small puffer fish

He Tun's whole body seemed to be drifting in the sea, his mind was groggy as if filled with lead, and his body couldn't bear the weight. He remembered that just now, he and Ye Qi confessed their identities.

Waking up suddenly, his eyes were surrounded by white, and there was a faint pungent smell of disinfectant on the tip of his nose. He stared at the white ceiling in a daze, unable to react.

"Are you awake?" Ye Qi's voice was very soft, as if drifting into his ears, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

His heart suddenly seemed to be blocked by a sponge, and he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry.

Turning his head, Ye Qi was sitting next to the bed, his face was full of worry, he moved his dry lips and called, "Ye Qi."

Ye Qi stretched out his hand to wrap his hand, bowed his head and kissed it, and said, "Well, do you feel better?"

He was still confused, Ye Qi clearly knew that he was a puffer fish, why did he still have such a normal reaction, moved his hand, choked up and said, "You know?"

"Huh?" Ye Qi raised his eyes.

He Tun finished speaking with difficulty, "I am... pufferfish."

Ye Qi squeezed his palm, "You are not He Tun, who are you?"

Sure enough, the corners of He Tun's eyes turned red, he struggled to get his hand out of Ye Qi's palm, Ye Qi was startled, he held it tightly, and looked at him inexplicably.

He Tun avoided Ye Qi's sight, bit his lip, and after a while, he stammered, "It's not what you think."

Ye Qi finally realized the seriousness of the matter, and quietly listened to He Tun's continuation.

"I'm not He Tun." He Tun closed his eyes hard, and when he opened them again, his eyes were already covered with mist. "I'm a puffer fish. Puffer fish, you know, are fish that live in the sea."

Then he mustered up the courage to turn his head and look directly into Ye Qi's eyes, and painfully uttered what he had been thinking for a long time in his heart, "Ye Qi, I am different from you."

He first saw Ye Qi's pupils shrank slightly, and then the gentle smile that was on his face slowly dropped, and then he was half shocked and half joking, "Little pervert, you are confused."

"No," He Tun shook his head, he didn't want to hide the matter now, "Do you remember that you went to the beach in summer and rescued a puffer fish?"

He felt that Ye Qi's hand that was tightly holding him was suddenly loosened, but the hands of the two were still entangled, and suddenly broke down in tears, "I am that puffer fish."

Ye Qi stared at He Tun in disbelief as if he was frozen.

"You should feel very scared." He Tun bit his lips tightly, tears rushed out of his eyes, soaking his whole face, "I am a fish, a monster."

Ye Qi seemed to be too shocked, but just pressed his lips tightly. After a long time, he and He Tun held hands together, then held tightly, and finally let go.

The moment he let go of the hand holding Ye Qi, He Tun felt as if something in his chest was shattered, little by little, turning into ruins until ashes.

"Are you hungry?" Ye Qi stood up slowly, lowered his eyes slightly, his eyes were covered by his bangs, and he couldn't see his expression, but his voice was still light, "I'll buy you porridge."

He Tun's whole heart shrank - it turned out that this is the feeling of distress - he didn't cry when he was hit by the waves, he didn't cry when he was trapped in the whirlpool, he didn't cry when he was fighting with creatures bigger than him I didn't cry—but when I was in distress, it seemed like I was going to dry up all my tears.

He really wanted to call Ye Qi to stop, but when the words came to his mouth, they all turned into sobs, and he could only watch Ye Qi step by step out of this ward, out of his world.

Ye Qi didn't want him anymore, so He Tun put his hands on his mouth to keep from crying, in fact, he should have known earlier, Ye Qi is such a good human being, how could he like a silly fish like him.

He Tun, go back, go back to the place where you should be, and continue pestering, when Ye Qi drives you away, what should you do?

He got down from the sickbed slowly, weeping uncontrollably, as if he wanted to imprint these two words in his heart, "Ye Qi...Ye Qi..."

The corridor is filled with the smell of disinfectant, and the hospital at night is still full of people coming and going. Who is sick, and who will die from this world?

Ye Qi paced slowly in the corridor, it seemed that He Tun's temperature still remained in his hands, so hot, so real - so real that he felt that all of this was a bit fake.

He Tun is a fish, a puffer fish, or a monster?

What are you kidding?This kind of fantastic thing actually happened around him.

He thought that He Tun might be an abandoned child by the sea, and even thought that He Tun's strange behavior was just because of his immature mind, but he never thought that He Tun was not human at all.

This world is unbelievably wonderful.

No matter how smart Ye Qi is, no matter how mature and experienced, he will subconsciously feel flustered when faced with things that nature cannot explain. He is just an ordinary person who needs to calm down and digest this absurd thing.

Walking to an empty chair in the corridor and sitting down, Ye Qi forcefully closed his eyes, the days of the past half year flashed before his eyes one by one.

He Tun, who broke into his life without warning and said he likes him, has already fallen in love with He Tun himself in a kind of almost supernatural speed, every bit of life, laughing and laughing, even Ye's parents and Ye's mother turned a blind eye Eyes let the gaffe develop.

Just when he thought he could go on with He Tun calmly, a thunder rang in his ears - He Tun was different from him, He Tun was not human.

