Unique memory

The word "Lingyang" behind "Aspirational Lingyang" made Xu Jia dazed, and when he regained his senses, there were already a lot of chat records in the group, and everyone was saying hello to the newcomer "Aspirational Lingyang".

Yuan Zhao's title in the text is Emperor Zhao, and Mi Le and others jokingly called him His Majesty, and Xu Jia followed suit.

[CV-Mu Qingyi] Don't Forget Fleeting Years: Welcome His Majesty Emperor Zhaodi.

[Cultivated a compilation] Mi Xiaole: Jiajia, why do you reflect such a long arc on Mao? !

[CV－Mu Qingyi] Mo Wangliunian: No, I was busy with other things just now (*^__^*)

[CV-Yuanzhao] High ambition Lingyang: Jia Jia is good.

Xu Jia's heart skipped a beat at this Jiajia cry, and he stopped his fingers on the keyboard, seeing Mi Le and others in the group asking him if he knew Lingyang Lingyang.

Do you know...

Xu Jia felt that his heart was beating a little out of tune, so he clicked on the personal profile of Aspiration Lingyang to check the account information, and found that the QQ number was completely different from that of Wei Lingyang, the account was not a small account, the level was very high, and the address was City A.

[CV-Mu Qingyi] Mo Wangliunian: Huh?Does Your Majesty know me?

[CV－Yuan Zhao] Aspiration Ling Yang: Everyone, don't call him Your Majesty, just your name.I am a fan of Xiaohouye, and I followed you when you called him Jiajia. This time, I came to audition because of Xiaohouye.

Xiao Hou Ye is Xu Jia's first leading role, and it is this role that made the name Mo Wang Liu Nian popular in the Internet circles. Except for acquaintances like Mi Le, almost all fans call him Xiao Hou Ye.

Aspiration Lingyang said that coming to the audition for Xu Jia sounded like a confession. After he finished speaking, everyone started booing and asked him to work hard to become Xu Jia's official CP. Express it.

[CV－Mu Qingyi] Don't Forget Fleeting Years: Thank you Your Majesty for your liking, and forget about CP or something (*^__^*)

He didn't have much interest in Xu Jia like the official CP, so he calmed down, turned off the personal information of Top Gun, and replied to the people in the group, but he didn't expect that Top Gun would also reply after posting.

[CV－Yuan Zhao] Aspiration Lingyang: Thank you for your support, I will work hard.

[CV-Mu Qingyi] Don't Forget Fleeting Years: ...

Regarding the generosity and magnanimity of the high ambition Lingyang, everyone quarreled with the two of them for a long time, and they stopped when they were satisfied.

Afterwards, Mi Le proposed to go to YY to get acquainted with each other, so as to promote the tacit understanding between everyone, and it would be more effective for the next live pia scene. Everyone had no objection to her proposal, so they transferred to YY.

Xu Jia clicked on the YY login, and when she entered the room Mi Le had mentioned, she happened to hear them flirting with Wen Yisu.

Wen Yisu is a fan of Shen Xiao, and because of Shen Xiao's willingness to work with Bai Liqian, he gave the authorization for the radio drama "Bi Luo Huang Quan", and Mi Le and the others would make fun of them in the group.

The meeting has not yet arrived, so Xu Jia went to pour a glass of water and came back when he had nothing to do. As soon as he put on the earphones, he heard the system prompting someone to enter the channel room, and then heard Mi Le say: "Eh? The newcomer Is it Ling Yang?"

The name Ling Yang made Xu Jia subconsciously look at the personnel list on the left, and sure enough, he saw a new account with the words "Aspiration Ling Yang" on it.

"Can Ling Yang hear us? Is it convenient to speak out?" The inquiry didn't get a response, and Mi Le's voice sounded again.

At this moment, Xu Jia became inexplicably nervous, pressed her fingers on the earphone, unconsciously held her breath, and fixed her eyes on the name on the screen.

After a while, he saw the green light next to the Top Gun account light up, and the deep and steady young voice came to his ears: "I heard it. Sorry, it's the first time I use this software, and I'm not familiar with the operation..."

