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Jian Mingcheng began to feel the feeling of worrying about gains and losses again. During the whole National Day holiday, he stayed at home alone and didn't go anywhere. He picked up Gu Enzhong's movie disc several times to watch, but put it down several times.

Fang Junqian asked Fang Linhan to take Jian Mingche to the seaside for vacation with money, and Jian Mingcheng had no intention of stopping him. Now he feels that he is not qualified to make irresponsible remarks to Jian Mingche about dating.How can a person who doesn't even have his own feelings get involved in other people's feelings?

This younger sister, Jian Mingche, remembers him all the time. Every day, she sends him photos of their young couple vacationing at the seaside. The blue sky, white clouds, and sunny beach make him feel like he is wasting his time.Jian Mingche didn't know that her good intentions turned out to be bad, and she was still heartlessly immersed in the two-person world of her and Fang Linhan.

On the last night before they came back, Jian Mingcheng finally felt that he could no longer be so decadent, and decided to cheer himself up, so he went to the supermarket downstairs to buy glutinous rice ball powder and sweet wine, and prepared to make a glutinous rice ball meal by himself as a reward for himself. .Tomorrow, I will cheer up to welcome Jian Mingche who has returned from the seaside vacation, and let her see that her brother is still radiant.

But he had something hidden in his heart, and he was always in a panic when doing things. After the glutinous rice balls were put into the pot, he found that there was no white sugar at home, so he hurried to the supermarket downstairs to buy the white sugar.

He was waiting for the elevator downstairs with a bag of white sugar, but the elevator kept going up and couldn't come down. He lost all patience, so he turned around and walked towards the stairwell.The light here is dim, and a few voice-activated lights have been broken for several days and no one has come to fix them, so Jian Mingcheng can only bite the bullet and walk up.

The stairwell smelled like abandoned dust, and the smell of construction materials that had not been completely evaporated, which reminded him of the drunken night not long ago, when he met Gu Enzhong for the second time, he threw himself to the ground in a panic. under his feet.

In the past few days, Gu Enzhong didn't make a single phone call, and he clearly remembered that Gu Enzhong said that his new movie would start shooting after the National Day.

Therefore, falling in love is really a very troublesome thing, and he still doesn't know whether he is in a relationship or not.

He carried the sugar all the way to the fifth floor. As soon as he came out of the stairwell, he saw a man standing in front of his house, carrying something and smoking a cigarette.He suddenly backed away, but after hesitating for a while, he realized that there were still glutinous rice balls cooking in the pot, so he couldn't hide here all the time.So he adjusted his expression and went out. Fang Junqian turned around when he heard footsteps, looked at him, then at the door, and said, "I thought you were not at home."

"Xiao Che asked me to come and see you. She was afraid that you would be alone at home without anyone to accompany you." Fang Junqian said.First of all, it was not his original wish to come here, as if Jian Mingcheng wanted to thank him for coming here.

Jian Mingcheng carried the white sugar into the house, quickly scooped up two spoonfuls and put it into the pot, the glutinous rice balls were already boiled, he scooped up the soup and tasted it.Well, just right.

He turned around and asked Fang Junqian: "Do you want to eat?"

He said, "If you don't mind, I can watch you eat."

Jian Mingcheng didn't want to talk too much with him, so he served a bowl for both of them.Fang Junqian was not polite to him either, he picked up a bowl and tasted one, and said in aftertaste, "Well—it still tastes the same."

Jian Mingcheng stopped holding the bowl, raised his eyes to look at him, and asked, "When are you leaving?"

These words obviously meant chasing customers. Fang Jungan took a spoon and slowly stirred the glutinous rice balls in the bowl. The round glutinous rice balls rolled back and forth in his eyes. He asked leisurely, "You...do not welcome me so much?"

It seems that every conversation they have is destined to break up like this.So Jian Mingcheng couldn't figure it out - in that case, what's the point of their meeting?

Jian Mingcheng didn't speak, Fang Jungan lit up the cigarette again and started to smoke, the smoke steamed with the heat of the glutinous rice balls.Jian Mingcheng had no choice but to get up and walk over to open the sliding door of the balcony, and the cold night wind poured in instantly.In this season, you can already feel the coolness of autumn.

Fang Junqian went to the balcony to smoke. Both of them were blowing cold wind, looking at the campus of Fuji University under the night.The lights of the supermarket downstairs illuminate the road outside, and you can see people in twos and threes coming in and out. They are either walking alone in silence, or talking and laughing, and this is inexplicably discordant with the desolate autumn scenery.

Fang Jungan threw away the cigarette butt, turned his head to look at Jian Mingcheng, and always felt that there was a bright stubbornness on his face.Everything the two people have experienced in the past comes to mind in an instant, his crying, his laughter, his anger, his scolding, his joy and joy, his sadness, his persistence and fearlessness, his indifference and indifference. Strong, and the way he looks when he's in love.The autumn wind is rustling, how on earth did he lose this person?

