The boyfriend who refused to break up was reborn

The old man stopped, squinted his eyes and looked at him, "Who are you?"

Really should.

This shows that the things he did before were all true, and Wang Xiu really didn't trap him and prevent him from interacting with outsiders.

Uncle Wu has a foreign surname, and he is the only one in a family whose surname is Zhou, so there is absolutely no mistake.

Xu He had complicated thoughts, "I'm your grandson's classmate, come and visit him during the winter vacation."

Uncle Wu suddenly realized, "It turned out to be Gou Sheng's classmate, he is not here today, he went to a relative's house."

There has always been a saying in the village that a humble name is easy to support, especially the elderly, who like to give their children and grandchildren a humble name. In fact, it is to bless them and hope that they can live a long time.

"It's okay, it's almost Chinese New Year, I understand." At this time, every family is busy visiting relatives.

Uncle Wu hesitated for a moment, and said, "Would you like to go into the house and wait? I'll call and tell him to come back quickly."

Xu He quickly waved his hand, "No need, I'm just here to take a look, forget it if I'm not here, I'm going back."

Uncle Wu nodded, "Then be careful on the road, the road will be slippery when it snows."

"Yeah." Xu He was just talking, and didn't know his grandson at all, but he didn't expect to be warmed up by his uncle suddenly.

He smiled back and continued on.

Further ahead were women gathered in a pile, chatting while wearing scarves. The scarves were beautifully and evenly tied, thick white in color and clear in texture, which brought back his memory.

A long time ago, he was seriously ill, he was in a daze all day long, he had no sense of the outside world, his hands were cold and his face was pale and pale when it snowed, but he didn't know how to keep warm, what to do or what to do.

Others came to ask him to play snowballs. A group of children were playing in the yard. Some children were naughty and stuffed snowballs into his neck. Xu He didn't respond. By the time it got dark, it had already melted inside and was wet. His chest was stiff from the cold.

When Wang Xiu changed his clothes, he found that his eyes were red instantly, and he blamed himself for not being optimistic about him.

In fact, he was in the kitchen, making ginger soup for Xu He, and drinking some ginger soup after playing snowball would not prevent him from catching a cold.

Because I don't trust Xu He, I want to come out from time to time to have a look, so as not to let him go far away, but after all, there is only one person, and Xu He can't be tied to the body. I didn't expect Xu He to be thrown in the snow just by turning around. ball.

Xu He is different from normal people. Normal people will tell when they feel uncomfortable.

Wang Xiu was so distressed that he was soaked in hot water until his face turned red and he came out. Then he was wrapped in three layers inside and three layers outside. Finally, he ran to learn how to tie a scarf by himself, tied Xu He's neck, and let him get rid of the scarf all over his body. There is no gap in the face.

But even so, Xu He was still sick. He was originally thin, like Lin Daiyu, who often fell ill, and now he was sick for several days in a row.

From then on, Wang Xiu raised a few vicious dogs outside the yard to keep people away. Maybe what is a game for ordinary people is fatal to Xu He, so when he is not around, Xu He cannot be allowed to go out, nor can it be played. Let other people come in, and only when he finds time can he take Xu He out.

When Xu He was in the worst condition, he would forget to commit suicide just like Alzheimer's, but he couldn't think of anything else. He just sat on the bed all day long, had to be fed by Wang Xiu for food and water, and couldn't go to the toilet. I often suffocate myself.

Every once in a while, Wang Xiu would reach into the bed and feel it. If he was fed water, he would be more diligent, and he would carry Xu He to release the water.

He didn't know what was going on with the others, but as long as Xu He talked to him more when he was in a daze, no matter what it was, Xu He would soon return to normal.

Anyway, he can’t let him think about it alone. Wang Xiu has read the information, and every patient will say that there is a voice in his head, telling them all the time, die soon, die soon, no one needs you, they all despise you, you If you can't do anything well, it's better to die and be relieved.

Nine out of ten patients said the same thing, so he was worried that Xu He would do the same. If he interrupted that voice when he was sick, would Xu He feel better?

Nine out of ten general depressions will succeed in suicide, because no one understands them, thinking that they are just sensitive, artificial, and hypocritical, but in fact they are neurologically damaged.

Just like the hand is hit by something, the whole hand will be inflexible and difficult to use. Similarly, after the brain is damaged, it will also lead to neurasthenia, inflexibility, sensitivity, and difficulty in using it. This is a disease, and it can be cured by medicine. not good.

Xu He was allergic to the medicine. He couldn't get up the next day after taking the medicine. It was under control at the time, but his condition became more serious later on, so he couldn't take the medicine.

Wang Xiu felt that Xu He still had an advantage. First of all, no one understood patients with depression, and no one would take care of them, so they committed suicide successfully.

But Xu He is different. He has himself to take care of and watch over him wholeheartedly. Whenever something goes wrong, he immediately casts Tang Seng Nian and talks about trivial things to interrupt Xu He's immersion in his own world.

He may not know that this kind of unintentional action is precisely the key to curing Xu He.

The demon in Xu He's mind would appear every day, but every time it appeared, it would be destroyed by Wang Xiu.

Every day, the devil urged him to die quickly, and Wang Xiu babbled outside, saying that someone's dog gave birth to triplets, just like rat cubs at birth.

Aunt Wang came to borrow lotus roots again, and last time she promised to exchange them with sweet-scented osmanthus flowers from her family, but she didn't bring back the sweet-scented osmanthus flowers after borrowing them three or four times.