How can he accept it for a while.

Ye Qi considers himself a person who can calm down quickly when something happens, but when faced with this incident, he was suddenly unable to respond immediately amidst the great shock and panic.

Looking down at the hand he held tightly with He Tun just now, He Tun's anomalies these days finally had a reasonable explanation - he had promised He Tun that he would never want him no matter what.

A stretcher suddenly ran past in front of him, and the doctor's voice came into his ears clearly, "Quick, the patient is temporarily in shock, ready for electric shock... prepare 500cc of type A blood..."

The scene slowed down in Ye Qi's sight. He saw the worried eyes of the doctors and nurses, and saw the dying patient on the stretcher who seemed to be dying at any moment, and something gradually became clear.

Life is short, he just likes He Tun, whether He Tun is a man or a demon, it doesn't matter what it really is - besides, he has always been a person who promises and promises, and if he agrees that he will not want He Tun, then he should be there forever Together.

Ye Qi stood up suddenly, ran to the ward, his heart was beating extremely fast, accompanied by slight panting, he almost bumped into several people, narrowly avoided, and said sorry.

Something suddenly became clear.

He rushed into the ward suddenly, but he didn't say a word, only a blinding white, but the person lying on the bed was gone, his heart seemed to be tightly pinched by a big hand, the pain made him unable to breathe.

How could he be so stupid that he let go of He Tun's hand just now and let He Tun here alone?

Ye Qi, your head was kicked by a donkey? !

He took a deep breath, not daring to delay any longer, hurriedly asked all the way, and learned from a nurse that He Tun had left the hospital, and hurriedly ran outside the hospital.

Most of the time, Ye Qi was never afraid, but now he really felt what it meant to be panicked, that feeling was like being lost in a playground when he was a child, with people coming and going, he could only see his walking legs, Alone in the playground, helpless and crying loudly.

He Tun will only go to one place, the hospital here is only half an hour away from the sea, Ye Qi panted and ran to the road to stop a car - he will not let go of He Tun's hand, no matter what He Tun is Whatever creatures he wanted, nothing could stop them.

The cold wind of winter makes people dizzy, and snow suddenly floats in the sky, as if it wants to dye the world white.

Something is calling He Tun, he doesn't need to deliberately remember the route, it seems that there is a force pulling him in the dark, is it the sea, that side really belongs to his world.

He felt very cold, his limbs were frozen, and when he cried, the tears on his face seemed to condense into ice slag, and the wind blew his face very painfully, and the hot man was blown by the cold wind, and he was on the verge of falling, but he still left. Walking, non-stop.

Ye Qi doesn't want him anymore, he can only go back to the sea.

A long time ago, he thought about it, if Ye Qi didn't despise him, he would stay by Ye Qi's side obediently forever, but no matter how Ye Qi didn't want him, he would never pester him.

There is a saying among human beings that the roads are different and do not seek each other. Originally, he and Ye Qi were not on the same road...

I don't know how long I've been walking, the sound of cars in my ears gradually decreases, the street lights gradually decrease, and the world seems to have fallen into a peaceful state.

It was snowing, He Tun looked up at the sky, the cold little snowflakes fell on his brow, the bridge of his nose, and his mouth, he opened his mouth to lick the little snowflakes off his lips, the cold seemed to go straight to his heart, Freeze his hot heart into ice.

He Tun wants to cry again, he has been crying a lot since he became a human, Ye Qi treats him well, he wants to cry, Ye Qi treats him badly - Ye Qi has never treated him badly - but when he thinks of Ye Qi treating him badly All his good, he cried harder.

It’s good to say goodbye to these while crying, Ye Qi is a dream, quicksand that he can never grasp.

The tip of the nose gradually had the familiar salty sea taste, He Tun wiped away the tears on his face with the back of his hand, sucked his nose, and walked forward with difficulty.

He took a step and stopped a step, obviously the sea was close at hand, but he was suddenly afraid, once he turned into a fish again, he would never see Ye Qi again in this life.

He Tun, is this what you want?

No, no, he heard the voice in his heart.

But what can I do, Ye Qi doesn't want him, Ye Qi...

"He Tun!"

He didn't expect to be able to hear hallucinations at this time, Ye Qi's voice drifted in the wind, real and far away.

"He Tun!"

It's getting closer, it's getting closer, He Tun paused, and tears welled up in his eyes again.

A low growl pierced the icy night.

"Little pervert, stop for me."

He Tun's whole body was shaken, and he turned his cold body around with difficulty, his eyes shrank suddenly, before he could react, a rushing figure had already embraced him, warm and generous.

His voice choked in his throat and he trembled.

"Where do you want to go?" Ye Qi hugged him tightly, his voice filled with suppressed fear, "If you dare to go, I'll fish you up and boil it into a pot of fish soup and eat it in your stomach."

He Tun broke into a cry, and finally burst into tears, he thought, he thought he would never see Ye Qi again, never hear Ye Qi's voice again.

Ye Qi didn't want him, Ye Qi went to look for him.

But, but, he doesn't want to become fish soup...

He Tun cried even more fiercely, and the cry pierced the sky, scaring the other seafood in the sea to poke their heads out one after another!

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