secret love is not as good as open love

If so, a few days later, Xiao Haolan handed over the roughly formed design draft to Wu Yun, asking them to start preparing first.

"What are you thinking?" Qin You had no choice but to turn his attention to Xiao Haolan because of his desperate and painful eyes, only to realize that this person was staring at him in a daze again?

Yes, just in the past few days, every time Qin You looked up and turned around, he could see Xiao Haolan staring at him in a daze. At first, Qin You didn't pay much attention to it, so just be in a daze, it doesn't matter to him.But the bad thing was that Qin You was too boring. He began to observe Xiao Haolan, but found that Xiao Haolan's gaze was on himself at first, but after a few minutes, Xiao Haolan seemed to be looking at another person through himself.

Xiao Haolan's gaze was sometimes joyful, but he couldn't help but grin at the corners of his mouth, and his erratic eyes seemed to be filled with swaying starlight.Sometimes he was confused, and even the expression on his face was dull and numb. Every time he saw Xiao Haolan like this, Qin You wondered if the person in front of him had turned into a walking dead.But what surprised Qin You the most was Xiao Haolan's pained eyes, which didn't mean pain at the first glance. Xiao Haolan would often smile and then tighten his eyebrows, and his smiling eyes were gradually infested with thick despair.

And now Xiao Haolan's gaze is the last one.

Qin You remembered that he had read Xiao Haolan's life records, and the journey was smooth and smooth. He didn't know why Xiao Haolan showed such despair in his eyes. Qin You had seen that despair a lot. In the eyes of a dying person, Qin You had seen it before. Qin You has seen it in the eyes of the impoverished, and Qin You has seen it in the eyes of the vicious... Xiao Haolan's despair is similar to theirs, but it is also different.

However, when he checked Xiao Haolan's information at the beginning, he was not too serious, maybe there was something that was missed, Qin You fingered the brim of the hat, interrupting Xiao Haolan's daze again.

"Kidnapping..."

Qin You focused his gaze, then looked at Xiao Haolan, only to find that he was already clear-sighted, looking at him with a smile on his face.

Xiao Haolan's eyes gradually returned to his senses, and when he looked at Qin You, he couldn't help but smile, feeling in a daze that he seemed to have said something just now, but he didn't pay much attention to it.

As soon as the school was on holiday, the business of the flower shop would naturally cool down, so Xiao Haolan gave Qin You a vacation and asked him to stay upstairs.

Xiao Haolan walked to the refrigerator with a smile, took something out of it and said, "I'm going home tonight, so I'll make your evening meal and tomorrow's meal at noon."

Qin You was still thinking about the two words that Xiao Haolan said unintentionally just now, and he responded casually when he heard Xiao Haolan's words, "Well, I'm going back to Xialing City tomorrow night, and I can do it at noon."

Xiao Haolan paused, turned around with the food in his arms, his tone remained unchanged but his eyes showed a bit of forbearance, and said, "You don't eat the food on the train, I'll prepare it for you." Immediately afterwards, he smiled lightly, "I'm such a good boss, you have to come back to work soon."

Qin You raised his eyebrows, and it was rare for him to reply, "Isn't a good boss giving employees a two-month long vacation, how can you rush people back before the vacation like you?"

Xiao Haolan looked at his hands, muttered something, turned and walked into the kitchen, "Two months, am I crazy..." I couldn't bear to see you for so long.

Qin You didn't hear what Xiao Haolan muttered, he looked at his mobile phone, that old man Zhao Liu was so generous that he actually gave out red envelopes in this mixed group.

It was a mixed group, everyone was in it. Except for public announcements, this group was as quiet as if there was no one there, and it was only these two days that it was particularly active.

It was also because of its quietness that Qin You didn't think about it, and looked around at the people talking inside, besides the old man Zhao Liu, the kid named Sanjin was also very active.

Speaking of these three golds, her real name is He Xiaoxin, but she has a relationship with Qin You.

Qin You raised his eyebrows, withdrew from the group, and then rearranged the group, and deleted what should be removed. Since he has already retired from that job, these should not be kept.

After a while, Zhao Liu's private chat came over.

Old Man Zhao Liu: What do you mean kid?

Qin You moved his finger slightly

Qin You: What do you mean?

