DREAM [Idol Trainee Cai Xukun]》

"I can bear losing you, but I can't stop loving you."

【One】

Saw him again.

Seeming to be a little thinner than the last time we met, Xu Kunzhi furrowed his brows tightly, then thought of something, and slowly relaxed them again.

But how he is now has nothing to do with him.

"Mr. Xu, today's meeting..." The secretary followed behind and whispered.

Xu Kunzhi came back to his senses, "Proceed as usual." After saying that, he pulled out the needle cruelly.

"But Mr. Xu!" The secretary looked shocked, "Chairman Ji told me that I must watch you finish the transfusion!"

"Is she your boss, or am I your boss?" Xu Kunzhi glanced at her indifferently.

The secretary shrugged slightly.

"The meeting goes on as usual, don't make me repeat it a third time."

"……Yes."

Not long after participating in the show that year, Xu Kunzhi quit the entertainment circle for unknown reasons, and quickly joined the company, which did not make people react at all.

The entertainment industry is a place that changes rapidly, but within a few days, everyone gradually forgot about this rich second generation who once made a splash.

At the same time, Cai Xukun, who came out of the same program, broke through the world with a posture of riding the dust, and the day and night work also made fans feel distressed.

No one knows why Xu Kunzhi quit the entertainment industry, and no one knows that the two who are said to have the best relationship have not been in touch since then.

Probably because of his rare sentimentality, Xu Kunzhi sat in the long car and felt extremely lonely for a moment.He rummaged through the small box next to him, found a small medicine bottle, poured out two pills and stuffed them into his mouth.

The driver asked him what medicine he was taking.

He hooked the corners of his mouth and replied slowly, "Didn't you have a cold? Take some medicine and you'll get better soon."

"Oh yes! You are right!" The driver replied, thinking of his little daughter who was only seven or eight years old, and talked about how his daughter loves to roll with him every time she takes medicine.

The driver spoke very gently, with happiness in his eyes.

Xu Kunzhi listened quietly from behind, curling the corners of his mouth when he heard something funny, and even the coldness on the brows melted a little.

"President Xu, you won't feel bored when I say this!"

"No." Xu Kunzhi looked out the window, and a familiar license plate happened to appear in his sight, and the smile between his brows faded again, "You're very good."

【two】

Since the last time I saw him in the hospital, Xu Kunzhi hadn't seen anyone in the past month, except of course on the Internet.Today is the day to go home. After Xu Kunzhi left the company, he asked the driver to take him directly back to the old house.

The driver was still so chatty, and kept talking to him all the way, and his daughter and wife were the most talked about.When he was about to reach the old house, the driver stopped suddenly, hesitantly looking at Xu Kunzhi from the mirror.

"Brother Li, what's the matter?" Xu Kunzhi felt his gaze.

"President Xu, are you still having trouble with the chairman?"

Xu Kunzhi's hand paused slightly, "Brother Li, you were also sent by her to be a lobbyist?" This month is already the third person, his secretary, his personal assistant, and this time his driver.

Still, as always, intending to interfere with everything in his life.

"No, I was not sent by the chairman. I just want you to understand the chairman's feelings a little bit. After all, she is also your mother, and..."

"Shut up." The light words came out of his mouth, and those who knew him well knew that this was a sign that Xu Kunzhi was about to get angry.

The driver closed his mouth resentfully, not daring to speak any more.

【three】

Thinking about it carefully, Xu Kunzhi hadn't stayed in the old house so patiently for a long time.Ever since he fell out with Ji Yu, even going home has become a kind of perfunctory.

In fact, he didn't really hate his family, he just felt very tired.As soon as he returned to this home, he would recall in his mind how powerless he was, unable to fight against his family, and lost that person before his eyes.

As long as he thinks of this, he will feel a pinprick-like pain in his heart, which is fine and numb, which cannot be removed.

"Did you hear me talking to you?" Cousin Xu Yinyin tugged at the corner of his clothes.

"Huh? What?"

"I said that the little aunt will come back later, don't you know the boss with a face!"

"Oh..." Xu Kunzhi propped his chin with his left hand, and unconsciously said, "I will try my best." But his thoughts unconsciously turned to today's encounter, why did he go to the hospital?Where is it sick?Seeing his photos two days ago, it seems that he really lost weight, is he too busy with work...?

He rubbed the phone in his hand, subconsciously pressed the mother button with his thumb, and the screen lit up. He was a very familiar person.

Xu Yinyin glanced sideways at Xu Kunzhi's screen saver, her heart froze, and then she let out another heavy sigh.

What the hell is going on...

[Four]

The Xu family's family reunion broke up again.The only difference is that what Ji Yu said this time seems to be a bit more serious.

"If you're capable, don't enter this house for the rest of your life!" As soon as the words came out, almost everyone looked at Ji Yu in disbelief, even Ji Yu himself paused.