"Xiaocheng. Come here."

Hearing the long-lost address from Fang Jungan's mouth, Jian Mingcheng didn't know what it was like in his heart for a while, maybe he was bewitched by an old relationship, and he suddenly began to sympathize with Fang Jungan.You screwed up everything, we can't recover, but originally...

Seeing that he didn't come over, Fang Junqian took the initiative to walk over.He cupped Jian Mingcheng's face, Jian Mingcheng looked at him and said, "You must be crazy."

Forget it, who knows who is crazy?He kissed the face in front of him deeply.

Jian Mingcheng closed the door, walked back and dumped two bowls of glutinous rice balls, which were basically untouched, into the trash can without saying a word.

Outside the door, Fang Jun dryly wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, feeling that his teeth had broken the corner of his mouth.He sneered to himself, and finally felt that he shouldn't be here at all tonight, so he pulled the collar of his clothes up slightly to cover half of his face that was beginning to swell, turned and left.

Jian Mingcheng didn't even wash the dishes, so he threw himself on the sofa, feeling that his hands hadn't recovered from the punch Fang Jungan just now, and even his fingertips were numb.The back of his hand was also broken, as if he had just knocked Fang Jungan's teeth.There was a little blood coming out of the broken skin, and it was not known which of the two of them belonged to it.

He was in a state of disarray, as if his life had become full of disasters since this August.Like a well-arranged drama, the previous two decades were a peaceful foreshadowing, but now the real climax begins.

Jian Mingche brought him a gift the next day. When Jian Mingcheng entered the door, Jian Mingcheng hadn't gotten up from the bed yet. She was so surprised that she threw herself on the bed and touched his forehead and asked, "Brother, you are such a big man, why are you so old?" Can't take care of yourself?"

Jian Mingcheng also felt a little heat on his forehead, and his breath was scorching hot.Last night, he just opened the sliding door of the balcony and let the cold wind blow on the sofa for a while. He didn't expect the disease to come so unexpectedly. He thought his body's resistance was better.

He sat up in a daze, and said to Jian Mingche, "When is it your turn to talk to me like this?"

Jian Mingche saw that he was a sick patient, so he didn't argue with him, and went to the kitchen to cook porridge for him.Jian Mingcheng actually didn't have much appetite, but because he basically didn't eat anything last night and knew that he was weak now, he still had a drink anyway.

The presents that Jian Mingche brought back to him were nothing more than common souvenirs, postcards, and a pair of beach pants, but he couldn't usually wear them.

Jian Mingcheng asked her: "How are you doing these few days?"

She pouted and said, "Didn't you see the picture I sent you? Of course we had a great time!"

"Then let me ask you, have you—"

Before Jian Mingcheng finished asking, Jian Mingche interrupted him with "ah, ah, ah" and said in embarrassment: "I know, we have always lived in two rooms, you have to trust your sister. Besides, now If you have time to question me, you might as well take care of yourself. Can you go to work tomorrow?"

Jian Mingcheng frowned and said, "Go to the hospital first to have a look in the afternoon. If there is a possibility of infecting the students, I will ask for a leave of absence." But when he thought about the cumbersome procedures for applying for leave, his head suddenly became dizzy.

Jian Mingche originally said that he would go to the hospital with him in the afternoon, but Jian Mingcheng said no, so she didn't insist anymore.

Going to the hospital alone, eating alone, walking alone in the torrent of the city, life seems to be back on track for a while.Both Gu Enzhong and Fang Junqian gradually faded out of his sight.

From November 25th to 27th, the International Roller Skating Festival and the No.15 National Speed ​​Skating Championships were held in Wuyishan.Guo Shaoyang asked him to take leave on the 28th, but Jian Mingcheng did not approve.

"Don't!" Guo Shaoyang said bitterly, "Teacher, we may not be able to come back on the 28th. If you don't approve, I will be absent from class."

Jian Mingcheng said, "You're not going to participate in the competition. The 26th is the weekend. Can't you come back one day earlier?"

"Watching this kind of game, how can there be any reason to come back after seeing half of it?"

"I don't have your kind of reasoning here," Jian Mingcheng said, "I can't criticize this kind of falsehood."

With a zombie-like expression on his face, Guo Shaoyang took the written note back helplessly.He walked to the door of the office, turned around and asked him hesitantly: "Mr. Jian, are you still going to watch the championship held at the Youth Sports Academy next month?"

Jian Mingcheng felt a little soft-hearted for a moment, but he didn't want to reveal his true thoughts, so he said ambiguously: "If I have time, I will definitely go."

In the end, he still didn't go.

December is the exam season of the university again. This year, the exam ends very early. Basically around mid-December, students from various colleges have already started to leave school one after another to go home.As dusk comes, the birds that leave the nest finally begin to return home, but there are always some people who are homeless.