"——Kangdang"

The voice of Ambition Lingyang was interrupted by a sudden cracking sound before it fell completely. The cup fell to the ground, and the hot water splashed on the back of his feet, causing Xu Jia to gasp and pull his feet back suddenly.

"What's wrong?!" Aspirational Lingyang's voice sounded immediately, with tension and worry, "What happened?"

After he spoke, other people also asked questions, and Xu Jia quickly explained: "It's okay, I accidentally knocked over the water glass just now. You talk, I'll clean it up first."

"Are you all right?" High Aspiration Ling Yang seemed uneasy, and asked again.

"real."

Xu Jia comforted the crowd again, and after uncovering the matter, he looked down at his instep.

Even if Wei Lingyang is not around, he still maintains the habit of not wearing shoes in the room, the skin on the instep becomes red when hot water is splashed on it, and there is a burning pain from the scalded place,

Zhuangzhi Lingyang and Wei Lingyang are not only similar in name, but also sound alike, to the point where he accidentally knocked over the cup when he heard it.

It has been so long, but still lost control because of a similar voice, Xu Jia smiled self-deprecatingly, feeling that he was really useless.

The voices of Mi Le and the others were still heard in the earphones. He took off the earphones, got up and went to the drawer over the desk to find out the burnt ointment, and spread it on the place scalded by boiling water at random. When the drawer was closed, it accidentally fell to the corner. Here are some boxes of medicine.

—Zopiclone.

Xu Jia withdrew his gaze, closed the drawer calmly, squatted barefoot on the floor to clean up the glass fragments on the ground.

——Why don’t you wear shoes?No frostbite this year, right?

——Your habit of not wearing shoes at home is too worrying. In the future, our house will have to be carpeted except for the kitchen.

Every time he picked up a piece of debris, Xu Jia felt Wei Lingyang's voice rang in his ears, lingering like a wireless loop, and when he picked up the last piece, his fingers stopped on the floor for a long time without falling.

He just squatted like this, feeling the pain on the back of his feet spreading all the way to his heart.

Xu Jia, wake up, now you no longer have the person who will always follow you and want you to put on your shoes, help you put on your socks, and wrap your cold soles into your chest to keep warm in winter.

Sober up, anyway, without him, you have passed these many years, haven't you?

After squatting for a few minutes, Xu Jia picked up the last large piece of debris, cleaned up the water stains on the ground and the remaining broken glass, then returned to the computer and put on the earphones.

When he came back, everyone was almost over, and he found that when he left, Top Gun sent him a private chat on QQ, asking him what he found, and he also applied for adding friends.

After passing the friend's application, Xu Jia replied to the other party, but the other party did not reply again.

Now it was past ten o'clock in the evening, everyone chatted casually, agreed on the time for the next YY live pia show, and then dispersed.

Coming out of YY, Xu Jia couldn't hold back and clicked on the personal information of Aspiration Lingyang, trying to find some clues related to Wei Lingyang, but no matter how he looked, he found nothing, even the game hobbies displayed on it were different.

Reluctantly, he clicked the Qzone icon from the profile, and the page was redirected to show that the user had set access permissions, and the question was "the most important day".

Xu Jia tried Wei Lingyang's birthday, and the answer was wrong. He tried his own birthday, and the answer was wrong. He tried the day when the two met for the first time, but the answer was still wrong.

The continuous mistakes made him cool down after seeing Top Gun. He let go of the hand holding the mouse and leaned back on the chair to pant.

"It's really magical..." He said to himself.

The mobile phone on the side rang, and the word "Xiao Chen" was displayed on the screen, and Xiao Chen was also Shen Xiao.

Suppressing the messy emotions in his heart, Xu Jia took a deep breath, picked up the phone and connected: "Brother Xiao."

"What happened just now?" Xiao Chen asked immediately.

"Accidentally broke the cup." Xu Jia explained.

"I don't mean that, you don't seem to be in the right mood."

Hearing Xiao Chen's words, Xu Jia knew that he was referring to something he was absent-minded in the later chat, and after a long silence, he whispered: "...His voice is very similar to Wei Lingyang."

It seemed that he almost thought it was the same person just now, he thought it was the boy who worried about him more than his parents.