Xu Kunzhi stopped walking towards the door, and he turned around slowly but firmly, "Mom, no, mother."

"You have ruined my happiness, what else do you want me to do?"

He didn't blame his mother or anyone for leaving that person, but he blamed himself for being too cowardly and incompetent.So now, even recalling a little bit of the past can make him emotionally broken and heartbroken.

He loves him so much that even if they are separated, he never stops loving him for a day.

The three words Cai Xukun have left the deepest traces in Xu Kunzhi's life, blended into his blood and blood, and turned into a restricted area.

You can't touch it, and you can't forget it.

"Mr. Xu, your apartment is here." The car has already driven to the downstairs of the apartment without knowing it.Xu Kunzhi slowly opened his eyes. He shook his hands and said, "You don't have to pick me up tomorrow. I'll give you a day off."

"I'll say hello to Linda. You can spend a good day with your family tomorrow."

"Okay, thank you, Mr. Xu," the driver nodded without any unexpected emotion.

In fact, this is not the first time Xu Kunzhi has done this.Every once in a while Xu Kunzhi will give him a vacation like this, and most of them will appear after he has been to Xu's old house.

The driver only knew that the relationship between Xu's mother and son didn't seem to be very harmonious, but he didn't dare to ask more about other things.So he just thought it was Mr. Xu who had quarreled with his family and needed time to clear up his mood.

【Fives】

Xu Kunzhi has lived in this apartment for a long time.

The decoration, the furniture, everything started to show signs of aging. The last time Xu Yinyin came over and asked him to redecorate quickly, he promised, but actually did nothing.

There is nothing to renovate, because after the decoration, it will no longer have the same taste.

He threw himself on the sofa, and there was a curly-haired chinchilla on it. He hugged his arms full, and closed his eyes as if he could go back to the past.

The TV was on, he hugged Totoro, he hugged him.

Every bit and every drop here is full of the smell of that person. The sofa is made by him, the towels are used by him, and the slippers are worn by him.All of them, nothing has changed, he kept them all.

However, people are gone.

He lost people.

He got up and picked up the medicine bottle on the coffee table in front of him. He skillfully opened it. After emptying it two or three times, there was nothing.

It turned out that he had finished eating... He looked at the clock on the wall, and it was already close to the number two. It seemed that it was not appropriate for him to buy medicine now.

—Then wait until tomorrow.

Throwing the medicine into the trash can casually, Xu Kunzhi carried the chinchilla to the bedroom.

It's too late, time to go to bed.

【six】

In the early morning, the glaring sunlight poured down through the window, the eyelids of the person on the bed twitched two or three times, then he turned over and covered the quilt over his head.

"Little lazy pig! Get up quickly!" Someone pushed open the door, quietly approached the big bed in the middle, and then lifted the quilt, "Get up quickly! Don't you have an announcement to catch up today!"

Hearing a voice he was very familiar with, the person on the bed finally moved.He got up abruptly, eyes greedily looking at the person in front of him, for fear that he might have hallucinations, "Kun, Brother Kun?"

"Huh?" Cai Xukun was still wearing a cartoon apron that didn't fit him well, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"It's really you, Brother Kun! Huh..." Xu Kun jumped into Cai Xukun's arms and clung to him like an octopus, "I, I thought you didn't want me anymore!"

"What are you talking about?" Cai Xukun looked at him inexplicably, and touched his forehead with the back of his hand, "You don't have a fever?"

"Woooooooo..."

"Okay, okay, why don't I want you!" Although he didn't know what happened to the child, Cai Xukun patted him on the back and comforted him immediately.

There's no way, my own children just have to be pampered like this.

"Did you have a nightmare?" he asked softly.

"Hmm... hiccup." Xu Kunzhi hiccupped while crying, "I dreamed that we broke up, and I kept going to see you secretly. You're not doing well at all! I'm not doing well either!"

"I said it!" Cai Xukun couldn't laugh or cry, "Then you hugged me last night and cried and made a fuss, and what did you say that ruined your happiness because you had nightmares?"

"……Um."

"Okay, well, dreams are the opposite, don't you think I'm standing here doing well?" Cai Xukun patted him twice again, "Okay, hurry up and wash up, and then have breakfast! Sister Yang is still waiting for us !"

Cai Xukun made a gesture to put him down.

However, Xu Kunzhi seemed to be really frightened by the nightmare, holding his hand by the corner of his clothes.

Cai Xukun had no choice but to bend down and kiss the corner of his mouth, "Hey, hurry up and wash up. You can see me right away after washing!"

"OK then……"

Looking at the back of Xu Kunzhi walking towards the bathroom, Cai Xukun shook his head helplessly.But he was still a little happy in his heart, the two grew up together, and he had rarely seen Xu Kunzhi clinging to him so much.

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Just take a look, I was in such a happy mood yesterday, I didn’t feel like writing a text =_=