Re-enactment of Boyhood [Rebirth]

The train went all the way to the capital.

Guo Jingyu kept some money with him, relying on his familiarity with this place, he found a place to rent a house after he arrived. He had been optimistic about the place for a long time. There are several colleges and universities nearby, and there is a subway station nearby. The transportation is convenient and life is very convenient. That was the place where he planned to live with Li Tongzhou after he was admitted to university.

His original plan was to buy a house and the two of them would live an ordinary life together, but the accident happened suddenly and the plan couldn't keep up with the changes. He rented a place with the spare money on hand, and the two of them settled down first.

When Li Tongzhou was taking a bath, Guo Jingyu insisted on following him in, and insisted on checking his injuries.

Li Tongzhou held his hand and said, "Jing Yu, it's really not a problem, it's just that his hand is broken."

Guo Jingyu didn't believe it, and went to touch his forehead again, Li Tongzhou hid for a while, and said in silence for a while: "It's a very slight electric current, it's not very serious."

"you're lying."

"...a little pain."

Guo Jingyu stretched out his arms to hug him, his hands were still shaking, "If something happens to you, I won't live."

Li Tongzhou hugged him lightly, "You say that, you don't look like the Guo Jingyu I know." He raised his hand and touched Guo Jingyu's head, coaxing him, "Aren't you fearless before?"

"I'm afraid, I didn't eat anything all day yesterday, so I ate a bucket of instant noodles with you on the train at night. I couldn't see you, and I was so scared that I couldn't swallow a bite of the meal." Guo Jingyu put his shoulder on his shoulder. Na rubbed it, and wiped away the wetness from the corners of his eyes, "If you die, I will go with you."

Li Tongzhou sighed, and dragged him under the shower, and the steaming water rushed down from top to bottom, giving them a little warmth.The person in his arms was still wearing clothes, but he refused to let go no matter what. The more Li Tongzhou hugged him, the more he felt that he was shaking violently. When he reached his mouth, he spun around, but finally he couldn't say it. It took a long time Cai whispered: "No matter what happens, you must live, Jing Yu, no one is more important than yourself."

Guo Jingyu hugged him, his strong fingertips would leave marks on his back.

What Li Tongzhou said, many people have persuaded him so.

He heard a lot, and he believed it himself.

But he survived by himself for ten years. He thought it was just a period of wishful thinking in his youth, the first love he would never forget in his life, but he didn't know until later that it was not like that.He spent all his strength with time, and finally realized that what he wanted most in his life was only one person.

There is no second Li Tongzhou in this world.

There is no one person anymore, as long as they look at each other, they can know what is thinking in each other's hearts. As long as they sit side by side, even if they don't speak for a whole day, their hearts are full. No matter where they are, when they look back at each other, A heart is at ease.

He has thought countless times, if he can return to the age of 18 again, what is the thing he wants to do most.

He wanted to "elope" with Li Tongzhou desperately.

Take this person away, hide it, and give it to no one.

Guo Jingyu was emotional, closed his eyes, and said to him: "Li Tongzhou, I can't do it alone, I might really not be able to live without you, you have to watch me, otherwise I won't study hard, don't do my job properly, would do a lot of bad things."

"it is good."

"You kiss me."

Li Tongzhou leaned over and kissed him, a very gentle kiss, just like himself.

Guo Jingyu hooked his neck, did not let him go, and kissed him with his eyes closed, with great strength, his lips quickly turned bright red.Day and night, he was worried, angry, and vented all his anxieties. Even if he slowly stretched his hand down and started to move, he didn't stop the kiss.

Li Tongzhou's Adam's apple rolled twice, and his breath became heavier.

He called Guo Jingyu's name, and Guo Jingyu said "hmm" in a thick nasal voice. Li Tongzhou was a little uneasy, and reached out to touch his cheek, worried that he might cry, but standing under the shower did not hurt him. I don't know which are water and which are tears, so I can only wipe him twice and call his name over and over again.

Guo Jingyu grabbed his hand and put it down, "I'll teach you."

Li Tongzhou pressed his forehead against his, and said in a hoarse voice, "Is it okay, Jing Yu, have you thought it through?"

Guo Jingyu bit his shoulder with a little force, leaving tooth marks.

……

Guo Jingyu took a shower with Li Tongzhou in the bathroom, and when they returned to the bedroom, they lay side by side on the bed, still holding hands.

The room only had newly bought sheets and a pillow downstairs, and they didn't care about the shabby, so they huddled together and fell asleep. Guo Jingyu spent a long time to calm his breathing. He hadn't recovered from the bathroom. After getting out of the state, after adjusting, he realized that Li Tongzhou beside him was not much better. He hugged him sideways and reached out to touch his chest. The heart in his chest was beating faster than his, Intense, can't hide it.

Guo Jingyu lay on his chest and listened for a while, and waited until Li Tongzhou raised his hand to touch his hair, then whispered: "I thought I was the only one who would do this."

Li Tongzhou said gently: "I'm not a robot, so I will definitely be excited."

"Did you feel comfortable just now?"

Li Tongzhou chuckled and kissed his forehead without saying anything.

Guo Jingyu continued to lie on top of him and said to himself, "I think I performed pretty well just now, and I cooperated very well, but I don't have any other experience. Let's get used to it slowly. It hurt a little at the beginning tonight, but When you came for the second time, I was... huh?"

Li Tongzhou covered his mouth, his palms were a little hot, and he said helplessly, "Don't tease me, I'm not full."

Guo Jingyu paused for a while, then continued to lie on top of him.

But within a few minutes, he started muttering to him again, and Li Tongzhou responded lightly, talking to him about everything.

"Li Tongzhou, if I take you out, will you blame me? Maybe it will delay your college entrance examination."

"will not."

"If you want to go to school, I will pay for you in the future. Really, I have actually thought about it. I can do business like before to make some money, and then I can find a way to transfer you to the capital to study. Then you study for a year first. I will pass the exam in the second year, we are still together, I promise you, we will be able to do it."

"You study, I can support you."

Guo Jingyu laughed, "How are you going to support me?"

"I can do a lot of things. I was approached by a training team before, or to do more work. It will be hard at first, but as long as you want, I will stay in the capital." Li Tongzhou spoke slowly and seriously , "The money in my previous account may not be able to move, but I don't eat much, and I can live in the basement, and I can save a sum of money in about half a year. At that time, we will be able to stay together as we said before."

Guo Jingyu held his hand and asked in a low voice: "The future is uncertain, only each other?"

Li Tongzhou nodded: "Well, the future is uncertain, only each other."

Guo Jingyu closed his eyes, and his eyelashes trembled slightly. Only Li Tongzhou could break his defense at once when he said these words.It seems to be another part of myself, even if it has been lost for ten years, the wound will heal immediately after meeting each other, and the two will become one.

He has already walked on that smooth road in the eyes of the world, which is a road where the end can be seen at a glance, but he doesn't want it now. He wants to fight for an uncertain future with Li Tongzhou.

Maybe it will be good, maybe not so good.

But he won't regret it this time.