Qinse is in the imperial court, forgetting both favor and disgrace

Zhao Rang watched Li Lang leave helplessly, unable to stop him.

It wasn't because he didn't want to, it was because he was incompetent, his words were blocked in his heart, but he wanted to argue and forgot to speak, not only that, his chest felt as if he had been hit hard with a club, he became dizzy for a while, and almost wanted to vomit.

When he regained his strength, Li Lang had long since disappeared. Zhao Rang smiled wryly to himself, returned to the bed and sat upright, trying to counteract the signs of hair loss.After a long time, the discomfort gradually subsided, Fang Fang realized that he was still naked, sighed and got up to put on.

When he bent down, the jade hanging from his neck fell down. Zhao Rang put it in his palm, and stroked it until the jade was warm. He thought that if he went out of the palace, escaped from the body of a sinner, and was lucky enough to steal a life in common clothes, this thing should be returned. For Li Lang, there shouldn't be such a relationship between them.

Always have no desire to see its wonders, have desires to see its beauty, when you are in an upside-down situation, your eyes are confused with five colors, your ears are confused with five sounds, your mind is getting crazy, and you will naturally have desires, greed and dissatisfaction. , how can you keep quiet?Mo Ruo retreats, what is going on in this world, let it go...

Zhao Rang was shocked. Although he was indifferent to life and death, he had never had such a negative thought of avoiding the world. Now that Li Lang was talking, this thought of self-destruction spontaneously came up. It was really frightening. From this clue, the only thing I know is that just as Li Lang said, I will never betray him.

Regardless of loyalty, righteousness, or affection.This is also the oath that Zhao Rang made himself.

Thinking about it this way, I feel calm, no matter how Li Lang treats each other, the most important thing is to live up to my heart.The love and longing that the emperor asks for, he is not a grass, tree or rock, how can he be truly indifferent?But I really can't give it a happy feeling. There are too many restraints and entanglements, and they should be broken and disturbed instead. It might as well be dusty in the depths of the heart, swaying from side to side, isn't it harmful to others and yourself?

After sweeping away the gloom, Zhao Rang stepped out of the dormitory, seeing Gao Zheng and Chang Le's two little faces full of worry, secretly feeling guilty, since he was their ultimate reliance, how could he feel world-weary?

"Brother, you and the Holy One..." Chang Le asked very carefully, Zhao Rang patted her on the shoulder lightly, and said with a smile, "It's nothing. That's right, is Ming'er still in the back garden?"

The two were startled, only to realize that there was an outsider in Jinghua Palace, they looked at each other and shook their heads.

Zhao Rang left Changle and Gao Zheng for dinner, and hurried to the back garden by himself, but he couldn't find Li Ming anywhere.When he came back for questioning, Zhao Rang couldn't help feeling suspicious. When he contacted Li Ming at first, he was quite curious about the boy's disappearance. Unfortunately, Li Lang came at a bad time and ruined the great opportunity to find out the news.

The rest of the day is peaceful and peaceful, for the residents of Jinghua Palace, it can be said that they are taking a leisurely life, proclaiming themselves teachers, teaching their disciples, this time in addition to Changle, Gao Zheng, reciting and calligraphy, and teaching the basics of the army Kung fu of fist and kick, no matter master or student in this private school, everyone enjoys it.

At dawn the next day, more than a dozen servants came to help with the relocation, and they even carried soft sedan chairs, which had to be taken by Zhao Rang.

Zhao Rang didn't realize that what Li Lang said yesterday was not a joke until now, seeing that Changle and Gao Zheng were both in a daze, even though he had already warned himself that he would be indifferent to honor and disgrace, he still felt embarrassed.

Chengxian Palace is located on the west side of the entire harem, and it is alone in the shade of Qinghe Mountain. In front of the mountain is the East Lake dug by Emperor Yuan. It is located in a remote place, but it is also hidden in the lake and mountains. After Li Lang succeeded to the throne, the palace has been vacant.

Half a month after the relocation, Li Lang had never set foot in the Chengxian Palace. Zhao Rang finally understood that the abundance of leisure in the deep palace was not vain. Yu, gradually have feelings.

Fortunately, Changle and Gao Zheng were by his side, reading and writing with him every day, and keeping fit, and he didn't feel too lonely, but no one told him about the situation he expected to know, and the one who heard about it was Gao Zheng. Just waiting for the little servants to get together to gossip about anecdotes in the palace, for example, a beauty surnamed Liu was promoted to be a concubine because she was pregnant with a dragon fetus.

