kiss you in the rain

5. Kim and Ge

When Yan Ge arrived at the Internet cafe, Yu Jin had already turned on two machines and was waiting for him, smoking a cigarette. When Yu Jin saw Yan Ge walking in, he raised his hand and waved at Yan Ge. Yan Ge's face was expressionless. , walked straight to Yu Jin, walked to Yu Jin and sat in the seat next to him, then said lightly: "How long have you been waiting?"

Yu Jin took down the cigarette he was about to smoke and looked at the computer screen and said, "It won't take long, maybe an hour or so."

"Stop bragging, there is not a single cigarette in the ashtray in front of you." Yan Ge spoke in a bad tone, but Yu Jin didn't intend to blame him, instead he smiled lightly and said, "You are Is it an attitude to ask someone to help you play the game?"

Upon hearing this, Yan Ge immediately fell silent, and after a while he stretched out his hand and said to Yu Jin, "Give me one."

Yu Jin is Yan Ge's high school classmate. The two have known each other for almost seven years. Now Yu Jin is going to university in a city far away from his hometown. He usually has contact with Yan Ge, but they hardly meet each other. Today is Yan Geqiu. Yu Jin helped so the two met after a long absence.

"Isn't it good for the other party to know about your cheating like this?" Yu Jin was a little surprised when he received Yan Ge's WeChat message. Asking him to help Yan Ge fight a PK or something is not like Yan Ge's style at all.

In fact, Yu Jin hasn't played this game for a long time, and it's inevitable that he is unfamiliar with it, so Yan Ge asked Yu Jin to come out early and play two games with him to get familiar with the game.

"Why do you care so much?" Yan Ge breathed out the smoke with his mouth in his mouth, then held the cigarette between his fingers and turned his head to look at Yu Jin's side face and said, "I can't spare you if you lose."

"Hey, what's the matter, what do you still want to do with me?" Yu Jin couldn't help laughing when he heard this, he also turned his head to look at Yan Ge and said meaningfully: "It's been so long since we broke up."

"I heard that you recently fell in love with a freshman school girl. If..." Yan Ge smiled, turned to look at the loading game on the screen and said, "If I tell that school girl Your Yu Jin senior is actually a flamboyant mess everywhere..."

"Okay, I'm afraid of you, okay?" Yu Jin said while slapping Yan Ge on the back, "It's really black-bellied."

"Black belly? Yu Jin, I think your skin is itchy."

"I can't say enough about you, play games and play games." Yu Jin hurriedly changed the subject, saying that Yu Jin was no match for Yan Ge, so he didn't want to waste energy here, and Yan Ge didn't seem to continue bickering with Yu Jin , he quickly controlled Gebuyu to the training ground.

Looking at the Gebuyu that appeared on the screen, Yu Jin couldn’t help but feel a little emotional. At first, the account of Gebuyu was created by him, and the characters he is playing now, Jin Yuge, were created by Yan Ge. This game was created by Yu Jin. Yan Ge played together, and they agreed to use the other party's name as their own character name when they decided on the name.

Yan Ge, words and songs, songs and words, songs and words, songs without words.

Yu Jin, Jin Yu, Jin and Ge.

Because the name is relatively obscure, it is difficult to see the connection between the two names, but the two people know the meaning of the two names in their hearts.When they were still playing the game, the two were husband and wife in the game, but after they broke up, Yan Ge proposed to use an account with his own name, so now Ge Buyu belongs to Yan Ge, while Jin and Ge belong to Yu Yu Jin, however, Yu Jin withdrew not long after the breakup, and did not return to the game until today.

By the way, although Yu Jin played as a nanny at the beginning, he is a game master and proficient in any profession, so when Yan Ge chose a profession for him, he originally wanted to trick Yu Jin, but he didn't expect that Yu Jin's nanny was also very good at playing. This made Yan Ge feel a deep sense of frustration, but at the same time, Yu Jin also taught Yan Ge a lot of skills about the profession of nurse, so it can be said that Yan Ge can play the profession of nurse so handily, most of it is Yu Jin's credit.