Old man Zhao Liu: I have sent so many red envelopes, you just returned them without snatching them!

Qin You laughed, sent a speechless expression, and then sent a red envelope.

Old Man Zhao Liu: You are wise.

Zhao Liu glanced at Yue Yang and Xue Yi who were busy in the kitchen, and moved his fingers on the phone, "What time will the car arrive tomorrow, do you want Sunshine to pick you up?"

Sure enough, he was given a red envelope, and the corner of Qin You's mouth twitched.

"Need not."

"Come and eat." Xiao Haolan came out with the dishes, saw Qin You throwing the phone into his jacket pocket, the corners of his mouth curled at least five degrees, which made him jealous of the person opposite the phone.

Will it be that sunny and cheerful young man, or that beautiful and mature woman, or someone I don't know?The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable Xiao Haolan felt, the corners of his mouth curved a bit reluctantly, "Who are you chatting with, so happy?"

He wanted to say it jokingly, but when he said it, there was a hint of sourness.

"Zhao Liu," Qin You looked up at Xiao Haolan, served him a meal, and then ate by himself, without noticing Xiao Haolan's little secret emotion.

Xiao Haolan frowned slightly, very dissatisfied with his loss of control just now, but fortunately Qin You didn't notice what was wrong.

In fact, what Xiao Haolan thought was out of control was just a bit of hasty speaking, he had been suppressing the emotions in his heart all along, so this loss of control was not what kind of out of control, Qin You would only think that he was tired from cooking.

After eating, he stayed there for a long time, until Qin You looked at the clock, and Xiao Haolan reluctantly left.

When Xiao Haolan returned to Xiao's house, they were already eating, because Xiao Haolan had not told them before that he would come back, Tang Xiu and Xiao Zeli were very pleasantly surprised.

Xiao Zeli put down the bowls and chopsticks, went up to greet him immediately, and complained affectionately, "Second brother, why didn't you tell me when you came back, have you eaten yet, come sit down and eat something."

Xiao Haolan smiled and patted him on the back, "This is not a surprise for you."

Sure enough, Xiao Zeli was very happy, and ran to the kitchen to fetch bowls and chopsticks for Xiao Haolan.

I'm afraid Xiao Zeli, who knows the truth, will faint in the toilet.

Xiao Muyin glanced at her second son, said nothing, continued to eat, and picked up some of Tang Xiu's favorite dishes by the way.

After dinner, Xiao Zeli took Doudou to play in the yard, Xiao Kuoshi and Xiao Muyin went to the study room, sister-in-law Wang Min cleaned up in the kitchen, only Xiao Haolan and Tang Xiu were in the living room at this time.

Xiao Haolan rubbed his left collarbone with his right hand, thinking about how to leave later.

Tang Xiu looked at Xiao Haolan's movements and couldn't help laughing, "I still remember that you were always like this when you were thirteen or fourteen years old. Mom still remembers that you had a bright red mole on your left collarbone..." Tang Xiu's eyes fell on Xiao Haolan inadvertently. At the beginning, "Huh? Why is it gone?"

As if he had heard a joke, the corners of Xiao Haolan's mouth curled up, and after a while he said, "Probably, it's nothing serious." The smile on Xiao Haolan's face deepened, the red mole was just He just faked it.

"Mom, I..."

"Hao Lan!" Tang Xiu interrupted Xiao Haolan abruptly, as if anticipating what he was going to say, her hands were trembling. Xiao Haolan only came back on New Year's Eve every year, but this year he came back two days before. There was nothing in it, Tang Xiu didn't believe it.

Xiao Haolan smiled, and didn't stop talking because he was interrupted, "I have to deal with some personal matters, and I probably won't be able to celebrate the New Year with you this year."

……

"Haolan, do you still hate your mother?"

Xiao Haolan on the train slightly closed his eyes, Tang Xiu's voice was still echoing in his ears, Xiao Haolan sighed helplessly in his heart.

hate it?After that happened, Xiao Haolan hated him, but during the time he was looking for Qin You, Xiao Haolan's hatred faded and disappeared, and he no longer cared about it.

The author has something to say:

I went to the hospital and prescribed some medicine. The doctor said that I would feel very sleepy after taking it.

After finishing this chapter, Ye Zi is going to take medicine, so tomorrow's update probably won't be too punctual

/sorry bow