Rebirth alone

Zhou Ziqian was standing outside the door with two plates of red stewed pasta. Although they were prepared temporarily, they were not sloppy from the perspective of the serving plate. There was not a drop of soup on the edge, and two emerald green basil leaves were placed on the surface for decoration. , Red and green contrast, the aroma is attractive.Compared with this, the cut wound on his hand was treated more casually, it was only wrapped with a piece of tissue paper, and a faint red color came out from under the paper.

Only then did Gu Jiuqing notice the man's haggard complexion and the bloodshot eyes.Of course, there was nothing strange about it, he didn't sleep all night, and he waited under the sun all morning, but he still didn't see the person he was waiting for coming back, so he might have been frying and burning.

"Don't go yet." Gu Jiuqing didn't push back, and happily ate and went into the house. After a while, he took out a box of band-aids.Seeing the people outside the door startled, Gu Jiuqing handed it forward again, "Take it."

Zhou Ziqian accepted the little kindness, and looked at Gu Jiuqing with some confusion, and saw the young man frowning slightly, as if distressed and patient.

Gu Jiuqing didn't want to say too much at first, but he still couldn't hold it back. He sighed, and said almost earnestly, "You're not a young man at the age of twenty, so what's wrong with you? What happened in the past? Just let it go, what good is it to compete with yourself? You let him go, let him go, and you will spare yourself."

Who can understand such a simple truth?Knowing is one thing, doing is another.It's not that Zhou Ziqian never thought of giving up on Ye Tao, but if he did, who would give him back a person who loved him so much and was so attached to him?Whether it's selfishness or love, he really can't let it go, that's why he stays here, guarding a person who may never look back at him for the rest of his life.

When Zhou Ziqian returned home, the mobile phone that was casually left in the living room was ringing.He answered the phone and said to the doctor's assistant who called to remind him to see the doctor in the afternoon: "Understood, I will be there on time."

Putting down the phone, leaning against the sofa, feeling exhausted after being stretched for too long, Zhou Ziqian fell asleep after sitting quietly for a while.I didn't sleep well this time, I had some random dreams, and when I was awakened by the ringing of the mobile phone again, I still felt a sense of confusion.

Zou Xinghua's psychological consultation room is on the 29th floor. Standing in front of the window overlooking it is like standing on the edge of a cliff and staring into the abyss.

"You look a bit tired. You haven't had a good rest recently?" Zou Xinghua made Zhou Ziqian a cup of soothing herbal tea as he spoke, as if receiving a friend. The atmosphere in the consulting room was indeed like an old friend's tea.

The two are indeed old acquaintances. When Zou Xinghua first became Zhou Ziqian's psychological counselor, Zhou Ziqian was only 23 years old, and Zou Xinghua had just returned to China for a year and was unknown in the industry. But it was precisely because of his obscurity that Zhou Ziqian chose him as his psychiatrist.

"Not too good, I have to wake up two or three times a night." Zhou Ziqian stroked the rim of the cup with his finger, his voice was so faint that no emotions could be heard.

Among Zou Xinghua's many patients, Zhou Ziqian can be said to be the one who seems to be the most cooperative but is actually the least cooperative. Although he is punctual and keeps appointments with regular medical appointments, his inner conflicts are deeply understood and analyzed.Although it is the most natural thing to confide to the psychiatrist and frankly state the cause and condition that bothers him, he still resists it, and it is even unbearable at first.

In the third year as his psychiatrist, Zou Xinghua learned about the life experience of his illegitimate son. It took a lot of time and patience to understand that he was treated coldly and guarded against by his biological father; Exclusion and calculation.

Zhou Ziqian is not inherently evil, but a person who fights a dragon will eventually become a dragon.From Zou Xinghua's point of view, Zhou Ziqian was that terrible and pathetic dragon.Fortunately, when he abandoned all good intentions and stopped begging for the light, a ray of sunlight shone into the abyss, melting the hard armor of the evil dragon, and awakening his nature longing for light and warmth.

When sending Zhou Ziqian away, Zou Xinghua asked again: "Since you can't give up, why didn't you tell him what happened to you? This is not to gain sympathy, but to let him understand you and the facts."

Zhou Ziqian remained silent. In fact, he had already said those things. When Ye Tao was in a coma, in order to wake up the person in the hospital bed, he didn't make any reservations. He said everything he wanted to say.But after Ye Tao woke up, he couldn't bear to say it anymore. Ye Tao was so tired, his heart-wrenching exhaustion was written in his eyes, and he was afraid that saying one more word would kill him.As for now, he was even more speechless.

