Rebirth alone

Ye Tao learned from other people that the fire happened in the 15th year of Wanli. If there hadn't been such a sudden change, Lu Huai would have participated in the provincial scientific examination next year.

I don't know whether to say luck or misfortune. Although Lu Huai was dragged out of the fire by Dong Zhen and saved his life, his face was burned and his legs and feet were smashed by the collapsed wooden rafters. disabled.

Dong Zhen spared no effort to raise money for him to heal his injuries, and after searching more than a dozen times, he finally asked for some silver taels from his brother and sister-in-law to rebuild Lu Huai's house.The condition for Lu Huai's elder brother to spend his money is that the two brothers will take care of their own from now on, and Lu Huai's wedding and funeral have nothing to do with him.

Although the house was repaired, Lu Huai suffered from injuries all over his body, and his legs and feet were inconvenient. It is not easy to make a living writing letters.

Lu Huai's life became more and more difficult, and Dong Zhen tried his best to help. For this reason, Dong Zhen was often blamed by his parents for meddling in his own business.The sound of scolding came from the other side of the courtyard wall, how could Lu Huai feel at ease after listening to it?He rejected Dong Zhen more than once, and really didn't want to drag others down, but Dong Zhen was very stubborn and insisted on controlling him to the end.

Dong Zhen said: I don't care who will take care of you?

Dong Zhen said: Lu Huai, if you say anything more frustrating, I will sign a sell-off contract and send you the silver taels, and I will never see you again forever!

Dong Zhen said: Don't be afraid, nerd, I'm here.

In the 23rd year of Wanli, Lu Huai died of depression.The Dong family and his wife did not allow Dong Zhen to meddle in other affairs, so Dong Zhen had no choice but to sign a deed of selling herself, and exchanged those silver taels for shrouds and life materials for Lu Huai's funeral.

It was also raining on the day of the funeral. Dong Zhen was drenched all over, and she lay in front of the lonely new grave and cried bitterly: "Bookworm, what you owe me, I will definitely ask for it in the next life, so don't play dumb with me!"

Lu Huai not only received Dong Zhen's favor, but also failed Dong Zhen's deep affection from heart to mouth.No matter whether you go to the poor or go to the underworld, no matter whether the latter has long been forgotten in the cycle of reincarnation, this debt and love will eventually be repaid.

In the dream, there are hundreds of turns and turns for more than ten years, so many joys and sorrows, but in this world, there is only one night rain that will end soon.

Ye Tao rested his head on his arm, with wet tears on his face, the other hand was still being held, and the people in front of him stared blankly at him, as if they hadn't closed their eyes.

Ye Tao looked back at him in a daze, although the dream had woken up, he did not wake up without a trace, and the scene of Dong Zhen crying at the grave was still in his mind, with mixed emotions in his heart.

It was Lu Huai who Dong Zhen was crying, and it was the relationship that had never begun but was unforgettable to him.Ye Tao didn't know for whom the tears on his face were shed, he couldn't explain clearly, and he couldn't understand.

There was only one thing that was clarified in the dream, and that was what Xuan Yi said: There is no right or wrong, no need for resentment.

The cause planted in the previous life has reaped the fruit in this life, and it cannot be escaped or avoided, and it is not qualified to blame others.

Ye Tao wiped away the undried tears, looked at the wet fingertips, and suddenly understood who the tears were shed for. It wasn't Lu Huai who was lucky and unlucky, nor was it for Lu Huai who gave everything but still couldn't find a perfect one. Dong Zhen, let alone for himself and Zhou Ziqian in this life, what really made him feel sad was that he played tricks on everyone's unavoidable God's will.

Zhou Ziqian looked at the pair of eyes that were not sad but inexplicably distressing, slowly tightened his fingers, wrapped Ye Tao's numb and stiff hand in his palm, and said vaguely: "Don't cry... "

The soul body that has been guarding Ye Tao all the time, a ray of incomplete soul that shouldn't feel anything, originally had no other expressions except smiles and confusion, but now it frowned.

-----Don't cry, if you are sad, my heart will hurt too.

Ye Tao came back to his senses, pulled out his numb hand, covered the man's eyes, and sighed lightly, "Sleep, I won't go..."

As early as Zhou Yunxi's reincarnation as a human being, Ye Tao already understood that human beings are like flies under a tree in terms of fate, and they are powerless to shake them.If before that, in a place unknown to him, there was still a "rebellious bone" that refused to obey the destiny, this dream even pulled out the only "rebellious bone".

Dependent origin and extinction are all deterministic, how can one escape from the shackles of God's will?Even if you want to deny it and break free, it is just a futile struggle.As an ordinary person, apart from sighing for God's will, there is nothing left to do.

Zhou Ziqian didn't hear the inexplicable complexity under the promise, he was soothed by the "don't go", and gradually fell asleep with the company that could touch the soul and make the soul safe.

In the morning after the rain, before the mist cleared, Ye Tao sat in front of the bay window wrapped in a white bathrobe, his forehead hair fell down, covering the cinnabar mole under the corner of his eyes, leaving only black and white, widowed Light and fragile, as if it will disappear with the wind at any time.

Gu Jiuqing pushed the door open and came in. What he saw was this scene, and his heart felt inexplicably sour.He came behind Ye Tao, gently wrapped his arms around this person who seemed to be drifting away with the wind in the next second, and asked softly, "Uncle Ye, what's wrong with you?"

Ye Tao looked at the lake in the distance, and murmured: "The other side of the flowers blooms, but there is no shore, and the river of forgetfulness is still in the river...Jiu Qing, thank you for being with me for so many years."

Gu Jiuqing was stunned for a while, then buried his face in Ye Tao's neck and rubbed it, like a coquettish child, but his expression and eyes were a little dazed, as if he remembered a very distant past, he said in a daze: "It should be me Thank you for being right, thank you for burying my bones so that I would not be exposed to the wilderness, and thank you for allowing me to cling to you for so many years... Thank you... Lu Huai."

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ps: Don't worry, he won't be forced.