Ling Chen takes a look

During the day, Ling Zhihuan would sit by the window, and at night, he would switch from the window to the sofa, but tonight he did not turn on the light.

Before meeting Gu Yichen, Ling Zhihuan had always let nature take its course and went with the situation, he would not complain about the unfairness of fate, he would not be jealous of all the love his younger brother had.But everything changed after meeting Gu Yichen. In 21 years, he was used to loneliness and would not easily accept anyone into his heart, but Gu Yichen did it.However, why did a series of things happen until today? For the first time, Ling Zhihuan felt that it was unfair. He looked up at the dark ceiling and didn't understand what he did wrong. He remembered that from five years ago to today, He couldn't help it at all, since he was destined to lose it, why did he give him a chance to have it again.

Suddenly, Ling Zhihuan heard the sound of the key turning in the doorhole, he panicked, no matter who it was, he couldn't let him discover his existence, so he hid in the room in a hurry.

Gu Yichen opened the door, turned on the light, and looked at the place where Ling Zhihuan had lived alone for two years. He wanted to find some shadows of Ling Zhihuan's life in the past two years.It's just that the more he watched, the more sad it made him.Except for some expired food in the refrigerator, there are only mineral water and beer. There are many takeaway calls posted on the refrigerator door, and there is an unfinished box of instant noodles in the kitchen.When I was taking care of him, why did I let him eat these things again? After such a hard life, why didn't I go home?

Gu Yichen really wanted to see the place where Ling Zhihuan wrote songs for him, but he turned around and didn't see the study room. There was only one room locked and he couldn't get in. I'll ask Yihang another day if he has the key to that room. .

Gu Yichen walked to the sofa, his expression changed as soon as he sat down, he stood up, turned around and touched the sofa with his hands, it was hot.

He rushed to the locked door, banging on it desperately, "Zhihuan, open the door! I know you are inside, can you open the door? I beg you!"

Ling Zhihuan inside the door didn't know how he would be exposed, but now is not the time to think about it, should he open the door?There are two people arguing in your head.

"Ling Zhihuan, if you open the door, you will have spent two years hiding from him."

"Ling Zhihuan, Gu Yichen is outside right now, you can see him when you open the door, you two don't have to suffer anymore."

"No, no, you can't trouble him anymore."

"But he will never leave if you don't open the door. You can't go on like this."

Inside the door Ling Zhihuan was suffering, but outside the door Gu Yichen persevered.

"Zhihuan, I can wait for you for two years, I can continue to wait for you for another two years, I will not force you, Gu Yichen will never force Ling Zhihuan, goodbye."

"Bada", the door opened, and just as Gu Yichen was about to turn around and leave, Ling Zhihuan walked out from the door.Gu Yichen lost, and Ling Zhihuan also lost.

Gu Yichen was dumbfounded when he saw Ling Zhihuan. Two years later, they met for the first time in this way. No, to be precise, it was when Gu Yichen was awake. Gu Yichen didn't know what to say, long time no see?This is not the rhythm of getting along between the two of them, so he just looked at Ling Zhihuan like this.

Ling Zhihuan didn't hold back in the end, he opened the door anyway, instead of torturing each other, it's better to fight against fate, as long as the sky hasn't collapsed, the earth hasn't fallen, you Gu Yichen and I Ling Zhihuan are still alive, there is no reason to leave At this point, we are not people who accept our fate. The lost five years are because we think of ourselves too sacredly. We always think that what we do is for the benefit of the other party. In fact, it is all fake. After all, we are still escaping Escape from each other, and also from yourself.Now, as if those five years were stolen, what needs to be recovered is not the past, but the future.

Ling Zhihuan glanced at Gu Yichen, alas, he was still so dumb, he rolled his eyes, turned around and went back to the room.When Ling Zhihuan walked out of the room again, he pulled the suitcase, walked towards Gu Yichen who was still staying there, put the suitcase in front of him, then took out the car keys from his trouser pocket and walked out, Gu Yichen realized what had happened What, quickly pushed the box and chased Ling Zhihuan out.

When Gu Yichen arrived, Ling Zhihuan was already sitting in the passenger seat of his car. Gu Yichen scratched his head, put his luggage into the trunk of the car, and then got into the car and sat in the driver's seat.

"Zhihuan, are you sure you want to go home with me? Never leave again?" Gu Yichen confirmed this to Ling Zhihuan again, he was a little uncertain.

Ling Zhihuan looked straight at Gu Yichen, making Gu Yichen a little hairy, and suddenly laughed "puchi", then handed him back his key, and nodded vigorously.

"Okay, sir, just turn it on, let's go~" Gu Yichen was very happy when he got a definite answer, and he kicked the accelerator and drove on the way home.

Gu Yichen was humming along the way, Ling Zhihuan often felt that only at this time Gu Yichen looked like a boy younger than himself, although now they were no longer the group of dream-chasing teenagers back then, he was already 26 years old, Gu Yichen Chen is also 25 years old. They are all growing and changing. I have changed from not caring about anything casually before to caring about everything now and don’t want to let go. Let myself listen to my heart again. It's really not suitable for me to hide alone, and I'm already going crazy after only two years.

Before entering the door, Gu Yichen suddenly remembered something, stopped at the door and did not leave.

Ling Zhihuan looked at him with squinted eyes, and said to himself, Yichen, you don't suddenly remember that the golden house hides beauty inside and dare not let me in.

"Zhihuan, um, the house is quite dirty, I haven't cleaned it for a long time." Gu Yichen said embarrassedly.

Ling Zhihuan reluctantly opened the door and went in. Since when did Gu Yichen look like a bitch, and be so fussy, am I a person who cares about whether the house is clean?Seeing Ling Zhihuan go in, Gu Yichen quickly followed.

Only after entering the door did Ling Zhihuan know what "dirty" is. Gu Yichen, your Chinese was taught by a physical education teacher. Is this considered "comparative"?When I reached out and touched it, there was a thick layer of dust.Could it be that Yichen doesn't live here?Ling Zhihuan looked at Gu Yichen with doubts on his face.

"Ah, that, I was busy before, so I didn't go home much, and I fell asleep when I got home, and I didn't have time to clean it. You know I don't like to ask someone to come back to clean it, so that's it."

Ling Zhihuan had a sore nose, turned his back and stopped looking at Gu Yichen, Yichen, I put too much pressure on you, because of what I said before I left, you worked day and night, no matter what It's not the life you want. I thought it was your best choice to start singing again, but I ignored that there is no pure music in this circle. When you get it, you will lose a lot, including freedom.

"Zhihuan, there is something I want to discuss with you." Gu Yichen said after taking Ling Zhihuan's luggage in and sorting it out.

Ling Zhihuan was looking at the score on the piano, so he leaned on the piano, turned his head to look at Gu Yichen, and nodded, "Let's talk".

"Can you go to the hospital with me tomorrow?" What Gu Yichen misses the most is Ling Zhihuan's voice. He has already decided that when Ling Zhihuan comes back, the first thing he does is to go to the hospital, but now he is not sure about Ling Zhihuan Do you want to.

It feels like it's back to the scene when Gu Yichen tried every means to persuade Ling Zhihuan to go to the hospital two years ago when Ling Zhihuan didn't leave.But this time Ling Zhihuan didn't refuse. Originally, he was willing to come back to make efforts for all of this, and curing his throat was the first thing to do. Since he couldn't escape, he had to face it bravely.