Rebirth alone

The capital city in midsummer is like a steamer. After the trip to the ice city that made the baby feel a little unfinished, Ye Tao has never traveled far.Zhou Ziqian spends almost all of Zhou Ziqian's holidays and spare time with Ye Tao.Baby often complains to Ye Tao that his uncle is pestering, sometimes laughing at him like a little boy who hasn't talked to him, sometimes laughing at him like a daddy lover in a novel.Ye Tao is often speechless, unable to open his mouth to say even a big or small sentence.

Not long ago, Ye Tao suffered from a fever and cold, coughing and burning for seven or eight days.Coughing badly at night, Ye Tao didn't get a good rest, and he became even more wilted.He couldn't take a few mouthfuls of food, so he saw bowls of medicine poured out, which made his body smell of medicine, and even his sweat smelled like herbs.

Zhou Ziqian goes to work during the day and takes care of patients by himself at night.He is in good health, so it's okay to sleep less, but seeing Tian'er watching Ye Tao suffer, he can't help but feel anxious. When Ye Tao recovers, his flaming teeth will show their power, and his pretty face is half swollen. Only dare to chew on one side.

Baby, a bad boy, told Ye Tao in private: My uncle is not evenly handsome (￣y▽￣)~*

Ye Tao couldn't laugh or cry: "It's fine if you don't sympathize with him, why are you still laughing at him?"

The baby's kitten face, which couldn't make much expression, looked extremely innocent, and at the same time, he was fucking the kitten's paw and said: How can I be so heartless?Not only do I sympathize with him, but I also feel sorry for him. His face is swollen when he is in love, so pitiful! o(*≧▽≦)ツ┏━┓

Although Bao Bao always said that his uncle was in love, in fact, neither of the two parties felt much love.Their relationship and the feelings between them are different from ordinary couples. Zhou Ziqian is considerate and considerate to Ye Tao, almost every detail, because he wants to treat Ye Tao well.

Although Ye Tao said that you don't need to do anything deliberately, just let nature take its course, but Zhou Ziqian didn't listen to it.He is a stubborn and somewhat paranoid person, which even he himself feels deeply.The reason why he insists on this relationship is because he is well aware of his personality, and he is worried that he will not be able to form an obsession because of asking.However, after he really got it, he was not content with peace of mind, because all this was forced, so he was worried that Ye Tao would be disappointed and chilled by him, and he was afraid that his selfishness would polish Ye Tao's love for him little by little. He likes it, so he tries his best to treat Ye Tao well, treat Ye Tao as kindly as possible, just to keep the little love in Ye Tao's heart, he cherishes that little feeling so much that he doesn't know whether it can be preserved.

A well-known lady who admired Zhou Ziqian once said in a dance at a dinner party: "The crocodile thinks that it has a hard armor and a cold-blooded heart, so it is invulnerable. In fact, the crocodile also has natural enemies, and now it is fearless because it has not met. It's just your own natural enemy."

Zhou Ziqian smiled back, handsome and gentlemanly, really impeccable.At that time, he really believed that he would not be trapped by love, but now, not only is he tied up, but he is still worrying about gains and losses.

People will always have something to ask for, and if they want something, they will not get what they want. People who can see through and think through will persuade themselves to let go, while those who can't see through will become more persistent. This is paranoia, and this is Zhou Ziqian.

During this complicated emotional experience, Zhou Ziqian sometimes thought that maybe he was wrong from the beginning, and getting it would not satisfy him, but instead made him more greedy, eager to get more, eager to have everything.But after thinking about it again, if he never owned it from the beginning to the end, he would probably be unwilling for the rest of his life.So he can only go on, no matter it is good or bad, no matter it is right or wrong, he cannot turn back, even if there is nothing left in the end.

It was evening, and Zhou Ziqian returned home with desserts from Ye Tao's shop. When he entered the courtyard, he saw the baby squatting on the eaves, while Ye Tao stood on the porch and told him to come down.Not only did the baby not come down, but he stretched his neck and meowed at Ye Tao staringly, as if he was arguing with Ye Tao.

