The boyfriend who refused to break up was reborn

In February, the weather was getting colder and colder, and the city began to snow for the first time. Xu He also ushered in the winter vacation exam. Now his grades have stabilized. This kind of exam is similar to the monthly exam, and it can be done in minutes.

The test results came out quickly, this time five points higher than Wang Xiu.

"Let me?" Xu He saw through Wang Xiu's carefulness at a glance.

Wang Xiu was a little hesitant, for fear that he would go too far and hurt Xu He's self-esteem, "Xu He, I didn't mean it."

"I know, it's only five points, I don't care." He thought for a while, "It seems that the new furniture in our house hasn't been wiped yet, you should wipe them and put them away."

Wang Xiu: "..."

Xu He, who is so stingy, has started to hold grudges again, and ordered him to do this and that, and it will take three days.

After the exams, it is a holiday. They start school late, and the holidays are also late, and the holidays start only after the Chinese New Year.

The weather was too cold, and commuting to and from get off work every day became the most painful thing. Xu He simply quit his job in the bar to concentrate on live broadcasting and started investing.

During this period of time, it was not in vain to deal with Wang Xiu’s documents every day. He saw the problems more and more thoroughly, and saw through the faults at a glance, so 80.00% of the investments he made could make money. The difference lies in how much money he made.

Xu He likes the feeling of being able to go to work without having to go out, which is simply a blessing for nerds. Of course, it would be better without Wang Xiu's pestering.

Wang Xiu is good at everything, cooking, washing clothes, and mopping the floor, but there is one thing, he is very clingy.

When Xu He was reading documents, he looked at Xu He; when Xu He was eating, he ate Xu He; when Xu He was sleeping, he slept with Xu He.

Xu He said that the pressure is great, but everything has two sides. If there is no Wang Xiu, he will have to wash clothes, cook, mop the floor, and do housework. For a lazy house, it is better to let Wang Xiu. Xiu is stuck.

Wang Xiu is also giving him advice. He has been the boss for not a year or two. He has a good vision, and nine out of ten of the projects he likes have potential.

Xu He was able to quit his job in the bar and lay down at home. He was the happiest. He could look at Xu He every day, but he was very happy soon, because Xu He had a little lover again.

I stare at the progress of the project every day, looking for new investment projects all day long, and go to live broadcast when I have a little time, and sleep in the rest of the time, so I don’t have time to talk to him or anything like that.

It's like you are face to face with your boyfriend, but the boyfriend is playing with his mobile phone.

Wang Xiu dropped Xu He's computer in a rage, and regretted it on the spot.

Xu He was stunned for a long time, and then he put on his clothes and wanted to leave without saying a word. Wang Xiu stopped him, "Xu He, I know I was wrong. I will buy you a new one. Don't be angry."

Xu He's eyes were slightly cold, "Get out of the way."

"Xu He, don't be like this. You are also at fault for this matter. The work is endless, but I only have one." Wang Xiu hugged him tightly, "I am more important than work."

Xu He broke his hand and said coldly, "In my eyes, work is more important."

Wang Xiu's hands froze, Xu He pushed him away without much effort, closed the door and left.

The night was cold, and Xu He left in a hurry without bringing anything. He only had more than 100 yuan, which was enough for him to stay in a hotel for one night, but unfortunately he didn't bring his ID card.

When he gets home, his parents will ask why he came back suddenly?If you go to Zhang Nansheng's place, you will be caught by Wang Xiu. Xu He paid more than 100 yuan to go to his grandparents' house.

His grandparents are now living in the country for the elderly, and the house is very big, so it is not a problem to live in him.

Xu He went back in the middle of the night and alarmed the elders. Xu He felt a little bit sorry for him when he got up in the middle of the night and worked for him back and forth.

"Grandpa and grandma go to bed first, don't worry about me, and don't tell my parents, I didn't tell my parents when I came here, I'm afraid they will worry."

Xu He explained, "Actually, I just missed you and wanted to eat the dumplings made by grandma, so I came over to have a look."

He made a good excuse, the two elders were very happy, and for the old people, the happiest thing for the elderly is probably when their children and grandchildren go home to see them.

"It's not easy to eat the dumplings I made. I will come back often in the future, and grandma will cook for you every day." His grandma is 80 to [-] years old, and she is still very energetic. She dragged the old man to the kitchen to make dumplings for Xu He.

The noodles and dumplings made by hand at home are delicious. Xu He thought of the taste and wanted to eat it, but he couldn't bear to let the old man toss around so late, coaxing and pushing him upstairs.

The second elder praised his grandson for being so sensible, and went to bed happily.

Xu He finally calmed down for a while, and lay down next to the elder to sleep.