The two played five games in the practice field, and Yan Ge only won one game. Yu Jin's phone rang and he was distracted for a while, allowing Yan Ge to find a loophole to take advantage of the game. At the end of the five rounds, Yan Ge sighed and leaned back, leaned on the back of his chair and said angrily: "Stop fighting, you don't look like a fucking stranger."

"It's clear that you are too good at yourself. Where did your 80% win rate in the practice field come from? It's all because others see you as a female account. I think you should concentrate on pve. Pvp is not suitable for you." Yu Jin took off the earphones and looked at Yan Ge, who was slumped on the chair and stared at the ceiling in despair, but Yan Ge didn't turn his face when he heard Yu Jin's words, but stretched out his hand to Yu Jin, and said, "One more."

Without making a sound, Yu Jin took out a cigarette case from his pocket, took out a cigarette, and handed it to Yan Ge. After Yan Ge took it, he put it in his mouth, lit the cigarette butt and started smoking. Yu didn't look at Yan Ge's equipment, and asked, "Why do you want to win against that person so much?"

Yan Ge leaned on his chair and exhaled smoke after circle, and said flatly, "Because I want to win."

"You are not that fond of playing games, so stop pretending here."

"Then you want to hear what I have to say?"

"If you don't want to say it, I won't force you, I'm not that gossip."

"Then you must help me win in a while."

Yu Jin cast a sideways glance at Yan Ge, and then said lightly, "Oh, I see."

The time agreed with Du Guangyan was four o'clock in the afternoon. At three fifty, Yan Ge sent Du Guangyan a WeChat message: "I'm online, waiting for you."

Du Guangyan replied quickly: "Okay, I'm turning on the computer."

"Can the equipment on this number be used? The equipment was a few years ago. I don't know if it is outdated now." Yu Jin suddenly thought of a question and turned around to ask. Yan Ge said calmly: "So I bought it for you. I bought a new set, come and trade with me."

Yu Jin's first reaction when he heard this was shock. He had never seen Yan Ge being so concerned about anything. Before, Yan Ge had always been casual, and he didn't care about anything, as if he didn't care about everything. It's a little different when I'm with myself, but I'm not as fully prepared to get something as I am now.

What happened to Yan Ge in the past few years?What changed him?Was it the shock of that breakup?Yu Jin has no way to know the answer, and he will not ask Yan Ge these questions himself.

Because these have nothing to do with Yu Jin, they are just ordinary friends now.

In an instant, Yu Jin recalled the day when he broke up with Yan Ge, it was Yu Jin who first proposed the breakup.

"Give me a reason, do you hate me?"

Yu Jin looked at Yan Ge who was soaking wet and panting heavily, and felt very uncomfortable. He didn't expect Yan Ge to come to his house in the rain after sending out the breakup text message.

"No, I don't hate you."

"What is that, you fell in love with someone else?"

"It's not..."

"Then why? Why did you break up with me? Did I do something wrong?" Yan Ge's pressing every step of the way made Yu Jin more entangled and sad. He bit his lip and bowed his head for a long time before he could say a word : "I...I don't have the courage to confess to my family...confess our affairs."

"Huh? What are you talking about?" Yan Ge was obviously angry. He stretched out his hand to stroke the drenched bangs on his forehead, and then said, "Who wants you to confess now?"

"You have to confess, don't you?" To be honest, sometimes Yu Jin really hates Yan Ge, who doesn't care about anything. He never thinks about the future, that's why he said "who wants you to confess now" Such irresponsible words.

"We'll talk about it when the time comes. Why are you so anxious now?" Yan Ge's attitude became worse and worse, which made Yu Jin's patience gradually dissipate. "You always don't think about the future at all. Is there any difference between the future and the present?"

"When two men are together, how many years later do you think our parents will accept it?" Yu Jin stared into Yan Ge's eyes and said seriously, "When the time comes? Then what can you tell me?" The time is the time? Is it possible that we have to get along so secretly all the time? Have you considered these things, you have always just avoided. "

"Maybe you don't care about breaking up with your family after confessing, but I care. I can't be as calm as you." At the end Yu Jin sighed, lowered his voice, and said in a tone full of helplessness, "You just treat me as me." A coward."

