Rebirth alone

I used to treat you with sincerity, but you abandoned it like a shoestring. Now I don't hate it or miss it, but you hold a wolf-hearted heart and say that you still remember, isn't this cheap?

Ye Tao wasn't swearing, he was just stating a fact calmly and objectively, and strictly speaking, it wasn't a crime of swearing.

The undisguised surprise on Zhou Ziqian's face made Ye Tao want to laugh, shook his head, and replied, "It's not about you."

Zhou Ziqian didn't speak any more, and left the kitchen with the food in the bowls and plates.Ye Tao put away the unused tableware, and when he came to the hall, he saw food and the bottle of Pasto that he opened earlier were on the table.The man still couldn't find the decanter, and poured tens of thousands of yuan of wine directly into an ordinary glass. This bottle of wine was regarded as giving up his life for the expensive set of tableware to accompany the gentleman.

"Baby, it's time to eat." Ye Tao arranged the baby's seat first, and then opened the chair for himself to sit down.

The baby who had just been tidied up was far less flamboyant than in the past. He moved to the dining table with small, silent steps, first took a sneak peek at Zhou Ziqian, and when he saw that he was not looking in his direction, he jumped on the table very restrainedly. Chair.I don't think his uncle looked over before he sat down here, his face was neither expression nor warm.The baby's heart skipped a beat, and he jumped down without even daring to meet his uncle's eyes, for fear that even looking at him would be regarded as a provocation.

"Baby, it's time to eat." Ye Tao lowered his head and called again, and saw the kitten under the table shaking his head aggrievedly: I won't eat, so as to save the old man from seeing me in the eyes and bothering me, I will eat less and we Grandpa and I both save trouble.

Seeing that the child was really frightened, Ye Tao didn't call out any more, got up and brought the baby's small bowl, put some rice in it, picked up some dishes, and put the bowl under the dining table.

The whole meal was extremely dull, Ye Tao ate in silence, Zhou Ziqian poured himself a drink, the wine that Ye Tao had brought to his collection seemed to have turned into grape juice in his hand, and this bottle of grape juice was sour and tasteless. Astringent, he didn't drink it freely, let alone enjoy it.

Ye Tao finished eating first, watched TV with the baby for a while, then carried the baby to the bathroom, took a bath for the little guy, wrapped it in a bath towel and carried him back to the living room, then went back to wash himself, and then came out Zhou Ziqian had already got off the dining table and was watching TV on the sofa with his nephew who was sitting upright. In fact, the two of them didn't know what was on TV, but they just stared at the TV with their own thoughts.

Ye Tao put down the towel for wiping his head, and brought the leftovers on the table into the kitchen. He was washing the dishes when Zhou Ziqian came in.Ye Tao tilted his head and glanced at him. The man who had drunk most of the bottle of wine seemed to be under the influence of alcohol, only his cheekbones were slightly red, his eyes were not cloudy, and his feet were steady.

"Ask someone to pick you up or stay here for the night?" Ye Tao asked casually, as if he was really talking about Zhou Ziqian's going or staying, without any further meaning.

Zhou Ziqian didn't answer, he hugged Ye Tao from behind and buried his head in his neck.He is not drunk, at least he is still sober now, so he clearly remembers what he did here today.He hesitated for three days, because it was difficult to choose, so those three days were longer and harder than three years. Today he finally made up his mind and came to Ye Tao and said, we will not try. I hope that after you leave Zhou's house, Thinking back to Zhou Ziqian, he still has some good thoughts.

He really planned this way before coming here, so he was in a bad mood, and even because the baby made a little mistake, he couldn't contain the evil fire, so he used it to make use of it.Then he met Li Mingjuan, and witnessed Ye Tao's indifference and dislike for his former lover. He should have been more confident in the decision he made when he came here, but he didn't, and he regretted it when things came to an end.

What can a little good in memory change?Nothing can be changed, it is just a memory that cannot be seen or touched.Ye Tao will let go of Zhou Ziqian's good and bad, he will put his feelings on others, he will only see others, and he will no longer have him Zhou Ziqian. Have none.Since there is nothing in exchange for giving up, and it makes him sad and unwilling, what's the point of giving up?Just let him be a total jerk.

Ye Tao couldn't even stand up because of the pressure of the tall man. Just as he was about to make a sound to drive people away, he heard him sigh in his ear: "Even if you are scolding me, I have nothing to say."

Ye Tao was stunned for a moment, and then pulled the corner of his lips. In fact, Zhou Ziqian's words were not that funny. Ye Tao was easily provoked because he relaxed.It's not like before I came back, I had too many worries in my heart, I was afraid that this person would not let me go, I was afraid that I would be shaken by him, I was afraid that what I said would be embarrassing, and I was afraid that if I didn't say it, it would be regarded as acquiescence.At that time, he racked his brains trying to solve this difficult problem satisfactorily. Now that he thinks about it, he just finds it ridiculous. Thanks to his self-proclaimed sobriety, he is still a fool in the end.

What is the problem here?It is clearly his fate and doom.Others die all their lives, but he comes back from the dead and becomes a human being again. This is his destiny.In the previous life, he met people who were not good, knew people clearly, and was deceived. In this life, he should learn from the pain and never repeat the same mistakes. In the end, he met a man named Zhou. He knew that he was not sincere and others were not kind, but for him His heart was moved, he knew that he should avoid it far away, but he was pushed harder and harder, this was his doom.

Since the doom is doomed, don't try to hide from it. Let it be, maybe you can save some setbacks and tribulations.Thinking this way, or comforting himself in this way, Ye Tao looked away.He didn't expect Zhou Ziqian to show his sincerity, to be able to separate his heart from his mind, and treat people separately, the heart must be cold and hard, so he didn't want his heart.On the contrary, he is not afraid that he treats himself worse, and when he uses his badness to polish the goodness in his heart, he can completely withdraw.

If you don't expect, you won't be disappointed. Ye Tao thought he had no room for disappointment, but when Zhou Ziqian pushed him down on the bed, he was still a little sad.Or maybe the source of this emotion is not him, but someone who is intimately entangled with him.That drunken face was stained with lust, and his demeanor exuded a strong aggression, but it made people feel that he was sad for no reason.

But what are you sad about?Hasn't it already come true?What more do you want?These not difficult questions passed in Ye Tao's mind in a flash. He didn't want to think deeply, and he had no time to think deeply.

The body of the first taste of love is very sensitive, just like an exquisite Yaoqin, which can play melodious notes with a light touch.Zhou Ziqian was fascinated by it, but most of the beautiful things were fragile, so he didn't dare to treat them too roughly.In the patient and gentle study, the pleasure was superimposed layer by layer. Ye Tao did not dare to hum uncontrollably. , Maybe I am struggling with how to face this difficult thing.

After being carried into the bathroom, Ye Tao didn't want to open his tired eyes. Zhou Ziqian let him lean in his arms, and gently and carefully cleaned up more intimately than sex.Ye Tao was very tired, and he didn't feel too uncomfortable. Someone did it for him, so he accepted it with half-closed eyes.

When he was carried back to the bed, Ye Tao was already drowsy. In the mist before he fell asleep, someone kissed him on the shoulder. She also didn't know that Zhou Ziqian hugged him all night and didn't let go in his sleep.

The author has something to say:

I don't have any meat, so I don't want to stew it. This kind of meat is neither fragrant nor sweet. I guess no one would like to eat it after stewing.