my coward

"It was she who asked her father to take action and ate my goods stranded at the port at the original price, which saved my life. After that, my business was not as aggressive as before, and I had to think about it every time I took an order. Thinking about it again, although the profit is not as much as before, but fortunately the company has slowed down and slowly started to make profits again. Probably people who have experienced a narrow escape will become timid."

After taking the last puff of cigarette, Su Mi stepped on the butt of the cigarette without hesitation and crushed it. "When I met you, my career was thriving. I felt that the world was my own and everyone should love me. Only now do I realize that I am a fart! I have to rely on women when it matters. I despise that old bastard so much, and finally It’s not because of the skin he passed on to me.”

"Look, I can't be anyone's hero at all."

Although Su Mi was smiling, Zhuo Guangyao felt that it was uglier than crying.He felt that he should say something, but his heart ached, and after trying several times, he still couldn't say any decent words of comfort.

"Are you an idiot?! Still thinking of something to comfort you! Shouldn't you just hug her and kiss her directly?!"

In the dilapidated small hotel, his little sister clamored with a cynical attitude that didn't match her age, "Everyone is tied up, isn't this neat?!"

April sat on the desk angrily, dangling her feet and took a big bite of an apple viciously, "You are depressed, why are you depressed? You can do it if the eldest lady spends money to buy love! The worst thing in our family is money!"

"It's not true love that can be bought with money."

"Ha!" April threw the cleanly gnawed apple into the trash can, "It's almost someone else's family, why are you still chasing about your true feelings here. The old man in Hongxing has been very proud recently , He brought that attendant everywhere, "Zhang Dong, this is my future son-in-law, young and ignorant, I will bring him to see the world. "Then it is natural to wait for other people's compliments. What kind of young man looks talented, what is a natural match between a man and a woman? Change your sex! The world of adults is hypocrisy."

Zhuo Guangyao quietly listened to her complaining, his mind was actually in a mess.Su Mi was there, he clearly knew it, but he couldn't get it.It's like getting a precious egg that I've been longing for, it's slippery all over, I don't want it to be bumped, but I can't find the entrance, I don't know how to eat it.

"Hongxing's first big order was given by our family. You didn't see how diligent the old man was when he flattered my mother. Now that their business has expanded and their contacts have widened, they don't need to bother our family anymore. Now he doesn't bother to toast at every banquet, since he has a baby boy, he has turned his tail to the sky! Also, the son of the chairman of Hengshen International, even if he is an illegitimate son who can't be put on the table, he secretly interrupts with his father The bones are connected to the tendons." April has already taken out a bag of melon seeds from the small bag on her shoulder, and is sitting cross-legged on the table like a little old lady, gossiping with her parents.

"Brother, don't worry. I'm on your side this time, even if you fail again, we are our own family behind closed doors!"

Zhuo Guangyao: "...Isn't it because you can't get used to that old man Hong Xing?"

April stuck out her tongue and continued to eat melon seeds. "I have plenty of ways to deal with him. He's a gambler, just kidding! How many times can Hongxing's family property be enough for him to squander on the high seas? There will always be a day when he can recite words. I'm waiting!"

"You didn't read at a young age, and you think about it all day long?"

"Study, just get by! Why do you have to work so hard? After reading the book, you don't want to make money. You used to study very hard, but now you are not a waste snack? If you read too much, you will become stupid. Go too far. I don't want to become just like you."

April didn't seem to realize that she had said something hurtful, she clapped her hands with a smile, wrapped up the remaining melon seeds, and walked away happily and cutely.

It was raining lightly outside, Zhuo Guangyao was watching the bodyguard holding an umbrella by the window, April noticed his gaze, and before getting into the car, he raised his head and made a face at him.

