Hideko Sookie Biography

"Comrade Xiuzi, please tell me the truth." Shuji, dressed in a gray military uniform, was sitting upright, holding a small red book, doing ideological education work for Xiuzi.Xiuzi looked at her with two braids, an octagonal hat, and an improved Chinese tunic suit made of homemade cloth. She couldn't even see her waist. She had never seen such an ugly dress, and she couldn't tell a man from a woman after wearing it. She came forward curiously to touch the material.Shuji dodged and criticized: "We are in a meeting now, please be serious!" Xiuzi reluctantly sat back on the kang, and Shuji continued to explain the truth of revolution to her. Those inexplicable words made her drowsy Now, her absent-minded appearance provoked Shuji to start knocking on the table again, "Are you listening to me?" Xiuzi woke up from the daze, "ah, can I ask a question?" Shuji wanted to When she got angry, she became happy when she saw that she had a problem. It seems that she didn't listen at all? "Tell me, what's the problem?" Xiuzi asked seriously, "Why are your trouser legs so fat?" Shuji was about to spurt out a mouthful of old blood, and it took her a long time to get this result.Later, I will report to the higher-ups about Xiuzi's ideological reform.How can she grow up like this?Even if you are pretending, you have to pretend to come out.Now because of the need to talk about revolutionary struggle, each household must elect a leader with high ideological consciousness. Shuji naturally became the team leader of their family, and her only team member was Xiuzi.So Shuji had to teach Xiuzi every Monday, Wednesday and Friday morning, and lead her to make progress together.The place of work is at home. Due to the limited space, Xiuzi sat on the kang, and Shuji moved a stool to sit on the kang and give her lectures.On Friday afternoon, Shuji went to the captain's house to study and report the progress of the team members.So Shu Ji knew more about the outside rumors and cutting-edge policies, and it was really dangerous for Xiu Zi to continue like this.

However, Xiuzi's reformation and transformation still haven't changed a bit. Later, Shuji changed her strategy. It seems that Xiuzi's thinking is difficult to reform for a while, so let's start with the simplest dress.She took away Xiuzi's fashionable clothes one by one, and then made two sets of gray military uniforms for Xiuzi.One morning when Xiuzi got up and asked Shu Ji for clothes, Shu Ji held up the clothes.Xiuzi: "What is this?" Shuji: "Your clothes." Xiuzi turned over the yellow clothes with disgust on her face: "It's not enough for you to dress like this, now you need me to wear it." Is it the same? I won’t wear it, bring my own clothes.” Shuji coaxed patiently: “My eldest lady, don’t you look at the current rumors, now it’s a socialist country, now you can dress like a In the past, people would be criticized as bourgeois." Xiuzi stared: "This socialism still cares about people's clothes?" Shuji said that Xiuzi just didn't wear them, and Xiuzi's previous clothes Shuji had already disposed of. In a fit of anger, she didn't get out of bed all day, and Shu Ji sent her meals to the kang, and she ate wrapped in a quilt.Now Shuji is also used to sleeping on the kang, and she warms the kang before going to bed, and also imitated the locals to prepare a broom for sweeping the kang, and sweep it when there is nothing to do, which made Xiuzi angry when she saw it.

Xiuzi looked at her wearing a bulky gray cotton padded jacket, sitting cross-legged across from her and eating cornbread comfortably, she was no different from a local illiterate housewife, "This person is like this, she has no pursuit, what environment is given to her, she I can live humming and haha." She complained to Shuji: "Sooner or later, I will be dragged down by you to live a life in a primitive society."

In the end, Xiuzi put on the homemade military uniform. There was no way she could stay under the quilt all the time, but she slimmed down her waist and trouser legs, showing some curves.Xiuzi's biggest feeling in life now is the absurdity. Whenever outsiders are around, Shuji calls her "Comrade Xiuzi", which Xiuzi can't adapt to.

Now Shu Ji is trying to pursue progress and has become revolutionary. Xiuzi said that she is a fool, and Shu Ji does not refute it. Her revolution is indeed muddled, but she just instinctively feels that she cannot live without it.Anyway, being alive is better than anything else.Every time she goes to a meeting, she also hears in a fog, memorizing some key words and then learning from others. One can imagine the effect of her holding a meeting for Xiuzi.Later, there were fewer meetings, and there were sex outside. One day, a young man and woman were caught secretly having a tryst in a small park, and they were paraded through the street with a sign. The woman was even shaved, saying that she had broken her shoes. punishment.Shu Ji asked others, "What is a broken shoe?" They told her that all unmarried men and women who had intimate contact were called a broken shoe.Shuji was taken aback, thinking about her relationship with Xiuzi, isn't that much more serious than making broken shoes.

