[tutor] my wife

Frightened, terrified, overwhelmed, my weakness was exposed in an instant.

Yes, I am such a weak person.The strength is weak, and so is the heart.Just like a lot of mediocre people living in the vast world, they laugh when they are happy, cry when they are not happy, and never go head-to-head when they can please, and don't go into muddy water when it's none of their business...

If Youni is like pure light and Bailan is pure darkness, then I am the one in the middle, the most gray.This kind of me, like most people, is full of impurities in human nature.

But, why can I ignite the flame of the so-called great space even though I am so unbearable?

"I just think your big empty fire is very beautiful."

Bai Lan's words suddenly broke into my mind, which made me a little overwhelmed.

What exactly does he mean... I can't understand it at all.

"No." Youni stood in front of me and said softly, afraid of frightening me: "Escape, fear, cowardice, self-preparation, these are not ugly."

After Youni finished speaking, I seemed to feel a gust of wind blowing across my cheeks, gentle and gentle.

"Yes, compared to other leaders who have the flames of the sky, your flames are indeed small, indeed weak, insignificant, and even completely impure. However, your flames are indeed the most real." Youni continued. He said, "Your simplicity is the reason why this flame was born."

simple……?

"Simple, straightforward, never hiding what's in your heart, whether it's sad or happy, you don't please anyone, this is the pure you."

Every word of Youni's words hit my heart.

"You are like a blank piece of paper, what you feel reflects what you feel. To use an analogy, it's like - there is a transparent flame in your body. When it touches your emotions, it will What color will it be."

Transparent... flame...?

I suddenly remembered the time I spent with Mr. Dino, and when I thought about it, I lowered my head, spread my palms, and was in a daze.Clenching his fist slowly, the ring on his finger once again burst into bright flames, the orange color is really pretty.

Mr. Dino... This flame is from Mr. Dino.

I seem to understand at once.The reason why I can ignite the flames of the sky is not because I have a tolerant heart, but because I hope to tolerate everyone, help everyone, and bring warmth to everyone like Mr. Dino.

And the reason why this Great Sky Flame is impure is because of my inner turmoil.I'm feeling inferior, because no matter what I do, I can't compare to Mr. Dino who grew up in a mafia family.The more I wanted to be like him, the more I saw an irreparable gap between us.

Then I started running away, running away from the flame.I learned to hide myself, and started to give up on myself, purely because people around me forced me to accept this flame that I thought was not mine at all.

I also seem to understand why Bai Lan thinks my flame looks good.

—Because there is confusion in my flame.

And he just likes me as a flame that is so unabashed to him.

"So don't resist accepting who you are, no matter what kind of you you are."

"Yuni?"

I looked up and saw Youni bent down, stretched out his hand at me, and smiled at me.

"You are not weak, on the contrary, you are stronger than everyone."

"Eh?……?!"

I was speechless at Yoni's words.

"KUFUFUFU, if you don't want to accept yourself, I don't mind accepting your body instead."

I turned my head and smiled like a spring breeze.

"Don't act like you're succeeding in your tricks, Mukuro. My body is not so easy to give you this scourge."

Saying that, I took Yoni's hand, stood up, and wiped my tears with the back of my hand.

"Oh, that's really a pity."

"I'm really sorry for breaking your dream of dominating the mafia."

I don't know why, but in the face of such murky people, I can always sneer at them unceremoniously.Maybe it's really because I'm not good at hiding my feelings. Didn't Bai Lan also say that I can't hide anything from him?

Seeing that my mood improved, Yoni's smile became brighter.

……

When I woke up, Bailan was sitting by my bed reading documents.I wanted to move, but the pain in my whole body hit me overwhelmingly.

"Well..." Because it was so uncomfortable, I couldn't help but yelled out.

With that shout, Bai Lan naturally realized that I was awake too.Putting down the documents in his hand, he walked towards me and sat on the side of my bed: "You still have wounds on your body, so don't be brave. This time, it's another visit to the gate of hell."

"It's as if I went to the ghost gate to go around and have nothing to do with you." I muttered with some dissatisfaction.

"Sorry, hahaha." After the insincere apology, he laughed undisguisedly: "Although I never expected you to help me get back to the base, but you are so desperate, it really impresses me."

"..." She rolled her eyes at him, and simply stopped talking.

"However, as a reward for this mission, I will make an exception and give you a gift."

Although Bai Lan said so, I had no expectations for it.The "gift" he gave before caused the Buonarrotti family to lose a head of the family. I still keep this matter in mind.

"Aren't you curious?" Bai Lan purposely put it off.

"Curiosity killed the cat, I don't want to be a dead cat."

"Hahahaha." Bai Lan laughed out loud again, without any hesitation. "In a few days, when your wound is almost healed, I'll take you outside to play around."

……what is this?Is he still in the mood to go out and play now?

I express my inability to understand the thinking of this person.

"Well, there will be many surprises then, just look forward to it." Bai Lan said with a smile, then bent down and kissed my forehead.

I was so scared that I wanted to run away, but the wound was involved, and I grinned in pain, but I couldn't move.

"When you come back from this trip, um, let me think about it, did you forget something?" Bai Lan's violet eyes flashed a sly light: "That's right! We will get married after we come back."

puff--

To be honest, I almost forgot that I had a marriage contract with Bai Lan, but now that I brought it up, it made me extremely embarrassed.

"This world is too unsuitable for me." Bai Lan got up and walked slowly to the window, opened the curtains with a slam, and the night scene outside the window came into his vision.I lay on the bed and watched his figure, feeling a little heartbroken for a moment.

"Hey, little Lucia." Bai Lan said self-consciously: "You must accompany me to witness the birth of our world."

Every word of this sentence makes me feel extremely suffocated.

He's not talking about his world, but our world.Why did you bring me...?Why are you obsessed with me?

I have asked myself this question countless times in my heart, but I have not been able to get an answer.In fact, it's not that there is no answer, but that I have been refusing to admit it.

At this moment, I think, my guess is not wrong.

In other parallel worlds, I was Bai Lan's woman. ...

Thinking about it, I really felt a burst of terror.

What kind of woman is the woman who can get along with Bai Lan?Have the same appearance as me?Then what?baseless.

The next guesses are only getting bolder and bolder.

The me in another world is the woman Bai Lan likes...and!I, who was in another world, failed to accompany Bai Lan to witness the birth of the new world he said.Why?There is only one thought in my mind, and that is—me in another world, dead.

Dead... Is there anything in this world that Bai Lan can't protect?

Just let these messy thoughts flash in my mind, and I don't bother to clean it up.At this time, Bai Lan turned around and smiled at me.

That smile was different from before, completely different.

With tenderness, with loneliness, with... admiration.