"...When I met you, my career was flourishing. I felt that the world belonged to me, and everyone should love me..." Zhuo Guangyao recalled what Su Mi said. The scenery outside is so bright, it is always difficult for the sun to shine into my heart.In the past, he really wanted to become such a person, like those sunny boys in school, to play ball and socialize, pretending to be positive and enthusiastic, but he soon became tired, and a slightly complicated interpersonal relationship would exhaust him physically and mentally.This made him even more saddened to realize that he was indeed not suitable for business, and he chose to hide on the island in the end. It was also because he had worked hard and felt that his character was destined to fail to meet his mother's expectations, so he thought it would be better to force his mother to give up. There is a smart sister.He also feels ashamed of this evasive behavior, so far he dare not take the initiative to see his mother.Kidnapping Su Mi, I still can't believe that I did it myself, and I have no regrets.

Even he was shocked by his own audacity.

Zhuo Guangyao continued to be a stalker, following the couple every day, forced to eat dog food.Envy fades away, jealousy begins to corrode his heart gradually, he often has hallucinations, the one who is dating Su Mi is actually himself, the one who smiles happily and shyly at Su Mi is himself, and the one who dresses up for the date meeting is himself It was me who screamed and was embraced by me, the one who enjoyed the music and flowers in the revolving restaurant in the sky was me, and the one who learned how to make dumplings with my beloved at home...Even one day, Zhuo Guangyao dreamed of himself and Su Mi We lay side by side on the grass, the weather was fine, the breeze carried the unique fragrance of green grass, there were three or two children playing around them, the sun shone on him, he felt warm and very happy.He even laughed in his sleep, and when he woke up suddenly, there was nothing around him, Su Mi was not here, only the cold moonlight coming in from the window.Zhuo Guangyao sat up and finally remembered after a long time that Su Mi already belonged to someone else.

"Brother, I think something is wrong with you." April broke into his room after school one day, even though he had asked the hotel owner to change the lock.

"Your sullen personality is so disgusting, I can't stand it, and I'm really surprised that girls still fall in love with you." April took a super Big Mac ice cream this time, and ate it one bite at a time. Have fun eating.Zhuo Guangyao felt that it was very unreasonable. According to her way of eating, she should have become a big fat person long ago. It is the devil that she can still maintain a slender figure.

"Oh, by the way, I think the little sister named May is pretty good. She looks a little ordinary, but she has a good personality, she can afford it, and she's big! I think it's a good match for you, better than that Su Mi. Too much, like a princess in trouble."

Zhuo Guangyao's temper was almost worn out, and he replied calmly: "Investigate me."

April rolled her eyes, "Who made you come back suddenly? Of course I want to know about your previous life~ Look, if I don't know, how can I know the grievances and hatreds between you and little brother Su Mi? Your confidant sister. Otherwise, with a personality like yours, you would definitely not take the initiative to complain to others. Even if I use crooked methods, it is useful! You have good academic performance since childhood, and the teacher is a treasure. All kinds of methods and methods have principles There is a bottom line, but you can't do what you want to do!"

Zhuo Guangyao's intuition was wrong, but he couldn't refute it for a while.I can only comfort myself and don't care about the little girl.

April understood his expression almost instantly, took another bite of ice cream happily, and took a comic from the desk very familiarly, looking at it with relish.Zhuo Guangyao was not at all happy to see that she was interested in his baby, because the little sister's expression was that she took the comics as a joke.

"May is here."

"what?"

"The little sister who admires you has come to T city. Although she is here to attend some kind of party, I bet she will definitely come to you. You...hehe~"

April's cute doll-like face suddenly became wretched, coupled with a witch-like smirk, Zhuo Guangyao scratched his arm, and a layer of goose bumps really appeared.

"Don't make up her mind!"

"Don't worry! I'm Narcissus, I'm a lonely student, and I don't intend to get anyone's ideas in this life." April finally gnawed off the last bite of ice cream, took out a handkerchief with complicated patterns and wiped her fingers one by one, with a proud face, " Women are not as beautiful as me, and men are not as smart as me. It is also troublesome for people to live too well."

Zhuo Guangyao: "...you are only 16 years old."

April suddenly held her chest in a broken heart, "But my heart is as old as 60 years old. Ah! Life!"

Zhuo Guangyao didn't want to talk to this actor anymore.