The doll next door bought a new dress, more than 700 yuan, and showed it off everywhere.

He pointed to Xu He again, "You prodigal son, a piece of clothing costs thousands, how many pieces are enough to buy?"

Xu He always spends money indiscriminately, and he is also very worried. It is okay if he buys useful ones, but the key point is that he buys duplicates or unusable ones, or he simply gives virtual rewards.

In the past, when he was rich, Wang Xiu would let him buy things. After buying things, he piled them up in a pile. Later, he would take back what he had and what he didn't have.

The ones I bought before are all sold at a low price, and I can finally live for a while.

In short, except for food and drink, he cut off all other expenses. After living here for three years, he didn't learn other skills, but he learned to bargain to get by.

It turns out that Wang Xiu learned how to bargain here.

At noon, the snow had just melted and the sun was very bright. Xu He raised his hand to cover the sun, and the corners of his mouth curled up involuntarily.

Wang Xiu was reborn two years earlier. In these two years, besides losing weight, he also lost his bargaining skills.

When Xu He saw someone riding a bicycle with a full basket, he immediately thought of Wang Xiu taking him shopping.

There were so many people on the street, Wang Xiu was afraid that he would get lost, so he tied the ropes to the hands of the two of them respectively, forming a tight knot that Xu He could not untie.

Xu He protested this kind of behavior very much at first, but later patronizing the temple fair, he forgot.

The temple fair is very lively, such as stinky tofu, spicy snails, candied haws, popcorn and cotton candy, it is very lively.

Xu He ate in the front, and Wang Xiu paid in the back. He kept a hot towel wrapped in a plastic bag in his pocket, and opened it for him to wipe his mouth from time to time.

Only those who are treated tenderly know how to treat others gently. Wang Xiu was spoiled by Xu He all the way, so he knows how to spoil him back, and he does it better than Xu He.

He used to be very thin-skinned, but now he has forcibly refined his diamond heart. Even if Xu He accidentally licks his hand, he won't blush, and he can calmly put the scum that Xu He dropped at the corner of his mouth back into his mouth again.

Xu He has a poor memory, a playful heart, no worries, and he has raised his skin to make his skin whiter and more eye-catching.

She used to be thin and had no flesh on her face, but now her cheeks are slightly bulging, and she looks better than before.

Wang Xiu would often take him to a corner when no one was around, kiss and lick him, and it took him a long time before he came out.

If he didn't have terrible symptoms, he would be fine just like this for the rest of his life. Thinking about being able to take care of Xu He for the rest of his life, Wang Xiu was excited from body to heart.

Xu He, who was sick, was only focused on eating, drinking, and sleeping. When he was tired from playing, he could lie down without any worries no matter what the occasion was. Occasionally, while walking, he would suddenly turn upside down from the front, causing Wang Xiu, who was bargaining with others, to be in a hurry catch.

It used to be Xu He who caught him, but now it's him who catches Xu He.

He prefers the latter, he likes to take care of Xu He, he likes to put a spoon full of rice into Xu He's mouth, fix Xu He's jaw and force him to drink water.

Xu He likes to drink milk tea and coconut milk, but not water, but milk tea and coconut milk can’t be drunk too much, it’s good to drink it once in a while, if you drink it every day, you’ll get sick, so you have to coax and lie every day, and half force it Xu He drank plain water.

Xu He also likes to drink cold water, and doesn't like to wait for hot water. When he is thirsty, he puts it under the faucet and drinks it when he turns it on. In fact, this is very unhealthy.

He was caught by Wang Xiu and spanked on the bed for a while without learning the lesson, and continued to drink cold water the next day.

Wang Xiu had no choice but to pour Xu He a bowl of water before going out, so he wouldn't be thirsty for most of the day.

Like many people, Xu He got into the problem of eating snacks instead of meals. If he didn't eat, Wang Xiu tied him up and fed him spoon by spoon, just like treating a child.

If Xu He didn't eat, he couldn't go out to play for the next day. He played with his mobile phone, and his snacks were searched away.

Humans really can’t get sick. With this sickness, IQ directly drops several levels. Sometimes it’s even worse than a child. Wang Xiu has to take care of everything, even worrying about eating and drinking water. It was very hard to follow behind his buttocks so that he would not bump into each other.

But the most frightening thing is that he forgot all of these, and the memories became Wang Xiu's own.

The author has something to say: Someone asked me in the comments, is depression really so terrible?

I want to say that, except that Xu He's memory is not as badly regressed, the others are almost true, depending on the person.

This is sickness, not hypocrisy or affectation, so please don't discuss them in private.

Depression is actually more terrible than everyone thinks. 80.00% of people have committed suicide. Your little sentence may be the culprit of their death, so please don’t be a murderer.

It's too gentle to say that, and maybe no one will care, after all, some people will think that he is the one who died anyway, not me.

Seriously, killing people with mental illness is not illegal. That is to say, if you discuss them in private, if you meet someone who is soft, you will die, and if you meet someone who is hard, you will be stabbed before you die.

The most frightening thing is that if he finishes stabbing you, he feels happy and doesn't want to die, then you will be tragic and die in vain, so there is no harm in keeping your mouth shut.

Of course, most depression patients are non-aggressive, they are just sensitive and immersed in their own world, so don’t be wary of them, treat them normally, chat with them more if possible, listen to their thoughts, yes Their condition helps.

I hope that this passage of mine will be seen by more people, and I will be alert in my heart. Next time, before discussing other people, think about the fact that murder by mental illness is not illegal, and maybe it will not be so unscrupulous.