The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became. After she came back, she didn't dare to provoke Xiuzi anymore. She was afraid that someone would catch her and shave off one side of her hair to parade in the street.Between beauty and life, Shu Ji would rather give up the former and keep the latter. She is a typical woman who has a lustful heart but no courage, and is cowardly.Xiuzi is different, life is already hard enough, if she is not allowed to have some meat at Shuji's place, this day is simply impossible.When she is ruthless, she is the master of sex and life.Facing Xiuzi's threat of "If you don't obey me, I will expose you now.", Shuji scolded "living bandit" in her heart, so she had to obey.I just hope the neighbors don't get too curious to pry into their lives.Otherwise, I really don't know how to end it.

As they got dressed, the food they ate became rougher and less, and now Xiuzi knew the situation outside, so she couldn't blame Shu Ji for not trying her best.The entire country was extremely scarce in food, and it was rationed according to the amount. Many families suffered from famine, especially those families with many children, who were so hungry that they were sallow and emaciated.Shuji and the others can only eat half full all day long, chickens, ducks, those food Xiuzi can't expect extravagance, and now she is very satisfied as long as there is a biscuit.Shuji tried every means to satisfy her. Every time she carefully took out the food from her clothes and handed it to Xiuzi, Xiuzi was very touched, because she knew that Shuji got the food by sneaking. of.

In fact, Shuji is secretly a little proud of herself now. In the past, Xiuzi always showed her sense of superiority and oppressed her everywhere. Now Xiuzi is a phoenix in trouble, and everything depends on her, Shuji.Of course, she only dared to think about it in her heart, and didn't dare to show it on the surface, otherwise Xiuzi would make her feel better.

Xiuzi has been wondering why she can't buy things with that money?Such a large sum of money would have been enough for her to live with peace of mind until she grew old.In fact, it's not that I don't understand it at all, it's just that I can't accept it.So he moved all the money to the kang, and when Ye Lai had nothing to do, he would count it and play with it or hit Shuji with her.Shu Ji knew that the money was now equivalent to waste paper, but every time Xiuzi threw a bundle of money towards her and said generously: "Here, I reward you, take it for fun." When she was a little excited, she would sometimes despise herself in her heart for being as if she had never seen money, but then she thought that she had never seen any money in her life.Seeing her like this, Xiuzi can temporarily regain the feeling of a rich person. It is obviously a game, but it can satisfy both of them.It is also a joy in bitterness, and the days are like this day by day, year after year.

As for livelihood, Shuji found a job to make matchboxes for others. Although this job was hard work and didn't make much money, it could be done at home, which saved a lot of trouble and both of them felt more at ease.Fortunately, they only need to support two adults, and they don't have a lot of children to worry about such as eating and going to school, which saves a lot of trouble.When she was working, Xiuzi read books and sometimes came to help, and the two of them sighed, "We are not stupid, how did we get into this field." The two even planned to return to North Korea, and later found out that Without a letter of introduction from the organization, it would be difficult for them to even get out of the city, not to mention the problems of food, clothing, housing and transportation on the way that cannot be solved.I can only watch it patiently.

Gradually, Xiuzi was able to get used to those bloated gray cotton padded jackets, and she felt comfortable sleeping on the kang like Shuji.One day, Xiuzi, who hadn’t gone out for a few months, passed a building and saw herself through the glass door. She was no different from the local Chinese women. There was no shadow of Miss Xiuzi before.She was startled, is the power of habit so powerful?But in the face of the big environment, she is also powerless, she can't make any changes, and thinking about it is just a waste of time.Fortunately, there is Shu Ji who is holding her, and always thinks that she is the most beautiful Miss Xiuzi in the world, otherwise she really would not have the courage to live like this.

It was a mess outside in those years. Fortunately, outsiders saw them as two women, and they didn’t feel too difficult. Shuji pretended that her grandson was a good person outside, and built a good relationship with neighbors. Xiuzi seldom went out, so that’s fine, otherwise Shuji One more thing to worry about.Finally, they came to the end, no one was revolutionizing, and the whole country gradually restored order, and people were paying more attention to talents.