The escape plan originally planned with Wei Yixiao was Zhao Rang's excuse to take his sister to sacrifice to the ancestors of the Zhao family. It is expected that the emperor will not firmly refuse, as long as he leaves the palace, Wei Yixiao said that he has the ability to hide the truth for the two of them.But now he can't even see the emperor, how can he talk about it?

Before the Mid-Autumn Festival, Zhao Rang finally met Li Lang, but in such a hurry that he didn't even say a word.The ceremony of conferring a noble concubine was not as complicated as expected. It was just that the emperor gave the imperial edict to someone, and the chief servant recited the edict aloud in a calm tone in front of Zhao Rang who was kneeling and bowing his head. He accepted the edict to thank him, and that was it. thing.

After that, Li Lang disappeared, and Zhao Rangzi went to Tai'an Palace to meet the Queen Mother, Li Lang's biological mother, led by the manager.

Unexpectedly, this old lady was not very old. Under the empress dowager's gorgeous clothes, makeup and jewels, she had a face that still had charm. When Zhao Rang saluted her, her voice in reply was a little dry, but Does not look old.

The Empress Dowager bestowed a seat, which was another unexpected event for Zhao Rang. He said that he only needed to kowtow a few times to finish the job. He never thought that there would be a sideshow. It was enough to make him sweat profusely.

"My son is really foolish," the queen mother sighed, "the emperor's heir is not prosperous, he didn't want to accept a few young concubines, but he canonized a man, this is among the people in the world, I really don't know what kind of joke he will make as an emperor look."

Zhao Rang didn't dare to make a sound, and he was innocent, but he couldn't complain.

"I heard that you used to be a military commander?" Perhaps knowing that even complaining to Zhao Rang would be useless, the Queen Mother asked in a calm tone, and she seemed to be confused again when she heard Zhao Rang's affirmative answer, "Then... I Why don't you let me continue to be a general, but put you in the harem instead? Look at your appearance, except for those beautiful eyes, everything else is not ordinary, so there is nothing unusual about it."

This remark made Zhao Rang understand that the Queen Mother probably didn't know anything about his origin. He had heard that the birth mother of the third prince was a lowly court lady, but now listening to the old lady's conversation, it really doesn't seem like she came from a wealthy family.Zhao Rang felt that being so straightforward made him less embarrassed, so he said respectfully: "Reporting to the old lady, I am a sinner, and I can't bear the heavy responsibility. I have owed the emperor's favor, so I can no longer lead the army."

I don't want the Queen Mother's face to be confused, as if she is more ignorant, she looked to the left and right, and asked: "The person who wears the crime can't be a general, so he will enter the harem?"

A woman standing on the left of the Empress Dowager responded, "Old lady, this is a self-effacing words of a noble concubine. How can you really listen to it?"

Although her words were soft, Zhao Rang could still hear her clearly, and looked up calmly, only then realized that the twenty-something woman who explained for him was actually a nun in a gray Buddhist robe with six pure roots!

No matter how good his concentration was, Zhao Rang couldn't help being extremely astonished, and couldn't help but look at the nun twice, seeing that her facial features were well-proportioned, except that there was a black and purple mark the size of half a palm on her right cheek, with irregular edges, which should be a natural birthmark , it happened to grow here, ruining the appearance, it is embarrassing.

The nun was also generous, she put her palms together towards him, bowed slightly, and said: "Poor nun Huihai, I have been teaching Buddhism by the old lady's side for a long time, and I salute Mr. Zhao. It is inconvenient for people outside the party to kneel and worship. I hope you will forgive me."

She read the word "Young Master" very lightly, Zhao Rang was very grateful, stood up and bowed and said, "Master Huihai is polite."

The queen mother saw the two people looking at each other, but she was not in the slightest unhappy. She was humble all her life and considered herself humble. She took advantage of the luck to give birth to a dragon son, but she was not favored. two.He never thought that after a lot of patience, he could survive until the first day, when Li Lang ascended the throne as the emperor, she, a poor and humble daughter, rose to the top of the river without any effort, and how many harem women sat on her would not be able to get their heads broken and bloody, or even die in Huangquan Queen Mother.

