instant ashes

I, Fan Xiaoyun.

He was 13 years old.

Three years of being a ghost has made one thing utterly certain to me.That woman named Su Wanting must die!

She ruined my mother's life, and she refused to let go of our souls. My mother's soul has been refined by her, and I can feel her desperate wailing from afar.But ghosts are not allowed to kill people, otherwise they will be wiped out. This is the unchanging iron rule in the underworld, so I must find a way to get rid of her with the help of others.

heavy rain on June 6

The boy named Hong Zhi died, and I just witnessed the whole process of his death. The landslide happened, and he rolled down along with the soft mud and rocks. The back of his head hit a rock, and he died.

He and I are not familiar at all, they are from the same village, we know each other's name, we know a little about each other's family situation, that's all.His life experience, I got a general idea from his revolving lantern, it is nothing special, a short life.

So, just him.

Will he be willing to be my knife?

How much patience do I have?

What kind of feedback will I get from you?I'm looking forward to it, Hong Ji.

I led him into the Wangchuan Pavilion, and started my plan in the bureau I carefully laid out.

After the first round of contact, I felt that he was a character that was not too difficult to attack. I deliberately made myself miserable and stood in front of him. I didn't expect him to be a very sympathetic person, so he gave me a steamed bun. , I think there is something interesting about this road, which strengthens my determination to attack him.

When he died on the first day, his soul body was very fragile. Even in my enchantment, I still had to keep an eye on him all the time to make sure nothing would go wrong.

Rain on January 6

The world I imagined for him is sunny after rain.In order to make the plan go smoothly, I tampered with part of his memory yesterday, making him think that I was his classmate, so that I can start today's plan.

When I handed him the homework, he looked like a puppy who was rewarded suddenly with surprise and excitement. I wanted to tease him on a whim, so I said innocently:

"Your handwriting is ugly, so it's not difficult to imitate. I also deliberately made a few more mistakes according to your level. I don't think the teacher will find out that someone else did it for you."

Seeing his joyful expression come to an abrupt end, I felt sincere joy for the first time.

After that, it went smoothly according to my plan. I went to his 'home' and stayed overnight. After he fell asleep, I showed him my tragic past, and he was very moved.

This guy, why is he as sentimental as a woman.

For the first time, I began to take a closer look at this kid.

Conclusion: As a rough-skinned and thick-skinned mountain boy, he is worthless.

Where does he see my past now?His brows were suddenly wrinkled.I couldn't help reaching out and touching his furrowed brow, thinking:

This feeling is really strange, even if it becomes a ghost, the five senses are not lost, the seven emotions and six desires are also quite a lot, except that there is no shadow, it is basically the same as a "human".The hunger makes me want to devour my soul eagerly. Touching the gap between his brows makes me want to smooth it out, and I want to kiss his face, just like my mother did to me when I was a child.

I may have been lonely for too long.

I fed him "soul medicine".This is a good thing I developed myself, originally for my mother.

My mother's soul is still a fool, which makes me very disappointed, but at the same time, I am a little relieved that I can always take her by my side, I don't want her to reincarnate, it's too tiring to be a human being, just follow me like this, Let's be a pair of lonely ghosts and be together forever.

My mother doesn't know how to "prey", and she is getting weaker and weaker. It is already very difficult for me to avoid the hunting of the evil spirits who have become refined, and it is even more inconvenient to take her with me who is weak. Usually, when I catch a soul, I absorb it directly. Yes, is there any way to make the soul into a "can", or this kind of food reserve that is convenient for the mother to eat?

Then I discovered that the water of the Santu River can calm the soul. I put the captured soul into a special bottle filled with water from the Santu River, and the soul did not make any noise, and sank quietly to the bottom of the bottle.I tried to refine the soul with Santu River water again, and found it feasible, so step by step, I have today's "soul medicine".

Rain on January 6

He does look like a puppy, even though he has no… well, mediocre looks.

In the morning, when he just woke up, he smiled relaxedly with his eyes closed, his eyes curved, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised, I thought it was a bit cute.It's like what I've been looking forward to a long time ago, wanting to have such a younger brother, this feeling.

In the evening, I continued to show him my tragic childhood. He saw the part where my mother was raped, and he started to sob and cry. I held him in my arms and gently comforted him, dipping the tip of my tongue Touch his eyelashes, salty.Really, it feels like a human being.

Zhi'er, I like the feeling of holding you like this, you are so good, I really want you to be my pet.

Rain on January 6

In the early morning, Zhi'er had a morning erection, this is so fucking interesting!This is the funniest thing I've encountered over the years of being a ghost!

He thought I was teasing him on purpose and got angry.It looks very childish, but it makes me amused.

What followed was Zhi'er's fainting, and I felt a little annoyed in my heart. It was my fault that Zhi'er's soul hadn't completely stabilized yet, so it was my fault for letting him be so stimulated.

Zhier, my little pet dog... I looked at his sleeping face, and my heart gradually calmed down. I want to continue with my plan. The next step is crucial. I want to lure the snake out of the hole, but before that, I have to first Do a test.

I transformed Wang Hu and a group of people to provoke us, and Zhi'er bravely stood up for me. At least, he regarded me as a friend.I fed him some "soul medicine", this time the adjustment had a more calming and restful effect on the soul, and while he was resting, I went to the Yang Realm.

Su Wanting has been "unforgettable" to me ever since she captured my mother's soul. She just bought a caravan and lived in this deep mountain for more than a year. Just to catch me, she cast spells almost every day Find me, set up an array to lead me.With all due respect, the talisman is a good talisman, and the magic weapon is also powerful, but her ability to catch ghosts is almost nonexistent, even if she uses her hands, she will ruin his father's reputation. I really don't know how she was taught to such a level.