Yan Ge looked at Yu Jin who said a lot of what was in his heart in one breath, as if a sudden torrential rain fell in his heart, and for a moment he even forgot to refute.

Because he himself knew very well that what Yu Jin said was not wrong, what was wrong was him who always felt that nothing mattered.

He really didn't think about these things, he just wanted to be with Yu Jin every day, whatever he could do, as long as the two of them could be together, so he didn't think about the future of the two of them, nor did he think about how to explain to his family Regarding the matter between himself and Yu Jin, he completely forgot that the modern society is not open enough to talk about homosexuality.

He was speechless and had no power to refute. In the end, he just said: "I'm sorry, I was too selfish."

Yu Jin knew that Yan Ge had compromised, he looked at the wet Yan Ge, and said softly: "Come in and wipe it off, you'll catch a cold like this."

However, Yan Ge didn't move. His heart is very complicated now. He never thought that his attitude and personality would cause so much trouble to Yu Jin. He was the one who chased Yu Jin. The Yu Jin of the world brought into this new and unknown world, and now he actually made Yu Jin so tangled and distressed, it was all his fault.

Thinking of this, Yan Ge felt that there was no way to face Yu Jin anymore, he lowered his head and said, "No, I'm going back."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and wanted to leave, but Yu Jin held his arm. Yu Jin's voice came from behind. It was a voice he would hear every day, and it was also a voice that he would never be attached to again. Yu Jin said slowly: "Yan Ge, I don't hate you, nor do I like anyone else, it's just that ever since I think about the possibilities of the future when we're together, I'm...very scared."

"Sorry, I'm too timid to support our future."

"What nonsense are you talking about, don't pretend to be cool here, don't take all the responsibility on yourself, do you think you are handsome?" Yan Ge felt that if he said one more sentence, he might cry, it was too embarrassing .

"Can we still be friends in the future?"

Hearing these words, Yan Ge's tears finally flowed down, but he didn't want Yu Jin to see it, so he hammered back Yu Jin's hand with his grabbed arm, and hammered Yu Jin's chest Looking at the ground, he said, "Aren't we buddies?"

The relationship between Yan Ge and Yu Jin ended on a rainy day. The two finally broke up calmly. After the college entrance examination two months later, the two never saw each other again. In the end, the two were admitted by two universities that were far apart. During the period, I only used WeChat occasionally to contact, and there was no other contact.

Since then, Yan Ge has been like a different person. Except for the occasional venomous tongue, most of the time he is a bright and sunny big brother image, so Yan Ge's popularity has always been very high during college, but He never fell in love again, nor did he have a very close relationship with anyone, but Yu Jin dated two girlfriends during college. At first, Yan Ge felt very awkward and sad, but later Yan Ge gradually thought about it. pass.

Originally, Yan Ge thought that he would always keep his heart closed like this, and never meet someone who made his heart beat, until...

"You go to another city first, come back later, don't let him see you." Yan Ge knocked on Yu Jin's desk and said to Yu Jin, but he didn't look at Yu Jin but focused on typing on the keyboard Communicate with Du Guangyan.

"Go to the training ground first, I'll open my friend's account."

"Oh, good." Just after Du Guangyan finished posting, he saw the character who said no words disappeared from the screen, and he hadn't had time to ask his friend's name.

After Yan Ge got off his number, he moved his chair to Yu Jin's side, touched Yu Jin's arm with his arm, and said, "Go to the training ground, and you can type while I talk."

"It's amazing, you have to do a full set of cheating." Yu Jin couldn't help complaining about Yan Ge, but Yan Ge glared at him.

Yu Jin manipulated Jin and Ge to go to the practice field. During this time, Yan Ge did not speak. Yu Jin secretly glanced at Yan Ge and found that his expression seemed a little nervous. At that moment, Yu Jin suddenly felt that he was worried about Yan Ge after the breakup. It's completely superfluous, Yan Ge and him did not keep in touch with each other, nor did he spend his days with guilt and regret towards him. Now from time to time, there will be a gentle and cute side. Although it is not good to use the word cute for a man, this is the Yan Ge that Yu Jin wants to see. He has been worried for a long time because he is afraid that Yan Ge will give up on himself, but now it seems I worry too much.