After all the hardships, the Queen Mother never interfered in any palace affairs. She only felt the retribution of this life and the past, so she devoted herself to practicing Buddhism and praying for her son.The only worry now is that the prince's grandson is weak and sick.She knew that Li Lang didn't like the queen, and she saw that Li Lang could fill the harem and give birth to more grandchildren, so that she could be loved, but she didn't expect that Li Lang didn't care about the queen's thoughts at all. man.Even though this man's body is worthy of grace and rain, he can't give birth to a child.

For this reason, the Empress Dowager asked specifically, it turned out that there were not many but not too few male concubines in this dynasty before crossing the river and founding the country, and Li Lang's move was not too shocking.

But the Empress Dowager always thought that a man who was willing to bow down to serve others must also be an unworldly evildoer, so she met Zhao Rang and was baffled. , I don't know why the emperor is so caring.

Seeing Zhao Rang and Hui Hai being courteous to each other now, the queen mother suddenly came up with a plan. She said to Zhao Rang: "No matter what your status was in the past, since you have entered the palace and been named a noble concubine, you should feel at ease here from now on, so that you can serve the emperor and empress." ... That's right, the emperor specifically asked you to see the Queen's gift, right in the Tai'an Palace... It's useless to wait, I heard that you are good at playing the flute, but Qiao Huihai is very skilled at playing the piano, why don't you two play a song together, how about it? "

Zhao Rang felt a sore heart when he heard the Queen Mother's words.After the canonization, the concubines attended the ceremony to the empress, and it was never said that they were in the empress dowager's palace. After all, the empress is the lord of the six palaces.Li Lang's move was undoubtedly worried that Zhao Rang would be isolated and helpless in Dikun Palace, and would be humiliated for no reason. Under the eyes of the Queen Mother, no matter how domineering and willful Queen Xie was, she was content to restrain herself.

Although it was a trivial matter, Zhao Rangming was moved by Li Lang's thoughtful maintenance, and he was a little dazed, until Hui Hai called someone to move the guqin out without waiting for his answer, and sat upright like a ceremonial instrument, the strings cracked.

Zhao Rang suddenly came back to his senses, it was too late to refuse politely at this time, so he had to take the jade flute that was kneeling by the maid in front of him. He looked at Hui Hai, intending to ask for the repertoire. On the side of the big seal, the word "卍一" is impressively engraved!

This shock was no small matter, Zhao Rang suppressed the shock in his heart, smiled lightly at Hui Hai, and said, "I don't know what song Master Hui Hai is good at?"

Hui Hai pondered for a moment, then smiled at him: "How about "Su Wu Shepherd"?"

This was somewhat beyond Zhao Rang's expectations. "Su Wu Shepherds the Sheep" is a flute song, and the guqin is only for harmony. Hui Hai obviously didn't intend to show off his skills. Seeing that the Queen Mother had no objection, he nodded slightly, took a long breath, and blew out a sad voice And the tune of obsession comes.

Life should come back, and death should be Sauvignon Blanc.

It is not easy to be loyal through the ages, but it is difficult to change the love of a child in this life.

At the end of the song, the Empress Dowager rejoiced: "I always hear people say that the qin and zither are harmonious, and this ensemble of qin and flute is also beautiful. I heard from the emperor, you have a younger sister who has never married, but how old is it?"

Zhao Rang held the Xiao to answer, the queen mother nodded thoughtfully and said: "Tomorrow you will bring her... yes, you have a single name with the word 'Rang'? Do you have a nickname?" Zhao Rang didn't wait for an answer. , the old lady laughed first, "Although you have been officially conferred, but the title of concubine always makes you feel awkward, tell me, how do you applaud it?"

This kind and soft language is no longer like the empress dowager's treatment of the emperor's concubine, and it is even different from the mother-in-law of a wealthy family to the new daughter-in-law. It is more like a mother asking her son about trivial and trivial family matters. It is kind and casual. Zhao Rang is frightened, but he doesn't know how to respond That's right, but it would be disrespectful to be silent, so he had no choice but to say in a low voice: "Go back to the old lady, I don't have a nickname, I can follow the old lady's liking, and I dare not object."

Seeing him restrained, the queen mother shook her head and smiled, "Then I have to call it 'Ranger', but it's a mouthful."

Hui Hai covered his mouth with the sleeve of his robe and smiled, while Zhao Rang was embarrassed, he took advantage of the gap to glance at the words on the guqin, he did not misunderstand it, it was exactly "卍一".