Prisoner of Rebirth

"Yongyong, we can't be together every day." Feng Xunke lay on the desk with his face crooked, looking at Gao Yong lonely.

Gao Yong comforted him, "We can always meet at school."

"I want to grow up quickly," Feng Xunke seemed to be thinking of something, his tone was full of joy, "When I grow up, I can elope with Yongyong."

"Elope? How did you know this word?" Gao Yong was amused by him, "Do you know what elope means?"

Feng Xunke sat up straight and looked very serious, "Of course I know what 'elope' means. I saw it on TV. Elopement means that the two of us ran far away, and no one cares about us anymore."

His explanation is a bit similar, but Gao Yong also said to him seriously, "Elopement usually refers to two men and women who love each other. How can we elope? Besides, if we leave, what will our parents do? What about people who love us? So we can’t have such thoughts.”

"Does Yongyong love me?" Feng Xunke asked suddenly.

Gao Yong replied naturally: "Love, love with pity, love like a younger brother."

A child still can't really understand what love is, or what kind of love he wants. He knows that "love" is a beautiful word, and that someone loves him is the best thing.

Feng Xunke smiled brightly, "That Yongyong loves me!"

It seems that since the two of them talked about this topic, Feng Xunke has been very happy all day.

Feng Xunke is a child who is easily satisfied, but Gao Yong felt very sad because he said: "There is finally someone in this world who says he loves me."

Gao Yong and Feng Xunke, who were holding hands after school in the afternoon, saw Liu Guili waiting there early as soon as they left the kindergarten. She came to pick Gao Yong home.

"Mom." Gao Yong and Feng Xunke came to Liu Guili's side.

Liu Guili patted Gao Yong's head, "Come on, let's go home, I'll buy your favorite pig's trotters tonight, today is your birthday!"

Feng Xunke at the side called out, "Auntie", then looked at Gao Yong and blinked, "Today is Yongyong's birthday?"

In the past, Liu Guili would smile and say, "Xiao Ke, you are so good." But today, Liu Guili just smiled at him hastily, and before Gao Yong could answer Feng Xunke's words, she hugged Gao Yong and got on the bicycle. back seat.

"Mom, let's take Feng Xunke home together." Gao Yong looked at Feng Xunke who stood aside and looked at them eagerly. When Feng Xunke lived in their house, Liu Guili would take a child back and forth on his bicycle to pick him up.

Liu Guili said in a low voice, "His mother will come to pick him up." She got on the bicycle, put on her feet, and rode away through Feng Xunke.

Gao Yong turned his head anxiously, and saw the little Feng Xunke standing there quietly among the parents and children going back and forth, looking at him.

Lonely and small, gradually becoming an invisible point.

"Mom, why don't you take Feng Xunke with you, like you did a few days ago?"

"Yongyong," Liu Guili was thinking about what to say, "In the future, don't always get along with the same child, and get in touch with other children more, so that you can make more friends." Gao Quande said exactly what Feng Xi said. She told her that although Feng Xunke had been with that child for a while, Liu Guili also knew that he was a likable child, but if she likes him, it is impossible for her family to raise him. After all, no one is a living Bodhisattva.

Gao Yong knew what the hell he meant, "Mom, Feng Xunke and I are at the same table, and I had a lot of fun playing with him."

"Why is your child so disobedient? It's not like you haven't seen his mother before. Can you provoke him?" Liu Guili raised her voice, "Tomorrow I will ask the teacher to change seats for you."

Gao Yong knew that it was meaningless to say more, so he didn't say more.It's just that Feng Xunke is always looking at him from a distance with a small schoolbag on his back in his mind, and he feels uncomfortable.

Back home, Gao Yong accompanies Liu Guili to go grocery shopping. On the way, he meets a fat aunt upstairs who also goes grocery shopping. Women and women, especially housewives, have endless "neighborhood differences" topic.

"Did you know? The woman who lives across from you brought a man into the house today, and she's been there for a whole day, and she hasn't come out yet." The fat aunt said to Liu Guili mysteriously in a low voice.

