing had turned his face away at this time, and the roots of his ears were flushed. "Don't pretend, you obviously heard it, and I don't want to say it a second time."

"No, then what, 'no dislike', what does it mean?" Ta Yun insisted on asking clearly.

"It means literally!" Fei Jing felt guilty, obviously embarrassed but didn't want to show it, "You are still a teacher, and you also teach culture classes. You don't understand this, and you say you didn't mislead your children?"

Ta Yun stared at his face for a few seconds, and suddenly burst out laughing. "Okay, okay, I get it. I don't dislike you, eh."

Four or five days later, Tayun went to Yinzhu's house to visit again, to be precise, to the back garden.

"Hasn't it bloomed yet? I think this red bean is about to fall off. If it falls off, it won't bloom?" Ta Yun glanced at Xiang Sikou and said.

"Well, but the little red beans will still grow next year, crop after crop, that's not a problem." Yin Zhu said.

"Ah, it seems that this year is hopeless." Ta Yun said slightly disappointed.

"It's winter." Yin Zhu said with a smile.Afterwards, she took a look at Ta Yun, as if something was brewing, her eyes made trouble, "By the way, teacher, you and Fei Jing have lived here for almost half a year, although there may have been quarrels before, but now I think you have a good relationship Okay, why... don't you think about...developing it? The right time, place and people are available, so don't waste it!"

Ta Yun gave her a white look, "What do you want?"

"It's not what I want to do, teacher," Yinzhu yelled, "We are all thinking about you and Feijing. Look, you have been here for so long, and your soul pulling reaction has not eased at all. Like frosted eggplant..."

Ta Yun couldn't help but said: "Is there anyone who complains about Master like you?"

"I'm serious, teacher, you can think about it, at least you can make your body less uncomfortable, right?"

Tayun didn't speak, but his heart was surging.

He understands the truth, but he really can't open his mouth, so he's too embarrassed to mention this to Fei Jing, how can it be repaired!But having said that, why doesn't Fei Jing have any idea when they share the same bed every day?He thought, could it be, could it be that the body was damaged by Tai Yin's experiment, so what, Shi Geng couldn't get up?God!hateful!Tai Yin really deserved to die, a good death!

At night, Tayun lay on the bed and read a book as usual.I don't know if it's because of lack of sleep for a long time, but now he always likes to lie on the bed whenever he has nothing to do, and even if he can't sleep, he has to nest under the quilt to feel comfortable.Fei Jing's working hours are early and late, but no matter what the big things are, he will definitely go home before ten o'clock in the evening and never go out before eight o'clock in the morning. Without him, Tayun will hardly have a good night's sleep sleep.

This day, Fei Jing entered the bathroom earlier than usual, Ta Yun didn't care.After he came out in his bathrobe, Ta Yun habitually moved to the inside of the bed, put down his book, and reached out to turn off the light.

"Wait a minute." Fei Jing called to stop him. "I, I have something to tell you."

"Huh? Okay, you can tell." Ta Yun withdrew his hand and looked at him with his eyes.

"That's right, didn't I mention to you before, after a while, go to Mercury Planet."

"Well, yes." Ta Yun signaled him to continue.

Fei Jing's eyes were a little erratic, his cheeks were slightly red, and he unconsciously made small movements with his hands. "I didn't go before, because of the problem of soul traction, I couldn't reach it. So, if we are still in the current state, we can't go."

Ta Yun thought about it, and said, "Hmm... so?"

Fei Jing looked at the ceiling and said, "So, for our future, for our health, for our common dreams and goals...I think we need to make some changes."

"Well," Ta Yun casually pulled a corner of the quilt to play, almost dying of laughter in his heart, "What changes?"

"...to grow." Fei Jing

"..." Ta Yun couldn't hold back, and let out a laugh, "Puff hahaha, I can't do it anymore, you really want to laugh at me to death. Development is development, why are you rambling about what is there?"

"I'm afraid you won't agree." Fei Jing secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and turned his face away, "I thought you didn't mean this, so I... didn't tell you about it before."

Well, it turned out that the two of them had the same idea. Seeing that the other party didn't respond, he was ashamed to speak. This was a big misunderstanding.

"That's fine, then you, what do you want to do?" Thinking of what was about to happen, Ta Yun suddenly became shy and nervous, not daring to make any big moves.

"I, I have no experience... You shouldn't have any either, right?"

