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Jian Mingcheng suddenly remembered what Ade said to Su Juan in "First Encounter and Reunion": "Since God let us meet again, then we should not disappoint its kindness. After all, love is not easy to come by." , only you and I can give each other the best ending." Compared with this, Gu Enzhong's love words are simply too inferior.

"But... how could I forgive you so easily?" Jian Mingcheng said.Gu Enzhong behind him didn't seem to have expected such a reaction from him, and raised his eyebrows in a little surprise.

Jian Mingcheng turned around, held his face, and said, "I just didn't expect that you have less courage than me. Gu Enzhong, it turns out that you are not afraid of everything..." As he spoke, he He even laughed, and the more he laughed, the more presumptuous he became.

"Jian Mingcheng." Gu Enzhong suddenly called out his full name solemnly, Jian Mingcheng was taken aback for a moment, then stopped smiling and looked at him.Gu En sighed heavily and said, "I made a mistake."

Jian Mingcheng smiled triumphantly, wrapped his arms around his neck and kissed him proactively.While kissing, he also laughed, and at the end of the laugh, he didn't even understand why he was laughing.

Gu Enzhong felt a little helpless for his inattention, and finally had to push him on the sofa.Jian Mingcheng propped up his chest, stared into his eyes, and said, "Gu Enzhong."

"Ok?"

"Let's try it."

Gu Enzhong heard what he was answering, didn't say anything, just bent down deeply, and kissed the corner of his mouth.

When Jian Mingche called, he always felt that his brother's tone was different from usual, but it didn't seem like he was angry if he was said to be angry, and he didn't seem to be very happy if he was said to be happy.So she asked him, "Brother, are you okay?"

"Are you wishing for something to happen to me?" Jian Mingcheng said angrily.

So Jian Mingche hurriedly begged for mercy, and said, "How can I! It's just..."

She hesitated to speak, Jian Mingcheng on the other end of the phone faintly felt that it was unusual for her to call at this time, and she was a little worried, so she slowed down and asked her: "It's you, now you talk like this in front of your brother Hesitating. Is there any big thing that two people can't solve together? "

Jian Mingche was silent for a while.To be honest, sometimes she felt that the older she got, the further distance she and Jian Mingcheng would become.She often didn't understand what was going on in his heart, and Jian Mingcheng was no longer that brother she could talk about everything.It made her feel very uneasy.

However, Jian Mingcheng's words seem to bring her back to the moment when they faced all the pain and despair together. In fact, he is still him, and she is still her. As long as two people are together, there is really nothing Impassable.

After thinking about all this, her mood suddenly opened up, and she was not embarrassed by her entanglement at the moment, she held the phone and said, "Brother, please open the door, I don't have the key. I want to tell you something Son."

Jian Mingcheng suddenly turned his head to look at Gu Enzhong who was sitting next to him, feeling embarrassed about being caught in bed.He overestimated himself, he had no courage.

"Okay, you wait."

Jian Mingche saw Jian Mingcheng open the door and come out, and saw that he was already fully dressed, as if he was about to go out.Before he had time to ask, he heard Jian Mingcheng say: "Miss, do you want to go for a walk with brother?"

"Now?" Jian Mingche thought about it, lowered his head, and said, "Okay."

Jian Mingcheng sensed her depression, and thought to herself, there must be something wrong.

The two walked along the school road to the second track and field. This is a very good place for walking and chatting. Of course, it is also very popular among lovers.Even though it was close to midnight, the temperature in winter was very challenging. Looking around, you could still see the blurred shadows of many men and women who were holding each other quietly.

Jian Mingche simply came up to hold his hand, and leaned against his body to keep warm, with a vaguely unfamiliar breath wafting through the tip of his nose.She raised her face and asked him, "When did you start wearing perfume?"

Jian Mingcheng was very puzzled, he raised his arm to smell it left and right, and said, "No, I never wear perfume." But he immediately realized something, put down his arm in embarrassment, and said, "Maybe I went to the mall today It was stained by time, and I just took a look at the perfume counter when I passed by."

Jian Mingche pretended to have something in his mind, so he didn't want to dwell on his flawed answer, he just let out a long sigh against the wind and said, "Oh—life—how can it be so nonsense——"

Jian Ming smiled at her: "What? Who made our girl so stimulated and suddenly became so sentimental?"

"Recently, this girl has been contemplating occasionally, and realized the truth of life. The so-called love and hate are all vain, and love and hate are all idle, so I sighed, can't I?"

"Of course." Jian Mingcheng suppressed a smile and said, "Then tell me, what great truths in life have you realized?"

Jian Mingche was not afraid of his jokes, and said, "Well... I don't know if this makes sense. In fact, I have been thinking about what love is since I was nine years old." Jian Mingcheng didn't expect this girl to be so mature. So early, at the age of nine, he still only knew that if he didn't do his homework, he would be beaten by the teacher.

