[tutor] my wife

Life in Gabrielone's house was really a pampering that I had never experienced before.Although I am the wife of the Gabrielone family in name, in fact, Mr. Dino and I have been sleeping in separate rooms.In order not to embarrass me, Mr. Dino has always put himself in that small study.

In fact, to be honest, I'm already an adult, and I know a lot about men and women, plus I've been a prostitute, so I'm no longer that little girl.Mr. Dino has been avoiding me calmly, and I know he is worried about me, but I think there is nothing wrong with me.I have been getting along like this all the time, and I can see Mr. Dino's gentleness and responsibility.He is completely different from the vicious gangster leader I imagined at the beginning.He has always used the most tolerant side to treat and tolerate everything, including my childishness and ignorance.Also because of this, I feel that if it is his wife, I am completely willing.

But I don't know what Mr. Dino thinks, and I feel deeply disturbed by it.He is such an excellent and tolerant leader. If it weren't for my father, I might never have any intersection with him in this life.So when I was alone, I often thought, if my father passed away and Mr. Dino found a girl who was better than me, should I leave him?

But I don't want to.Sufficient material life is only one aspect, the most important thing is that I don't want to let go.Obviously knowing that he is so good, knowing that he needs a wife who can share the family affairs for him, knowing that the most important thing in his heart will always be Gabrielone, but he always longs for his eyes to stay on his body.

This man who is as tolerant as the sky is also like the sky, which cannot be touched and embraced by people.He belongs to everyone, everyone under his embrace, not just me.

In this way, I fell into one dead end after another.I dare not tell anyone around me, including Mrs. Josephine.In addition to being really ashamed, this kind of remark is also very selfish.I don't want people to look at me with strange eyes.I want to be a qualified wife of the Gabrielone family for this man.

When Mr. Dino told me that he was going to the dance, I was actually very nervous.

The prom is really a strange thing to me.Ordinary people still have the experience of going to school and attending prom, but I haven't been to high school, so I have no impression of this.

Mrs. Josephine kept praising me for my good looks while helping me put on a nice dress.But looking at myself in the mirror, I really feel ashamed.There is nothing extraordinary about my face.The ordinary cannot be more ordinary, even if it is thrown into the crowd, it cannot be found.The white dress was worn as if hanging on the body, without any aesthetic feeling at all.The makeup on my face doesn't make my face look any better either.

The white lace dress has a flower pattern on my left shoulder with white gauze, which is a bit heavy.He also wore a platinum necklace to match the clothes on his neck, white gloves on his hands, and a sparkling ring on the ring finger of his right hand.

I haven't worn that ring since I got married.One is because it is expensive, and the other is that it is irresponsible to wear it around for a long time at home.This ring, to me, symbolizes the pressure from all of Gabrielone, which I cannot easily bear.This time, it was the same.

My heart beats wildly when I wear the ring.I'm nervous, I'm scared.In case I did something strange... From time to time, I would nervously look at Mr. Dino beside me, trying to find some comfort.But the more I looked at Mr. Dino's indifferent expression, the more I trembled uncontrollably.I think if it wasn't for Mr. Dino holding me up, I might have made a fool of myself by tumbling down the red carpet.

At the reception, as I expected, many people did come.I don't know most of them.It's just that when they saw Mr. Dino and me coming in together, they all rushed forward as if they had discovered some new world.Mr. Dino can still handle it, but I am completely helpless. I can only stand there stupidly, holding Mr. Dino's hand tightly.

After that, Mr. Dino handed me over to an acquaintance in order not to embarrass me.I didn't expect to meet her here—Collom.She said that she came here as Kirimori to follow Vongola Judai, because Mr. Dino was also worried that I would be too embarrassed to be alone at this dance, so he asked her to take care of me.

I was really touched by Mr. Dino's kindness.Coulom and I spent most of the night talking and laughing. Just when I thought everything would end smoothly, the real "dance" just started.

"Please come to my side and don't leave me."

This is what Collom said to me after the first shots were fired.She held the trident in her hand, and purple mist lingered around her.She frowned, as if observing something.

"Culom?" I tried to call her, but what happened next was completely beyond my imagination.

A golden ray of light tore apart in this direction, and I stood behind Kurom, watching the people fleeing around me being blown away, and the ground was covered in blood and blood.And the person facing us in the sky was also surrounded by a pillar of fire after Coulom stomped his trident on the ground, and was shot down from the sky.

"I'll take you out."

This is the second sentence that Coulom said, and she also proved that this sentence is not a joke with her strength.When I stood in a safe place, I realized how cruel the competition between the mafia is.

Flames filled the sky, people were flying around, gunfire continued, and screams from others could be heard constantly.After settling me down, Coulom threw himself into the battle without hesitation.I was surrounded by everyone from Gabrielone, and I could only look anxiously into the distance.

Mr. Dino, are you safe now?It would be great if I could help in this case.

I looked at the half of the sky reddened by flames, thinking in my heart, blaming myself for being useless.

People like me will only hold Mr. Dino back.Gabrielone's wife and so on... are actually just things that are out of my reach.

Feelings of despair, powerlessness, and strangeness spread in my heart, out of control.

When Mr. Dino came back, the battle had ended safely.Seeing me standing there waiting for him, his eyes trembled, but he didn't walk towards me quickly. Instead, he explained things to the people around him for a while before coming towards me.

He took off his windbreaker and put it on me directly, "It's cold at night, why don't you go back first?"

"..." I didn't know what to say, I just felt the cool evening breeze.I shook my head without saying a word.

This banquet made me see more clearly the distance between me and him.In the future, will I still be able to stand beside him so peacefully?I am getting more and more confused about the future.

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