Liu Guili was surprised, "Is it the child's father?"

"No, it's a young man in his 20s who sells plastic bags across the street. I've seen it before," the fat aunt said with disdain. "The kid's father is definitely not Chinese, and he hasn't shown his face before, maybe Did it get abandoned after being played by foreigners?"

Liu Guili also shook her head, "This has a bad influence."

"It is said that it is for sale." The fat aunt winked and then laughed.

Gao Yong stood aside, whether he wanted to hear it or not, he heard it all.He didn't want to comment on the adults' right and wrong, but deep down in his heart he disapproved of them gossiping behind their backs, so he quickened his pace and walked in front by himself, leaving Liu Guili and the fat aunt behind.

After shopping for vegetables, Gao Yong was holding his favorite pig's trotters, and Liu Guili was holding other big and small dishes. They climbed up to the second floor, but they saw Feng Xunke sitting on the corridor with his schoolbag on his lap, He was lowering his head and drawing something with a pen on the paper in his school bag.

"Yongyong." Feng Xunke immediately yelled aggrieved when he saw Gao Yong.

Gao Yong hurried to his side and asked him, "Why are you sitting here? Isn't mom at home?" Gao Yong raised his head and looked at the closed door of Feng Xunke's house.

Feng Xunke whispered, "At home."

As soon as they finished speaking, "click" the door of Feng Xunke's house opened, and a young man came out. Feng Xi followed him to see him off. Her eyes met Feng Xunke who was sitting in the corridor, "You're back? Come in quickly. "

Liu Guili watched the man pass by her in a hurry, feeling a deep disgust for Feng Xi in her heart, she pulled Gao Yong who was still beside Feng Xunke, "Yongyong, go home quickly, don't follow me Unclean people's children play."

She said this to Feng Xi's family. In the 90s, women's chastity was still very important, especially for traditional Chinese women like Liu Guili. In her eyes, if a woman cannot clean herself, it is like stealing and killing people.She can't look down on such a person from the bottom of her heart.So she, who never liked to make enemies with others, became mean at this moment.

Feng Xi here seemed to be mocking, and glanced at Liu Guili with her watery eyes, but didn't reply, but said to Feng Xunke, "I see you are still screaming mediocrely every day, people despise you It’s a child of an unclean family.”

After saying this, he turned around and entered the house.

"Yongyong" Feng Xunke suddenly ran to Gao Yong who was about to be pulled into the room by Liu Guili, "Happy birthday." He handed the painting he had just finished to Gao Yong's hand.

"Feng Xunke, I..." Gao Yong took the painting and was about to thank him.Liu Guili at the side immediately pulled Gao Yong into the room, closed the door with a snap, and locked Feng Xunke out.

Feng Xunke, who was standing outside the door, looked at the closed door, and shouted again, "Yongyong, happy birthday! Yongyong, happy birthday!"

Gao Yong, who was inside the door, opened the painting, the two children were holding hands, both of them were smiling happily, and there was "shengrikuaile" (happy birthday) spelled crookedly in pinyin next to it.

He heard Feng Xunke's voice outside the door, and wanted to open the door, but was stopped by Liu Guili, who locked the door a few times, and then bent down, "Yongyong, you can no longer play with Feng Xunke, you have to stay away from him! Do you understand?" ?”

Gao Yong shook his head, "I don't know, Mom, let me go out." He wanted to open the door again as he spoke.

Liu Guili, who was never reluctant to yell at her son, suddenly raised her voice, "What's wrong with you kid? Why are you so disobedient! Let me tell you, don't have anything to do with that kid!"

Gao Yong is now a five-year-old child, he cannot have enough strength to break free from Liu Guili, so he can only stand by the door and keep shouting to Feng Xunke outside the door, "Feng Xunke, I like your paintings very much, thank you!"

When Feng Xunke heard Gao Yong's voice, a smile appeared on his beautiful face, "Happy birthday." He whispered to himself again, and then walked into the half-open door behind him.