"Do you still remember Brother Maozi?" Jian Mingche asked, "It's the elder brother of the old grandfather's neighbor. When we were young, we went to the old grandfather's house to play during the long vacation. He often went crazy with us."

Jian Mingcheng nodded, and Jian Mingche continued: "At that time, every time we got into trouble, Brother Maozi would take the initiative to stand up and say it was his idea, but he was the one who was beaten every time. He was also handsome. , I thought at that time that this was my hero, and I must marry him when I grow up. But then once, I saw him secretly holding hands with a female classmate in his class, and I didn’t like him anymore.”

Seeing that he didn't respond, Jian Mingche asked him, "Why aren't you surprised at all?"

Jian Mingcheng smiled and said: "I knew this a long time ago, and..." He paused, thinking whether he should tell her another thing, at this moment Jian Mingche urged: "And what?"

Jian Mingcheng thought that so many years had passed, and it was nothing to say, so he said, "And Maozi also knows." Jian Mingche's eyes widened in shock, and Jian Mingcheng continued, "You may not remember, at that time you still Too young, once we were playing house, you were the bride, Maozi was the groom, and you even secretly kissed him, Maozi was frightened, haha..."

Jian Mingche blushed and said, "How can I be so unreserved!"

Jian Mingcheng suddenly had a feeling of reminiscing about the past, and said, "Actually, even I can't remember clearly. If you didn't talk about the past now, I might have forgotten just like that."

Jian Mingche turned his head, continued to walk forward slowly with his arms around him, and said, "Anyway, since that time, I have been thinking about what love is. I am definitely not in love with Brother Maozi. A person who loves someone, I won’t immediately empathize with someone else just because that person doesn’t do as I want, so love should be tolerant, even if a person doesn’t have the halo of a hero, is not handsome, has a bad temper, and has all kinds of problems on his body. Even those who love each other still love each other despite all kinds of flaws, just like parents.”

The two were relatively silent for a long time, and Jian Mingche continued: "But I know now, that is not love. True love will not die, and two people who love each other don't have to be together. This is the first time I have seen this kind of love , on Xiao Qing and Lu Mingchun."

Jian Mingcheng knew that Xiao Qing and Lu Mingchun were the names of the two protagonists in "Warm Winter".Jian Mingche said: "Love is closer to a fantasy, but this fantasy is eternal. Even if Xiao Qing gets married later, and Lu Mingchun marries another woman, their love has been left to each other forever."

"Fantasy?" Jian Mingcheng said, "Isn't this close to the feelings fans have for idols?"

Jian Mingche said with a smile: "Yes, I gave my fantasy to Gu Enzhong on the screen, but of course this is not love. This kind of fantasy is the moon in the mirror, flowers in the water, and a castle in the air that I built for myself. This is not so much a 'fantasy' as an 'obsession'. The reason why people are obsessed with something is often because of a lack of heart. This castle in the air is only built to make up for the bricks and tiles that are missing in the heart. But if you push it too hard, it becomes an 'infatuation'. So—”

Jian Mingche let go of his hand, walked to the front step by step, then turned to look at Jian Mingcheng, and said solemnly: "Brother, until the day I stop being infatuated with Gu Enzhong, your sister——will be considered a real grown-up girl." big."

Jian Mingcheng stood on the spot and thought for a while, then looked up to see that Jian Mingche had already gone far, so he took three steps in parallel and hurried to catch up.He asked: "What about Fang Linhan? Is it your love?" The problem must be here, something must have happened between her and Fang Linhan.

"Why, did that kid bully you?" Jian Mingcheng asked.

But Jian Mingche quickly said: "No—" She looked at Jian Mingcheng who was chasing up, and said, "It's my own problem."

Hearing this, Jian Mingcheng immediately frowned.Jian Mingche continued: "I admire his sunshine, kindness, simplicity, free and easy, single-mindedness, and even his single-mindedness is not a bad thing in my eyes. I also believe that he will always love me, and I will always love him , but now I have doubts about love itself. Brother, the hero Maozi is fake, the couple who have been together for many years is fake, Xiao Qing and Lu Mingchun are fake, and Gu Enzhong is also fake. I have never met the real So where did all my previous confidence in its existence come from? Love comes from fantasy on the one hand, and reality on the other. Fantasy without reality is just infatuation, reality without fantasy is just habit, more than fantasy and reality. If there is no reality, then it’s just an illusion. Brother, could it be that all this is just our imagination? I don’t actually love Fang Linhan, and Fang Linhan doesn’t love me either. What we have is just what we think□□ ..."

At the end of Jian Mingche's speech, she gradually cried: "Is it not the end only if it doesn't start... A lifetime is so long, sooner or later one of us will empathize with another, and then we will wake up... In fact, everything is just" We thought 'Well, isn't it too late?"