Rather than running away, I want to kill this disgusting stupid woman!

I know how stupid this woman is, how self-righteous, and how perverted she is when it comes to love. She must very much hope that I can taste the heartbreaking pain of not getting what I want in love.

So I deliberately showed my feet and let her find me. I disguised myself as a young boy who had just begun to fall in love. The expression on my face was the happiness she had never seen this year. This really aroused her interest. She I was not in a hurry, and followed me secretly. I tried my best to capture the soul, acting like a husband who went out for food, and kept talking about Zhi'er's cuteness, Zhi'er's excellence, and Zhi'er's kindness The reason, anyway, is how it came from, if the protagonist in my mouth hears it, I will guarantee that he will have goose bumps all over his body, haha!

The expression on my face became more and more happy, but my heart became colder and colder, accompanied by pain.

I let her follow me for a short distance, and then I threw her away calmly and returned to Zhi'er.

Zhi'er was still asleep in my dream. I came to the window and lit a cigarette. I didn't recover until he called out to me. He looked at me with puppy-like eyes, worried. With trust, for a moment, I had the urge to terminate the plan, but that was only my momentary thought.

Zhi'er, I want to have you, and I want to hear you call me brother.I have an idea about you that even surprises me.But, even then, the plan goes ahead.

The physical contact with Zhi'er can make me feel at ease and comfortable. I carried him on my back and brought him out of the illusion enchantment that I have been in these days, and came to my net in the last round, Yangjie, this me My favorite place during my lifetime, the safe haven I built for myself in more than three months - my hut in the woods.

He is really good, he just fell asleep on my back, really, a puppy who knows no worries.

I brought him into my den, was there something to do next.

However, he was so dazed, and he looked like he was facing a big enemy, sleepy and nervous, so pitiful.

Forget it, let's do it tomorrow, at least I have to fulfill the promise of "taking him on a forest adventure for a day".

Plan to postpone one day, just this one time.

After I fell asleep, I went out.I found Su Wanting carefully, and took some thought to use myself to lead her into a cave closer to the village. The cave was like a maze, and Su Wanting quickly lost her way. There was no signal here. Useless runes and artifacts.If she dies here, it can be regarded as my indirect death, and I will die with her. Fortunately, there is a stream in the cave, and her vitality is very tenacious. Don't worry that she won't be able to survive even two nights. .

After tidying up her, I went back to Zhi'er again and slept on the same pillow as him.

Sunny September 6

Today is like a one-day honeymoon between Zhi'er and I, what does Zhi'er think?

I kissed him, and he was finally willing to respond to me. I flirted with him. Although he was shy and passive, he no longer refused. Instead, he would kiss my neck to show his closeness.

I know the time has come

"Zhi'er, I want you, can you?"

"This? This... I haven't..."

Zhi'er had a red face and looked very flustered. It seemed that he was not unwilling, but just a little scared.

My dearest son, is really jerky and timid in this respect.

I decided to add a fire.

"......Please."

I muttered softly.

This trick is very effective for Zhi'er.

"It is possible, but... I... ouch!"

As expected, Zhi'er's heart softened, and he bit his tongue incoherently.

Zhi'er, how can you be so cute and please me so much, I can't help but want to have you, want to possess you, you are really amazing, whether it's your body or you.

"Zi'er, I like you."

You please me.

Zhi'er, I'm so hypocritical that every tear I shed will stain you.

Cloudy on March 6

Early in the morning, I pressed the note under the kerosene lamp, glanced at Zhi'er who was sleeping soundly, and left.

It's time for me to step back.

Under my guidance, Su Wanting was rescued by the villagers this morning. After spending two nights in the cave, she realized that she had been tricked by me. I "accidentally" left clues, followed the clues to find the "forest house", and Zhi'er woke up just at this time, and the timing of everything was so perfect.

Sure enough, as I expected, she saw that Zhi'er was a soul who had never been in the first seven years, and her vigilance was greatly reduced. She reached out to grab him and wanted to take him away. Zhi'er is indeed my best pet, very obedient , decisively killed this woman who was a thorn in my flesh.

For the first time, God was on my side. Her life-saving talisman, a precious talisman that had been hanging on her chest, was lost in a fall in an unknown cave, but she didn't know it. Affection.

Next, I felt empty, like always, with no days to come.

Why do ghosts retain the seven emotions and six desires?Why not lose the five senses?

Isn't that the same as human beings?

Then I don't want to be a ghost anymore.

I'm back at... grandma's house.

The place is very small, one bedroom and one living room. My mother and I used to live here.

I saw grandma, she was lying on the bed, breathing weakly and urgently, she fell four days ago and broke an arm and a leg, no one cared about her, she could only lie on the bed waiting to die, already It's been several days without eating.

on one's last legs.

I think.

She also saw me, pointing her trembling fingers at me, her eyes revealing the desire and fear to survive.

Grandma is actually very young, less than 50 years old, and she was in good health before. She probably didn't expect that she would report to the office so soon.

"Grandma, are you hungry?"

I came to her bedside, condescending.

She opened her mouth and made several "ah--" and "ah--" sounds, raised her hand and pointed with difficulty to the broken bowl and hot water bottle on the table, and looked at me.

I didn't move.Say, "Grandma, do you remember how my mother and I died?"

She closed her eyes, let out a foul breath, and didn't answer.

"You drove my mother out of the house, in winter at night, because she peed on your bed. I stopped and bumped into you, and you drove me out together. Our mother and child just froze to death."

"Grandma, grandson came to help you get rid of this physical pain, it's a filial piety."

After I finished speaking, I shot and killed her without hesitation, just like Zhi'er did at that time.

To son, we have no afterlife.

You said, will we meet in the next time and space?