Zhou Ziqian asked Ye Tao what was wrong, and Ye Tao avoided the seriousness and said that he made the baby unhappy.The details are that he deleted an e-book downloaded by Bao Bao himself. The content in the book is very harsh, with adultery/lover killed, bloody and obscene. year old child watching.The baby read it with gusto, and when he found out that the novel was deleted, the boss asked Ye Tao why he moved his book. Ye Tao said that it was for adults, and children would learn to be bad after reading it.

There is a generation gap between the two, no matter how tacit understanding there is, there is a generation gap, and according to the baby's human age, he is in the transition period from a teenager to a young man, and it is the age when he is arguing with his parents to demand respect.

Unconvinced, the baby asked Ye Tao: "Is it bad to learn after reading this book?"Besides, how bad can I go?Based on my conditions, can I still imprison a beautiful boy like this?

The result of talking indiscriminately is that the baby is ashamed and annoyed by talking about himself, and jumps into the room three times, and won't come down no matter how much he screams.

Zhou Ziqian didn't know what was going on, so he looked up for a while, and asked a question that poked the baby's heart and made him extremely embarrassed: "Is it messing with cats?"

The baby was squinting at Ye Tao with his kitten eyes, and was dumbfounded for a moment when he heard the words, and then he meowed angrily and ashamedly: What a ghost!Which cat is in heat in summer? !Besides, the little master is not a cat! ! !

Zhou Ziqian went in without knowing it, and when he walked into the house with Ye Tao's shoulders, he still said: "Is it two years old? Although it is a bit small, it should be an adult. See if it is violent. If it’s really bad, ask someone to bring a kitten back.”

The little black cat on the eaves leaned forward, almost fell off the roof, and almost vomited a mouthful of old blood: it's not a cat!If you dare to get a female cat to be my roommate, I'll just... I'll run away from home with Uncle Ye! ! !

Ye Tao almost wanted to put his hand on his forehead: "Second Master, please stop making trouble."

Zhou Ziqian was amused by him, and with a pretty smile, he cut the cake and made tea. While drinking tea, he said to Ye Tao, "I've released Houtian to accompany you to visit the grave."

The day after tomorrow is Ye Tao's mother's memorial day. Ye Tao greeted Luo Dong when he came last time, and everything was arranged.Originally planned to find an opportunity to tell Zhou Ziqian about this matter, but he was ill a few days ago, so he neglected it as soon as it was delayed.I didn't expect Zhou Ziqian to be so careful that he would even remember this kind of thing.

Ye Tao was quiet for a while before saying: "Thank you for your kindness, but I have already arranged it, so I won't bother you."

Just this one sentence made the atmosphere between the two of them much colder. The softness and expression between Zhou Ziqian's brows faded, not because he was angry, but because he was a little worried.Ye Tao doesn't reject him very often, but every rejection reminds him of a fact: no matter how close they are at the moment, they are not a real couple. There are some things he can do for Ye Tao, but there are some things he can't.

Zhou Ziqian almost admired Ye Tao, no matter how hard he tried to blur the boundary between the two, this seemingly peaceful and kind-hearted man was capable of defending Ye Tao steadfastly, and would not give in at critical moments.

As the night deepened, everyone fell asleep, and only the study room in the inner courtyard was still lit.Zhou Ziqian leaned back in the chair and fell asleep. There were open documents and some leftover cognac on the desk. The melted ice cubes rolled down to the bottom of the glass, making a slight sound.

Zhou Ziqian woke up suddenly, and subconsciously pressed his chest and abdomen. It was right at the position of the lotus flower. There was no wet and sticky gushing blood. The cotton clothes were white and clean, but the feeling of being pierced by a sharp weapon in the dream was still there. Did not have time to dissipate.

Death is always feared by the living, so the feeling of dying will be particularly profound. Maybe such an experience will turn into fear of death, and maybe it will call out the devil in people's hearts.

In a quiet and dark room, the silent man is like a ghost sneaking in at night.Ye Tao slept soundly, Zhou Ziqian looked at him quietly, the person on the bed was so quiet and beautiful, like a ray of light that could illuminate the night.

Zhou Ziqian gently touched his defenseless back, and painted his beautiful butterfly bones through a layer of soft cloth, as if to confirm whether there was a pair of white wings folded there.

Baby, are you here to save me?If not, why are you showing up?

The author has something to say:

It's weird, isn't it?Sorry, the sequelae of watching the drama, it will be fine in two days.