my coward

Zhuo Guangyao woke up from hunger.

When he subconsciously comforted his stomach, he encountered a touch that didn't belong to him.Under the smooth and tight skin, there are full muscles with hidden strength, which are tough and elastic.This is obviously a body full of male hormones, and it is not the same person as the weak and thin self.

So, who is it?Who is he with?

Zhuo Guangyao's head was in pain like being pecked by a chicken. He curled up, and his back inadvertently pressed against the chest of the person behind him.The smooth touch from behind was far less shocking than the pain caused by his being pulled.He covered his mouth in shock, and tried to move forward cautiously, the numbness coming from behind made him flush with shame.

Although he was 27 years old, he also knew at this time that he had made love to someone.

Zhuo Guangyao managed to let the root in his body leave completely, so he couldn't wait to turn around and look at the person behind him.Zhuo Guangyao was completely disappointed by his thick black hair, sharpened face, straight nose bridge, and exquisite strange face like a European mixed race.

It's really not him!

Zhuo Guangyao covered his face in frustration, obviously he had persuaded himself, abandoned his dignity and shame, and practiced it over and over in private for so long, in the end, he had indeed hooked a man, but it turned out that he was not the one he wanted in his heart.Where did it go wrong?Or was he pushed by that person to a strange man? !

The more Zhuo Guangyao thought about it, the more difficult it was for him to stay calm. He curled up beside the bed naked, trembling with fear from all the speculations in his mind.

"Huh? Wake up?" The man on the bed was blindfolded, and finally focused on Zhuo Guangyao who was huddled in the corner of the bed, and immediately smiled maliciously, "Baby, you got up so early. It seems that I behaved yesterday. It's not enough, wait, wait until I recharge my batteries, and fight again today!" Then he leaned over and grabbed Zhuo Guangyao's calf, stroking meaningfully.Tears welled up in Zhuo Guangyao's eyes in an instant, and fell down in a flutter.

The man was also impressed, and said, "Baby, are you moved to tears? Is it because I was moved by my 'disabled body and strong mind'? You also know that you squeezed me out of stock yesterday, yes Take it easy for a while."

Zhuo Guangyao looked at the man in front of him vaguely with tears in his eyes, the more disappointed he looked.I have persisted for so many years, insisting on dedicating the first time to the person I like, such a naive and ridiculous "conservative idea", was completely shattered by reality, as if I was also denied the fact that I have lived for so many years.

The man was stunned by the majestic burst of tears, and put away his previous thoughts of making fun of him.Probably also felt disappointed, and simply rolled back to the bed to catch up on sleep, and didn't bother to take care of the tearbag on the bed.

Although Zhuo Guangyao had cried carefully, there were still various whimpers, just like injured animals.The man also seemed to be annoyed, frowned and shouted: "It's so noisy!"

Zhuo Guangyao was taken aback, then hid in the bathroom naked and continued to be sad.Wiping away his tears, he thought, if that person had been there, he would never have scared him like this.While fantasizing about being hugged by that person in his arms and comforting him softly, while being hit by the cruel reality, he couldn't help feeling sad.

Sobbing and falling asleep in such a drowsy way.

In the morning, I was woken up by my mobile phone alarm.Zhuo Guangyao only felt that a long and dark dream had passed, and then there was a sudden light.Dazedly remembering his situation, he endured the aches all over his body and pushed open the door, staggered a few steps and threw a dog gnawing shit by the bed.Reluctantly found his mobile phone in the messy clothes on the floor and stopped the alarm, only then did he notice that the man on the bed had left.Outside the window, the unique wind of the island blows open the curtains, and the layers are rippling in the morning sun.Zhuo Guangyao stared blankly at the stack of banknotes and a business card beside the bed, his eyes became even more gloomy.

Turns out he was treated that way.

Zhuo Guangyao is a bartender.Waiters generally also demand good looks. Although Zhuo is as thin as a bean sprouts dish, he is also an otaku.On this island full of romance, girls often strike up a conversation and ask for a photo together, and then they are discussed happily, "It must be a shou!"

Zhuo was very embarrassed. When he was studying, his classmates commented on him as a "sissy."

When I was young, my elders smiled and praised me as "clever", "sensible", and "quiet", but when I grew up, the same personality became unpopular, because I was often ridiculed by my classmates as "neurotic" and "girly". Even the elders often lament: "Too boring and inflexible", "Boys should be more lively", "Men should look like men", "Girls like only active men".

He has also been depressed and confused, but at Bensan's age, asking him to change his personality is equivalent to asking him to peel off a layer of skin from beginning to end.Life is short, and he doesn't want to make things difficult for himself.In order not to disappoint those glamorous relatives with social status, he chose to be independent, looking for a place that could accommodate him.

Then he found here, Nanyu Island.A tourist destination, the people here are full of enthusiasm and tolerance, and have a respectful attitude towards all kinds of people and lifestyles.Here he met many aliens in the eyes of the world, and most of them lived confidently and happily.After watching a lot, Zhuo Guangyao's depressed heart gradually eased.Even if you don't meet the so-called "socialization" standards, you can actually live freely and comfortably.

During the three years of reconciliation with himself, he discovered an incredible fact: he fell in love with his boss, KEN.

KEN, is a man.

For Zhuo, an otaku, it was a soul-shattering shock.As an otaku who is obsessed with two-dimensional girls of the □□ series, he couldn't figure out how he could fall in love with a man?But the feeling of liking can no longer be hidden. Every time he passes by, his heart will thump wildly, and his blood will flow backward until his head becomes dizzy.He thought that he was also in a daze, so he thought of taking advantage of the opportunity of the store celebration to throw himself into his arms.

But he sent himself to a stranger's bed.