Gardenia ABO

Season curtain doesn't like summer.

But he can always think of the sweltering heat of August when he was young. He saw the sunny garden from the dark attic through half a window, and there was a faint fragrance of gardenia in the air.

The light and shadow projected into his gray eyes, pierced deep vines in his heart, and extended to his lonely dream.

In the garden, the Alpha boy pushed aside the branches and leaves, and reached out to touch the scar on his forehead.

The sight of summer is like a cake expanding in the oven, cracking the surface and releasing a sweet smell.

It is gardenia.

boom--

A flower bloomed on the vine in his heart, pure white and flawless.

The boy smiled and stretched out his hand to him, touching his long-rotten heart, causing the first string to make a short sound.

Ji Mu took his hand.

…………

"Sir? Sir?"

Following the taxi driver's shout, Ji Mu suddenly woke up from his sleep, he took a breath of air-conditioning in the car in a panic, and couldn't help shivering.What followed was the pain on the back of the neck like a tide.

The temperature of the air conditioner in the car is suitable, but the hair on Ji Mu's forehead is wet, and it is tightly attached to his skin.

In just a split second, the confusion in his eyes gradually turned to ice-coldness, and from this moment of indifference, he felt a little lost.This series of changes is like rain falling on a turbulent lake, causing ripples.

And on his body, the faint gardenia fragrance pheromone, like a gust of summer wind, quickly disappeared.

"Having a nightmare? Your forehead is full of sweat." The driver adjusted the temperature inside the car, took advantage of a red light intersection, stopped the car, and took a few tissues for Ji Mu, "Wipe the sweat."

Ji Mu took it in a daze, and said thank you hoarsely.

The driver glanced at him, and had already noticed the bandage on his neck: "Gland surgery?"

Ji Mu didn't answer, but turned his head subconsciously, his eyes fell out of the car window, quietly watching the receding scenery.

It takes four to 10 minutes to take a taxi from the hospital to the rental house in his small town, and the fare is also very expensive.But Ji Mu had no choice, he really didn't have the strength to take the bus back.

Last month, he had a hasty marker removal surgery at a private clinic in the county seat.He was alone during the whole process, without Alpha by his side, and without the company of his family.

After the operation, Ji Mu's legs felt weak and his vision was blurred by the feeling of powerless suffocation, as if his pheromones were emptied in an instant.

In desperation, Ji Mu had to rest in the clinic for about two hours before gritting his teeth and leaning against the wall, he took a taxi back to his cramped rental room in a daze.

He curled up uncomfortably on the small single bed, the damp breath of the bedding enveloped him, in a trance, as if drowning in water.

Recalling everything in the past, he realized that he didn't even have the strength and right to cry.

He was the one who asked for a love in vain, and it was his own fault.

Omega is inherently fragile and sensitive in terms of glands, so this operation arranged in the sweltering summer almost killed him.

Ji Mu's mark was removed less than half a year ago, and the damage to his body was so great that he had to go to a small hospital in the county for an examination a month later, still wearing a bandage.

It's a pity that what's more terrible is that at this moment, God gave him a gift that I don't know whether it is good or bad.

…………

Just a few hours ago.

hospital.

Ji Mu sat in the doctor's consulting room, quietly listening to everything the other said.He didn't know what expression to make, he only knew that the child came at a very bad time.

Even the doctor was surprised: "It stands to reason that the removal of the markers would be particularly harmful to Omega's body. Even if there is a child, it will cause a miscarriage. It is really tenacious to keep this child." He sighed and pushed the button on the bridge of his nose. Glasses, glanced at the pale Ji Mu, and said softly, "However, this situation is really special...Mr. Ji, do you want to keep this child?"

Considering that most of the Omega who will undergo mark removal surgery are divorced, or have parted ways with Alpha, if they keep their children, they will push themselves into the constant past, which is unfair to Omega.

"I..." Although Ji Mu was calm on the face, his teeth trembled a little.

This was his first child with that Alpha, and it was supposed to be born in a loving environment.Right now, because of his own fault, he can only choose to stay or not in the consulting room.

Ji Mu lowered his head and clenched his fists. He was afraid.

