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When Zhu Ershan looked up at the eldest prince who was lingering on the sick bed, his expression was extremely complicated for a moment. He was the eldest grandson of the emperor, but he lived a life in this mansion that was worse than that of many concubine children.

At the beginning, he witnessed his mother's death, but he was helpless, the door was locked, and the maids and servants around him disappeared, and the funeral of his mother, the first prince and concubine, had just been held, and the first prince went to ask for an order to be the concubine. , also personally appointed the concubine Zhu Cheng as the heir to the palace.

It was not easy for Ershan to live in the palace. Whatever he did was wrong, because his mother died early, no one was willing to help him once. When Ershan was young, he was looking forward to going out of the palace and building a mansion all the time when he grew up. , but things in the world are always changing.

The empress was pregnant again, but she couldn't keep the child because of an accidental fall. At this time, the princes in the palace were fighting to the death, and in the end, only the eldest prince remained as an adult prince.

After the eldest prince successfully ascended the throne, he directly appointed his bastard Zhu as the crown prince. If the eldest prince could have a conscience and give Ershan a fief to drive him out, everyone would be happy.

After the eldest prince ascended the throne, he insisted on keeping Ershan in the palace no matter what. On the one hand, he kept Ershan in the palace, but on the other hand, he tried his best to express his dislike for Ershan, which made Ershan in the palace. It was difficult.In the end, he died for no apparent reason. After eating a bowl of lotus seed soup sent by someone, he died.

After his death, a voice told him that he could do it all over again, and the price was that he would never be reincarnated as a human again. Er Shan heard that he agreed very happily, he had already lived enough in this life, and next time, he would be everything I don't want to be human anymore.

As a result, Ershan found that he had returned to the moment when his five-year-old mother died. The only difference was that there was another person here who helped him complete all the impossible things for him, and also helped him endure all the suffering.

It was only then that Ershan knew that there were so many things he didn't know about in his previous life, but this time because the eldest prince went to the fief early, the child in the queen's stomach was accidentally saved, and the eldest prince became a A prince, even this prince has not been able to hold the position for a few days.

Ershan looked at the eldest prince who used to wear a dragon robe lying on the bed dying at this moment. He didn't feel the joy he imagined, but was full of confusion. He hated it. Alright, live a long life.He can live his life the way he wants.

Zhu Ershan doesn't regret his choice at the beginning, even if he is asked to do it all over again, he doesn't know what he can do in this backyard where the servants have blatantly enshrined Mrs. Qi as the mistress, just like in his previous life, even if everyone I know that the cause of Xie's death is strange, but no one will point it out. When the eldest prince ascends the throne, no one will be stupid enough to mention the former wife to annoy the current empress.Therefore, Mrs. Xie can only die without knowing why, and it is even more difficult for him to protect himself in the palace.

"Ershan, Ershan, after I leave, you must take good care of your younger brother. He doesn't have much money, and he doesn't have a title, so you can't just leave him alone!" The eldest prince is already sick and confused, But the thing he was most worried about all the time was this son who didn't have a title.

How could the queen mother do this? Even if the queen mother didn't like him, how could she not give Cheng'er a half-official position? There was only one throne, and it was all given to Ershan. What would Cheng'er do!When the eldest prince was dying of illness, he was still complaining about his mother's eccentricity in his heart.

"Don't worry, I will love my brother as much as you loved me at the beginning." After Ershan finished speaking, the eldest prince smiled, which is right. Before he was happy, Ershan continued: "Like Madam Qi framed me for stealing things back then, like you did when you punished me to kneel in the ancestral hall, like Zhu Cheng snatched my toys, and took away all the things he has now, one by one."

The eldest prince seemed to be surprised, it seemed completely unbelievable, he couldn't imagine that Ershan could say such a thing, do such a thing, the original thing was over, why did Ershan keep thinking about it, What's more, he will compensate Er Shan in the future. The two have exactly the same clothes, the same food and clothing expenses, hire the same teacher, and learn the same knowledge. What do you want from him.

He can't ignore the lives of Mrs. Qi's mother and child just to make up for Ershan!No one would listen to the reasons why the First Prince was full of stomachs anymore.Because now he has been sick in bed for a long time, and he doesn't even have anyone to visit.

But although Ershan didn't come over in person, he didn't intend to just let the first prince lie quietly on the bed and eat and wait to die.

So from this day on, although the Eldest Prince still eats well, lives well, and uses well, she can always hear bad things from the servants, such as Madam Qi being bullied by the newly married daughter-in-law, Cheng'er had no one to rely on outside and suffered those grievances. At first the eldest prince still felt angry, but after a long time, he understood that this was Ershan's intentional method to make him feel uneasy.

But knowing it all, the First Prince knew that without him, Madam Qi's mother and son's life would never be too good, so he threatened him with a hunger strike, and the final result was that he was almost starved to death by himself.

Knowing that Ershan really didn't care about him, the eldest prince would lie on the bed and scold the evil son every day, drink tea when he was tired of scolding, take a nap, and continue scolding when he woke up.Over and over again, the cycle repeats.

The first thing Ershan came out of the eldest prince's courtyard was to visit his mother. In her previous life, she died very early and had no good fortune. Ershan saw her mother in the garden. She looks old, and the years have not portrayed any obvious urgency on her face. It can be seen that these years have been very good, especially after the eldest prince was paralyzed in bed and could not run out to be disgusting, her life was even better .

"Mother." Er Shanjin called timidly, Xie was stunned, holding a flower basket in his hand: "I saw you in the morning, why doesn't it seem like I haven't seen you for a long time."

Ershan has no way to explain it. For him, it has been a long time since he saw her. Fortunately, he still has a long time in his life. He can accompany his mother and grow old with her.

"The sweet-scented osmanthus blossoms in the yard are pretty good, I'll ask the kitchen to make sweet-scented osmanthus cakes." Mrs. Xie said while picking the flowers.

"I want to add more sugar." Er Shan followed Xie's side and said, the mother and son enjoyed themselves happily.Ershan has been like this for the rest of his life, no worries about food and drink, ordinary, warm and happy.