kiss you in the rain

7. I really don't understand the girl's mind

"Yan Ge! What are you doing in a daze, don't you see someone waiting to buy something!"

Yan Ge suddenly came back to his senses and quickly raised his head to ask the person in front of him: "Ah, oh, what cigarettes do you want?"

"15 golden leaves."

"Oh, okay." Yan Ge turned around and took the cigarettes requested by the customer from the cigarette cabinet, scanned the barcode, handed the cigarettes to the customers, and put the cigarette money into the cash register. At this time, Yan's mother left after finishing the delivery Coming to the front desk, looking at Yan Ge's absent-minded look, he frowned and said, "What's going on with you in the past few days, you've been holding your phone, and you're just looking at it without chatting or playing games, what are you thinking about. "

"No, no..." Yan Ge faltered, but his hand unconsciously touched the mobile phone in his pocket. Yan's mother sighed helplessly when she saw this move: "Go, go, go and load the goods inside." Go, play less on your phone, hear?"

"Oh... Got it." After speaking, Yan Ge turned on the phone screen and took a look, but there was no unread message, then he locked the screen in disappointment and went to the shelf to start loading goods.

Today is the fifth day that Du Guangyan did not reply to him. He also thought about contacting Du Guangyan to ask him if he had considered it, but after thinking twice, he chose not to do so. , To slowly and slowly let Du Guangyan accept himself, he must fully consider Du Guangyan's feelings.

But... If he just stopped replying to himself, stopped contacting him, and pretended to be a stranger even if he met, Yan Ge's decision was to give up.

Because liking is a personal feeling, but you can't bring unnecessary burden and influence to the other party just because you like it. Yan Ge doesn't want to see this kind of situation, so he would rather quit voluntarily.

Ever since that rainy day, Yan Ge's personality has changed drastically.Although on the surface he is still the same as usual, deep in his heart he is very afraid that his words and deeds will once again bring burdens to others, especially those he cares about, so Yan Ge has become a lot timid over time. It won't show, and only he knows this, and he never tells anyone.But sometimes he is quite quick-talking in the game, after all, no one there knows him in real life.

In fact, although Yan Ge was still very popular after entering the university, he never made any close friends, and because he fell in love with Yu Jin in high school, he seldom played with other people. In other words, Yan Ge has almost no friends to complain about.

But Du Guangyan was an accident.To be honest, the time when Du Guangyan came to buy condoms was not the first time Yan Ge saw Du Guangyan. Yan Ge basically helped in the supermarket during the holidays, and because Xu Ning lived in the community behind the supermarket, he often came to buy things. , and sometimes Du Guangyan would come with him, so it can be said that Yan Ge had known Du Guangyan a long time ago, but his impression of Du Guangyan was only Xu Ning's friend and his short but good-looking friend. On two levels, he couldn't remember the specific appearance for a while, and every time Xu Ning came to pay for something, Du Guangyan would stand outside and wait for him, so Yan Ge never thought about it at all. Du Guangyan will go to the store to buy a box of condoms from him.

And their first conversation can be said to be very bad. Yan Ge was really not in a good mood that day. During the dungeon, a man insisted that Yan Ge didn't have timely milk when he was obviously not good at skills. After that, the two were not convinced with each other and proposed to go to PK In the end, at the critical moment, Du Guangyan said in a low voice, "Do you have a cover at home?" The rhythm was disrupted and the wrong key was pressed, so Yan Ge lost, and that person kept laughing after winning. Yan Ge, this made Yan Ge very upset, so he had a bad attitude towards the high school student who appeared in front of him who wanted to buy a condom, Yan Ge forgot to control himself for a while, so he decided not to sell it to this ignorant little boy. Condoms for fart kids, and even used the saying not to sell condoms to minors, but Yan Ge didn't recognize Du Guangyan for a while because he was angry at that time, and he remembered it that night.

When Yan Ge lay on the bed and recalled the situation when Du Guangyan came to buy condoms during the day, he blushed.He covered his mouth with the back of his hand in disbelief, his eyes were flustered, and he kept shaking his head to deny his dangerous thoughts, but the more he denied Du Guangyan's shy and nervous expression, the more he wanted to wander around in his mind .

His eyes looking around, his nervously trembling lips, the licked lollipop in his hand, his face lying too close to him on the cash register, and his flustered but calm tone, All of them fascinated Yan Ge.

Yan Ge tried his best to make himself forget, but who knew that the deity would appear in front of his eyes again after more than a week. Guangyan said, "Hey, isn't this the little kid who came to buy condoms that day?" At that moment, Yan Ge clearly saw the embarrassment on Du Guangyan's face, just as he was thinking about how to deal with it At that time, Du Guangyan walked towards him from behind Xu Ning, Yan Ge was very nervous, he didn't know what to do at all, but at this time Du Guangyan looked down and saw the mobile game he was playing, and suddenly said: "You're called Gebuyu? Are you playing a female number?"

And after that, the three of them went out to chat. During the conversation, seeing the surprised and at a loss of the two people in front of him, Yan Ge had a vague feeling in his heart. He vaguely felt that he had fought Du Guangyan in a game. face to face.

His memory quickly went back a few days, back to the night when he fought with "Qingfengbuwarm", recalling all the details of that day, recalling "Qingfengbuwarm"'s tone of voice, and then he thought again He said that the owner of the account was out on a date and asked him to call him instead, and then he immediately clicked on Xu Ning's circle of friends to search for the circle of friends who was suspected of going out on a date, and it turned out that the time coincided with " The timing of the fight against the wind is not warm".

