Prisoner of Rebirth

Four-year-old Feng Xunke stood on a small stool in front of the window, blinked his big blue eyes and looked outside until he saw a blond man who happily shouted: "Daddy, Daddy" and turned his head towards Feng Xi said happily: "Mom, Dad is back!"

Feng Xi bent her soft eyebrows, and she bent down and hugged Feng Xunke, "Let's go, let's pick up Dad."

Seeing his mother and child waiting downstairs, the man trotted a few steps, hugged him up, kissed Feng Xunke's small face, then kissed Feng Xi's lips, and said with a smile: "My big baby and little baby .”

"Dad, did you bring me any chocolate?" Feng Xunke grabbed the man's bag, he loves chocolate the most.

The man laughed and said, "You glutton."

And Feng Xi looked at them quietly from the side, with a shallow and gentle smile.

As soon as the picture changed, Feng Xi was holding Feng Xunke and standing in front of the door in shock. The blond man was kissing a strange woman in disheveled clothes.

After a brief silence, Feng Xi rushed up like crazy. She tore the couple, asking heart-piercingly over and over again: "Why? Why?" The man held the woman tightly in his arms, Pushing down the crazy Feng Xi, he yelled at Feng Xi: "Don't go crazy, I love her!" After speaking, he took the woman's hand and walked out the door.

Feng Xunke, who was standing outside the door and witnessed everything, was so frightened that his face was full of tears. He immediately stepped forward and grabbed the man's hand and said, "Dad, don't go, Dad!"

The man looked at the weeping doll complicatedly, and finally withdrew his hand and took the woman away.

Feng Xi roared like crazy in the room, she took the iron chair, threw it at the TV, and then pushed it to the table...

Feng Xunke, who was outside the door, hid on the stairs in fright, sobbing in a low voice while wiping away his tears: "Dad, Mom..."

Since then, Feng Xunke has rarely seen his father, and his gentle mother would always grab his shoulders suddenly and keep asking him: "Why are you doing this to me? Where have you been? Why don't you go home!" Then he seemed to wake up suddenly, pushed Feng Xunke away, and said in a daze: "You are not him! You are not him! Why are you pretending to be him to lie to me? Huh?"

Sometimes Feng Xi, who is excited, can't control himself, and chokes Feng Xunke's neck, "You make me suffer so much, how can you not want me." But he will stop soon, and then he will be full of apology He kept saying to Feng Xunke: "I'm sorry, mom didn't mean it, I'm sorry."

Four-year-old Feng Xunke would often crawl under the bed to hide because he was afraid of such a changeable mother. He would crawl out from under the bed when Feng Xi calmed down. He even slept under the bed for many nights.At that time, it was very dark around, and he was always worried that there would be monsters under the bed, but he was even more afraid that his mother would beat him outside. In the panic, those blue eyes, which were always full of tears because of fear, unconsciously Juezhong became indifferent and calm, because he gradually felt that there was nothing to be afraid of, and there was nothing to be afraid of. As long as he got used to the darkness and the changes, his mother would be fine.

Although he still looked forward to his father's return at that time, because he felt that as long as his father came back, his mother would become a gentle mother. Scared, he also wanted his father to come back.

Until one night, Feng Xunke, who was sleeping in a daze, suddenly heard a noise. He got off the bed, thinking that his mother had become strange again, and wanted to lock the door.But as soon as I arrived at the door, I saw Feng Xi kneeling on the ground and grabbing the man's trousers in the living room. She cried and said, "Don't leave, don't go back to the United States, I was wrong, I was really wrong."

"We're done, we're not married, understand? I'm going back to the United States now, we have nothing to do with each other!" the man said excitedly, still holding a big bag in his hand, obviously intending to leave here completely.

After he finished speaking, he pulled Feng Xi's hand away, and Feng Xi screamed: "No! I don't want you to leave!" But the man still got rid of her.

The man was about to go out when he suddenly heard a childish voice: "Dad." He stopped and saw Feng Xunke who had already walked out of the room.

The man sighed and came in front of Feng Xunke. He knelt down and rubbed Feng Xunke's soft hair, "Dad is leaving." After a slight pause, "I'll see you again later."

After finishing speaking, he was about to leave, but before he could stand up, he fell softly under Feng Xunke's widening eyes.

Feng Xi stood behind him, holding a thick and long steel bar in her hand, with a smile on her face: "Hehehehe, now you can't leave me."

Feng Xunke knelt beside the man lying on the ground, shaking him desperately, crying, "Dad, wake up soon..."

"Pa" Feng Xi slapped Feng Xunke on the face, she cursed fiercely: "Why are you crying? Stop crying for me!" Then she said very gently: "He will never leave us again, he should happy."

But at the next moment, she shook her head in a frenzy, "No, no, he will leave again, I will cut off his feet, ah! No! And beheaded...all...chopped up, and never again You won't leave me!" Feng Xi stood up immediately as if he had figured it out, and took out a sharp knife from the kitchen.