In those years, Xiuzi stayed at home and read books when she had nothing to do. Shuji thought she was just passing the time. Unexpectedly, she learned German by relying on a dictionary and several large volumes of Marx's works.When I asked her why she wanted to learn German, she said that since this country believed in Marx, she wanted to see what Marx said, and why the people's dictatorship would revoke her so much money, and she couldn't find a place to say it.She was able to delve into a foreign language for an answer, requiring great perseverance and understanding. This young lady surprised Shu Ji again, and then all that was left was to worship her.On the other hand, all these years I have only cared about food and clothing, and I speak Chinese every day, and I have almost lost my mother tongue.

Xiuzi understands Korean, Japanese, Chinese, and has taught herself German. Now she has become a rare language talent in this country, and she has arranged a house and a decent job in no time.Xiuzi became rich again, and she immediately began to dislike their small and dark room. The clothes that accompanied her through many winters in the past turned into rags in her eyes, and told Shuji to deal with it quickly. Lose.Seeing her posture, Shuji thought that her youth had passed away and she had become a housewife with nothing to do. She couldn't help asking Xiuzi, "Xiuzi, do you despise me now?" They have lived together for 20 years, especially during those famine years, they walked together supporting each other, and now we are all in their 50s and 80s. Shu Ji still has no confidence in front of her, no wonder she has to be kept by herself. Pressed.Even asking such a stupid question, Xiuzi refused to answer her.Shuji wanted to ask for a reassurance, but she didn't expect to step on the ground, and said in a hurry, "You don't really have such thoughts, do you?" Xiuzi looked at her carefully, "You are not old, and you look too old. Return to Zhou Zheng, let’s talk about it when you are [-] or [-].” Shu Ji began to think in her heart that she would risk being abandoned when she was [-] or [-] years old. Considering whether to return to the old business of manufacturing fakes when I was young, after all, it is my old business, I am better at it, and the money comes in faster.But this can't be done by one person, there must be up and down channels, and it must be safe and reliable. She is not very clear about the market in this regard now, it is difficult to do.Seeing her expression, Xiuzi knew that she was planning something again. After decades, she still had this small thought.Shuji didn't understand that along the way, she had already become Xiuzi's spiritual sustenance. In China, except for what she thought, Xiuzi didn't even have a friend to talk to, and Xiuzi couldn't live if she was rich.Time has already built a wall around the two of them, and unless they die, they cannot be separated.

And Xiuzi knew that if Shuji hadn't provided herself with such a stable environment over the years, she would not have been able to succeed.Being grateful to Shu Ji and loving her at the same time, I have lived most of my life, and she is always innocent like a child, so cute and silly.

Their legal relationship has always been cousins, which is stated in the household registration book, and it also states that Shuji is the head of the household.This made Xiuzi very mindful from the beginning.In fact, the head of the household did not know how tired he was from eating. In those years, Shuji, the head of the household, was not the one who received the food stamps and distributed the tickets, and there were many studies and meetings.Ordinarily, Shuji has suffered so much, and she should also be the head of the household, but Xiuzi just feels that she is a head shorter than Shuji, so she always turns against Shuji. At that time, the slogan outside was "fight against the sky." It’s a lot of fun, and it’s a lot of fun fighting with others.” For Xiuzi, it’s “a lot of fun fighting with Shu Ji.” Shu Ji said that the head of the household should be handed over to her, but she was not happy.Because those things still need to be done by Shu Ji.Now that the policy has been implemented and the household registration book is re-issued, Shuji said that she depends on Xiuzi to support her, and she is too embarrassed to occupy the position of the head of the household, so she wants to give it to Xiuzi.Xiuzi refused again: "You have to let go of the pick in the middle of the job, don't even think about it." Xiuzi's work is getting more and more busy, and she often has to go on business trips to other places. Shuji is bored and worried at home alone. After all, the two of them now There is a gap again, and Xiuzi is the master of restlessness.It seems that Shuji would rather live the previous hard life, at least the two of them can stay together steadily.In fact, it was Shuji's prejudice. After so much experience, Xiuzi didn't make any progress at all, so Xiuzi asked Shuji to follow whenever she went out, and gave her a title, secretary.But Shu Ji didn't know much about business, and when people asked her about many things, she still had to ask Xiu Zi. This secretary was like a decoration.Gradually, she heard people say that there is a kind of secretary in society, who just need to eat and drink with him, but they are all young girls in their early twenties. The secretary's threshold is not enough.Xiuzi said to her: "You just like to belittle yourself. Can we be like those people? If you don't feel comfortable, how about I go and make our relationship public tomorrow?" The country, if there is such a relationship exposed, it's okay, it's enough for the people of the whole country to hold their first meeting.The lesser of two evils, let the secretary be the secretary.