"Impossible... how can there be such a coincidence." Yan Ge said to himself, and then immediately told his mother that his friend called out to play, then ran back home and turned on the computer, searched for Doudou in the friend search, and the result showed Online, so he sent a private chat, who knew that DouDou went offline in seconds.

In the evening, Yan Ge happened to meet Dou Dou in the practice field again, so he decided to prove his idea. Who knew that when Dou Dou saw him, he stopped there first and then ran away immediately, which made Yan Ge more sure. It turned out that Yan Ge was indeed right, and Du Guangyan was the one who helped Qingfeng Buwen beat him that day.

Yan Ge's summary of this matter is - this world is too fucking small.

Because of this, Yan Ge finds that he has fallen into an unknown world unknowingly, which is full of dazzling light, but keeps attracting him to go deeper.

I want to know him, I want to know him more and more deeply, I want to enter his world, I want to contact him more and more frequently, I want to——

He becomes his own.

"But I haven't replied to myself until now, so it should be a dead end..." After Yan Ge returned home from the supermarket, he lay on the bed and sighed softly. He slowly closed his eyes and had a barbecue with Du Guangyan that day. The scene at that time automatically came to his mind. Du Guangyan's every move, every word and deed made him feel so cute, but maybe this was the first and last time he and Du Guangyan got to know each other in depth.

In this way, he spent the fifth unanswered day in infinite entanglement and loss.

When Yan Ge woke up the next day, he felt a little uncomfortable in his throat, and his head was a little dizzy, and then Yan Ge had a fever that night.

Du Guangyan was obviously out of shape today. He took the wrong position in the dungeon, and his frequent PK mistakes caused him to lose several rounds in a row. He looked at the two big words on the screen that were trembling - failure, sighed and controlled Doudou to leave the practice field. He went to a scenic spot in the game that he discovered by himself and started to be in a daze.

It has been almost a week since Yan Ge "proposed" to him. During this period, Ge Buyu hadn't been online once, at least he hadn't been there once when Du Guangyan was online, and Yan Ge hadn't sent any message to Du Guangyan. Mitsuhiko, the circle of friends has not been updated, as if it has disappeared from this world.

Obviously he made such an unreasonable request, but now he disappears by himself, what does this mean?Du Guangyan has been lingering on this idea for the past two days, but he couldn't take the initiative to contact Yan Ge because it was too strange.

A question was left between them in the previous conversation, so Du Guangyan must answer it in the next conversation, otherwise it will appear very strange, for example, Du Guangyan went to Yan Ge now and asked him why he has not been online recently, What if Yan Ge replied that I am waiting for your reply?How should Du Guangyan answer?

Du Guangyan didn't know, so he was still struggling, but he knew in his heart that this was not his style at all. He was not the kind of person who would be hesitant and unable to make a choice. He has always been a very straightforward person, but He doesn't know what's wrong with him now.

It seemed that after meeting Yan Ge, everything became very strange, and he couldn't tell what was so strange.

Recalling the day when he met Yan Ge for the first time, Du Guangyan would think that Yan Ge was a person with a hot temper who easily underestimated others, but later on the day he went to the supermarket with Xu Ning, he felt that Yan Ge was not frank , A person who regrets in an instant after inadvertently hurting others, and the meal he ate together that day made him feel that Yan Ge is a gentle and reliable person who occasionally acts childish and occasionally pretends to be an adult. He thinks that Yan Ge is... a mysterious, unpredictable person who hides his heart in the depths.

Which one is the real Yan Ge? Du Guangyan really wants to know the answer, but he is vaguely afraid in his heart.He was afraid that the answer he heard was not the one he wanted, that the final result would not be what he thought, and that it was just his wishful thinking and self-indulgence in the end.

"Ah, it's so annoying..." Du Guangyan held his head and lowered his eyes to look at the table, slowly lay down on the table, and began to think about Yan Ge's appearance.

He seems to be quite tall, his hair looks soft but seems a bit too long, no bangs, clean face but unshaven stubble on his chin, an inconspicuous earring on his right ear, shoulder The hands are very wide and the hands are big, and the clothes I wear are very casual but feel very comfortable... Hey, wait, did I observe so carefully on the day of eating?

Du Guangyan sat up straight suddenly, covered his mouth with his right hand, and his eyes looked around in a daze. He didn't remember that he had observed Yan Ge so carefully that day. He unconsciously... Too bad.Du Guangyan rested his hands on his forehead helplessly, when his eyes caught a private message on the screen.

Jin and Ge: "Are you there? I was the one who PKed with you that day."

"Huh? Yan Ge?" Du Guangyan sat upright again and put his hands on the keyboard and began to reply: "Yes, Yan Ge?"

"I'm not Yan Ge, the PK that day was not played by Yan Ge, but by me."

"..." Du Guangyan was a little at a loss looking at the sentence on the screen. Just when he was hesitating what to say, Jin Yuge sent another message: "Put that matter aside for now and listen to him later." Let me explain to you, I came to you today to tell you something about Yan Ge."

"What's wrong with him?" Du Guangyan became a little nervous unconsciously, and for a moment he also forgot about the beating.

"Is it convenient to meet up? My name is Yu Jin, and I'm Yan Ge's ex-boyfriend."