I've been to this room

November 2014, 11.Xia Mingxiao.

Qin Yuqi hasn't come to class for a whole day. It's impossible for a guy like this who seems to be aiming at Peking University and Tsinghua University to be absent without reason, right?Is it sick?Or what happened?

The more Xia Mingxiao wanted to learn, the more he felt uneasy, since he obviously lives in the opposite door, he should go and visit Qin Yuqi.

But he stopped just outside Qin Yuqi's house, do you want to knock on the door?They had quarreled a few days ago, and with Qin Yuqi's character, she probably didn't want to see him again.Thinking of this, Xia Mingxiao decided not to bother other people in a brazen manner.

Xia Mingxiao lay on the door of Qin Yuqi's house, and saw through the cat's eyes that the lights inside were on.

It seems he is at home.As long as nothing happens.

Xia Mingxiao showed a smile that even he couldn't understand, and left silently.

When did it start?

Xia Mingxiao and Qin Yuqi grew up together, but before they entered high school, they became estranged from each other for some reason. When did he start paying attention to Qin Yuqi again?

Maybe it was from the last basketball game, Qin Yuqi was forced to participate because of lack of manpower, at that time Qin Yuqi became a thin, delicate boy who was always studying hard.

At first, Xia Mingxiao just felt that the little Qin Yuqi's dunk was like a fish trying to bite the hook, and her movements were ridiculous.However, watching him practice over and over again, and seeing the serious and unwilling expression on his face, Xia Mingxiao realized that this nerd who only lives in studies and exams also has a cute side.

Also, at the beginning of the summer vacation, he saw Qin Yuqi carrying a heavy bag of rice upstairs by herself, and then stepped on the ground and fell down with the rice. The rice spilled all over the floor, but Qin Yuqi was at a loss He squatted down on the ground, burying his head between his knees.

For some reason, Xia Mingxiao felt sorry for the boy in front of him.Maybe it's because Qin Yuqi's experience is very similar to her own.When Xia Mingxiao was very young, his parents quarreled every day. He didn't care about Xia Mingxiao at all. Without the love of his parents, he always felt that he couldn't hold his head high among children of the same age.

Maybe it's just because the two of them have many similarities. Xia Mingxiao, a candidate for the deputy squad leader, always has an inexplicable concern and concern for her childhood sweetheart, Qin Yuqi, who has rejected her. She interprets this feeling as Sympathy for students with complex family structures is also okay.Thinking of this, Xia Mingxiao felt relieved.

Maybe if he took the initiative to approach Qin Yuqi, he could become friends with Qin Yuqi again.

However, his intuition told him that as long as he kept watching silently like this, it would be fine.

So, he really just stood outside the door of Qin Yuqi's house, watching silently...

always……

According to Xia Mingxiao's grandma, when he first met Qin Yuqi, he would bully others before he could even speak.

Xia Mingxiao and Qin Yuqi are the legendary bamboo horses and bamboo horses. They played together, played together, skipped classes, made up their homework, and made up their homework for 16 years.

During these 16 years, the strong Xia Mingxiao bullied the weak and sick Qin Yuqi every day, but Xia Mingxiao would protect Qin Yuqi from being bullied by other bad boys, and she was the kind who never charged protection money.

I don't know if I got used to it or something, Xia Mingxiao has always looked at Qin Yuqi very pleasing to the eye, and he has been watching Qin Yuqi for 16 years. During these 16 years, Xia Mingxiao didn't know when he fell in love with Qin Yuqi.

Xia Mingxiao couldn't say what kind of liking it was, he just felt that seeing Qin Yuqi sad made him feel sad, and seeing Qin Yuqi happy made him feel happy, this kind of feeling should be a kind of liking.He just likes to bully Qin Yuqi, he just likes to protect Qin Yuqi, he just likes to look at Qin Yuqi, he just likes Qin Yuqi.

What about Qin Yuqi?

Will Qin Yuqi always regard him as a villain who bullies her?I don't know why, Xia Mingxiao can take the blame for her good buddies, but she just doesn't want to be misunderstood by Qin Yuqi.

Xia Mingxiao tried every means to show his favor to Qin Yuqi. He helped Qin Yuqi on duty, did homework, and typed cheat sheets. He punished Liu Qi and took the blame.Xia Mingxiao felt that Qin Yuqi could know what he wanted to do just by blinking her eyes.

However, Qin Yuqi also returned all the things he did for Qin Yuqi, as if Qin Yuqi was rejecting Xia Mingxiao's overtures in another way.

Qin Yuqi was always clumsy when she was young, and Xia Mingxiao always felt that even she was made stupid by him.

When he was in kindergarten, he was hung on a flagpole, almost being raised up as a flag.

In the first grade of elementary school, the two wore the same clothes on the street and were regarded as twins.

In the second grade of elementary school, Qin Yuqi copied Xia Mingxiao's homework, and finally wrote down his name, and we were punished by the teacher to stand together.

In the third grade sports meeting, Qin Yuqi burst into tears because she didn't wear her school uniform.

In the fourth grade of elementary school, Qin Yuqi mistook the No. 26 bus for the No. 62 bus, and only realized that she had taken the wrong bus when she arrived at the bus terminal.

In the fifth grade of elementary school, Qin Yuqi broke her leg while doing radio exercises, and Xia Mingxiao carried him to the infirmary.

In junior high school, the two of them were not assigned to the same class, but as soon as get out of class was over, we would go to the men's room to gossip about our class.

In the second grade of junior high school, Qin Yuqi almost collapsed after eating radish and cabbage for a month, Xia Mingxiao really didn't understand, they obviously ate together, how could Xia Mingxiao be fine?

In the third grade of junior high school, Qin Yuqi was diagnosed with a heart attack. The doctor said that if you don't have surgery, you won't last until thirty.It was also from then on that he didn't like to talk, he just lowered his head to read and study quietly, and sealed himself in the sea of ​​exercises and books, even segregated with Xia Mingxiao.

In the fourth grade of junior high school, Qin Yuqi's parents divorced. They were unwilling to raise this sick child, leaving him to fend for himself. Fortunately, Xia Mingxiao took care of him.

Later, they were admitted to the same high school, and Qin Yuqi sat in front of Xia Mingxiao, reading and studying all day long.But did he know that Xia Mingxiao who was sitting behind him was watching him all day long?

Qin Yuqi's complexion has always been pale and lifeless; he no longer loves to smile, he is gloomy, and no one wants to approach him; he is becoming more and more slender, as if you will be blown away by the wind.How could he make Xia Mingxiao not worried?

Qin Yuqi always felt that she was a burden, and that if she died, the family would be better off, but he didn't want anyone to be happy or sad because of his death.

It seems that there is only one person left?

Xia Mingxiao stood in front of Qin Yuqi's house. He wanted to ring the doorbell. He was expecting to see Qin Yuqi running to open the door in a panic, but he knew that such an expectation... would never come true.

"Come to my house for dinner. If you don't come, I'll send it over."

The note from a few days ago was still pasted on the door, but the person who took it off was gone.

November 2014, 11.Xia Mingxiao.

"Students, there is a sad news... Our classmate... Qin Yuqi has left us." The head teacher said as soon as he entered the door, "He passed away in a car accident a few days ago, please also be careful Traffic safety. Come, let us mourn for him... for our classmates."

The author has something to say:

Qin Yuqi: "Please be sure to mourn for me in silence."

The whole class: "..."