His grandparents had six grandchildren, and Xu He was the third one. He should have been the least favored, but among the six grandchildren, he was the most handsome and the most sensible one. Naturally, his grandparents loved him.

When Xu He wanted to go out to play when he was young, he called his grandparents and asked them to come over, or take him to the countryside. In the countryside, his grandparents pampered him and did not let him play the piano or violin.

Xu He's face was aggrieved, and he immediately relied on him. It can be said that his grandparents are his backing, and even his father can't do anything about them.

He also likes to stay at his grandparents' house, but when he grows up, he knows that he can't be so self-willed, and gradually comes back less often. His grandparents call him every year to ask him when he will come back?When are you coming back?I can ask dozens of times a year.

Xu He lay on the bed, opened the window and looked out, the moon in the countryside was not covered by white clouds, it was white and bright, he had been in the city for a long time, almost forgot what the moon was like?

I watched it every day in my previous life, every day, and I almost got tired of watching it.

Xu He suddenly wanted to see the courtyard in his previous life. He lay there for three years, smelling the fragrance of flowers for three years, drinking scented tea in his mouth, and his heart was peaceful.

Life in the city is too depressing, like fast food, you come and go in a hurry, and you can't sleep well, eat well, and feel stressed every day.

My heart is getting heavier and heavier, and I am always worried that I will suddenly run into unreasonable people, who will quarrel with you, or have accidents when I go out.

Go to work, go to school, go home every day, at three o'clock and one line, there is always a voice in my head clamoring.

"What are you living so tired for?"

"It's better to die."

"Look, someone is making sarcastic remarks again."

"They said you were adopted, that you were poor and owed so much money, if they would have died long ago."

"It's all dead."

"Did you hear that? Just now, those two people said that their boyfriend is so rich, why do they still come out to work?"

"They think it's right for you to be a badass."

"Do you want to be like Wang Xiu's father, a handsome son-in-law?"

"Wang Xiu said that he hates his father the most. If you do this, he will hate you too."

"He said he didn't care, but if you really did it, he might think of you."

"Without a wealthy background, you are nothing, you can't do anything, you can't even cook for yourself."

"Look at you being so useless, why are you still alive?"

"How easy it is to die, when you die, you can't see anything, you can't hear anything, how easy is it?"

"Why do you still insist, why are you still not dead?"

Because you can't die, if you die, what will your parents do?What would Wang Xiu do if he died?

Wang Xiu relied on him so much, maybe he would die with him, so he couldn't die.

He has been fighting against depression, but after getting this disease, most of his thoughts can't be controlled, and he often has sudden attacks.

Maybe seeing something, shed tears without warning, maybe eating and eating, suddenly want to take a knife to try the taste of blood.

When the knife was cut on the wrist, the refreshing feeling, as if all the pressure would go away, had nothing to do with him, he could walk easily without leaving any regrets.

But every time the knife fell, it would stop suddenly.

Because he was worried about Wang Xiu and his parents. If he really wanted to die, he had to deal with their affairs before he could die.

Xu He began to set a goal for himself, to pay off his debts before he died, but he found that the time was too long, he couldn't wait, impatient to wait, panicked and anxious for no reason.

As if he is not dead, he will hang like this all the time, just like a dead man in the prison, who knows he is going to die, and the knife on his head will fall at any time. He is waiting for the moment of the result, but the knife is just playing with him , never falling.

In fact, death is not terrible, what is terrible is the suffering before death.

Xu He couldn't wait any longer, and gave up the idea of ​​paying off his debts before dying, so the only remaining concern was Wang Xiu. As long as Wang Xiu was arranged, he could walk away easily without any pressure.

When he said the breakup, he was trembling all over, feeling liberated and sad, but Wang Xiu's mood fluctuated too much and he didn't notice him.

Xu He always remembered that day when he said he asked Wang Xiu out for dinner, Wang Xiu's expression was filled with treasure, but it turned out that Xu He asked him out not for dinner, but simply to break up.

Wang Xiu was stunned, his eyes were red on the spot, tears were circling in his eyes, but he widened his eyes to prevent them from flowing down.

Xu He turned his head and couldn't bear to look at it, Wang Xiu got up suddenly, said to go to the bathroom, and ran away after talking again when he came back.

It took a long time to come back, his eyes were even redder, but he calmed down and asked why he broke up?

Xu He said directly, "Because I'm tired of watching you."

The tears that Wang Xiu had just wiped away filled his eyes again in an instant, and he slapped it on the table as if covering up, making a loud noise.

"You see that I'm bored, and I'm bored with you too. Who can you show that stinky face all day long? Every time you talk, you owe me so much debt, and what you wear, eat. How can I not pay for it? You should pay me back!"

This kind of thing is the most taboo between lovers. Talking about it when breaking up will hurt the peace.

