cannon fodder life

Xiao Ershan stood alone under the courtyard, his eyes were deep, he touched the unfamiliar garden vegetation, in the memory of his previous life, the original place was a swing, the one that made Xiao Dang Said he was the fuse of the adopted child.

He remembered that when he was a child, he always disliked Xiao Yan, and robbed Xiao Yan for food. His little stepmother was also a powerful character. As long as she took Xiao Yan to kneel and cry, he would be the one who was punished in the end. He who eats of any good fruit is also he.

When he was grabbing the swing with Xiao Yan for the last time, he accidentally let Xiao Yan fall, and then his stepmother who had a unique skill went to his father and cried, and his father came to beat him with a whip. He apologized to Xiao Zhuan, but he was unwilling to go, and finally Xiao Dang told his life experience, a child picked up from the refugee pile.

When Er Shan first heard the news, he felt that the sky was about to fall. He was only six years old at the time, if Xiao Dang didn't support him, what else could he do to survive.At this time, Xiao Dang proposed a solution again, he can continue to stay in the house for food and lodging, and enjoy the same treatment as before.

At that time, Ershan had no other choice but to agree. After that night, he apologized to Xiao Yan. If he was not Xiao Dang's child, the young master of Xiao's mansion, then what right did he have to be with the mansion? Where is the only young master grabbing the swing?Xiao Dang is willing to raise him as his own son for so many years, it is very rare to see him.

From that day on, Ershan did what he could in the house, sometimes went to the kitchen to pick vegetables, and sometimes cleaned up the fallen leaves in the yard.He didn't ask for anything that Xiao Yan had.

Ershan thought that he would live like this all his life, relying on Xiao Dang's kindness when he was a child, he was a servant in the mansion who didn't need to sign a contract of sale, and when he got older, he voluntarily left the mansion to seek a living on his own.

However, Xiao Dang would still come over from time to time to pay attention to his life, arrange for him some tasks that are easier than other servants, and let him practice martial arts and study like Xiao Yan.As a result, Er Shan was no longer tolerated by those servants. During this period of time, he himself didn't know whether he was the master or the servant.

If he is the young master of the Xiao family, then he doesn't need to do a lot of things, he will get more things than now, if he is just an ordinary servant, he can completely avoid it in the house as long as he wants. Open the eyes of several masters of the Xiao family.

But Xiao Dang's small favors from time to time made it impossible for him to gain a foothold in the circle of servants, not to mention that he had to study and read with Xiao Tran. After the teacher knew his background, he also started to find his faults from time to time.

In this environment, there were times when Xiao Dang made trouble, but Xiao Dang only felt that Er Shan had the temper of the young master, and Er Shan was the one who suffered in the end.

After a long time, Ershan also summed up another way of life. In the house, he grew up to at least 14 years old. The ancients could marry a wife and have children at the age of 14, and set up their own family.Although he didn't have a good time in Xiao's family for a few years, the teacher he invited was really talented and learned, and Xiao Dang also taught him all his martial arts. After Er Shan knew that he was picked up, Change the previous sloppy style, and race against time to absorb knowledge.

In Ershan's original plan, he planned to leave Xiao's house, and go to a wealthy family to be a teacher for others, or go to a bodyguard bureau to earn some money as a bodyguard, but just as he asked to leave, Xiao He drank The tea was spouted out in one sip, and Ershan remembered that Xiao He was about to burst into tears, and he said in a funny tone: "Ershan, why are you so stupid, you believe whatever your father says?"

Er Shan remembered that Xiao Dang also had a confused look at the beginning, he thought for a while before saying: "Why haven't you forgotten what happened for so long, this is your home, where are you planning to go?"

Ershan looked at the words of the two people in front of him, and realized belatedly that all the efforts he had made at the beginning were in vain. He tried his best just to leave this house and live a better life, but now Xiaodang One sentence shattered all his longing for the future.