Looking at Yan Ge's nervous and expectant expression, Yu Jin roughly understood why Yan Ge wanted to win this PK so much.

Probably because I like it.

When he arrived at the training ground, Yan Ge pointed to a person on the screen and said, "Go to this person."

Yu Jin glanced at the person on the screen, and subconsciously said, "Doudou? A girl?"

"Male." Yan Ge pointed to the screen again and said, "Talk to him privately, saying that I'm a song without words."

"Oh." Yu Jin followed Yan Ge's instructions, and quickly replied: "Let's start then?"

"You must win." Yan Ge solemnly patted Yu Jin on the shoulder, Yu Jin turned his head to look into Yan Ge's eyes, and said with a smile: "Do you want to say that my happiness is in your hands in the next sentence?" gone?"

Yan Ge was taken aback for a moment, and then reacted immediately. He slapped Yu Jin on the back and said, "Play your game."

Yu Jin smiled "hahaha", but soon became serious. After entering the practice field and starting the PK, neither Yan Ge and Yu Jin nor Yan Ge and Du Guangyan actually spoke. Yu Jin was playing games attentively. And Yan Ge was staring at the screen closely at the side. In fact, a PK would end soon, but even so, Yan Ge still felt that the seconds were like years, and his palms were already sweating. Dare to disturb Yu Jin, for fear of losing the game because of Yu Jin's distraction.

To be honest, Yan Ge doesn't know who is better between Yu Jin and Du Guangyan. In Yan Ge's impression, Yu Jin is very good at playing games, but he hasn't played this game for several years, so Yan Ge doesn't know who he is. There was no bottom line, and when Yan Ge was distracted thinking about who would win, Yu Jin turned to him and said, "I won."

"..." Yan Ge was stunned for a while before he realized: "What the hell?! You won? Old Yu, you are so awesome!"

"Old Yu..." Yu Jin couldn't help but blushed, Yan Ge was so excited that he called out all the previous names, "Are you so happy? Oh, the other side sent a message."

"You, you are so good?!" Du Guangyan couldn't help but feel very surprised, or rather too surprised. Yan Ge on the opposite side changed his profession as if he had changed a different person, not at all like when he was playing nurse that feeling.

Yan Ge signaled Yu Jin to change seats with himself, and then he sat in Yu Jin's seat and started typing: "Hahaha, Brother Yan, you are awesome!"

"Obviously I did it..." Yu Jin couldn't help but feel a little wronged, this feeling of being robbed of all the credit by others is really bad, terrible.

Yan Ge turned his head and gave Yu Jin a thumbs up, and then turned to type. Yu Jin looked at Yan Ge who could no longer care about him, smiled helplessly, patted Yan Ge on the shoulder, and motioned him to go to the side to smoke. Will smoke, and then leave there.

"Li...it's amazing, then why don't you play DPS, it's obviously so good." Du Guangyan really doesn't understand why Yan Ge wants to play a nanny who is not very good at it. He obviously has such a strong DPS ability. No. fun?

"If you want me to play output, then I'll go to practice another account to play output."

"Ah?" Du Guangyan was a little confused by Yan Ge's words, and didn't know what to reply for a while.

"It's nothing, if I win, then if you are willing to bet and lose, you have to promise me one thing."

Du Guangyan remembered what Yan Ge said that night, saying that if he lost, he had to promise him a condition, and he agreed without thinking too much, so he asked, "What's the matter?"

Yu Jin was leaning against the wall, he saw Yan Ge walking towards him out of the corner of his eye, so he turned around and said to Yan Ge, "This is not like your style."

"Huh? What style." Yan Ge walked to Yu Jin and stretched out his hand for a cigarette, and hooked his fingers for a lighter. He put the cigarette in his mouth and lit the lighter, took a big puff and then exhaled a circle of smoke.