At that time the snake said to the farmer: I am about to freeze to death, you put me in your arms, I will not bite you.The farmer believed it, put him in his arms, and warmed the snake that was about to freeze with his most defenseless heart.The snake didn't want to hurt the farmer, but in the end it bit him, mangling his heart and mouth, and almost killed him.If you were a farmer, would you still believe in that snake?Even if he believed it, would you still say it?How cold-blooded and cruel does a person have to be to expose the scars on his lover's heart?

On the way back, passing by a quiet villa area, Zhou Ziqian suddenly remembered the wine room he collected for Ye Tao.The car that had already passed turned around at the intersection and slowly drove into the villa area.

There is a layer of dust in the house that has not been inhabited for a long time, and the potted plants on the flower stand have already withered, and the few remaining dead leaves hang on the bare dry branches, making them even more scattered.

Zhou Ziqian walked all the way, and the lights came on one by one, shining in the deserted house, the sound of shoes stepping on the floor made the place feel more and more empty, no matter how exquisite the decoration is, it can't make up for the fundamental lack.

This unpopular and stagnant house is Zhou Ziqian's home for Ye Tao, and it carries his yearning for Ye Tao and forming a family with Ye Tao.It's a pity that Ye Tao has never set foot before, and he doesn't even know that this "home" exists.

The lights in the wine storage room were also lit up, reflecting on the rows of wine storage, the rose colors were intertwined and beautiful.In fact, when Zhou Ziqian collected these wines, Ye Tao had already moved out of Zhou's house. Zhou Ziqian knew that there was no chance to give them away, but he still collected them all the same, subconsciously looking forward to gifting them to his lover Bojun one day.

He stroked the edge of the oak wine rack and walked slowly, his slender fingers stained with a little dust.After searching for a while, I finally took out two bottles of Patus, one suitable for drinking, and the other, although not considered the king of wine, was produced in the year Ye Tao was born, on the same month and the same day, just like when he asked Ye Tao for a drink. The bottle you want.

The summer in Beijing is usually hot and rainy, but this year, for some reason, there is extraordinarily abundant rain.The sun was still high during the day, and it began to rain heavily in the evening.

As soon as the door was opened, wet steam hit his face, Zhou Ziqian hesitated, opened his umbrella and broke into the rain.

The rain came with great momentum, the sky was full of thunder, and the lightning bolts came down vertically, one after another, cutting the sky above the capital city to pieces, flickering bright and then dark.

Gu Jiuqing hugged the tail that came out of nowhere, and murmured anxiously: "Jiuye is no longer the Jiuye who looks down on the three worlds. Just a thunder strike can knock me out of my wits. Don't rush!" I come."

As soon as the voice fell, a flash of lightning came down from the sky, and the thunder exploded, the audio-visual effect was really like a thunder in the ear.

Gu Jiuqing screamed "Meow!", let go of his tail and threw himself into Ye Tao's arms, all the hair on his tail exploded.

"Didn't Qingyou say that? You are neither a demon nor a villain. Even if a real thunderstorm falls from the sky, it will not be able to strike you, Mr. Jiuqing." Ye Tao dug the head stuck in his arms He came out and wanted to cover his ears for him, but saw his cat ears running out, Qingjun's face turned into a capital QAQ, obviously really frightened.

Gu Jiuqing curled himself up into a ball, forced himself into Ye Tao's arms that were not wide enough, and muttered nervously: "You don't understand, I just remembered recently that I offended someone I can't afford to offend. That guy is from the Three Realms One of the most powerful men in Liudao, he looks so beautiful and immortal, but he is actually worse than that old monster Ji Qingyou and has a darker belly. He is really vengeful, and he is not arrogant at all. I have already let him split up once. Mother Douer searched for 500 years to find her soul and soul, otherwise I wouldn't be where I am now..."

Ye Tao heard him talking more and more mysteriously, so he had to interrupt him: "Do I know these conveniences?"

After being reminded by Ye Tao, Gu Jiuqing realized that he was outspoken, and stopped with a dry smile.There was another thunderclap outside the window, and the dry smile instantly shattered. Master Jiu Qing, who was neither a ghost nor a villain, held his head in both hands, and pressed tightly on the cat ears that ran out when he was frightened. What a bear.

It rained heavily all night, and it cleared up the next morning. What was revealed after the rain was not a clean city, but a mess everywhere.The low-lying roads were flooded with water, and the subways on some lines were suspended. The vehicles that were forced to abandon the road were either still soaked in the water, or were waiting to be repaired on the roads after the water receded. There were more than a dozen traffic accidents caused by the heavy rain. People complained.

The author has something to say:

In fact, it is more appropriate to divide this article into two parts. The first part is about the acquaintance to the gradual love, and the second part is about the reunion after farewell, and all kinds of tossing. (Baby, don’t say this, I don’t mean that they will have to struggle for a long time. I guess 200 chapters should be over.)