After Ershan found out about this, he completely let himself go. Since he is the righteous young master of the Xiao family, why did those servants bully him and exclude him for ten years?Since he can't leave this family, he will make this family a mess, and everyone will have a bad life.

With this idea in mind, Ershan beat up all the servants who had bullied him at the beginning, and even beat and scolded those who didn't go well. Xiao Quan is a soft-hearted person, and the two of them met again after coming and going.

Xiao Dang saw it, but he habitually continued to let him give way. Er Shan saw that Xiao Dang was dealing with him like this, and he definitely disagreed. At the beginning, he beat people down to vent his anger of being bullied for nearly ten years. Get angry with Xiao Yan, the more you protect me, the more I want to destroy him.Everyone said that Xiao Xiaogongzi was honest and honest. When he was grabbing the swing with him, he didn't see how honest and honest Xiao Yan was.

Ershan just lived like this, and gradually he lost all human hearts. It was a reasonable thing, but it forced him into the current embarrassing situation. In this environment, Xiao Dang refused to endure him any longer. , completely stood on the opposite side of him.And because Xiao Dang vaguely belittled him outside and elevated Xiao Zhuan's status, outsiders didn't have a particularly good impression of him. For Xiao Yan's sake, Xiao Dang personally invited a husband and paved the way for Xiao Yan to trust people everywhere. But he never paid any attention to Ershan.

In desperation, Ershan got a pack of poison, Huangquan is far away, and there is also a family to take care of him. Ershan originally planned to drug Xiao Yan alone. After all, the tragedy of his life began with him grabbing the swing, but Ershan thought about it, and felt that he didn't want to live anyway, so the whole family should go down!Huangquan is far away, and the family also has a support, and he also wants to know how Xiao Dang will explain to his mother when he comes to Jiuquan in the future after making up such a story.

Ershan poisoned no one this time, not even himself, Xiao Dang sent him to the cell the next day, if convicted, he should be exiled.

At this time, Ershan's mother who had been dead for many years came back alive. Facing her own son who was in prison, she had no position to ask her husband why he wanted to marry another wife at this time, and she didn't know that Xiao Dang had lied to Ershan for so many years. She humbly asked her to let Ershan go to her sister who was protecting her in the past.

Ershan has never regretted what he did, but when he saw that his mother was unable to attack this pair of scumbags in a fair manner because of his affairs, Ershan really regretted it when she humbly begged them to let her go up.

He was thinking that if he hesitated for a few more months, would he be able to wait for his mother to come out and give him justice?If he hadn't punched indiscriminately, but had been more rational, then it would be Xiao Dang and his family who were humbled now.

In the end, Xiao Dang released Ershan from prison because of Zhao Shiniang's face. Although Xiao Dang let him go, the public opinion all over the world did not let him go. He was always shouted and beaten by everyone. people.

It was a long, long time before Ershan knew that his mother still had an admirer. If it wasn't for the unreasonable thing he did, his mother might be able to live with her admirer instead of being with Xiao Dang like now. They live under one roof.

Because Ershan has his own mother to take care of him, he no longer has the idea of ​​dying with the Xiao family from time to time. He hopes that he can start a new life, but the surrounding public opinion does not allow him to do so.Because he had his mother by his side, he no longer had the thought of suicide.

He met Marshal Dai when he went up the mountain to cut firewood. Marshal Dai once said that he would be accepted as an apprentice, but when Marshal Dai learned about his past, he also chose to give up on him.

Many years have passed, and even though those people are no longer alive, he is carrying all of this and is alive in the world. On the day Zhao Shiniang left, he finished his funeral and went with him. Everything in this world is really He doesn't like it too much. If people can have another life, he really doesn't want to be a human anymore.

After his death, he got a chance. If he is willing, he can exchange his soul for the fate of returning to the first life. Someone will help him arrange everything. Ershan does not want to have another life, and wants to pay the price for these things. He has no entanglement agreed.