"Shouldn't you just rush in front of him and forcefully kiss him and confess your love?" Yu Jin paused, took a puff of smoke and said, "Just like chasing me back then."

"...Don't mention the black history. At that time, I... I was young and impulsive."

"Hahahahahahahaha, I don't know why I find it so funny seeing you like this."

"What a joke, you..." Yan Ge paused, as if a little embarrassed, "Did you see it?"

"Well... I didn't know at first, but I saw it when I was fighting with him." Yu Jin talked about poking his finished cigarette into the trash can beside him, and then said, "Looking at your nervous and expectant expression, it probably means guessed."

"What kind of person is it?"

"Well, otaku?" Yan Ge suddenly didn't know how to describe Du Guangyan, because he had very little contact with Du Guangyan, and he was embarrassed to pester Du Guangyan to chat every day, and he was not a girl. After that, it will be the third year of high school, so Yan Ge guesses that he doesn't have that much time to play games.

"Damn it, you can't fall in love at first sight, right? When did you become this hexagram? Don't you always believe in love at first sight?" Yu Jin felt that the sun was about to hit the south, and Yan Ge would fall in love at first sight?It's really an anecdote.

"I don't know, I just think he's pretty nice, and some of his expressions and movements are cute, but when I realized it, I couldn't extricate myself." Yan Ge stroked his hair, faltering Said.

At that moment, a word popped up in Yu Jin's head - young girl.

"I said Yan Ge..." Yu Jin put his shoulder on Yan Ge's shoulder meaningfully, and said solemnly: "Do you feel that you have become... a bit girly?"

"Young girl? What nonsense are you talking about, you, you smoked too much and your brain is ruined."

Yu Jin is speechless, this boy Yan Ge only shows a girlish attitude to those he likes now, but he is still black-bellied and poisonous to others, which makes Yu Jin feel very sad and hurt, unexpectedly Yan Ge would put himself zoned for someone else.

However, Yu Jin was not angry with Yan Ge. On the contrary, he was very happy with Yan Ge's current appearance. Although he didn't know whether Yan Ge's calmness in front of him was just pretending, at least it showed that Yan Ge did not act negatively. Face him and their past with an attitude, and Yan Ge has taken care of the person he likes. This is a good start.

"If you like it, go after it. With our brother Yan's beauty, there is no prey you can't get in this world." Yu Jin said with a smile, but Yan Ge punched him on the side, and Yan Ge said coldly: "You Don't be complacent, kid, now you speak in such a superior tone that it seems like I'm suffering, but I was the one who chased you back then, you coward."

"Yes, yes, what Brother Yan said is true." Yu Jin immediately said respectfully, covering his waist, "After all, I want to chase elementary school girls now, so I can't act like a coward, otherwise how can I flirt with girls?"

However, Yan Ge fell silent for a moment, and he said after a while: "I'm sorry, I was too young to think about many things."

"Huh? Why are you still talking about these things now?" Yu Jin straightened up and leaned against the wall again, and said, "You are really a girl now, where is our sharp brother Yan?"

"Yu Jin, if I leave you with bad memories..."

"What are you talking about?" Yu Jin said, "That is the only special and beautiful memory that no one else can give, and I will cherish it carefully."

"I don't like men. I only stayed with you when I liked you. I know you must understand this."

"Yeah, I know." Yan Ge regained his energy a little bit, smiled slightly, Yu Jin felt relieved when he saw Yan Ge smiled, he got up and put his shoulders on Yan Ge and said, "Go, I'll treat you to dinner." .”

"That barbecue restaurant is still open, do you want to go?"

"Okay, I haven't eaten for a long time, I have to eat enough today, have you lost your drinking capacity?"

"Ha, are you saying that you are underestimating your Brother Yan?"

"Hahahahaha, dare not dare."

On this day, Yan Ge finally completely let go of the burden buried deep in his heart for many years. He finally walked out of Yu Jin's past. From these abysses called ignorance and youthful impulsiveness, step by step to the light.

The rain of parting in his heart finally stopped, and what greeted him was a ray of unknown light that deeply attracted him.

"What's up?"

"Marry me in the game."