His words were frowning, but as one of the few people who knew about Xu Jia and Wei Lingyang, Xiao Chen quickly reacted: "He? You mean Aspiration Lingyang?"

"Ah."

Aspiration Lingyang, Wei Lingyang.Xiao Chen thought of the similar names between the two, frowned slightly, and then asked: "Do you think it's Wei Lingyang?

"No." Xu Jia denied it quickly, as if trying to persuade something, "Although they look alike, I know it's not him."

"Are you sure?"

"I'm sure."

The voices of Zhuangzhi Lingyang and Wei Lingyang are very similar, almost to the point of being exactly the same, but the way of speaking is completely different.

Aspiration Lingyang speaks very calmly, enunciating words clearly, giving people a mature feeling, the important thing is that he has no accent, while Wei Lingyang has spoken with an accent since he was a child.Wei Lingyang has a hearty personality, and sometimes he has a kind of sloppy feeling, which is completely different from the steady and generous shown by Zhuangzhi Lingyang just now.

More importantly, Xu Jia didn't believe that Wei Lingyang would pretend not to know him.

Although Xu Jia's tone was very calm, Xiao Chen still felt his disappointment, he knew that in Xu Jia's heart he still hoped to see Wei Lingyang again.

To Xu Jia like this, Xiao Chen sighed, and said, "Don't think about it, take a good bath and rest early."

"Well, I know." Xu Jia replied, with a smile on his voice, "Don't worry."

"Have you been to Uncle Han's place recently?" Xiao Chen asked.

"No."

"you……"

"I'm fine." Xu Jia interrupted Xiao Chen's next words, he knew what Xiao Chen was going to say, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

Xiao Chen knew that he didn't want to mention it, so he let it go, and told him a few more words before hanging up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Jia's smile slowly subsided, and she casually threw the phone aside, lying on the bed.

It was clearly a blank and colorless ceiling in front of him, but he felt that it was filled with the appearance of that young man named Wei Lingyang.

The Wei Lingyang in his heart is still the same as that year. He smiled and narrowed his eyes to reveal one side of his tiger teeth. He called him Jiajia. Jiajia, two names that couldn't be more common, were the most common names he had ever heard from a young man. Sweet love stories.

In those days when he was constantly taking medicine, in order to reassure his parents and grandparents, he tried to force himself to forget the things with Wei Lingyang, and to withdraw from those pasts like drug rehabilitation, but it was too uncomfortable. For him, Forgetting is never salvation.

No matter how long it takes, he still clearly remembers the days when he and Wei Lingyang grew up together, the morning when Wei Lingyang waited downstairs for him to go to class together every day, and the night when Wei Lingyang squeezed a bed with him shamelessly, remember When Wei Lingyang secretly kissed him while he was not paying attention, his ears turned red and he said in a vicious voice that he could not speak out. He remembered the way the two hid from the crowd and kissed in the grove behind the school.

Missing is a disease, but from the day he separated from Wei Lingyang, he lost the chance to recover.

Staring blankly at the ceiling, Xu Jia felt that the hole in his heart was getting bigger and bigger, and it was getting more and more uncomfortable, but his eyes were so dry that no tears came out, and he could only keep them open, just like the day he broke up with Wei Lingyang .

——Are you sure he's not Wei Lingyang?

Xiao Chen's words rang in his ears, he slowly closed his eyes, turned over and curled himself up.

I'm sure, how can I be unsure?The photos sent by He Minyu last month are stored in the computer. Wei Lingyang already has a girlfriend. The two are a good match, and both parents are very satisfied.

——Hey, daughter-in-law, is it legal for the two of us?Put a stamp on it first.

——Jiajia, Jiajia, ah, daughter-in-law~

Wei Lingyang's voice kept lingering in his mind. In the relationship between the two that shouldn't have happened, the one Xu Jia was most reluctant to hurt was Wei Lingyang, but in the end it was Wei Lingyang who he hurt the most.

Obviously he couldn't see the wound, but he felt severe pain all over his body. He curled up on the bed and hugged himself hard, trying to relieve the pain from the bottom of his heart, but it was futile.

"...Wei Lingyang."

Xu Jia called out the name almost raving, as if it could fill the missing piece in his heart.