As a result, he returned to the place where his fate turned. Another person helped him leave his home, helped him build a career, and helped him to have a home of his own in this troubled world. In this life, there is no such unsatisfactory thing like him to hold him back. Mother is very happy He quickly got his own things, and his admirer also appeared beside him. The only regret is that Xiao Dang and his group, apart from their bad reputation, didn't have any punishment.

Ershan looked at the red in the yard, with endless tears in his eyes. Fortunately, in this life, his mother is still alive and well, and the former admirer has completely become his real father.He will have a very good life in this life.

Shen Xiaojian, who got up early in the morning, was startled when he saw Ershan standing in the yard crying. He ran over and said incomparably, "Ershan, why are you crying! I didn't bully you!" Now What Shen Xiaojian is most worried about is that Ershan feels that he is incompetent as a stepfather.Besides, he and Ershan are the only ones here. If the senior sister comes out, he will not be able to clean himself up even if he jumps into the Yellow River.

"I know, don't worry, I'm happy for you." Ershan said, and Shen Xiaojian was relieved when he heard this: "I just said that I am such a good stepfather, how could anyone dislike me?"

Ershan nodded, and didn't have too much explanation for this matter. Anyone who has experienced a lifetime of despair and suddenly came back to life will be happy to find that everything is moving in a good direction.

Shen Xiaojian didn't continue to ask after hearing the words, but he also paid special attention to Ershan's attitude. Ershan's father is kind and his son is filial, and Xiao Dang's family next door started to run wild, and his wife cuckolded him next door. Not to mention, and his recent attitude of spending money like water has also gone wrong, their family is a bit short of money.

Xiao Dang took some jobs outside, and every day when he came home, he could see Ershan and his family enjoying themselves in harmony. Within two years, he also suffered a stroke.What made him unbearable the most was that Xiaomei actually pushed him to the door of Ten Niang's house.

Zhao Shiniang's family let him freeze outside as if he wasn't there. Hearing the laughter of the family in Zhao Shiniang's room, and watching the indecision on the other side, Xiao Dang regretted for the first time that he was so stubborn. vitality.In his current state, even if an enemy appeared and stabbed him, he would be grateful.

Xiao Dang looked forward to the stars and the moon and finally found an enemy. Shen Xiaojian looked at Xiao Dang's pitiful appearance, stepped forward to lift up Xiao Dang's pants, and then covered his nose again: "President Xiao is so pitiful. No one wants to care about you I'll take care of you, and I'll let you live."

Shen Xiaojian stuffed a bowl of cold porridge into Xiao Dang's mouth, threw the torn quilt for him, and whispered in his ear: "If I want you to live, you must open your eyes wide and look at Senior Sister and Er Shan with me. After being together, how happy we are.”

Xiao Dang opened his mouth, looking at the closed door, a person made a humming sound at the door, when Xiao He got the news and came, Xiao Dang was still tenacious to breathe.

After Xiao He changed Xiao Dang into clean clothes, Xiao Dang closed his eyes, his younger brother saw such a distressed scene, he might as well die.

Xiao He didn't continue to persuade, if he hadn't told such a big lie to Ershan at the beginning, how could he not be reduced to today's situation!You didn't offend Ershan back then, but now at least you have someone to change your clothes into.

Xiaomei didn't understand business, and Xiao Yan didn't know anything. The two of them sat and ate at the mansion, and soon they had nothing left to eat.The two of them packed up their bags and went to Zhao Shiniang's place to cry first, but Ershan and Shen Xiaojian beat them out together, and then went to Xiao He's house to cry.

Although Xiao Dang was dissatisfied with the past, seeing the attitude of these two people who were about to cry to death in front of him, he still looked at Xiao He. Xiao He held his nose and gave them a shelter and food that would not die of hunger.

After Ershan learned about the Xiao family, he secretly said in his heart that Feng Shui turns.After all, this feeling of despair was not his only experience.