"Nonsense! Do you know how Fu Yao secretly nicknamed me?" It's okay if you don't mention it, but when you talk about it, you get angry, "He actually called me a ten thousand-year-old virgin, what the hell do you think I'm not good at?" I know...although I was right, but I was really pissed off! Hmph, when I grow up and be taller than him, I will hang out in front of him every day, and I will kill him! Hmph, little dwarf!"

Fei Jing was speechless, the relationship between the two was still as bad as ever.

"It's okay, I have a... teaching video." Said, Fei Jing took out a disc from nowhere.

Ta Yun didn't realize it at first, "...what's that?"

Fei Jing put the disc into the DVD player solemnly.The scene was broadcast for 10 minutes, and several protagonists in it had already started to do some kind of piston movement.Ta Yun's face was flushed, and he didn't know where to put his eyes, "You, you, where did you get this thing?"

"I bought it from a stall on the side of the road." Fei Jing was not much better, and his panting became more and more serious. At the end, he didn't forget to add, "It's purely for reference and study, no, no other meaning."

"...Then have you learned it?"

"Bad, almost..."

"Want...to come again?"

Fei Jing slowly approached him, Ta Yun's face was as red as a boiled shrimp.The two faces were getting closer and closer, and just when their lips were about to touch, Ta Yun suddenly thought of something, and he lifted his foot on Fei Jing's chest and pushed him out by a leg.

"What's the matter?" Fei Jing was frightened and asked in surprise.

Ta Yun raised one leg, and said in a tone like a big brother: "Who's up and who's down?"

Fei Jing blinked, straightened his back in an instant, and stopped stammering: "Nonsense! Does it need to be said? Of course I am on top! I am the owner!"

At this moment, Fei Jing finally remembered his identity as the patron.

But he couldn't hold back Tayun.

"What does it matter, and there is no rule that Qizi must be suppressed!" Ta Yuncha raised his hands, his expression very stubborn.

Fei Jing had no choice but to take a step back and said, "Okay, let's fight!" As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly rushed towards Ta Yun.Ta Yun's reaction was quick, and he dodged away before Fei Jing touched him.There is no way, he was born in a military academy, and with years of experience in fighting, he can deal with it even with his eyes closed.

The two twisted into a ball on the bed, saying it was a fight, but in fact it was just playfulness, and there was no serious element in it.You pull my clothes, and I pull your pants. After a while, the two of you are almost naked and tickle each other. Don't have too much fun.

Fei Jing was held by his hands, and it was difficult to break free for a while, but it didn't mean there was no other way.There was a flash of light in his eyes, he suddenly lowered his head, went around the back of his neck, and stuck out his tongue to lick it.

"what!"

As if a certain switch had been touched, Ta Yun blurted out an exclamation, his whole body trembled, his hand loosened, and was instantly countered by Fei Jing.

"You! Plot against me!" Comrade Ta Yun was very unwilling, the area of ​​the back of his neck was really sensitive, and there was nothing he could do about it.

"Hee hee, this is called knowing yourself and knowing the enemy, and you will never be imperiled in a hundred battles." Fei Jing was proud, with the attitude of a winner. "I used to see that you were always caught by Nie Yun's weakness and finally fought back. Of course, I have to make good use of it."

"I don't care! It's just despicable and shameless! You are all the same... Ah!" Tayun was still yelling, but Feijing ignored him, lingering on the back of Tayun's neck, which made his body tremble intermittently.

Ta Yun yelled for a while and stopped, and the tone of his voice changed.He bit his lips to prevent himself from making a sound of shame, but he didn't know where Fei Jing learned the tricks, and he couldn't help it. "You, tell the truth... um... have you practiced somewhere!"

"No, I'm just very talented." His lips and tongue were pressed against Ta Yun's ear, and his deep and hoarse voice directly defeated Ta Yun's last line of defense.

"Look, how much they shouted, it must be comfortable, don't be nervous, don't worry, leave it to me, I guarantee you won't suffer..." Fei Jing babbled, the movements of his hands were not vague, foreplay Get enough.

At this time, Tayun was coaxed into a daze by him and couldn't find the north, and he couldn't hear what he said clearly.

"You think, when we arrive at the water star, we can see eyes as blue as the sea, as green as emeralds, as bright as agates..." Fei Jing's voice seemed to have the power of bewitching, stepping on the clouds. Fascinated, wanting to speak, but what came out of his mouth was full of groans.

Feijing took the opportunity to attack in one fell swoop.

"Ah! It hurts!" The extremely unnatural pain made Ta Yun's originally cloudy mind clear a lot. "It hurts, wait a minute, take it easy, take it easy..."

Fei Jing stopped, hugged him, and leaned over to kiss him.This was their first kiss, and it was unbelievable to think about it.