Xu He took a deep breath, "I will pay you back."

"Repay me?" Wang Xiu sneered, "And my youth fee, mental loss fee, time and energy fee, how do you pay it back?"

Xu He was speechless for a moment.

Wang Xiu felt that there was still a chance to relax, so he softened his tone, "Xu He, don't make such claims, okay, breaking up is a matter between two people, and you can't decide it alone."

He raised his stakes, "If you don't talk about breaking up, I don't want anything. I don't think I heard what I said today. If there is something wrong with me in the future, just say it, and I will definitely change it."

Xu He became more and more silent.

He thought it was justified for Xu He not to speak, but Xu He suddenly untied his watch and put it on the table, followed by a necklace, tie, coat, and shirt, which were folded and pressed on top of the coat.

Without his clothes, Xu He's pale and thin chest was instantly revealed, attracting the attention of countless people.

Xu He didn't stop, and went to unbutton his trousers with his slender and beautiful hands.

Wang Xiu finally understood what he was going to do, so he hurriedly stopped him in fright, "I don't want it anymore, I don't want it anymore, you don't want to take it off anymore!"

He pointed to the clothes on the table, "You put them back on, or you won't be able to break up."

Xu He hesitated for a moment, then put on his clothes again, but he only wore a shirt, and left the rest as they were.

Wang Xiu sat across from him, took a sip of coffee with shaking hands, and spoke again after a long time.

"If this is your idea, I respect your choice."

He seemed to have accepted the breakup, his eyes were red and red, "But you have to move all your things away, I don't want to be emotional."

Xu He actually didn't want to move it, and he didn't bother to take care of it. Those things used to be dead, so why do you need them?

But he lived in Wang Xiu's house, and he really wanted to move, so he could only agree to come down, and went to see Wang Xiu the next day as promised.

He has lived in Wang Xiu's house for a long time, leaving behind a lot of things, and it is very difficult to move. It is just in time for summer, and Wang Xiu hasn't turned on the air conditioner yet.

Xu He was sweating a lot, just as Wang Xiu handed him a glass of water, he didn't even think about drinking it, and started to feel dizzy and sleepy after drinking it.

When you wake up again, you will be on the cart.

Since he got sick, his memory has been very poor. At that time, his mind was confused and he forgot to talk about the breakup. When he found that the situation around him was not right, the first thing he did was call Wang Xiu.

Facts have proved that it is indeed Wang Xiu's fault. He trusts Wang Xiu so much, and it turned out like this. Naturally, he has hatred in his heart.

He was so angry that after being kept in captivity, he was thinking about how to get revenge on Wang Xiu every day, and he even forgot about committing suicide.

Later, I gradually thought about it, felt that I could not wrong myself, and began to ask for some food and drink. The goal was to spend all of Wang Xiu's money and let him experience a painful feeling.

Facts have proved that as long as Wang Xiu is around, he can't spend all his money.

Xu He took revenge in another way. He wanted to watch Wang Xiu suffer, be caught, or die.

He was very sick, his memory was poor, he couldn't remember too much, and he could only think about one thing every day. After he was occupied by Wang Xiu's affairs, he couldn't think about anything else, so the situation got better and better unconsciously.

I started to ask for a better life, more high-quality food, food, drink, and things to watch, and to have enough time to rest. My favorite thing to do after eating and drinking every day is laziness. Lying on the bed, living a life like a rice bug.

Wang Xiu couldn't stand it anymore, so he took him out to bask in the sun when he had time, and occasionally forced him to walk around the yard.

Xu He wanted to be lazy, but as soon as Wang Xiu's attention was diverted, he stopped involuntarily, stood on the spot with his chest folded, his head bit by bit, drowsy, when Wang Xiu's eyes came over, he immediately became alert again, Move your feet and walk again.

If he didn't leave, Wang Xiu would torment him at night and not let him sleep. The world was too big to sleep, so Xu He compromised.

He was kept in captivity for three years, and he didn't expect that Wang Xiu would accidentally hit him and healed his illness. After he recovered, his memory became better and better, and his memories from a long time ago became clearer and clearer. There are two platforms, one with 'love' written on it, and the other with 'hate' written on it, Xu He pushed the platform and fell asleep peacefully.

Depression is a disease, which is still scary when you think about it occasionally. If he really dies, what will his father and sister do?

There is also Wang Xiu, who will become a vegetable in the future, his body cannot keep up with nutrition, and his organs are gradually withering. Wang Xiu also has this symptom.

At first Xu He couldn't understand, but later he understood.

A scientist once did an experiment. He tied up a man and put two ice cubes on his hands. One told him that it was ice cubes. The tongs, the man had burn marks on his hands.

Why is this happening?

