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2015 1 Month 16 Day.

Qin Yuqi guessed her wish.

When he was very young, his parents always quarreled and never put his mind on him. Every time he saw other children learning to ride a bicycle with their parents, he was very envious, but he has not been able to learn to ride a bicycle until now , is this a wish?

When he grows up a bit, he sees that other people have a large group of friends, and he is very envious of being surrounded by a group of people as soon as get out of class is over.But no matter how hard he tried to make friends later, he would only be the target of big guys making fun of him.However, he, Huo Zixuan and Lu Xiao have already become friends, and this wish has basically come true.

It can barely be regarded as a wish to take the university entrance examination, but when he thinks about it carefully, he doesn't have any particular university that he wants to go to. Studying is just a means for him to escape from reality. It doesn't matter whether he can pass the entrance examination. Get a job without going to college.

It is already impossible to reconcile the relationship between father and mother. He knew this since he was a child, so he has never expected this matter, so it cannot be regarded as the greatest wish during his lifetime.

Then, he had no more desires.

But now Qin Yuqi is 1 unwilling to let him just get on that train.

I don't know why, but now he wants to see Xia Mingxiao a little bit, and he doesn't know if his life will be better without him...

"Are you afraid of me? Or are you afraid of going to the underworld to report?" The ghost guard smiled and looked at Qin Yuqi, who was worried, and said, "Don't worry, it's not time for you to report yet."

The ghost messenger looked even more attractive in winter clothes. Qin Yuqi thought that if he was a few years older, he might want to pursue such a girl, but at this moment his face was pale with fright.

"Then why are you here?" Qin Yuqi asked calmly.

"I'm on vacation today, and I'm here to try the most famous stewed goose in an iron pot." The ghost guard laughed.

Ghost sent to the countryside to eat big goose stewed in an iron pot?

The ghost messenger was so leisurely: "It's pitiful to see your confused face... Seeing who gets the separation fee, you will be fine, right?"

Qin Yuqi asked, "Well, what are you doing?"

The ghost messenger laughed and said, "Come with me, I'll take you somewhere."

2015 1 Month 17 Day.

Xia Mingxiao tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep.

Qin Yuqi, his childhood sweetheart, now no longer exists.

So, did this person whom I was silently watching really exist before?

Where does he exist?

Qin Yuqi's hometown?The home he remembers the most has become fragmented.

The square in front of the village?His favorite fitness equipment when he was a child has long been dismantled and built a green belt.

By the pond in the village?His old favorite playground had dried up.

There is no proof of Qin Yuqi's existence in these places.Xia Mingxiao even began to suspect that up to now it was just his wishful thinking that there was such a person as Qin Yuqi in the world, and that Qin Yuqi never existed in this world at all.

How can one determine the existence of a person?Whether people exist in time or in memory, Xia Mingxiao dare not ask people who may know Qin Yuqi today, he is afraid to hear from those people, "Who is Qin Yuqi? I have never heard of this person here. Do you remember correctly?" Such words.

Where did Qin Yuqi once exist?

Xia Mingxiao didn't dare to think about it at all.

2015 1 Month 17 Day.

Qin Yuqi saw her tombstone.

Although after many twists and turns, his parents decided to take him back to his hometown for burial.

Qin Yuqi's tombstone is in a cemetery with a beautiful view. In this quiet place, the home of the living may not be as good as that of the dead.In the neat forest of tombstones, it is still difficult to find a certain person.Erqin Yuqi's tomb was obviously cleaned and worshiped just now.

It's true, his family finally got together, why don't they come and see him who just left?

Qin Yuqi asked, "What did you bring me here for?"

The ghost messenger replied: "Because I just saw that your family members worshiped here, and they were still crying... I don't know how many years they can cry for you, anyway, you should be content."

Qin Yuqi was dubious: "How did you see it?"

"Because I was buried right next to you." The ghost policeman pointed to the tombstone next to him, and the photo on the tombstone was the ghost policeman when he was in high spirits. This is the neighbor."

Qin Yuqi: "..."

The ghost messenger asked, "Would you like to see your family members cry?"

Qin Yuqi said: "Of course I don't want to."

"Yeah, even if they cry, you can't comfort me now."

Master Guichai has been dead for decades, so it is reasonable to say that she is still a new ghost, but in the past few decades, her family members have passed away, and some of them were reported by her personally.

Back then, before applying for the post of ghost messenger, Mr. Guichai often stood in front of his tombstone not knowing where to go.

She died early, leaving behind her parents, brothers, husband and children.

Every anniversary of her death, these people would come to pay respects to her. They were all sad when they cried at first, but after a few years, they gradually calmed down.When her two sons and daughters were very young, they came to visit her grave once. Before leaving, they lay on the tombstone and cried and asked her why they were so cruel?Why abandon them?

At that time, the ghost messenger half-kneeled on the ground, trying to hug his children, but his hands passed through their bodies.

Those who leave will not understand the sadness of those who stay. Even if they see it with their own eyes and their hearts are moved, they will not fully understand it.

Many years later, Master Guichai's children also turned into gray-haired old men and passed away. The still young Guichai adults pretended not to know his children at all and asked them if they hated their mother?

She was mentally prepared to not be sad no matter what she heard, even if she was hated, she owed them this.However, the answer she got was "how can I hate my mother if I don't remember her for a long time".

Master Guicha froze for a few seconds, then chuckled."That's not bad," she said.

Now the ghost messenger is standing next to her tombstone again. She said: "In places you haven't seen, your family will always think of you. As long as they are there, you will never be abandoned."

Qin Yuqi asked: "Why did you tell me this?" He looked at the tombstone of Master Guicha, and there was already a thick layer of dust on it.

"Seeing you think that you have never been loved by your family because of that little thing, do I feel sorry for your frowning face?"

The smile on the corner of Guicha's mouth never disappeared, but the words he said were sincere, and Qin Yuqi was also a little touched.

Qin Yuqi smiled wryly: "Look at what you said, it seems like I'm stingy."

The ghost guard smiled slyly: "Look at what you said, it seems that you are not stingy."

Qin Yuqi's hometown is also the hometown of the ghost messenger. Since Qin Yuqi didn't die in Lai's house but in her jurisdiction, she knew that she would bring this child to report one day.

It's just that this child is quite pitiful, and he couldn't be a loving mother. The ghost messenger who watched his child grow up suddenly became overwhelmed with maternal love, so she took Qin Yuqi to see her cemetery.

She had just seen the scene of the child's family members crying, and she was inevitably touched by the scene.She originally wanted to say a lot, but felt that she was not qualified to educate other people's children, so she just watched silently.

It's best for the kid to think for himself.