While Ta Yun kissed him back, he made himself try to relax and adapt.To be honest, he didn't like the feeling that he didn't dare to move his whole body and his body was embedded by foreign objects, as if he was being controlled.

But he likes Feijing, very much.Therefore, he can allow the other party to do anything to him, no matter how long, no matter how many times.

"Tread the cloud."

"Ok?"

"I like you."

"..."

Ta Yun suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes just fell into Fei Jing's passionate eyes.In the tender eyes of the other party, he could not see the slightest element of lying.

He lifted his body up and kissed his earlobe, and then, the corners of his mouth curled up, smiling very attractively.

"Tonight, I allow you to do whatever you want."

"Snapped--"

"Ouch!"

Ta Yun suddenly tapped Luo Luo on the head, "Hey, you've been staring at me for over an hour! What are you doing! Still have a crush on me?"

"That's not it!" Luo Luo covered his head with an aggrieved and puzzled expression, "I think you are different from the one I saw you a year ago." He met Ta Yun almost every day, He was slow to perceive the changes in Tayun, "Have you grown taller? Have you lost a little weight?"

"Hey, you have good eyesight." Ta Yun praised.In the past six months, Fei Jing's height has jumped upwards, surpassing him by a full head, and there seems to be a continuing trend.And he developed relatively slowly, he felt that he had only grown six or seven centimeters, and his appearance did not change much, except that the fat on his face and cheeks had disappeared a lot, just like what Luo Luo said, he had grown taller and thinner. Some, but only "some".

"Hey, didn't you say you were sick and couldn't grow taller?"

"Of course I'll be able to grow taller when I'm cured."

"Really? That's great!" Luoluo was happy and proud, "I just said, our wolf lodge is a good place. You see, you haven't recovered from your illness for more than 100 years in Tiansu, and you haven't recovered from your illness in wolf lodge for a year. Just arrive."

Tayun couldn't tell him that his body developed because he had sex with someone every day, so he had to agree with him: "Yes, you are strong, and you can say anything."

Lolo was enjoying himself for a while, but suddenly his smile disappeared, and he

He actually frowned, "If that's the case, then why did Brother Xuanhun and the others leave? Even Sister Yinzhu said that she was leaving soon. She has been cleaning up the house these days, and she even gave us a lot of things."

Speaking of silver bamboo, Tayun is also sad.He just visited her yesterday, and this former student is still talking and laughing with him, her face is clear and beautiful, just like back then, unlike the Wolf Stars, the years have not left any traces on her face, but it is impossible Exceptionally snatched away her fresh vitality.

Tayun only took one thing from Yinzhu, and she said that she would definitely not need it in this life, and instead of destroying it, it is better to leave it to him for emergencies.

Before leaving, Tayun went to the back garden to have a look.The place is still in good order. Although Yinzhu's body is quite weak, and sometimes he sleeps for most of the day, he still has the energy to tidy up the flowers and plants.

Acacia produced red beans again, but unfortunately they still didn't bloom.

Tayun lay on the recliner, looking at the blue sky far away for a while.Suddenly, he lightly kicked Luo Luo with his foot.

"Lolo."

"Ok?"

"You can do me a favor."

In the evening of the next day, Yinzhu woke up from her dream.She slept for a long time this time, and had this dream for a long time.

It is not so much a dream as it is a microcosm of her life experience in the past hundred years.Fragments of the past are like a movie, frame by frame before her eyes, the ordinary life of the wolf star, the difficult days of wandering in space, the painful growth past, and the bloody night that changed the fate of her life, and finally It was the carefree and naive time in the elementary school... She looked at it quietly, thinking, it turns out that people feel this way before they die.

She got up with all her strength, dragged her heavy body to the back garden, but was shocked by the sight in front of her.

Acacia blooms all over the place, with bright red curly petals, light white light flowing around the goose yellow translucent stamens, coquettish but not gaudy at all.

"It's so beautiful..." she murmured, with tears rolling down her eyes.She walked over with a smile, lay down slowly among the flowers, took one last look at the violet clouds in the sky, and closed her eyes.

The soil is soft and fragrant.

"thank you teacher."

On the street, a child from the Pleiades of Wolves was walking along the road holding his mother's hand, when he heard the singing of geese and birds above his head.

He raised his face curiously, just in time to see a bright blue light flashing across the water-blue sky, chasing after the gorgeous sunset.

He shook his mother's hand excitedly, and stretched out his arms to point to the sky.

"Mom! Look, Shooting Star!"

The author has something to say: The chapter on the wolf is over, and the next two are going to the water star.