Feng Xunke was already petrified at this time, he stood aside in a daze, wide blue eyes wide open in fear, until, the bright knife light flashed in front of his eyes, and the warm blood splashed on his face and lips, he Only then did he realize that there was finally nothing in this world that he was afraid of...

Feng Xunke woke up from the dream, he turned on the light, looked at the alarm clock next to the bed, at three o'clock in the morning, rubbed his temples, chuckled, it was so boring, he actually dreamed about the past.He felt a little thirsty, so he got up from the bed and prepared to go to the living room to drink water.

The light in the living room was on. Unexpectedly, Feng Xi was still asleep. She sat on the sofa, lowered her head and wondered what she was thinking.Feng Xunke ignored her and went straight to the table.

When she saw Feng Xunke, she raised her head and said suddenly, "I can go see your father now."

Feng Xunke stopped pouring water, and he looked at Feng Xi seriously to make sure if she was ill again.

Feng Xi seemed to know what he was thinking, and laughed, "I have lung cancer, it's in the advanced stage." Her slender fingers tapped on the table, "I always feel that your father missed me. That's why I went to accompany him .”

After listening to what she said, Feng Xunke continued to pour water, and asked calmly, "When did it happen?"

Feng Xi leaned on the sofa, "I went to the hospital to check it out yesterday." She looked at Feng Xunke seriously, and laughed again, "It's ridiculous, you care about me? Hahahaha, you really look like me, so stupid .”

"At least, mother once loved me, didn't she?"

Feng Xi felt that her brain was getting more and more painful. She had taken a lot of medicine recently, and sometimes she couldn't distinguish reality from memories. She thought for a while, then stretched out her hand, "Well... four years."

Feng Xunke looked at the water glass in his hand, he was obviously very thirsty just now, but now he has no desire to drink water.

"People's hearts are the easiest to change. At the beginning, he said he loved me swearingly, but in the end he didn't love me if he didn't love me, and he left when he said he would leave. So, I only really loved you for the past four years. Every day, I resent your existence, I can't hate him, he seems to grow in my mind, I think about him all the time, I think I have always loved him, so I just I can hate you, just like now, I am very happy in my heart, because I know that I will be free from pain soon, I can see him, and now I find that you still have feelings for my mother, I feel very excited, When I'm gone, leaving only you alone, you will be very, very sad, right?..."

This was the first time that Feng Xi had spoken so many words to Feng Xunke in so many years. She spoke gently, without rush or slowness, as if they were talking heart to heart, but with a very happy smile on her face.

"I'm entering the room, you should go to bed earlier." Feng Xunke put down the water glass and was about to enter the room.

Feng Xi stopped him, "Feng Xunke, you have to know that I don't want you to be happy, so I will at least make a mess of your life, so I will go to your father, so that in the underground, I will tell him with a smile, you My son is doing very badly, maybe he will see his painful expression, hug me and say, he regrets treating me like that.”

Feng Xunke didn't speak, just entered the room quietly, closed the door, he lay on the bed, covered his eyes, and then opened them, the glare of the light made his eyes hurt, he was in the dark for a long time, as long as there was a ray of light, he would will be firmly grasped.

"Yongyong, do you like me?" He closed his eyes again and said to himself.

As soon as Liu Guili opened the door in the morning and was about to take out the trash, there was a man standing by the opposite door. Liu Guili was full of disdain, she hurried downstairs, and when she came back after taking out the trash, she saw Feng Xi had come out. Today, I didn't rush to bring people into the house.

"If you don't want to die, then don't come to me." Feng Xi fiddled with her long hair, squinted her eyes with a smile, "I have AIDS, which is easily contagious, so people will die!" She took out a medical record and went to the hospital. The man pushed, "Look!"

Coincidentally, a young man who took drugs in this community the year before last was infected with AIDS. When he died, his whole body was so thin that his whole family ran away in fright. As a result, the body was left in the house for many days. It stinks, so someone called the police to drag him away.

What's more, people around 00 still don't understand AIDS very well. In their eyes, this kind of heart disease is far, far away from them.But once infected with this "dirty" disease, not only will there be no cure, but it will be impossible to hold up your head for the rest of your life, and you will be stabbed in the back when you die.And in the eyes of most people at that time, as long as they were close to AIDS patients, they might be infected.No one jokes about having AIDS.

So the man didn't even look at the medical records, so he took a few steps back in fright.

And Liu Guili, who heard everything clearly, was dripping with cold sweat. Feng Xi is indeed prone to AIDS if she spends the night with different people every day. Although she has worked in a hospital before, at least she knows that AIDS is not like a cold, which can be transmitted at will, but she still can't pass it. That pass in my heart.Remembering that Yongyong was playing very close to Feng Xi's son... she was even more afraid for a while, she hurried into the house in a panic, locked the door, thinking that no matter what, Yongyong would never have any contact with Feng Xunke again .

Feng Xi looked at the man fleeing in a panic and Liu Guili who locked the door with a smile. She knelt down and picked up the case sheet, which was her lung cancer case.

Anyway, how bad things got, it would soon have nothing to do with her.