The doctor noticed this detail and understood that it would be cruel for an Omega to take the initiative to remove the child, so he comforted him and said, "Your current gland index is low due to the marker removal operation. Under such a physical condition, it is really not It is very suitable for having children. But if you want to keep children, you must be mentally prepared."

The removal of the marks took a toll on Ji Mu's vitality. In the next few months, he will need to take medication for maintenance treatment.

Moreover, without Alpha by his side, he had to purchase artificial Alpha pheromones to appease the child in his belly, and also considered the phenomenon of rejection.

These two expenses are not small.

Ji Mu moved his lips with difficulty, but he never made a sound.He just sat there dumbly, listening to the doctor's explanation.

"Rejection may cause the child to miscarry, and it may also make you emotionally irritable. In short, there will be certain side effects. Therefore, if many Omegas without Alpha want to keep their children, they will choose to release a large amount of pheromone to appease them. But as I said, you are in a really bad situation now because of the marker removal surgery..."

The doctor looked down at part of his examination report again: "Your own pheromone content has almost dropped to the lowest point, and it won't be able to recover in a while."

The implication is that if Ji Mu intends to keep the child, he must accept artificial Alpha pheromone.

"Unless, the Alpha before you is willing to help you tide over this difficulty."

In addition, the doctor also hoped that Ji Mu would make a decision early, because the later it was, the harder it was to let go.

Once indecisive, there is no way to get out of it all afterwards.

However, Ji Mu wanted to keep the child.But he couldn't speak out frankly, what could his situation and his current virtue bring to the child?

The doctor checked the time, and it was almost time for the next patient.

He couldn't bear to force Ji Mu to make a decision now, so he could only say: "Mr. Ji, why don't you go back and think about it for a few days and make a decision as soon as possible."

…………

In the taxi, Ji Mu lowered his eyes slightly, clutching a few hospital inspection reports in his hand, crumpled them, smoothed them out, and folded them in three.

Suddenly, the car drove into a road full of sycamore trees on both sides, and the dark green sycamore leaves were densely stacked together, just like Ji Mu's mind at this moment.

The sun shines through the leaves, like stars falling into the car window, on his slightly long eyelashes, holding up the lush summer.But his lips are dry, his face is tired, and his delicate appearance looks gentle, but in fact he has an indifference that rejects people thousands of miles away.

"Where's your Alpha?" Seeing that his expression was not looking good, the driver couldn't help but uttered a word.

Ji Mu didn't want to answer this question.

Because he doesn't have an Alpha, that Alpha doesn't belong to him, and he never loved the real him.

The driver's family has a son who is about the same age as Ji Mu. As a father, he always has a bit of kind nagging on children of the same age: "What about your family? I think you don't look well. You need someone to accompany you when you go to the hospital." Now, if it's really a gland operation, it's not a joke..."

"I have no family." Ji Mu thought for a while and added, "My mother has passed away."

The driver didn't expect this answer. Following Ji Mu's indifferent tone, he apologized awkwardly and didn't ask any more questions.

Ji Mu didn't take it seriously, and Gu Zi pointed to the intersection ahead: "Master, just stop at the intersection over there."

The rental house he lives in is in a small alley, and he can only walk through the narrow road by himself.His pace was slow, and his brain was almost empty. He usually walked in 10 minutes, but today he walked for 10 minutes.

The residence is at the deepest part of the alley, the green paint on the anti-theft door has fallen off in a mess, and the door frames on both sides are covered with traces of rust.Even the sound of opening the door came out with a blunt "squeak".

The house is small, the so-called kitchen, bathroom, and bedroom are all squeezed into one space, exuding an old atmosphere everywhere.The sweltering air doesn't seem to be able to circulate, Ji Mu wanted to open the window to let the wind in for a while, but suddenly felt a nausea welling up from his throat.He turned on the air conditioner impatiently, covered his mouth and ran to the sink to retch.

Time seemed to stand still in the humble place, and Ji Mu didn't know how long he had vomited.

It's just that when I finally collapsed on the bed exhausted, the sun outside the window fell with the distorted sight, and the sunset was a lonely crimson red.

Ji Mu rubbed his eyes, and hoarsely called out the Alpha's name.

"Gu Yuanchen."

Why isn't the person you like me, Gu Yuanchen.

I like you so much.