Because the brain controls the nerves of all limbs, it tells you what to do and how to react, and you will react accordingly.

If Wang Xiu kept using his brain to tell his body that you should not be well, you should wither, and if he talked too much, the body would have this kind of reaction.

Just like depression, it does not appear to be a disease on the surface, but it is actually more serious than ordinary diseases. Because of the mental illness, it gradually leads to physical illness.

The most important thing is mental illness. When the spirit is good, the body will get better. Xu He's memory regresses very quickly, but when he recovers, he is as slow as a snail. As a result, he often gets into a corner and concentrates on one thing superior.

For example, Wang Xiu added shiitake mushrooms to his dinner, and he could be angry all day, and the next day Wang Xiu added a ginger to his bowl, and he could be angry all day again.

Wang Xiu seemed to have noticed it too, but guided him vigorously so that he would not think about other things.

In fact, Xu He couldn't think too much about it. He was stingy in the first place, and became even more stingy after he got sick. His mind was full of how to get revenge on Wang Xiu.

Ask him to run errands to buy food and drink. If he usually knows that this method is useless to Wang Xiu, but when he is sick, he thinks that I am really a genius to think of such a method.

Great for me.

So immersed in his ingenuity, he continued to think of ways to get revenge on Wang Xiu the next day, and his methods were so childish that he couldn't bear to look directly at him.

In fact, when he was first reborn, his brain didn't improve much, and he was often not very bright, but he didn't feel it at all at that time. After his previous memories were restored one by one, he finally realized that I was so stupid. That's it.

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Xu He looked out the window, feeling a little dazed.

The wind was blowing from the window, and it was bone-chillingly cold. He was lazy, so he closed the window politely, climbed into bed and fell asleep.

At this time, Wang Xiu couldn't sleep, and was looking for him everywhere, Xu He's house, Zhang Nansheng's place, Internet cafes, hotels, relatives and friends nearby, and even asked people who couldn't be reached, but there was no one.

Xu He's cell phone was turned off, and GPS positioning was not available. He couldn't find Xu He, and his heart sank into a valley, regretting why he dropped Xu He's computer, but Xu He also had problems.

Hugging the computer all day, never taking your eyes off the screen, no one can stand it.

Especially Wang Xiu, he can't see Xu He ignoring him and perfunctory himself, he will feel that Xu He doesn't love him, has two hearts and so on.

But Xu He doesn't like to explain. If you say that he has two intentions, he will nod, "Yes, yes, you are right."

If you say that he has a little lover, he will also nod, "Yeah, my little lover is not as good as you."

Such words are very misleading. Although Wang Xiu knows that he does not, the places where Xu He goes are basically public, with surveillance cameras, and Wang Xiu keeps an eye on them all the time. find out.

As soon as Xu He's ID card is registered at the hotel, train station, or bus station, he will immediately call the police, and it is impossible to give Xu He the opportunity to have an affair and raise a mistress.

The most important thing is that Xu He has no money and no time, so he can't have an affair without him watching.

Cheating is so tiring, a double blow to my heart and body, I don't have the mind to cheat.

Of course, it was also because there was a role model above. When his mother gave birth to him, he bled so much that he couldn't give birth due to ligation, but his grandma still wanted to hold her grandson again.

At first, he urged his father to be a surrogate, raise a mistress, or simply find a lover, but his father always refused, and was very loyal to love. Under his influence, Xu He would feel uncomfortable when seeing couples quarreling, let alone cheating and looking for a mistress ?

His three outlooks couldn't be more upright, even if there is no Wang Xiu, he will guard himself like a jade, protect himself, and never mess around.

The most important thing is that he can't get tough, and it's impossible for him to fall under others. The reason why he can accept Wang Xiu is because of time and surprise.

Later, if there was one, there would be two, and I got used to it unconsciously, but it would definitely not work to change another person.

Wang Xiu waited for a long time, Xu He's mobile phone was turned off, he couldn't wait any longer, and began to check various surveillance cameras, starting from Xu He's going out.

Concerned about it, Wang Xiu almost forgot that he was still a hacker, like an ordinary hacker, looking for one after another, which is not only a waste of time, but also inefficient, and it also affects people's business, the key point is that no one will tell him.

Even if someone really told him that Xu He was not here, he wouldn't believe it, so he had better verify it himself.

There is a monitor at the door of his house, and the video shows that Xu He hails a taxi after going out, and leaves in the taxi.

The characteristics of the car were not obvious, and it was not easy to distinguish it when it was mixed into the crowd of cars. Wang Xiu lost sight of it several times, and then checked again. He did not finally determine Xu He's location until noon the next day.

Xu He ran to the countryside and was still moving. The target seemed to be the village where he was raised in the previous life, and it was getting closer and closer.

What is he doing there?